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In front of the portrait of Grandma Zhao Zhenhua, we stared at each other.

"Shuwen," she whispered, "I have cried more than once in front of you."

I immediately said: "On the day Zheng Jiachuan got married, you finished crying. I didn't see you cry."

"Oh." She smiled warmly.

"I'm very glad that I can have a junior sister like you."

"Zhao Ying, I'm not only your junior sister, I'm also your friend."

"Ah."

As soon as the chat was over, I found an excuse to go to the toilet and went downstairs.

As soon as I walked in, I saw myself in the mirror.

Fortunately I went downstairs.

Otherwise, let her see the tenderness in my eyes, how can I stop the affection in my heart from seeing the light of day again?

I am a mother and wife so I cannot allow that to happen.

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In 2006, Zhao Ying and I had known each other for 5 years.Grandma Zhao Zhenhua passed away in this year.

At that time, there were maple trees with all their leaves outside the window.

"Grandma... Grandma Zhao Zhenhua, woo... Shuwen is here... woo... Ying'er is also here." I cried.

"Shu Shu Shuwen, Ying Ying'er..." Grandma sighed weakly through her trembling teeth.

"Grandma." Zhao Ying gently lay on the edge of the bed, looking at grandma, her eyes were shining, and there seemed to be tears in them.

That day, grandma left holding our hand.

It was a funeral arranged by a friend of grandma's.On the day of the burial, I walked beside Zhao Ying, who was wrapped in white mourning clothes, and the flying notes fluttered over our heads and shoulders.

After that, Teacher Dan asked Zhao Ying to move into her villa.Jia Chuan has gone to university, so there are only their master and apprentice in the villa.

Then another winter in the second year, Zhao Ying and I finished half of our freshman year and returned home.

There is a saying that goes well: some things you won't believe will happen until you experience them yourself.

When I was drawn by my heartache to Zhao Ying's yard and saw her frail appearance, I had to believe that I had an invisible connection with her.

"Ying'er," I said softly to her, "Ying'er, I...I came to see you today. What's wrong with you?"

I looked into her closed eyes, waiting for her to speak...but I found that she couldn't speak.

She looked like a sheep exhausted by the heat.

I rudely shook off my satchel, ran to the living room to get the thermometer, ran back and put it under her armpit, and then checked the watch to record the time.

Then I stared at her in a daze.

In less than 2 minutes, I stood up abruptly again, filled her with some hot water in my own cup, put the antipyretic medicine next to the cup, took out the thermometer, looked at the indication, and held her in one hand. In his arms, he squeezed out a pill with one hand and fed it to her, and then poured the water next to him to put the medicine down.

After I saw her swallow the medicine, I said, "Ying'er, I'll take you to the hospital now, your fever has reached 40 degrees!"

She opened her eyes and said, "No..."

"……why?"

She shook her head and said, "I... I took medicine... Shuwen... I won't go to the hospital..."

Just as I was about to refute, I saw a drop of crystal slip from the corner of her eye.

"Shuwen...can you hug me?"

Seeing her cry, my heart was torn by that invisible big hand.

While stuffing the gushing blood back into my heart, I wiped away the tears that kept gushing out of her.

"Ying'er...why are you crying?"

"Shuwen... I... I... Woo..."

I pulled her over and hugged her.

Her temperature was very high, and I suddenly realized that I might hold her a little too hard in my arms, and then I changed my mind... How could she not go to the hospital?

I moved a bit.

Then she hugged my waist slowly.

I felt the strength of her hand slowly increase.

"Ying'er, I'm here."

"Well... I know." She buried herself in my arms and answered me hoarsely.

"I'm here...I'll always be here..."

"Do you understand? As long as you are in danger, I will be by your side..."

"So don't be afraid, Yinger."

……

I really slapped myself that night—because as soon as I left her, I married someone else.

The author has something to say: "Shuwen." Dou Kun moved the umbrella to the drowned Wang Shuwen's head, and sat down next to her.

"After you left, everyone was very anxious."

"..."

"Shuwen... If you are like this, I can only hug you back by force."

"Get out! I won't go back!" Wang Shuwen growled at him.

"Shu Wen, remember, the only thing we can grasp now is the present moment."

Wang Shuwen only felt a sudden pain in the back of his head, and then there was darkness in front of his eyes.

He really took her back by force.