who are you

When Yu Qiao first woke up, he was not used to it, because the surroundings were all completely white.White curtains, white bedside tables, white vases, white beds, white bedding, white doors... He used to dislike the colors in the hospital very much, and now he feels even more so.

It's rare to be weak once, and I'm in a bad mood. All I can see is such a dejected white. I really have the illusion that my life is not long, and I will ascend to heaven in a few days.

I just tried to move my fingers, but it was painful.But it's a good thing, it's much better than not feeling anything before, and it will take time to fully recover.

Lying on the bed, Yu Qiao thought about things, thinking about the barbecue stand at the school gate for a while, and thinking about the weapons in the hall of honor for a while, so as to keep his mind busy so that he would not think about Xiao Jing all the time.

But there is an end to everything, and at last he got tired.Just such a moment of slack, things related to Xiao Jing ran into his mind, pushing away all other complicated and boring thoughts, and wantonly occupying all the space.

It seems that saving his life and staying on the hospital bed is not just a dream, so... Does this mean that what he saw was real when he was on the verge of life and death? !

... But Xiao Jing, why did he come?Hasn't he been hiding from himself since that day, and even left school in order not to see himself?If it's really him... what about his special forces primaries? !

Yu Qiao felt his head start to hurt again, subconsciously endured the pain, and tried his best to tilt his body and bury his head in the white quilt.While he was still thinking wildly, the white door was gently pushed open, and Xiao walked in with a green thermos bucket in his arms.

He stared blankly at the white ball on the bed, walked over to open the quilt with some amusement, straightened Yuqiao's crooked body carefully, and asked, "What are you doing? The air in the quilt is so stale."

Seeing this face suddenly appearing in front of him, Yu Qiao was startled: "You! You..."

"What about me?" Xiao Jing calmly tucked up Yu Qiao's quilt, then looked directly at Yu Qiao and smiled.

Yu Qiao trembled all over, lying down to bear Xiao Jing's inadvertent aura, feeling very stressed, so he struggled to get up.

"Don't move!" Xiao Jing hurriedly held him down, and then very carefully helped him up and sat on the back of the bed, as if he was treating some precious baby.

Under Yu Qiao's suspicious gaze, Xiao actually opened the thermos, and a tempting scent of bone broth wafted out.

"Try it, calcium supplement." Saying so, he scooped up a spoonful and fed it to Yu Qiao.

Yu Qiao drank the soup blankly as if his soul was not in his body, and his mind was blank. As for the taste of the soup... it was even more unclear.

After feeling Xiao Jing's fiery gaze, he said something delicious and turned his head away as if he had just woken up.

"Really?!" Xiao Jing's eyes lit up. Just now he was worried about whether he would make another dark dish, but now he suddenly felt very relieved, and felt that all the previous sacrifices were worthwhile.

Yu Qiao suddenly turned his head, looked at him, and asked with some pain: "What do you want to do? Since you didn't intend to accept it at all, why do you treat me like this?"

"You have surpassed, you know? You have surpassed!" Yu Qiao shouted a little excitedly, "When I tried my best to let go of this relationship, you gave me hope again. Would it make you happy to reject me again and again? ?!"

Xiao Jing leaned over and asked, "You mean, if I keep treating you well like now, would you confess your love to me again?"

Hearing this, Yu Qiao immediately felt a strong sense of humiliation. He felt that he had never been humiliated and trampled on in such a big way!

At this moment, Xiao Jing suddenly stretched his hand into the bed, held his right hand, knelt down on one knee, and said, "Leave it to me this time, okay?"

Yu Qiao's eyes widened, only to hear Xiao Jing say again: "Sorry, there is no musical fountain, no guitar..."

Suddenly he began to sing:

Rising upwards are bright fireworks

What goes down is the colorless cold gray

if we parted ways

Please let this big mistake go with the wind

We can't meet again but we can't break the thread of missing

when can i say

The moonlight is beautiful tonight

Can't wait until all the tigers in the world turn into oil

How can I say I love you

Faintly faintly forget about it

Even if the wind and rain

if you come i will pick you up

"...If you come, I will pick you up."

After Yu Qiao felt his whole body go numb for a few seconds, he struggled to regain his current limited consciousness.

He has always known that Xiao Jing's voice is very magnetic and charming. Once a girl confessed to Xiao Jing because she fell in love with Xiao Jing's voice, but in the end the two fell through because they never had time to meet each other.Now Xiao actually sang for him alone!

If this is not a dream, if this is not a tease...

"Fool, I'm out of tune." Yu Qiao said with a smile.

Xiao Jing was stunned for a moment, then smiled out of anger: "Then teach me, I've only heard it once, so of course I'm not very good at singing."

Yu Qiao thought for a while and said, "Okay, but I'll teach you later—you're away these few days, and I've written a new song just for you. How about singing it to you now?"

"what?"

"Sorry, no musical fountains, no guitars..."

After borrowing Xiao Jing's words, Yu Qiao grinned, and the sun all over the world crowded into this small white ward:

Red beans play with applause

i will miss you forever

When will the wish under the black mud end

to see the sun

so I have to dream again

The starry night is long, I miss you forever

I want to know where you are now

Open your eyes and never dream again

just have another dream

"...I have no choice but to have another dream."

After the last bit of rhyme dissipated in the air, the ward was suddenly so quiet that a strand of hair could be heard falling on the ground, and no one spoke.

"It seems to be a little sad..." Yu Qiao hesitated for a moment, and broke the silence first.

Complicated emotions surged in Xiao Jing's eyes, it didn't mean that after Qiao finished speaking, he bent down and pressed his forehead to the other's forehead tightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I love you." Xiao Jing raised her hand to touch Yu Qiao's head and said, "Let's...be together."

Yu Qiao opened his eyes wide, looked at this handsome face so close at hand, and said after a while, "Okay."

He didn't know how much Xiao Jing was sincere and how much was false, just like he didn't know where Xiao Jing went, what he did the week he disappeared, why he suddenly appeared in Kuyin Mountain to save his life, and why he treated him attitudes can change so drastically.

However, as he sang in his song, "Even if there is a strong wind and a shower, if you come, I will pick you up."He and Xiao Jing seemed to be standing at the bottom and top of a hundred steps respectively.He was the one who was tempted first, destined to be in a passive position from the very beginning, and could only look up humbly, but as long as Xiao Jing was willing to take a step towards him, he would firmly walk through the remaining 99 steps without hesitation .

"You came to me, what about the primary election of the special formation?" Yu Qiao asked.

Xiao Jing's gaze wandered for a moment, and he said, "Whatever it is."

Yu Qiao: "Why are you like this, do you want to give up if you don't want to?"

Xiao Jing: "That's your dream. I never planned to come to the military department from the very beginning."

Yu Qiao was taken aback for a moment and stopped talking.

Xiao Jing belatedly realized what he had said, and hurriedly made amends: "No...I mean...your dream is my dream, and there will be chances in the future..."

"You really don't have any idea of ​​joining the special formation?" Yu Qiao asked.

Knowing that the other party attaches great importance to this question, Xiao Jing remained silent, feeling the truest feelings in his heart, and after a while, he said: "At first I didn't have any thoughts about these things, but later... I still want to go."

Hearing this, Yu Qiao breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good that you don't think I'm forcing you to do something you don't want."

In response, Xiao Jing shook Yu Qiao's hand.

"You take care of your injuries. I'll help you apply for a supplementary test after a while. After all, you are on a mission."

Yu Qiao shook his head: "Forget it, let's go to the second batch of primary elections together next year."

Xiao Jing couldn't resist Yu Qiao, so the matter had to be decided like this.Then his eyes fell on the thermos, secretly wanting to feed Yu Qiao the rest of the bone broth.

"I'm thirsty, I still want to drink." Yu Qiao noticed his gaze, so he said lightly.

Xiao Jing quickly picked up the thermos bucket, scooped up a spoonful of soup with a little joy, blew gently, and handed it to Yu Qiao's lips.

Yu Qiao took a sip, this time the taste was on the line, and the taste was a little hard to describe, but he still drank it without frowning.

Xiao, who received silent encouragement again, enthusiastically kept feeding spoonful after spoonful, and soon, the thermos tank bottomed out.

"I didn't expect you to have such a good appetite. It seems that I have to cook a little more next time." At the end, he said.

Yu Qiao coughed and said, "It's fine if you don't find it troublesome."

"By the way, I always forgot to ask you..."

"what?"

"Remember the first time we met? In Three Thousand Lane."

"Ha, how could I forget?"

"What... what happened that day?"

"Hahaha..." Yu Qiao laughed out loud, "Do you think I led the crowd to beat the weak? I asked why I met you at school later, and you didn't give me any good looks. It turned out to be like this."

After laughing, he said sternly: "That person, who was born as a gangster, used to work in the east hall of Zhongzheng hall, but because he was on the wrong team in a dispute between small factions later, he was kicked out by the hall master. .It can be considered that he was lucky and didn't get stabbed. Since then, he has been in various bars, and he has returned to his old profession, known as the little darts. I was drinking with my friends at a bar near Sanqian Lane that day, and he I really like it... This guy actually put drugs in the wine... It's funny."

"What kind of shit, dare to play your tricks?!" Xiao Jing was furious at once.

"Why, are you jealous?" Yu Qiao smiled half-smile, "Don't worry, he didn't succeed, otherwise he wouldn't have let him off so lightly that day."

"My fucking day...why didn't I kick him a few times?!" Xiao Jing was so angry that he started to pluck his hair again.

"Hey, stop! Stop! It's just a few hairs, it won't look good if you get bald." Yu Qiao laughed.

Xiao Jing stopped, and said bitterly: "No, I'll find someone to clean up later and teach him a lesson. Last time I stopped him and didn't count."

Yu Qiao: "You're acting like a gangster."

Xiao Jing: "..."