At sunset, the mountains are far away

The two chose a Korean barbecue restaurant.This was Tao Yan and Xia Chengqi's first date alone outside, Tao Yan felt a little excited, and purposely sat side by side with Xia Chengqi.Xia Chengqi held the tong in his hand and carefully grilled the meat.

Tao Yan put Xia Chengqi's left leg on his right leg, and tried his best to lean towards Xia Chengqi's side. Fortunately, they chose a relatively concealed position, so they didn't worry about being seen as inappropriate.Xia Chengqi tilted his head and smiled at Tao Yan, and let Tao Yan do what he did.Tao Yan stroked Xia Chengqi's right cheek with his right hand, stroking carefully, his left hand clasped the ten fingers of Xia Chengqi's left hand, half lying in Xia Chengqi's arms.

"Qiqi, let me tell you, during the midterm exam, a boy actually confessed his love to me at the end of the recording of the exam. When I was correcting the midterm exam of the interpretation recording at home, I was stunned. You see Today’s kids really know how to play.”

"Really? It's quite creative."

"Do you know what he confessed?"

"What is it?" Xia Chengqi put a piece of meat in Tao Yan's bowl, and turned to look at Tao Yan.

"I won't tell you. Anyway, it must be affectionate words. You don't treat me any better. Maybe I was really kidnapped."

Xia Chengqi picked up the meat and handed it to Tao Yan's mouth, "Is this good for you?"

Tao Yan opened his mouth to eat the meat, "A piece of meat is not good for me."

"How about that?"

"Didn't you say that you have a high love quotient now? Think about it yourself."

Xia Chengqi glanced at Tao Yan, ignored the words, continued to move his right hand, and concentrated on grilling.Afterwards, Tao Yan asked, "Have you figured out how to treat me well?"

"No."

"is that really so difficult?"

"Well, it's hard." Xia Chengqi lowered his head and ate the meat, without looking at Tao Yan again.

Tao Yan let go of Xia Chengqi's left hand, and his expression was sullen, "Xia Chengqi, you didn't stay with me for long, and you got tired of me, didn't you? Do you know how perfunctory your own tone is? Speaking of the truth, analyze When you get things up, talk one after another. When you talk to me, you just jump out one by one, do I make you so speechless?"

"I'm just a little tired today, so I didn't mean to perfuse you. And..." Xia Chengqi looked sideways at Tao Yan, paused for a moment, not knowing whether he should continue.

"And what?" Tao Yan asked.

"Most of our words always revolve around you and me. Between lovers, whether it is flirting or fun, it can indeed warm up the relationship, but it does not need to be flirting from each other all the time. Knowing who you are is important to the other person. I don't like that, and I don't like that you're always like that."

"What's wrong with me?" Tao Yan's face turned completely cold.

"You are very immature, and you are looking for a sense of presence in the other party too much. I don't think this sweet and sweet way of getting along is conducive to the development of relationships."

The two looked at each other, silently brewing other emotions in the air.Xia Chengqi's eyes were clear and calm, as if he had felt this way a long time ago, but he just said it now.Tao Yan's emotions were mixed. Many reasons for breaking up with Xia Chengqi before seemed to come out mercilessly, and even added some other obstacles invisibly.She sometimes marvels at Xia Chengqi's ability to point out the essence of things, but this ability always seems too cold and without warmth.

Tao Yan looked at Xia Chengqi quietly and deeply for a while, then lowered his eyes, moved his body to the outside, put a distance from Xia Chengqi, and began to eat at ease, neither talking nor looking at Xia Chengqi.Xia Chengqi had no intention of explaining, but silently put the baked food into Tao Yan's bowl, and glanced at Tao Yan's cold look from time to time.

After a quiet dinner, Tao Yan set aside the distance from Xia Chengqi and walked ahead alone.Xia Chengqi looked at Tao Yan's back, his curly black hair was gracefully draped over his shoulders, but in the street full of pedestrians and bright street lights, the back of a single figure seemed a bit lonely and thin.Tao Yan originally expected to be on the street with Xia Chengqi, pawing down the road casually like a normal couple. This is something the two have never done before, but he did not expect this to be the case, one in front and the other behind, Like strangers who don't know each other.

Tao Yan took a deep breath, looked up at the crowded streets, most of them were in pairs.She suddenly felt that the night in the city is unreasonable. No matter how stumbling and thorny your life is, its night will not be moved by it at all, and it is still full of vitality. It seems that everyone is living a fulfilling and happy life, but Under this flashy appearance, there is no way of knowing what kind of life is hidden, and no one cares.

Tao Yan thought about this in her heart, and moved to the railing. She put her hands on the railing and looked at the colorful neon lights shining on the dark water, making her feel a little depressed.Xia Chengqi stood a few steps away, saw Tao Yan standing still, so he walked over, took Tao Yan's somewhat cold hand, and held it in his palm.But Tao Yan didn't turn his face away, still looking at the wide water surface, the fluttering hair fell gently on his face, and immediately bounced away as if he was afraid of disturbing something.

"I know you are feeling uncomfortable now. Everything has a cause and effect. I think you are trying to find a sense of existence from me, and there are also reasons for me. You have always been the more active party. Due to my personality and other The reason is that I have been passive. You can’t get the sense of security you need from me, so borrow that way to convince you over and over again that you are important to me. This is my fault, we both change for each other A little bit. In the future, I will take the initiative to let you feel that I care about you, and you will change a little bit for me. Let's get to know each other better and communicate with each other more. Okay?"

Xia Chengqi passed Tao Yan's body, made her face him, stretched out his hand to straighten Tao Yan's messy hair in the wind, held Tao Yan's face in his hand, and continued; "Also, I actually lied. I don't like your aloof look at all. When you were aloof, you are like this now, with a cold expression, alienated, and your words are stuffy in your heart." Xia Chengqi moved forward and took Tao Yan into his arms, "You are so It's not good, you should say what's in your stomach. Yanyan, I made you unhappy today, I apologize to you, you forgive me, okay?"

Listening to Tao Yan who Xia Chengqi patiently explained, he slowly stretched out his arms to hug Xia Chengqi back, the expression on his face finally softened, "You can't speak so rightly and wrongly." Tao Yan said in a low voice.

"No, I may not be able to do it, but I will restrain myself. You have to restrain yourself at the right time, and take a step back for the other party. Okay?" Xia Chengqi looked into Tao Yan's eyes and said.

"Okay." Tao Yan reluctantly accepted Xia Chengqi's restraint.

With a smile on Xia Chengqi's face, he kissed Tao Yan's cheek.

"Kiss here." Tao Yan pouted slightly.

Xia Chengqi looked around and saw that there were quite a few young couples passing by or getting tired of being together. He looked back at Tao Yan who was waiting eagerly, then walked over to lean against the railing, and pulled Tao Yan in front of him. Putting on the big hat for the latter, he kissed Tao Yan gently and reassuringly.