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As soon as these words came out, except for Zhang Pan'er who had a slightly embarrassed expression and smiled coldly, everyone else ate like no other.Seeing that Cancan didn't say anything, Xia Ningxin also choked.

"Eat more, talk less." Dong Mingcan yelled back, but the shredded pork with Beijing sauce on the chopsticks that was going to be picked for Xia Ningxin was bent into his own bowl.Will it be too obvious?

When I go back to the room to pack things, I usually help her tidy up together.But these two days had too many thoughts circling her head, and she was determined to let her do whatever she wanted alone.

Out of sight and out of mind, he fell on the bed.The noise of her packing things could be heard again.The mobile phone around her waist pulled her back: "Mom, well, I'm playing with my friends in the park."

Wang Tingting kept asking about her daughter's recent situation, but she didn't answer enthusiastically. Thinking about it, it must be that during this time, she only cared about her father's work and ignored her daughter.

"Cancan, is the money I sent you recently enough? If it's not enough, my mother will give you some more. Your father has recently been promoted. You can buy whatever you want. Just ask your mother for the money."

"No need, Mom, I still have what I gave." Dong Mingcan replied lightly, she also wanted to make this phone call more enthusiastic about other people's children acting like a baby to their mother and talking about new things, but as they grow older, Every time I called my parents, it became more like a routine.After greeting the grandparents one by one, they put down the phone.

He rubbed his eyelids, feeling a little lonely.

"Cancan, help me push down the suitcase." Dong Mingcan jumped up when he heard the sound, and put his hand on her suitcase and pressed it down without much effort.

"Your mother called you again?"

"Ah."

"Don't you really like answering your parents' phone calls?" Seeing Cancan's sullen look, Xia Ningxin asked with blank eyes.

Looking at her from the corners of his eyes, he sat down on the edge of the bed and said, "Maybe you're used to it, or you've reached puberty and rebelled?" Memory is empty.

"Adolescence?" Xia Ningxin recalled the psychology class taught by the teacher in class, it seemed that her emotions were changing, she became sensitive and violent.No wonder, Cancan hasn't talked to herself much since she got up in the morning, and she doesn't help with packing her things.

With a slight smile on her lips, Xia Ningxin smacked her lips. Looking at the long eyes on her bright plain face, she couldn't concentrate for outsiders, and wanted to make her happy, so she said in a funny way: "You don't want to fall in love with me?" Which boy is it?"

Turning his head slowly, Xia Ningxin's words made Dong Mingcan feel like a deflated ball, his whole body was weak.The person I like, when asked who you like, I kind of want to blurt out: The one I like is you, it's you, Xia Ningxin.

"Yes, I have."

"Who?"

you...

"You do not know."

"I would like to know……"

you never know...

Don't open your eyes, don't worry about her humming and whimpering.The more she asked, the more her heart sank.

"What about you? Do you have someone you like too?" They seemed to have never talked about this with other friends, and they put their hands on the bed, talking a little relaxedly.

When asked suddenly, Xia Ningxin denied with a guilty conscience: "No, I don't have anyone I like."

"Who do you like?" Dong Mingcan said sullenly, shrinking into the bed.

"No..." Xia Ningxin packed her things absently, glanced at her, and everyone was quiet.Ten seconds are like a chainsaw, sharpening their hearts and cutting off different thoughts.

Thinking of the last time Cancan was because she didn't tell her that whoever gave her food, she ignored herself for a long time.With a little panic, she opened her thin lips slightly: "Cancan... well, let me tell you, it's not like I like it, it's just that I have a good impression." He said the name of a boy who played with him last night very frankly.The voice fell to the ground, but there was no echo.In fact, telling her best friend about the boy she likes is not such a happy thing, Xia Ningxin feels a little sad when she thinks about it.

"Is it packed? We'll leave when we're done." Ignore, ignore that emotion.The inability to choke out defeated all of Dong Mingcan's energy.Before Xia Ningxin could answer, she suddenly got up and walked out the door: "I'll go to Chen Xue and the others first, I can hear you when you finish cleaning."

"Oh..." I answered casually, I was alone in the room and didn't do anything, the laughter of the students outside the door accompanied by the sound of footsteps woke Xia Ningxin up, and then I realized that I should be unhappy, so I told her something It's a very happy thing, what kind of attitude does she have!

On the bus, Dong Mingcan told Chen Xue to sit with her in advance, asking Su Qianxi and Xia Ningxin to sit together.Su Qianxi was very happy, but luckily Chen Xue agreed after a few words.

Get in the car first, and find a hidden seat, Xia Ningxin and the others haven't got in yet.Seeing the familiar pink velvet sleeves coming up the escalator, Dong Mingcan let go of his anxiety and turned his head to stare at the crabapple flowers planted by the workers outside the window, and came out of the glass window with straight branches and leaves, spreading his pink and white body as if to Say goodbye to them.

Being attracted by the flower soul, I couldn't look left or right, and didn't hear what Chen Xue said beside me.He touched his arm before returning to his senses.

"Chan, let me tell you something." Chen Xue glanced back towards Su Qianxi and the others, seeing that they were both sitting comfortably, she put her arms around her and said, "Do you think Su Qianxi is cute?" of?"

"Ah, it's okay." I have been at the same table for so long, but I haven't seen how cute she is.

"Why not cute, cut your bangs, just like Kanna Hashimoto." With great effort, Chen Xue insisted on her nodding.

"Hmm, like."

"Cut, perfunctory." A very familiar word came out of Chen Xue's mouth, the same word but different people.Dong Mingcan felt a line obliquely behind him hooking his head back, and wanted to turn around to look.

"I think Xia Ningxin is cuter." There was a very shallow vortex when she smiled.

"I'm sure you're the only woman who thinks this way, alas, that's not what I'm talking about." Chen Xue's main purpose was shrugged off in the car.

"Do you still remember what you told me about girls admiring girls?" After speaking, Chen Xue stared at Dong Mingcan with a secretive smile.Dong Mingcan was frightened: "What's the matter?" She couldn't have secretly kissed Xia Ningxin last night, did she find out?They must have been asleep at the time.

"I found that I admire Su Qian's heart, and I can even say that I like it." While speaking, Chen Xue didn't look at the side, her brows stretched and flashed out of the window, and she turned to Dong Mingcan's eyes with fixed focus, like It’s like making up your own mind: “I don’t want to be a good friend, I sometimes even think about the picture of being a couple with her, and I don’t feel sick when I think of it. I told some female classmates about Lily, and they I find it unacceptable, even disgusting."

Ignoring Dong Mingcan's frozen eyeballs, he continued: "I really don't understand this world anymore, our education, how did the environment in which we grew up teach us, so that these people around us have such a big attitude towards homosexuality? hostility."

Touched by Chen Xue's words, Dong Mingcan thought about something, and suddenly felt that as a homosexual, he was hostile to this kind of love itself, otherwise he would not be close and far away, obviously he should open the cabinet door, But because of the hostility itself, I closed myself again...

"But what can I do? This old stereotype has been deeply ingrained in the 21st century. Besides, you say that you are in love, so it must be a matter of two people. No matter how scarred you are, you have to protect the other party from being hurt or hostile. Hurt." Another thought came out of his head again.

Dumbfounded by the question, Chen Xue leaned on Dong Mingcan's shoulder, feeling her head was so heavy, as if she was talking to herself: "Could it be that you can't start like this?"

Yeah, can't it start like this?Dong Mingcan also asked himself in his heart.

"No!" Chen Xue said suddenly, stood up, and said word by word: "You can start, when I have the ability, I can protect her well!" After finishing speaking, she immediately returned to her usual laughing appearance.

Dazed and without comfort, Dong Mingcan found the direction as soon as Chen Xue spoke.She remembered a sentence she saw a few days ago: You gave me a wound, wings stretched from the crack, and you also gave me wings.

At that time, I didn't understand the profound meaning of the last sentence, but now...

Dafangfang looked back and saw that she was sleeping by the window, she was sleeping comfortably, only her powdery little face could be seen clearly in the crowd, and black shadows swept across her face.

Looking back: "Do you want to sit down with Susie?"

She tiptoed and sat upright, seeing the two of them smiling happily in front of her, but after a while Su Qianxi pretended to ignore her, and Chen Xue continued coaxing and sarcastic as usual.Feeling sad for a while, yes, they should be like them, why do they suffer so much.

She gently embraced her head, "Mmm..." Xia Ningxin hummed softly as if being violated.Dong Mingcan's heart was full with a cedi, and he smelled the comfortable and hypnotic fragrance of flowers. After closing his eyes for a few seconds, he curled his lips and thought: How can such a comfortable smell make people want to sleep.