king of yokohama

What kind of mother can raise a child like Osamu Dazai?

Hua Xinfeng suddenly became very curious about Osamu Dazai's mother, and pestered her to take him to his house to have a look.Osamu Dazai reluctantly agreed as if he was impatiently pestered by her.But if he really didn't want her to see his mother, how could he acquiesce in her following behind?

Osamu Dazai's home in heaven is located in a small fishing village.Hanasinfeng was very surprised by this. Dazai's background has always been a mystery in Yokohama. Everyone speculated whether he came from a hidden noble family, and then ran away from home or something.I didn't expect the reality to be so simple.

However, it is not necessarily true, after all, this is heaven, and maybe this small fishing village is the place Dazai most wants to return to.

Following the boy to a courtyard that was incongruous with this fishing village, Hana Tradewind met the woman whom Osamu Dazai called his mother.

Her eyes are slightly larger than ordinary people, there is a small red mole on the right eyelid, her cheeks are red from the wind, her neck is a lavender collar, and she is wearing a hand-spun striped cotton dress and bloomers. A dark blue irises-patterned kimono obi is worn on the top.

This woman is not beautiful, nor does she look like a mother who gave birth to a child like Osamu Dazai in appearance.On the contrary, she is like an ordinary peasant woman in a fishing village or a maid who works as a servant in a noble family.

Dazai is the maid's child...?

Hana Xinfeng took a look at Osamu Dazai, without any other meaning, just pure doubt.

Osamu Dazai understood Hana Xinfeng's doubts, and emphasized, "I am Azhu's child." It seems that he really doesn't care what others think.

"Why did you come back now, it's time to eat."

Ah Zhu greeted.It can be seen that if there were no strangers present, she would have already started asking Osamu Dazai about today's itinerary.This kind of strong and direct way of expressing his heart makes people who are familiar with Osamu Dazai feel kind.

Does it matter if she is Dazai Osamu's real mother?It is enough for her to confirm that this woman is an important person to Osamu Dazai.

Hua Xinfeng, who was very polite to respectable elders, took the initiative to take a step forward and introduced himself, "Hello, Auntie, I am Aji's friend, Yahua Nobuko. Please forgive me for not bringing any greetings when you come here."

"Children come to play and finish playing. You don't need to bring anything. If you don't eat, you can stay and eat." The girl's demeanor of a little adult made A Zhu smile kindly, "It's really strange that Xiuzhi can make friends. ..."

Flower trade wind: poof

"Azhu!" Osamu Dazai looked a little embarrassed.

"Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore. It's rare that a little guest comes. I'll serve the meal." Azhu smiled again, turned and walked towards the kitchen.

Unexpectedly, Osamu Dazai behaved like a quail for fear of being scolded in front of his mother. As soon as A Zhu left, Hua Xinfeng laughed wantonly.

"Hahaha Dazai, you still have today!" After laughing enough, Hua Xinfeng wiped away the tears from his eyes, and quickly grasped the important information, "But, Xiuzhi? Your real name?"

"Yes. Shuji Tsushima." Osamu Dazai responded.

"Tsugaru, the Tsushima family?"

Seeing the other party nodding, Hua Xinfeng was stunned. Dazai had a hard time when he was a child.

Hua Xinfeng had thunderfish and crabs for dinner at Dazai Zhi’s house. Hearing Azhu gossip about Xiuzhi’s favorite crab, and thunderfish is a specialty here, since he’s here, he should try it.

Hua Xinfeng took a bite of the fish that was said to be just caught ashore, and felt a little greasy. Under Azhu's expectant gaze, he was embarrassed to say that it was not to his taste, so he ate the fish slowly with a smile.

If the other party is malicious, she has thousands of ways to fight back, but the other party happens to be kind, so she doesn't know how to deal with it.

Osamu Dazai, who was in heaven, still had a bit of conscience. He glanced at the girl, grabbed two crabs in a hurry, and took the girl who was still holding a bowl and smiling unnaturally, out to play.

"Azhu, let's go play first!"

"You child."

Azhu shook his head helplessly from behind.

Away from the sight of the adults, Hanasinkaze and Osamu Dazai went out the door and sat under the stone steps of the warehouse with bowls in hand, suddenly they looked at each other and smiled.

"If you're not used to it, give it to me. Try this crab."

Osamu Dazai picked out the thunderfish that had been bitten twice and mixed it with light soy sauce from the girl's bowl and stewed it directly.

Hua Xinfeng was stunned for a moment, feeling like he was dreaming.

Shuji Tsushima, who was accompanied by Azhu when he was young, is simply a little angel.He will also be like an innocent and clear child, he will be embarrassed when he is teased with kindness, and he will lend a helping hand when he sees others in trouble, he has love and attachment...

But Ah Zhu seems to have lived in heaven for many years.

Hua Xinfeng felt a little sad, and didn't want to be seen by the other party, so he lowered his head to pick up the rice.

Well, crabs are indeed delicious.

Osamu Dazai smiled softly when he saw her muffled voice.It's a pity that no one appreciates this rare beauty - Shuji Tsushima seldom smiles, he is always gloomy and introverted, hiding all emotions in his heart.

Osamu Dazai had a very good appearance when he was a child, especially the pair of iris-colored eyes, the depth and depth of which can always touch people's hearts, coupled with his youthful and melancholy temperament in childhood, a light smile can make people feel happy. The girls softened their hearts and hugged him in their arms with great maternal instinct.

"Trade Wind, do you think the soul will dissipate?"

Osamu Dazai waited in heaven for a long time, and it was as expected that the first acquaintance he met was Hanasinfeng.

"Will do."

Hua Xinfeng answered without thinking.

"Then how did you get here?"

this problem......

"I do not know."

Hua Xinfeng swallowed the food in his mouth before speaking, looked up at Osamu Dazai, "Dazai is so smart, don't you know?"

Her extremely crystal clear red pupils under the sun are like two sparkling gemstones, it has always been like this, what she thinks in her heart has always been written directly in her eyes.

Osamu Dazai realized that he had really thought too much before. In fact, it is easy to see what kind of person Hana Tradewind is, but he has always been deeply thoughtful, and he just likes to think of people as bad...so there is A friend like him, perhaps, was really unlucky.

So he asked earnestly and anxiously, "When will the soul dissipate?"

"How long can this kind of happiness last?"

Dazai Osamu is always Dazai Osamu no matter what age group, even Dazai Osamu whose soul is still a child will show a panic expression, the whole person is shrouded in the shadow cast by the door, his iris-colored eyes look beautiful And fragile.

It seems that such happiness will be lost in the next second.

Hua Xinfeng, on the other hand, was biting the crab leisurely, and said his true thoughts in his mind, "Now I can still eat crabs, I think it's very good."

She knew that the other party didn't want to get an answer from her at all. He was just innocent and pitiful, venting his little emotions that he had held back for so long.

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai was slightly startled, and then smiled happily, the whole Tsugaru's peach blossoms were not as gorgeous as his smile.

"Yeah, it's enough to be able to eat crabs." He said with emotion.

Listen to the crisp singing of young children in the early morning, climb high to appreciate the blue sky and white clouds that cannot be touched by hand, travel far away through the alleys of the fishing village with beautiful scenery, or drink happily in the noisy tavern, and sit in the blue sea in your free time. The salty and wet shore wind, when you are tired, go home and eat the meals prepared by Azhu and tell her about today's itinerary...

After saying goodbye to everything, in heaven, he was still the little child who had hoped for life.

"Here. Reward your little flower."

Finally figured it out, it's not easy.

Hua Xinfeng resisted the urge to applaud, put the bowl on his lap, reached out and folded a wild jasmine flower on the side of the stone steps, and pinned it to the handsome boy's ear.

Being optimistic and strong is a kind of talent. Some people are born lacking this kind of talent, no matter how hard they try, it will not help.What's more, she had witnessed his struggle and saved his death, so she knew how desperate he was to live.

It is great that Osamu Dazai can experience this kind of ignorant and simple happiness.

"Power, wealth, or fame... I don't want it, all I want is a dandelion that will be blown away by the wind, a wild jasmine leaf that will be eaten by worms. So that's fine gone."

Now he just wants to live like a human being.

"Dazai, you..." Did you become enlightened after death?

This time Hua Tradefeng was really shocked.

With a "pop"——

A frog leaped into the pond opposite the warehouse, and the boring and plain sound disturbed the tranquility of Yiguchi.It caught the attention of the two.

It's just a "pop".

It was just a thin and weak sound in the corner of the world.

Hua Xinfeng withdrew his gaze, resting his chin on Dazai Osamu's iris-like eyes, "Has Dazai found salvation now?"

It is not pinning hope on others, nor is it giving up on oneself and sinking into the swamp of despair, but blooming flowers on the ruins.

Have you found what you could not find during your lifetime, after obtaining the peace of death you dreamed of?

"found it."

Osamu Dazai's expression was unprecedentedly calm from the inside out.

It turns out that "hope" does not allow him to be redeemed.

"Years" is his salvation.

"Forgetting" is his salvation.