unintended mistake

The poor student Gu Yue suddenly changed his temperament, he stopped fighting, and he didn't skip class anymore. He listened to lectures and wrote homework. The teacher of the department expressed his relief, and he was also open-minded about Gu Yue's behavior of pinching the front desk and the back of his neck in class. Close your eyes and don't pursue it.

But the students at the front table couldn't take it anymore. After class, Xie Jia severely criticized Gu Yue's behavior, and finally warned: "You are not allowed to pinch me suddenly in the future, it is very scary, do you know that?!"

This person kneads the back of his neck every time, like a prey kitten caught by the neck, obedient and gentle after being frightened, Gu Yue is so cute that his reaction at this time is so cute, he has no regrets after being reprimanded , and even directly pinched his face with his hands, and said perfunctorily: "I know, I know..."

Xie Jia knocked off his hand with a "snap" and turned away to ignore him. Gu Yue stretched out his hand to pinch the back of his neck again. Xie Jia seemed to have eyes on the back of his head, and moved the stool forward abruptly, sitting up straight , the front chest is close to his desk pocket.

Gu Yue was helpless now, he was really angry when he saw someone, so he wrote a small note to coax him, he felt that he was so cheap, he couldn't control himself, he wanted to touch people, it made him angry. Paste it to coax.

But what can I do, my sweetheart can't be pampered by me, Gu Yue thinks so.

The small note was thrown on Xie Jia's table, Xie Jia was puzzled, and looked back at Gu Yue, Gu Yue frowning, clasped his hands together and silently admitted his mistake, Xie Jia looked skeptical, but still picked it up and looked at it, [Sorry, I was wrong, I will read it later] Don’t dare anymore, good Xie Jia, don’t ignore me], and attached a stick figure of a villain kneeling down and begging for forgiveness.

Xie Jia didn't hold back, he laughed, and immediately returned to his expressionless face, he replied: [You really don't want to be like this in the future, I don't like to have physical contact with others. 】

Gu Yue was injured, 【I can't do it either? 】

Xie Jia hesitated, pursed her lips, and thought of her secret, she still made up her mind, [No, no one can]

"Others" Gu Yue was angry, 【Then what about your partner?No one can do it, so you don't have sex anymore? 】

Xie Jia opened it and threw it away after reading it. Gu Yue said it too bluntly. He was ashamed and angry. Have a girlfriend?

But Gu Yue, this person should be able to get a girlfriend easily... He is tall and handsome. Many people in the school reject him, but there are also many girls who like him. The boys hate him. Probably a large part of it is because of this, the male's jealousy of outstanding homosexuals.

Thinking of this, Xie Jia became even more irritable, although he didn't know what he was annoyed about.After all, whether Gu Yue has a girlfriend or not has nothing to do with him, and he is not jealous of Gu Yue, but when he thinks that such a good Gu Yue will fall in love and get married in the future, he can't help but feel emotional, which girl is so lucky, Will marry Gu Yue?

Although Gu Yue is distasteful and naughty, he annoys him very much every time, but he is so good-looking, you can calm down just by looking at him, not to mention he will subdue you when you are angry, beg for mercy, coax you in different ways, and He is very good at taking care of people. Under his guidance, his cooking skills have improved a lot, and...

Xie Jia was dazed, his mind was full of Gu Yue, Gu Yue...

I didn't listen to the lecture all morning, and I still haven't come back to my senses during lunch, so I instinctively took out the spoon and chopsticks and turned back.

Gu Yue was still angry at first, but this little bastard actually regarded him as "someone else", could he be the same as others, they lived half-lived together and had a friendship, but when he saw Xie Jia holding a spoon with a cute face , I can't get angry again.

He wanted to rub his face again, but remembering the conflict between the two of them just now, he held back, abducted him to get the lunch boxes, opened them one by one, and put Xie Jia's favorite dishes in front of him.

The two of them should have their own ghosts in the Cold War and finished the lunch prepared by Gu's mother together. Gu Yue packed the tableware, poured a glass of warm water and stuffed it in Xie Jia's hand. Smiling, "What are you thinking, why have you been in a daze for so long?"

It's hard to tell you, Xie Jia whispered vaguely: "No..."

"Really?" Gu Yue didn't want him to think about it, and apologized seriously: "I was wrong, I apologize to you, you can beat me and scold me, you can pinch me back if you want, but you can't ignore me."

Xie Jia felt guilty, Gu Yue was so kind to him, even when he had conflicts, he still didn't forget to take care of him, he didn't allow Gu Yue even the most basic contact, and kept the secret from him, the more Xie Jia thought about it, the more depressed he became, looking down at the water in his hand, I find it ironic.

If I were a normal person, I would definitely hang shoulders with you, eat and sleep together, Xie Jia thought, but he dared not say, "Got it."

Gu Yue nodded in satisfaction, and it was over.

At that time, Gu Yue had no intention of exploring why Xie Jia was so resistant to physical contact with people. He respected Xie Jia, and he really avoided it everywhere when he said he would not touch him. , he clearly felt the person in his arms trembling, at first he thought this person was in pain, his heart ached to death, and comforted him softly: "Be patient, we will be there soon."

Xie Jia, however, insisted with a trembling voice that he should let him go and walk alone. Gu Yue had no choice but to check his sprained ankle, after careful consideration, he decided to let him go.

After Xie Jia landed, she felt better.

Resisting physical contact is not a psychological obstacle, but a physical obstacle. Gu Yue remembered that when he first went to Xie Jia's house, he asked Xie Jia a question. Xie Jia also trembled at that time, as if he was very scared.

What is he asking?

——"How did you have no parents?"

So is the resistance to physical contact related to the parents, is it the domestic violence before being abandoned as a child?

Gu Yue was dizzy for a while, and couldn't bear to think about it. Looking at Xie Jia who was limping a few meters away from him in front of him, he felt that there was no pain in his heart.

This is probably the most helpless place in love, I wish I could replace it, Xie Jia, his little Xie Jia.

Xie Jia felt that Gu Yue was very kind to him, not because Gu Yue treated him badly before, but after he sprained his ankle, Gu Yue was too kind to him.

Asking about the health and well-being, taking care of every possible thing, he was not allowed to enter the kitchen when he stayed at his house, cooking and washing dishes were all included, clothes and sheets were washed for him, and even underwear was washed for him.

It was too shameful, Xie Jia couldn't bear it, stood at the balcony and reasoned with him: "I just sprained my ankle, you don't have to take care of me like this, it's like I'm disabled and lose the ability to take care of myself!"

Gu Yue didn't answer, and finally dried his underwear, turned around and went into the living room to mop the floor. Xie Jia, one head and two big, wanted to push him, but then retracted, and finally jumped and said: "Gu Yue! Gu Nanny! Gu Madam!"

Gu Yue finally paid attention to him, "Be careful, don't jump around, your feet still hurt."

"I've recovered early, it's just a comminuted fracture, and I should recover after a few months."

Gu Yue didn't answer again, like a sweeping machine, Xie Jia stood in front of him, "Stop doing housework for me, just like my mother."

Gu Yue paused, then asked softly: "Xie Jia, do you hate her?"

Xie Jia was stunned, and it took him a long time to realize who Gu Yue was talking about. After a few seconds of silence, he said: "No hate, no love, where is the hate?"

"Alright, I've been thinking about how to make you stop resisting physical contact." He could feel that Xie Jia didn't reject contact with him in his heart, and even expected it, but he couldn't overcome the physical barrier. Obstacles, he will tremble, his body will be afraid, and bad memories will be brought back.

Gu Yue felt relieved, smiled, and continued: "It's good that you don't have feelings for the past, after all, it's much easier to have feelings than to turn hatred into love."

Xie Jia's heart trembled, feeling?What emotion?Have feelings for whom?He was ignorant and nervous, he had a vague idea in his heart, he couldn't see it clearly, and he felt fearful and faintly happy.

Gu Yue didn't say anything, just stood still, he didn't want to force him, he wanted to wait for himself to get ready, and wait for the little milk cat to take the initiative to show his soft belly.