i saw a bear

This is an endless wandering. Yu Duoduo couldn't remember when he ran out of money. He nestled under a bridge hole, tightened his clothes, and let out a sigh of relief into his palms.

When was the last time you ate?Yesterday or the day before yesterday?The hunger is not very obvious, and it can be ignored for Yu Duoduo for the time being.He hugged his knees and vaguely remembered a story, the story of the little match girl.I can't help but start to imagine what I would see if I lit a match.

With a "stab", a cluster of small flames ignited, Yu Duoduo opened his eyes wide, and saw a figure through the flames.Familiar faces twisted into strange shapes in the flames, Yu Feng passed through the flames, his eyes stared straight at Yu Duoduo until a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Duo Duo, have you been playing for so long, are you happy?" Yu Feng's tone was as if he was just a kind father who simply took naughty children home.

Yu Duoduo didn't speak.Leaning back slightly, his palms were pressed against the gravel, and the sharp pain brought some sobriety to his bewildered brain.

"Let's go!" Yu Feng stretched out his hand.

Yu Duoduo didn't move, and slowly spit out a few words from his mouth, "No, I won't answer." After saying that, Yu Duoduo realized that he was still in a dream, otherwise how dare he say no to Yu Feng.

In the flames, Yu Feng's face was hazy and he couldn't see his expression clearly, "Duo Duo, why are you so misbehaving. Dad is not asking for your opinion, Dad is telling you."

"Go home." Yu Feng's tone was not angry, but his words were full of threats.

Yu Duoduo didn't feel scared, maybe it was the illusion in the dream that gave him great courage to refute Yu Feng again, "No!" That's not a home, it's just a terrible cage, where everyone inside People have become distorted.

With a sound of "click", the fire was extinguished, and Yu Feng's figure disappeared into the darkness.In the darkness, Yu Duoduo could only hear his own breathing. He was quite happy, this was a rare victory.He hung his head, the cold dulling his senses.

After a while, he realized that his hand was being grabbed.These were the hands of a strong and powerful adult, but Yu Duoduo was too weak to resist, and his hands did not move at all.

Yu Duoduo realized in a trance that this was not a dream, or maybe it was an endless nightmare.

When Yu Duoduo opened his eyes, he saw his bear, which had no eyes and was covered with scars lying on the ground looking at him.He blinked twice, looked at the familiar ceiling, but couldn't feel anything, went around and came back here again.He raised his hand, the palm was wrapped in clean gauze, and the clothes on his body were changed.

It was very quiet outside, as if no one was there.Yu Duoduo lay on the bed, watching the sky outside the window turn from black to white and back to black again, without the strength to get up.He was so tired that he couldn't even breathe.

Xiong crawled onto his bed and warmed Yu Duoduo with his furry body.

"I don't know..." In the middle of speaking, Yu Duoduo didn't know what he wanted to say, and the drawn-out sound disappeared into the air.

"I know." Bear replied.

This kind of answer reassured Yu Duoduo, as if Xiong really understood something, understood the thoughts in his heart that even he didn't know clearly.

The room was still very quiet at night, and no one came back.Yu Duoduo didn't know the direction of the future, but he knew one thing, he didn't want to stay here, every minute and every second would be suffering.

But the door was locked.Yu Duo opened it twice, but the door didn't open.He didn't feel too surprised, or even sad. His heart, which had experienced ups and downs, was calm like a pool of stagnant water.

He began to walk aimlessly in this room, and this room really became a cage, and every part felt familiar and disgusting.Except for one place, Yu Duoduo's small garden.

The garden that Yu Duoduo took care of on weekdays was quite deserted, and many plants died. It seems that Yu Duoduo didn't take care of it during the time he was away.Yu Duoduo found a small shovel and shoveled away the withered plants.

This piece of land is different from other places, it is overturned.Yu Duoduo dug a little deeper, and found the remaining pieces of paper, which seemed to be burnt drawing paper.Besides that there are some ashes where someone burned the painting.

This is a very strange thing, all of Yu Feng's paintings are carefully preserved by him.Yu Duoduo's eyes drifted to the small house by the garden.This is Yu Feng's studio, when Yu Feng is in this room, he is forbidden to be disturbed.

In the past, Yu Feng created in his study room. When did he move here? Yu Duoduo vaguely remembered that when he was seven or eight years old, he accidentally broke into Yu Feng's study room. At that time, Yu Feng seemed to be I am creating a very important painting.Yu Duoduo searched his memory for what was painted, but he couldn't recall anything except the strong colors.Since then, Yu Feng has changed the place of creation.

Yu Duoduo has never entered this room, it is a forbidden area of ​​this family, and no one has entered outside Yu Feng.It was the first time for Yu Duoduo to stand in front of the door of this room. The lock of the room was an old-fashioned lock. Li Xuan once taught him how to open this kind of lock.At that time, Li Xuan was telling him about his father's new case, and he talked about unlocking. The new anti-theft lock is difficult to open, but the old-fashioned door lock is actually quite simple.

Yu Duoduo found a wire, fiddled with it for a while, and picked the lock open.Yu Duoduo turned his head and glanced at the empty room, and listened carefully for a while, but he didn't hear footsteps.He pushed open the door.

There is no light in the room, and the smell of paint and watercolor is overwhelming.Yu Duoduo groped on the wall and found the switch.It looks like an ordinary studio, but it's too messy, which doesn't match Yu Feng's usual tidy style.There is still an unfinished painting on the easel, a boy squatting in the corner, his body is stained with red, and only a pair of eyes are painted on the face, thick and gloomy.

Yu Duoduo looked at the painting, feeling sick in his stomach.This is his painting, Yu Duoduo has an intuition that this is not the only one.He rummaged through the room and found many paintings in a cabinet on one side, in which there were all kinds of him, sleeping, crying, and many other appearances that he had never seen before.

From when I was a few years old to now, these paintings are piled up on one wall.He never remembered that he had shown these appearances in front of Yu Feng, when Yu Feng saw them, and when he drew these pictures.

The cabinet on the other side was much empty, only a few scattered paintings were placed there, and Yu Duoduo took out one of the paintings.A scarred teenager occupies the center of the painting. The thick red and black bring a strong sense of stimulation. In the lower left corner of the painting, the two numbers "03" are written with red paint.

A strange feeling rushed to my heart, and Yu Duoduo's heart seemed to be dragged down by a hand.He pulled out the rest of the paintings, about seven or eight, each with a different protagonist, the only thing in common is that they are all at the age of the scorching sun but with painful expressions.The painter seems to be particularly fond of their pain, expressing their despair vividly in his pen.And there is a number code in the lower left corner of each painting, the largest number is "16".

In the blink of an eye, Yu Duoduo thought of many things. He suddenly remembered the black spot he saw on Yu Feng's socks one day long ago.The black dot swirled in his brain, slowly expanding into a red drop of blood falling from his immature body.

Yu Duoduo held the painting so hard that he tore a hole in the painting.He breathed slowly, his mind was already twisted into a knot, countless questions were circling inside, and an answer was about to come out.

"What are you doing here?" The sudden voice startled Yu Duoduo, he suddenly turned his head to look at the person who came, it was Chen Li who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Chen Li frowned, as if she saw something dirty, "Why didn't you die outside?" Her words were full of anger, and she could even hear full of regret.

Yu Duoduo didn't know how to deal with this situation. He didn't know whether these paintings should be seen by Chen Li, and maybe Chen Li knew about the existence of these paintings long ago.

Chen Li crossed her arms and was very dissatisfied with Yu Duoduo's sluggish reaction, "You are very courageous, who let you in, Yu Feng won't let anyone in this place, don't you know?"

Saying this, Chen Li didn't make any move to enter this room. She was standing by the door all the time, feeling an inexplicable fear of entering this room.

"I..." Yu Duoduo thought that he could just run out like this, and Chen Li would not stop him, and she would even be very happy.Too focused thinking caused the painting to slip from Yu Duoduo's hands and fall to the ground.

When Chen Li saw it, her eyes widened suddenly. After a while, her hands began to tremble. She seemed to recognize the boy in the painting, and her breathing became short of breath.

"come out!"

Yu Duoduo had never heard such a serious tone from Chen Li. Her speech was always mixed with cynicism and sarcasm. Such a tone made Yu Duoduo feel very strange.

"Don't you understand human language, come out!" Chen Li repeated again, with a trace of fear mixed in her trembling voice.

Yu Duoduo walked out obediently, and when he walked to Chen Li, he heard Chen Li say to him: "You didn't see anything, do you understand?"

Yu Duoduo looked at Chen Li, she had returned to her original appearance, looking down at Yu Duoduo with a cold face, but her tightly clenched hands showed her nervousness.Yu Duoduo nodded and walked past Chen Li.He walked through the small garden, and when he was about to enter the living room, he glanced back, and Chen Li walked into the hut.