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The revival of the Spring Festival has made the city of Beijing even more noisy, with trains, planes and cars bringing many people here one after another.Xia Ningxin huddled among them, listening to the warm words and laughter of the people around her, and slowly exhaled.

"Okay, don't see me off, it's getting dark, you go back." Make a sentence and let Zheng Hengda go home.

"Xia Ningxin, you are so kind." Zheng Hengda took the initiative to keep a distance from her, knowing the consequences of kissing her impulsively last time, that is, he only met him twice in one summer vacation, once she made an appointment, and this time he made an appointment.Compared to the last time I saw Xia Ningxin, her swollen eyelids were much better this time. Her long eyelashes and feathers covered her big watery eyes, and her pure side face exuded an aura of alienation that made Zheng Hengda stop her feet away from her. .

The voice came to her ears with the wind, Xia Ningxin wrapped her coat and tucked her head into her high scarf: "What's good about me?" A certain person would never speak well of her, rubbing her warm hands to cover her cold face, and another magnetic moistness came into her ears. Gentle voice: Say she is pretty.

"You are kind."

The foot kicking the stone faltered, Xia Ningxin smiled and said, "No one has said that about me yet, but you are the first."

"Then I'm definitely not the last one." The atmosphere eased a little, Zheng Hengda leaned towards her, and a voice came from beside him: "I'm almost home, you go back first."

In the middle of walking, Zheng Hengda didn't ask her why she was unhappy, after all, it was the after-school sequelae or the few days that girls have every month.

The ginkgo leaves outside the compound have all fallen, and the bare branches are crowded together.All alone, Xia Ningxin bent down to pick up the withered yellow leaves, and the scene jumped to the scene where she picked up a leaf for Cancan one year.Her back was stiff, Xia Ningxin couldn't even bend down when she saw the leaves fall on the ground and the dust was blown away by the wind.

She has been in a mess for a month, like a tree that has lost all its leaves, her mind is all wrapped up in Dong Mingcan's thread.On the one hand, she would love to see her.On the one hand, I don't want to see it.Not knowing what she was thinking, she asked Xu Ying for help, but Xu Ying only said that she was fascinated by Dong Mingcan for a while, and Dong Mingcan thought the experiment was successful, and the feeling of kissing was fake, and she also said a few unpleasant words.Xia Ningxin couldn't listen to others saying that Dong Mingcan was not good, so she refuted a few words, and was even said that she had taken the Ecstasy Pill, and her three views were not correct.

With her throat pressed, she sealed Xu Ying's decisive mouth with her eyes, and swallowed the words she struggled to blurt out: I don't want a boyfriend, I just want Cancan.

She just wanted Cancan to go to and from get out of class with her every day, have lunch with her at school every noon and afternoon, and go home together in the evening.If you get hungry on the way, just buy an egg cake, Cancan will eat for a while, and she will eat for a while.

The kind that wants her to hold her, wants her to hug her, can sleep together and never sleeps apart.When did she become a master of fantasy, Xia Ningxin moved out her fingers to calculate the time, and took out her mobile phone to see what day it was, guessing that she would be back soon.Zheng Hengda couldn't handle it, she wanted to ask Cancan what to do, she didn't seem to like Zheng Hengda very much, she thought how Cancan can help her sort out the relationship and feelings that she never had before.

Xia Ningxin was hidden alone in the deep sea. Occasionally, a small boat like Zheng Hengda came to rescue her, but she couldn't get ashore.The gravity of the sea is too strong, and there is nothing in the clear water, turning her into a little mermaid, and the sky sprinkles frost, freezing her surroundings.Not even boats can pass, not even she can save herself.Fortunately, someone who can save her is coming soon.

Rubbing her hot hands vigorously and applying them to her face, the sound of her feet stepping on the ground became very slow, Xia Ningxin looked sad, the hands that would have covered her face before were gone, and even the phone call dragged her into the blacklist, she was not angry anymore, What about that person, is that person still angry?

The furnishings in Pan'er's room and the decoration of the living room are two separate spaces, crowded inside and empty outside.One by one, Dong Mingcan, who is not well-known, often appears on TV that the dolls are sitting quietly and lying down.There is even a big bear on the bed that is about to be dragged on the ground, and the dressing table is pink and white, like a virtual Barbie doll dressing table.

The windows were sealed tightly, Zhang Pan'er stepped over them and stepped on the chair, making creaking noises.Dong Mingcan's heart beat violently for a few seconds, and she saw that Pan'er's body was so swaying, the window was opened, the wind came in, her shaky and thin back seemed to be blown away by the wind. "Actually, I don't like these dolls very much. You sit there." Zhang Pan'er pointed to the empty space beside the bed, and hugged an elephant doll while talking.

Dong Mingcan stared at her with seriousness rarely seen in the past few months, the strength in his eyes made Zhang Pan'er curl his mouth at her.

"My parents rarely accompany me, so they often buy dolls to accompany me."

"You don't know, when I was a child, it was a nightmare of the same year. I often watched them fight." Without a trace of emotion, Dong Mingcan's heart stopped, and the corners of her lips seemed to be pulled down by gravity.

"I was terrified of going home at night, they weren't home often, and I always had a knife next to me when I slept."

"Now that I grow up, I don't need their company anymore, but they said to go back to Sichuan and spend a good time with me. I was happy for a while, but in the end, it wasn't like that." Zhang Pan'er's slender fingers could not see through the yellow light. Bloody, stroking the light blue elephant's fur little by little.

Like a sensitive detective, Dong Mingcan frowned frequently, remembering that she didn't call her parents for two days when she went to Langzhong, and was just trying to comfort herself, but she was like a fool, silent in her own eyes. In the matter... I still don't know how to comfort her.All you can do is be a listener.

The color in the pupils was dark, but Zhang Pan'er smiled at Dong Mingcan: "You don't have to worry about me, I'm used to it."

Dong Mingcan felt even more uncomfortable when she heard it, she squeezed her mouth tightly tightly: "Pan'er, you don't need to be like this, you don't need to be like this in front of me, you don't need to embellish your fear, hate, and fear. You can cry if you want to cry. Crying in front of me, I won't tell others."

Doing everything she can to make Pan'er feel warm is the only thing she can do.

"I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. Didn't I say I'm used to it? In fact, when pain becomes a common thing, it's a daily routine." The brisk series didn't leave a gap for Dong Mingcan to speak, but also gave himself a sense of the past. Pain builds another layer of medicine.

"Don't frown, I have you already very warm, you don't even know how good you are." Floating light shone on her face, Zhang Pan'er's eyes suddenly curled up, and the corners of her lips drooped.

It is a glorious and warm thing to be the warmth of others, but when she thinks that this matter is based on Pan'er's gloomy and lonely childhood, she really can't be happy.

There was a speechless smile on Zhang Pan'er's lips with reddish lips, and his eyes drooped casually on the dolls full of Pan'er's loneliness and fear. Even the pillows were turtle dolls, and the silver blade lay quietly on the bed. Beside his head, Dong Mingcan let out a heavy sigh.The strange tortoise looked away again, why does it have five tails, and they are all black leather tails, with different lengths.

The familiar texture, when touched, a background flashed through Dong Mingcan's mind. One year, she and Pan'er were walking on the street with severe winter snow. Pan'er's hands were red from the cold, and she gave her her own gloves... …

Pinch one tail and pull it out slowly.Dong Mingcan's sword eyes widened, and he couldn't believe it.Then her whole body seemed to be hit by a single blow, and her shoulders loosened unconsciously. She was shocked and moved, but she was sensitive and felt no joy.

Gloves were placed under the pillow, and the sharp knife was leaning against the pillow.The sharp knife resists the horror she resists, but where are the gloves?Can you give her comfort and warmth?

What an insignificant love, she actually remembered it for so long.For the first time in Dong Mingcan's heart, he was so soft and shameless because of people other than Xia Ningxin.But what Pan'er gave was strong softness, while Xia Ningxin gave softness itself.

Not knowing how to describe her current mood, Dong Mingcan felt that the cold glove in her hand carried too much weight. She never thought that she was very kind to Zhang Pan'er or the friends around her.But when this good sex was turned in front of her, she felt that she couldn't afford such an expensive gift. She was a coward, and even the doll pillow was a little better than her.She is ashamed of taking advantage of Xia Ningxin's innocence.She has nothing to repay Zhang Pan'er's unconditional dedication.What can be given to Xia Ningxin, Xia Ningxin doesn't want it.Zhang Pan'er couldn't give it to Zhang Pan'er, but Zhang Pan'er wanted it.

The hammer in the heart kept pounding on her chest, eyes closed, Dong Mingcan opened his mouth but couldn't speak, asked her to say something, why did you put my gloves under your pillow?Why did you put it here?Say you want to forget the past and start over?

……

Said it was always powerless, Dong Mingcan held the gloves dejectedly.

Zhang Pan'er put down the elephant, went to her side and sat down quietly. She seemed to understand Dong Mingcan's powerlessness. She looked at each other, and the depth of the eyes washed out different emotions.

Reaching out to brush away the lighted blade, Zhang Pan'er took out another glove that was hidden deeper, and stubbornly put it on his hand to hold Dong Mingcan's hand. Rippled, her voice trembled: "Cancan, the only one, one request, don't refuse my liking for you, okay?"