twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

As soon as he turned around, he found a black shadow curled up near the window, in a blind corner where the moonlight could not reach.On the black shadow hung two star eyes reflecting the moonlight, as clear as water and as moving as amber.

"Xiao Yi?!" I was taken aback: "Why are you sitting on the ground?"

He immediately lowered his eyelids to hide the brilliance in his eyes.

I froze in place, not knowing what to do.

He just now... probably cried!what to do?To comfort him?But he didn't seem to want me to see what happened just now.Pretending not to see?But I can't just let him go.

After a few minutes, I decided to stop worrying and worrying and just do what I wanted.

I walked over to him and sat next to him against the wall.

"Miss them?"

"No!" Still in a stubborn tone.

He buried his head in his knees so I couldn't see his face.

"If you want me to say, everyone cares about you very much, but you don't appreciate them. It really makes everyone sad!"

"They don't care about me!" He raised his head angrily, with a trace of tears on his cheeks: "My mother doesn't care about me, even if I am mischievous, she doesn't even bother to scold me. My brother is too! Once I and the street I played with my little friend, kicked the glass in other people's house, and my leg was bloody, my brother just helped me with a simple bandage, and punished me to kneel on the ground for several hours, without even a word of comfort."

I didn't expect him to be so excited, and the resentment in his heart accumulated so deeply.

"Actually... Maybe you misunderstood them. Your mother doesn't scold you, but it doesn't mean she doesn't care about you. Maybe because she put you with grandma, she feels guilty about you, so no matter what you do wrong, she can't bear it Blame you. I have also been in a lot of troubles. My mother never scolded me, she just hid and cried secretly... Without her father by her side, she always felt that she owed us. The same is true for your brother. He punished you because he wanted you Remember the lesson, I hope you will not have the same danger again. Just like when I was a child, my sister liked to play with flames, but I couldn’t stop them, so I had to grab her little hand and get close to the flames, which burned her sorely, and she would never I dare not touch it anymore. My family is like this. In order to prevent you from encountering greater danger in the future, even if it hurts, I will let you suffer. This is also a painstaking effort!"

He raised his head and looked into my eyes, aggrieved, suspicious, and sad.

"Do you really care about me?"

I nodded seriously, hoping that my own experience would make him think better.The depths of his eyes seemed to really light up, but for some reason, they suddenly became depressed again.

He lowered his head again and muttered to himself in a gloomy and ethereal voice: "When I lived with my grandma, I was bullied and beaten by other children. I rested in the old attic and hid for a long, long time... After returning home, my grandma's old eyes were dim, and she didn't notice any injuries on my body...

When I was 17, my family of nine traveled together.They took the plane. I forgot the reason at that time. I just didn't want to take the plane, I just wanted to take the boat.None of them stopped me, and no one accompanied me..." Xiao Yi's voice was a little choked up.

"I was sitting alone on the bow of the boat, blowing the sea breeze and watching the waves. The wind was so strong that day, my clothes were blown, and my whole body seemed to be blown away by the wind at any time. Even if I was blown into the sea at that time, If it disappears, no one will find out, right? Since then, I seldom smile..." The corners of his mouth were raised slightly, his smile was so desolate, lonely, and contemptuous of himself, as if he was a speck of dust that no one cares about .

I feel heart-wrenching pain!

The child hiding in the old attic and licking the wound alone is so familiar, isn't that the me I used to be?It's just that I at least know that my mother and sister care about me, love me, and need me, but Xiaoyi...

In fact, I can explain to him: His mother may try to satisfy his requirements just because of guilt.His stepfather was inconvenient to stop him in the name of "father" because of his status, and it was even more inconvenient for his brothers and sisters to say anything when the elders did not speak.

It's just that even if there was a little resistance at that time, even if he was scolded and scolded, he would feel better.The most terrible thing is not to be blamed, but to be ignored.If it were me, I wouldn't let him take the boat alone anyway!If there is a time machine, I really want to go back to that time, to be by his side, and tell him that he is not alone.

At this moment, any words of comfort seemed feeble, and I could only hold his shoulders tightly, hugging this lonely boy who was still at the age of 17 and felt that he was not needed.

Lei Yi

Ajie didn't speak for a long time, his right hand wrapped around my arm, holding me tightly, and the warm heat continuously passed from his body.

I looked up and saw that most of his body was immersed in the melting moonlight, his face was calm, solemn, and as bright as a lotus.

"you……"

"Don't worry, I'll accompany you!" He patted my arm with his palm.

"No, I want to ask you that you have been holding the teacup in your left hand, are you not tired?"

"Uh..." He looked at me, then at the cup in his hand, smiled shyly, pushed the teacup in front of me, and said, "Come on, treat it as wine, and drink it to your heart's content."

I happened to be thirsty, and I was not humble, so I took the cup and drank it.

"It would be great if there was wine, we can drink all night, haha."

"Alcohol is not allowed in the dormitory. You forgot the house rules you made yourself?" I rolled my eyes at him.

"Ah? Oh, there's no other way!"

"Can't the rules of the house be changed?" He seems to be easy to talk to today, I took the opportunity to try diligently, hoping that he would let go.

"No, drinking in the dormitory is easy to fight. Let's go outside and drink."

"Go outside and get drunk, and you may fight when you go back to the dormitory!"

"Then go back to the dormitory when you're done playing."

I pursed my lips, very upset, this man is really determined!

Seeing that I stopped talking, he moved outside by himself, and at the same time forcibly dragged me out: "Come here, don't hide in the shadows, sit here, you can see the moon here."

I struggled to no avail, and soon I was exposed to the moonlight, and my eyes were a little hard to open.After I gradually got used to the light, I looked in the direction of Ajie's finger, and saw a bright moon hanging in the vast night sky outside the window.The combination of the bright moon and the black silhouettes of the window frame and potted plants on the window sill constitutes a painting, which is like a poem and a dream, as real as it is illusory.

"Look, the moon is really round today! As the saying goes, the moon has its ups and downs, and people have their separations. You have to believe that you will always be reunited with your family in the end!"

There was a warm smile on his face, and the kind of confidence that came from nowhere, made me believe in his words.

"Ajie, have you found that you like to reason like an old man?"

He frowned, pouted and said, "That can't be helped, who let me meet you? My sister is very obedient and sensible most of the time. I only care about you, a 'problem child'."

This sentence made me angry: "Who is a 'problem child'? You keep talking nonsense, be careful I'm impolite!"

"Okay, okay, it's not a 'problem child', it's a 'no problem child', okay?"

Wow, this guy actually got worse!I put down the teacup, raised my fist, and punched him on the shoulder.

"Ah, it hurts! It hurts!" Ajie clutched his shoulder, looking very painful.Really hurt him?I panicked.My fist is very hard, and I have been doing morning exercises with him recently, and the power is much stronger than before.

"How are you? I... I was so mad just now..." The feeling of guilt is really uncomfortable.

Ajie rolled his eyes upwards, stuck out his tongue, and said mischievously, "I lied to you!"

Lied to me? !Damn, this guy looks honest, I never thought he would dare to lie to me!Thought I was vegetarian?

"Look at my chokehold!" I stood up, put my arms around his neck and threatened, "Do you still dare?"

"Oh, this trick again! Don't dare, don't dare! I beg for mercy!" He raised his hands in surrender, shrinking his neck and not daring to move.

"In the future, if you dare to say that I am a child or something, be careful and I will beat you!" I released the "throat lock hand", raised my fists to the tip of his nose, and warned viciously.

He blinked and replied blankly: "Oh, I got it! But Xiao Yi, don't be so vicious, just smile, it looks good when you smile."

"Laugh at the fart!"

"Okay, just show me your ass!"

Damn, this guy is really itchy!I made eagle claws with both hands, and quickly attacked his ribs.I didn't expect that this time he didn't stand still and waited to die. Instead, he swiftly undid his move, turning my arm outwards, and pinching my veins.

"You can't fight in the dormitory, you violated the house rules. Let me think about how to punish. Let me think... think..."

He murmured "Think about it" over and over again. These two words were like a lullaby, and he was breathless when he said them. I also felt sleepy and my eyelids were fighting because I couldn't wait for the next sentence for a long time. Into dreamland.

The next morning, I was woken up by the chirping of birds outside the window.

Rubbing my blurred eyes, looking at the different scenes around me, I remembered that Ajie and I slept in the living room all night leaning against the wall.

Turning to look at Ajie, he is still awake!This is really the first time ever, this guy also got up later than me one day, haha!

His hands were drooping on the ground, his head was tilted, his mouth was slightly opened, and the corners of his mouth were drooling!Such handsome facial features, such an upright person... drooling!Ahhh, I really wish there was a camera now that could take a picture of his "respect" and use it as a threat to make him do ten, oh no, fifty things for me.I'm so excited just thinking about it.

However... I don't have a camera with me.It's like there is a golden mountain in front of you, but you don't have the tools to dig and carry it. It's really itchy.I scratched my hair in frustration, and couldn't help complaining about "Jinshan", which showed me such a sleeping position, but made me unable to keep it.

I was venting my little emotions, and I caught a glimpse of the potted plant on the windowsill, so I took it to heart.I cut off a blade of grass, put it on the tip of Ajie's nose and gently scratched it back and forth.

The tip of his nose was itchy, and he couldn't help but want to sneeze, but he opened his mouth wide for a long time and didn't sneeze. In his sleep, he probably thought he was being harassed by mosquitoes, so he waved his hands, rubbed his nose, and continued to sleep.

I made persistent efforts, put the blade under his nose, and rubbed it quickly.He woke up in the dream, thinking that he was threatened, and before he opened his eyes, he opened his teeth and claws to defend against the air. That silly look is really fun!When he woke up and saw me clearly, I put the blade of grass in front of his eyes and laughed at him.

He stared at me for a while, then suddenly smiled and said:

"Let me just say, with a smile on your face, luck will come naturally! How beautiful you look when you smile like this!"