king of yokohama

Xin is also a woman.

Xin is also a woman? !

During the hug, he accidentally revealed the truth, Akutagawa Gin's mind went blank, shocked and helpless, but not disgusted.

She is such a person who is good at assassination work.She is supposed to be mostly rational, and she is calm and self-possessed even when she is ordered to swing a knife at her companions who get along with her day and night, but at this moment, she is emotional because she suddenly learns that the person she loves is the same gender as her, and feels pain. Heartfelt.

She still loves her, but from this moment on, she knows that her love can no longer be declared as boldly as before when she didn't know her true gender.

I finally realized that my previous thought of wanting to stay with Nobunaga might just be wishful thinking.

Faced with the silver-haired girl patiently flattering her for unknown reasons, she could only bury those obscurities and pains deep in her heart, show the same smile as before, and then calmly push the one she loves to her brother.

If you can't be Shin's wife, then be Shin's family.At least in this way, they can always be together.

During the time when Xin really became a man, she almost rekindled hope, but suppressed the flame in her heart.

She can't snatch what her brother likes.

But what is Kyoko Sasakawa?Why do you come to share the tenderness of the letter with her?

Yin really wanted to tell the letter, I am tired, can you go to bed with me to rest, and then continue to read me the story of the little prince and the rose to lull me to sleep.

She only read the story to page 28, and she kept remembering it. She often stroked the book, but never read the content after page 28.

But seeing Xin being so kind to Sasakawa Kyoko, seeing the two people's handshake and their little gestures of intimacy, Yin was furious and made many irrational actions.

Afterwards, Mr. Ozaki asked her if she wanted to hide anything from her, and she said no, she was just a little sad.

In fact, she hated it in her heart, and the person she hated was not herself, nor Kyoko Sasakawa, but her brother.

She was really in pain, as if the whole person was torn in two.

She loves her, how can she stand aside with a smile in a dress, watching her walk on the red carpet with her only relative in a wedding dress.

Akutagawa Silver really loves flower trade winds.

It's just that she was afraid that Xin would know her intentions, but Xin really didn't notice and she felt lost.

They are so close and yet so far away, and there is a gender gap between them. In fact, few people can successfully cross it in modern times.

That's why when she was keenly aware of something wrong with her brother, and after tracing it down, she found out that Mr. Dazai was subtly changing her brother and polishing him into a suitable gift for the letter, so she questioned him so angrily and out of composure.

"What Xiaoyin really wants to ask me is not these things." The brown-black haired boy's kite-colored pupils were curved, and his appearance was delicate and charming, as if he was waiting for her to question him.

He took a step forward and approached her, and his smiling tone didn't mean to be oppressive at all, but it was creepy, "What you want to ask is, you obviously met Xin at the same time, why is it possible for my brother, but not for me? "

"Do you have to make my words so clear? Xiaoyin."

Osamu Dazai looked gentle, even if she was silent, he could still feel the humbleness that could not be loved from the dodging eyes.

"Just because you're a girl."

Akutagawa Gin came to question all the courage he had accumulated, and was crushed, sitting limply on the cold ground.

"Xiaoyin..." Osamu Dazai bent down and patted her on the shoulder, as serious as a referee explaining the rules of the game, "You must hide it well, and don't let the trade wind find out."

Those who sabotaged his plans always died miserably.

And as the price of offending him, Osamu Dazai, a cold-blooded person who doesn't understand love, inadvertently told her brother a secret she couldn't reveal, who loved Xin as deeply as she did.

Seeing the guilt and pity in his brother's eyes, Akutagawa Gin clenched his teeth so as not to tremble all over, then smiled with all his might, and said:

"My brother's happiness is my happiness."

What should I do, even if we can't be together, we are still moved by faith.

But she can't let her brother who has been protecting her since she was a child give up her happiness, and she can't let Xin feel troubled.

If you can't, then accept it.

She is already content with having such a brother who is still her solid backing even though she knows that their brother and sister are in love with the same person. She is willing to be by the side of the one she loves and guard the happiness of her brother and Xin.

Akutagawa Yin loves the flower trade wind, loves without any hope, like falling in love with a flower through glass, it is so beautiful, so heart-pounding.

Even if she can only stand at a slightly sad distance, guarding the flower silently, watching it bloom for others——

But as long as she can see it, she is satisfied.

The day when Hana Tradewind clearly announced that she was with Ryunosuke Akutagawa didn't come very slowly.

Akutagawa Gin was in a trance while cooking while chopping vegetables and almost cut his hand. When he went to open the door, he saw that Xin was holding his brother's hand and came back together. One shot.

She had long thought that there would be such a day, but when this day really came, her mood was not as peaceful as she had imagined before.

At night, Xin stayed here and slept with her as usual.

The two girls squeezed intimately on a small bed, chatting softly like they did when they were young, basically talking about some interesting things that happened in the past few days, even the potted plants in the office bloomed It is also very interesting to say such little things from the mouth of the letter.

She had forgotten the fairy tale that had an unknown ending on page 28 that had been read to her before.

Yin listened quietly, answering a sentence or two from time to time, but his thoughts gradually drifted away, and his eyes moved from the bright moon hanging outside the window to the side face of the silver-haired girl Yan Li.

Xin was very close to her at this time, and when they looked at each other, the difference was less than ten centimeters, as if she could kiss the girl's moonlit cheek with a slight lean forward.

But Yin dared not do this.

Sharing the same bed with Xin, she was so cautious in every movement, for fear of accidentally pressing the girl's soft hair.

She suppressed her unwillingness and struggle in her heart, complained about her weakness and cowardice, and cherished every second of being alone in the room with the other party.

This is her letter.

This is because he likes to praise her for being cute, takes time to accompany her when she is down, likes to caress her hair when hugging, likes to interlock fingers with her suddenly, and reads fairy tales to her gently when she can't fall asleep. The letter of the story.

Even if the unseen feelings were as hot as burning thorns and made her heart bleed, she could only remain silent.

Yin is really afraid, afraid that some words will be difficult to end, afraid that how beautiful it is now will be embarrassing in the future, afraid that Xin will alienate her and hate her because of her same-sex love.

So she asked, "Is sister Xin planning to marry brother?"

Yin didn't know whether Xin would want to marry her brother, she hoped that Xin would think about it, probably this would allow her to let go of her thoughts completely and be their sister with peace of mind.

But she couldn't tell the other party about her superfluous feelings, she just wanted to rely on the other party as much as possible as a younger sister, greedy for the more tenderness that the other party gave her.

Yin forced and persuaded himself to let go of this relationship with no future.

The letter is so good, with my brother, life will definitely be better than with a woman like her.

But when he thought that Xin would be with the opposite sex in the future, even if that opposite sex was his elder brother, the sourness in Yin's heart couldn't help but surge up.

How can I let go, I can’t let go, how can I let go of my love for Xin?

Maybe Xin and his brother will get married before they let it go... It's also possible that it will be even more painful.

"If Ryunosuke is enlightened and proposes to me, I will agree if there are no accidents...Why does Gin suddenly ask like this?"

The silver-haired girl with her head resting on her arms finished speaking with a smile, then turned sideways to face her, resting her head on her hands, looking at her curiously, with her small reflection in her ruby-like eyes.

"Has brother ever treated sister Xin like this?"

Yin didn't answer the letter's question, but just stretched out his hand naturally like a sister who relies on her elder sister, touching her cheek intimately, feeling her softness, as if she was touching a delicate flower.

"some."

"Which hand?"

"Right hand."

"Then it's the same as me."

Silver smiled softly, and put his palm on Xin's cheek.Because Youxin's temperature is the two most important people in her life, she doesn't resist.

The shadow of the night shrouded her, and the hazy tears made her unable to see clearly the expression of the silver-haired girl in the moonlight. She thought it was gentle and puzzled.

"Why are you crying?"

Xin tentatively reached out his hand to wipe away the tears she fell unconsciously, but she held her hand tightly.

"I, I'm so happy, I can't ask you to believe in my sister anymore..."

Yin buried his face in the girl's palm, resisting the choking of his voice, but the tears could not stop flowing, slipped from between the girl's fingers, and wet the snow-white pillow.

I finally broke free from this hopeless relationship. I am in a happy mood right now.

In addition, we are believed to be worried and will be fun.Seeing off the letter to marry my brother, this is painful again.

Just when she wanted to let go, this girl who had nothing to do with her struggling mood used her comforting embrace to give her hopeless heart a glimmer of hope again.

The embrace was so warm that Yin even began to imagine that Xin may also have love for her. If she told Xin her heart desperately, maybe many years later they could walk on the street basking in the sun without being afraid of anyone's eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay..."

The silver-haired girl hugged her, let her bury her head in her arms, patted her on the back, and placed a soft kiss on her hair, and said firmly and pitifully.

"No matter what happens, Gin will always be Ryunosuke and I's most beloved sister."

But, I don't want to be your sister.

The tears kept falling, as if they were about to flow until they dried up.

Akutagawa Gin held his throat with difficulty to stop his sobs, his sharp nails almost sank into his flesh and blood, so that the words in his heart would not blurt out and there was no room for maneuver.

She finally understood that no matter how gentle Xin smiled at her, how much his promise to her was like a confession, her feelings for her would never be what she wanted.

Falling in love with Xin, who is also a woman, was she really wrong from the beginning?