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Her throat was like a small fine hair, and she moaned, Xia Ningxin felt that she must have drunk too much water just now, otherwise she suddenly made this strange sound.

And why close your eyes?Before the head thought about it, the body followed the trend directly.It must be that the light from the new light bulb that my mother replaced was too harsh.

The leg that I used as a pillow groped along the hair, feeling the back of my neck being comfortably lifted by a hand.Dongdong, the heartbeat followed Cancan's arms to stand up, and it rang twice, and the sound could be heard in the eardrums.

Mimi opened her eyes and realized what she was going to do.

"My legs don't feel good when I'm sleeping, you lean on the sofa." Dong Mingcan straightened Xia Ningxin's body without looking at her, and continued to watch TV expressionlessly.

"Oh..." Xia Ningxin sulked for no reason, and looked up at the person beside her, she was really a fine person.Obviously, I can let her lie down no matter what I did before...

After thinking about it wildly, most of the TV show has already passed.Fortunately, the setting of the program was exciting enough, and the host brought up a humorous topic, which made Xia Ningxin laugh.

Leaving only Dong Mingcan Qiang Le is tasteless, forcing himself to stay with her, the moment he understands his mind, he wants to escape more.She had stuffed too many things into her head, and she wanted to vent, but the people around her couldn't say it.

Although she was struggling, when the show said goodbye next week at a quarter past nine and she wanted to say goodbye to Xia Ningxin, she didn't want to leave.

Xia Ningxin also looked at herself eagerly, and said to accompany her to watch for a while.

Fortunately, only when Guoer's voice came from the courtyard was he saved. Dong Mingcan followed the sound and went home, lazily sitting on the desk and stool, not knowing whether he would ascend to heaven or fall into hell.

Not in the mood to read the book, the incandescent lamp is cold, but Dong Mingcan is urged.There are dark shadows outside the window, some are vines, some are windy, some are the shell bead hanging chains in front of Xia Ningxin's house... There is also her figure falling on the window, motionless, and she doesn't know what she is doing?

I want to ignore any emotions, because Dong Mingcan knows that the best way to deal with unresolvable feelings is to ignore them. Sensibility is no better than rationality, and there is no way to follow.

But being entangled is really unbearable, the eye sockets are burning hot, the chest cavity is gradually numb, the tendons in the hands are throbbing in the body one by one, I want her to do it, but what can I do?

A corner of the black wooden drawer was exposed. Dong Mingcan picked up the diary hidden in it, thinking that he should write something, but what to write, insincere, and thoughts that he couldn’t confide were whistling, leisurely passing through the mountains and forests, it was bound to stir up leaves Only when the flow is exhausted and the stream falls to the ground, can we stop!

The pen and ink stained a little, Dong Mingcan wrote the three characters Xia Ningxin, grabbed the pen again, and looked at it a few times.

Soothe the straightened edges and corners, continue:

I seem to really like girls, this does not hinder the present and the future.

I seem to have a girl I like, but what am I not?

I seem to like Xia Ningxin, but she is Xia Ningxin, I can't, I can't.

But why not?

She stopped writing and looked at Xia Ningxin's room through the window, the lights had already been turned off.Going to bed at ten o'clock on time, I touched the air with my finger, only to find that my knuckles were stiff and sore, and I couldn't figure out why I just said four sentences.

What if you like someone?

Dong Mingcan regards emotion too indifferently. "Like" is just the added value that one person puts on another person through one's own emotional filter, and emotion requires too much psychological construction and material preparation on oneself. To stand shoulder to shoulder with each other.

After learning about love itself, she set too many hurdles for herself to approach, but she dared not cross even the simplest one. After all, she was a coward, admitted, discouraged...

"I like a girl, and this girl's name is Xia Ningxin." Dong Mingcan read while writing, putting it on the shelf and never touching it again.

However, the entanglement that has never been there has always been stalked into a ball, tossing and turning, sleepless, sleepy, and dreaming intermittently.I dreamed of walking home with her after school, and when the two of them entered the classroom holding hands to help her check her homework, they stayed in the picture of the thin white neck, and suddenly ran together to the big bathhouse again.

Pretend to close your eyes, regardless of the fact that the sky is clear, you can swim well in your dreams, you don't have to worry about it, everything is not related to you, and everything is yourself.

At [-]:[-], the smoky bathroom is replaced by the time displayed on the mobile phone screen, and there is still more than an hour before everyone will walk out of the door one after another.

In the most common words, the world is still going on as usual.

But I am not who I was yesterday.

At the last second before catching the remaining warmth of the dream, Dong Mingcan made a decision:

In this way, keep, keep liking her, don't disturb her, and don't interrupt your own changes.Maybe one day, I don't like her anymore. Feelings are something that is easy to fluctuate. Maybe, I won't like her after a while, right?

There is no pain without change.

Stop communicating with yourself, which is similar to being in a cocoon.Except for one final exam of the fourth grade of elementary school, I scored 95 points in mathematics, locked myself in the room for a day, and smashed the exercise book.Dong Mingcan hasn't been in this state for a long time, he can't grasp the direction, he flutters from left to right, but he just can't find a point.

The faucet slowly flowed onto Dong Mingcan's dry gray-blue towel, and applied it to his face, only to realize that his face was so hot that he could feel the slightly hot temperature through the towel.

When we got to the room, we drank a glass of cold water to feel at ease.Dressing up, eating, without tying up her hair, she went to Xia Ningxin's house to watch over her, wanting to know if she really liked her, and liking someone depends on the feeling when she is in contact.

Try to relax as much as possible, take the milk from Aunt Luo, and wait for her to come out warmly.

The lock sounded and the wooden door was pulled open, revealing the fluffy slippers and the white and tender ankles with a backbone and a little flesh.Changed into pink and white pajamas, shaped like a cloud.Xing Pan is slightly cute, looking drunk but not drunk, her red lips are lightly parted, like a small lotus that has just budded lately.Obviously already very comfortable smile, but still showing a row of fine white teeth, smiling and walking towards him.

"You're here." The greasy voice lingered in Dong Mingcan's cochlea.As usual, Xia Ningxin gave her a bear hug early in the morning.

Reluctantly returned a smile, in fact, he should have known long ago that his treatment of Xia Ningxin was different from other girls, so he shouldn't continue these actions, even the hug changed.I want to reach out and touch her head, to help her get rid of the broken hair on her forehead, and let those eyes that make me messed up bloom more light.But now he wants to push her away, this uncomfortable feeling made Dong Mingcan uncomfortable, and made her understand better.

So be it, make up your mind secretly, you can't even control yourself.She is sensitive by nature, although she is usually careless, she hugged her gently: "I haven't changed it yet, go quickly."

It didn't hurt or itch, as usual, the clouds condensed before the thunderstorm, the sky roared, and there were a few dry thunders.

"Yeah." Waking up early in the morning, he was full of energy, and ran over with his legs.

Looking at her happily, just looking at her like this, if this is the feeling of liking someone, this kind of down-to-earth, warm, untouchable, and wanting to be close is also very good.

If you like someone and you can't do anything about it, then every day is the same as before, it's good to be with her, why bother?Why end up with one result, one point.

The trees on both sides of the street are turned into exhibits, and the thick branches are waiting to be repaired. The bus takes the old people who get up early to buy vegetables, the students who listen carefully, or the classmates like Xia Ningxin , yawned with a small face, and went to listen to the whole morning self-study in a daze.

The car stopped and stabilized, wandering and undulating.From childhood to now, Xia Ningxin's face flashed scene by scene and stayed in Dong Mingcan's mind.He smiled down at her with her eyes closed.There is still a lot of flesh on the face, but the chin is sharp. I thought it was funny that she was sleeping on the bus. I pinched her chin lightly with my hand, and the powdery teeth inside were slightly exposed, which tickled Dong Mingcan's heart. I have watched a lot of Lily movies, so of course I understand what should happen from mouth to mouth.

He pinched her face again, but couldn't feel much flesh. Seeing her frowning, Xiao Qiao who was pulling her school uniform pushed herself weakly.

I didn't want to mess with her either. I looked at the lush pedestrian trees around me, and even saw the new greenery in autumn.The crowd was crowded and the driveway was constantly flowing, but Dong Mingcan was extremely at ease.

Politics class mainly carries out ideological and moral education. Dong Mingcan basically doesn’t listen to it, but he likes it very much. He insists on correct values, how the world view is formed, and the topics that are originally very interesting are basically zero processing in the textbook when they are picked up from the teacher’s mouth. , with or without increase.

There were whispering classmates all over the room, so the teacher just turned a blind eye. After all, the final grades of this class can still make him shine in the performance appraisal meeting.

Su Qianxi has been paying attention since the morning when her deskmate and Xia Ningxin entered the classroom holding hands.It was so greasy, with interlocking fingers, but after a few steps, Cancan was almost escorted back to her seat.

Now I don't even open my favorite political book, don't think I didn't see it, I glanced at Xia Ningxin from time to time.

"That's right, that's right, it's more heroic if you don't tie your hair up." After thinking for a few seconds, he came up with an opening remark.

Seeing Cancan smiled at her again, she leaned closer and asked, "Oh, tell me how you found out that you are curvy. According to my calculations, you can't just say that something must have happened." Su Qian Xi carefully stated the result he calculated last night.

Her words aroused Dong Mingcan's interest, he opened a few pages of the book, and whispered: "Come closer, let me tell you."

Su Qianxi immediately pulled her own book, put her ears close to her mouth, opened her eyes wide and refused to let go of any information, and after listening to her, she sat down and said, "I'm telling you the truth!" Standing up straight to refute, she laughed out loud.

"I didn't tell you the truth, I like you quite a lot, not like a friend." Holding back his laugh, Dong Mingcan said solemnly, pretending to be.

"Are you serious?" Su Qianxi didn't know what mood she was in, but looking at Cancan's expression, she seemed to really like herself.

"Haha, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't hold it anymore." When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Dong Mingcan said a few times.

When Su Qianxi heard her face twitch, she became angry, but her deskmate was still laughing, and she had nowhere to vent her eyes. She caught Xia Ningxin who was passing by, and said loudly: "You did the right thing. Hey, hey, Xia Ningxin, this afternoon After school, Dong Mingcan told you to go first, and she said she wanted to treat me to dinner, and she liked my back time." I didn't know how to organize the language, so I retaliated anyway, and added a Sichuan dialect.

The originally noisy classroom was still noisy, but there was a lack of laughter. Su Qianxi raised her eyebrows and looked at the arrogant person just now. Now...