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A long sigh sounded in the empty room.The buzzing sound of flying bees made Yu Duoduo's brain a mess, and every heaving and falling of his chest made Yu Duoduo feel exhausted.

Qin Jing's hand stroked Yu Duoduo's cheek, lingered on his chest for a moment, all the way down. "So cute..." Qin Jing sighed contentedly, the delicate skin under his hands made Qin Jing shiver.

"Next, what games shall we play?" Qin Jing smiled, left Yu Duoduo's body, and walked towards the black door.

Yu Duoduo looked at the red liquid on the ground in bewilderment. Some of them had lost their temperature and turned deep red, while some were still flowing, like a trickle of water converging into a pool on the ground.Where did it come from? Yu Duoduo followed the flow of the liquid and returned to his body. His hands, feet, abdomen, and back were everywhere, and there was pain everywhere, so that Yu Duoduo no longer knew what normal should be like. feeling.

The footsteps are approaching, and he is back again. What will he do this time?Yu Duoduo guessed, would he cut open my chest and take out my heart?Yu Duoduo laughed, imagining this kind of scene, it shouldn't hurt too much.

"Do you like it so much?" Qin Jing held a black object in his hand, which was ferocious and covered with sharp thorns, "Has Yu Feng ever done this before?"

Qin Jing used this thing on Yu Duoduo's body, and very slowly, lingering pain spread from under his body, Yu Duoduo was like a fish lacking oxygen with a mouth, breathing desperately, and the hairs all over his body stood on end stand up.

"I can't be too happy," Qin Jing stroked Yu Duoduo's cheek tenderly, "I'm so excited now, what should I do in the future?" Qin Jing thought seriously, a little worried, there were not many things that could be used, but The days are still so long, and he will keep Yu Duoduo for a long time.

"None of them can compare with you," Qin Jing muttered to himself, "How could Wang Xue's child be so obedient? She doesn't look like her at all..."

Hearing this familiar yet unfamiliar name, Yu Duoduo's body trembled a bit, looked at Qin Jing with confused eyes, opened his lips slightly, and uttered two words, "Mom..."

"Your mother is a dancer, do you know?" Qin Jing lifted Yu Duoduo's sweat-wet hair, his eyes were a little erratic, "She is like a bunch of lilies, pure and beautiful."

"However, people really can't be judged by their appearance," Qin Jing's eyes suddenly turned fierce, and he grabbed Yu Duoduo's hand and pulled it fiercely, "It turned out to be an asshole."

"Ah..." Yu Duoduo groaned, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

"Does it hurt? I'm in pain too!" Qin Jing's hand was even stronger, "I liked her very much at the beginning, she looks so beautiful, I really want to keep her for the rest of my life."

"I'm so good to her, but how did she treat me?"

The pain rushed from the spine to the top of the head, and Yu Duoduo's nails were deeply embedded in the palm of his hand. He thought he was numb to the pain, but Yu Duoduo found out in despair that it was far from the end.The air also seemed to become thinner, and Qin Jing's face was gradually distorted in Yu Duoduo's eyes, distorted into a blurred shadow, and gradually he couldn't see anything.

"Duo Duo, come to Mom." The woman in the white dress waved to him from a distance, and Yu Duoduo ran towards her uncontrollably. It was still a face that couldn't be seen clearly, and the facial features were blurred. .

The woman took his hand and stroked his head, "Duo Duo has grown up, mom is so happy..."

"Mom..." Yu Duoduo wanted to hug her, but the hands next to her pulled him away. It was a black shadow standing behind Yu Duoduo, "Duoduo, you can't be disobedient."

It held Yu Duoduo so tightly that Yu Duoduo couldn't even take a step forward.Looking up again, the gentle and gentle white figure had disappeared.

"Mom!" Yu Duoduo called, but no one responded to him. The black shadow smiled sinisterly beside him, and Yu Duoduo couldn't run away from him no matter what.

Choking, Yu Duoduo woke up again, the pain came from everywhere, as if there were needles inside and outside the bones, one inward and one outward, piercing without stopping.Why is it so difficult to live, Yu Duoduo thought, maybe it's because I should have died long ago.How long has it been?

Time was slower than Yu Duoduo imagined. Qin Jing moved a stool and sat not far in front of Yu Duoduo, watching him intently, but Qin Jing didn't look at him as if he was looking at a person, as if he was looking at someone. one thing.

"Do you know how long I've been paying attention to you? I've been looking at you for so long, and the more I look at you, the more I feel that you are the best. In order to welcome you well, I dropped the defective product. As long as a little more time passes, You are mine." His expression gradually became excited, and then suddenly became fierce.

"Remember Wang Hui?"

The name seemed familiar, but Yu Duoduo was too tired to think. The only thing he could do was to open his eyes, and this action exhausted all his strength.

"The young man was too curious and saw things he shouldn't. I treated him well."

It was too difficult to breathe, and Yu Duoduo's body moved a little.

Qin Jing leaned forward in Yu Duoduo's direction, and asked inexplicably, "Are you angry?"

"Don't be angry, he's just a worthless thing, and you naturally deserve the best."

Yu Duoduo didn't know what expression he had now, he didn't even know what mood he was in, whether it was sad or angry, it seemed like nothing, he was just a little tired.Although Qin Jing said this, he didn't really care about Yu Duoduo's reaction.

"I let him go, you know, not everyone is as worthy of my collection as you. I knew he would go to you." Speaking of this, Qin Jing's tone changed again, from a kind of The smug tone turned into bitter resentment.

"Why are you so attractive, just like your mother."

"Zhenzhen found me today and kept crying, saying that she shouldn't lend you the money. She really likes you, and you like Zhenzhen too, right?" Qin Jing's ending sounded protracted, with a hint of sarcasm .

"What a silly boy. If you hadn't borrowed Zhenzhen's cell phone, I would have almost missed you." He sat alone in front and didn't know whether to say it to himself or Yu Duoduo, "That boy named Li Xuan I am also looking for you everywhere, you see, you are just like your mother, attracting bees and butterflies everywhere, you should stay here."

I don't know what came to mind, Qin Jing suddenly became angry, and his voice became higher, "Yu Feng is really good at lying to me, saying that you were taken away by Wang Xue. I am also really stupid. How could he be willing to let go? Now He'll never know where you are?"

This person seems to have gone crazy, Yu Duoduo thought when he was a little clearer.Sometimes Qin Jing would sit on a chair and watch Yu Duoduo silently for several hours, and sometimes he would ramble on alone without knowing what to say.Most of the time, it is like now, using violence on oneself.

Behind that black door there are countless strange props, all of which should be used on him, and Yu Duoduo even guessed whether he died first or used up these props first.

The silver knife tip was moving around, Yu Duoduo's eyes followed it all the time, seeing that red liquid would flow out of every place it passed.Qin Jing is very partial to this activity, he doesn't draw too deep, he can let the blood flow out just right, but not too much.

He seems to regard Yu Duoduo as a canvas, and the scalpel in his hand is his paintbrush. Obviously, this painting has never satisfied him.Sometimes he would look at Yu Duoduo angrily, and then start to abuse Wang Xue.

Yu Duoduo also slowly pieced together the appearance of a mother from his confused words.It was a girl who liked to wear white skirts. Unlike Yu Duoduo, Wang Xue was an eye-catching presence in the whole school.She dances well and sings well, and many boys in the class secretly like her.

Qin Jing also likes her very much, but Qin Jing's liking is different from other people's liking. He wants to hide Wang Xue forever so that she will not be polluted.But Wang Xue obviously didn't like Qin Jing, she rejected Qin Jing's confession.This is not a big deal to Qin Jing. In his opinion, Wang Xue just hasn't noticed his goodness yet.

Until another thing happened, which made Qin Jing angry.Wang Xue was with someone else in the class. That boy was completely different from Wang Xue. He had no sense of presence in the class. His hair was too long and almost covered his entire face. He kept his head down forever, even though he was wearing clean clothes. , but always gives people a dirty feeling.Carrying the drawing board all day long, I don't know what I'm drawing.

But this is far from over. In the last semester of senior year, Wang Xue became pregnant.The news spread wildly on campus, alarming the leaders and Wang Xue's parents.Qin Jing was outside the office and heard Wang Xue arguing with her parents.

"I'm going to have a baby!"

"Shameless thing!" Wang Xue's father slapped her directly in anger.

But the slap didn't hit Wang Xue's face, but fell on the boy. This was the first time Qin Jing heard the boy say, "I will take responsibility, and I can let Xuexue live with the child." Okay, please give me a chance..."

In the end, both Wang Xue and the boy were expelled from the school, and Wang Xue's father also put down his words and wanted to sever the father-daughter relationship with Wang Xue.

"This is simply an insult," Qin Jing said, "I like her so much, but she insulted me like this." Qin Jing has always been resentful about this matter, although Yu Duoduo didn't understand the reason for his anger.

But the love didn't last long. When Qin Jing heard about Wang Xue again, it was a few years later when she remarried.

"In the end, she ran away with someone else. She's really a flirtatious woman." When Qin Jing leaned on Yu Duoduo, he asked, "Are you the same?"

Yu Duoduo looked at the knife placed in the distance, but did not answer.