twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

Xiao Yi and Lin Yushan are officially in love.I know that there will be such a day sooner or later, but I am still imagining that this day will come later, and later.Xiao Yi looks very happy... as long as he is happy, what am I?

Sometimes, I have the illusion that he likes me too, and we might be able to be together.But the fact is: he likes girls!

"Hey, Brother Xiao Yi, where is the bracelet you wore before? Why haven't you seen you wearing it recently?" Axiu handed Xiao Yi a bottle of wine and asked.

"Oh, it's just a bracelet, and it's not worth much." Xiao Yi smiled indifferently, and turned to chat with Lin Yushan again.

Yes, my sincerity...it's not worth a few bucks!

He probably thought I hadn't heard.Now there are a few people in the middle of us, instead of sitting side by side like before.Moreover, he has Lin Yushan by his side, and I have An Ran by my side.

"Brother Jie," An Ran whispered in my ear, "I have something to ask you."

"what's up?"

"My parents want to meet you. They...worry about me always hanging out with you."

It's normal for parents to worry about underage daughters going out with boys all the time.I should go meet them and make a promise to them that I will treat An Ran like my sister, so as to dispel their worries.After all, now, I really hope that An Ran can spend more time with me.Xiao Yi always goes out on dates, if I have nothing to do in the dormitory, I'm afraid I'll go crazy.Accompanying An Ran to the library, snack bar, flower and bird market, my mood will be much better.When the brothers gather, I can only divert my attention with An Ran.

I reserved a seat at the restaurant and planned to invite An Ran's parents to dinner a week later.Adong seemed surprised by this, and I don't want to explain too much.

It was late at night, and Xiao Yi hadn't returned to the dormitory yet.He went on a date with Lin Yushan, could it be that the car had an accident?I was very worried and wanted to go out to find him, but I didn't know where to find him. I didn't even know where he was dating, so I had to sit on the sofa and read a book.After watching for a while, he fell asleep in a daze, his head drooped, and he woke up again.Tossing and turning like this, waiting all night.

"Brother Jie, why didn't you go back to sleep in your room?" A Dong got up to wash and passed the living room.

"Oh, I, I also just woke up, and I was a little sleepy, so I lay down on the sofa and took a nap." I quickly made up an excuse to cover it up.

At this time, Xiao Yi pushed the door open and entered from the outside.When he saw us, he froze in the hallway, his face seemed not very good.

"Xiao Yi, you don't come home at night! You won't go out and have a room with your girlfriend, right?" A Dong joked while brushing his teeth with a washbasin in his hand.

"How is it possible? Don't talk nonsense, Xiao Yi is not a casual person!" Seeing him come back safely, I finally let go of my suspense and got up to meet him.

But he stood there with a very complicated expression: avoidance, fear, confusion, unwillingness to be explored...

"No way? You and Lin Yushan...really having sex?" The toothbrush in A Dong's mouth fell into the washbasin with a "snap".

I was shocked and turned to look at Xiaoyi's face.

Impossible, impossible!Xiao Yi, deny it quickly!You tell me that's not true, right?

He lowered his head, his expression became stern and resistant, he put his hands in his jacket pockets rebelliously, and walked back to the bedroom without any explanation.

That is true!

The sound of the water rushing, I regained my senses.What am I doing?Why are you doing the dishes?Don't you want to make breakfast?I asked this question in my mind, but my hands were still washing, constantly washing.Suddenly, with a "snap", the porcelain bowl was broken into two by me, and the sharp edge of the split scratched my finger, and a deep bloody gash immediately appeared.The dark red blood was flowing along the water in the sink, and my eyes were blood red.

"Brother Jie, what's wrong with you?" A Dong appeared behind me and asked in surprise.

I was awakened, and quickly turned off the tap, covered my fingers with a towel, and said with a smile: "Oh, I accidentally broke the bowl and scratched my finger. You can make breakfast. I want to go out for a while."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for A Dong's reaction, I took off my apron, picked up the car keys and rushed out of the gate.

"Brother Jie, where are you going? Are you looking for Su Anran?" A Dong shouted from behind, but I didn't want to answer anything.

I don't know where I'm going, I just want to escape from the dormitory and Xiaoyi.There seemed to be many invisible knives floating in the dormitory, and I would be cut if I took a step.The cut on the finger does not feel pain at all.

The car is driving aimlessly on the street, where should I go?Where should I go?The sun is shining brightly outside the car, and the people on the street are full of happy smiles. Why is it gloomy and cold inside the car, like a dark cave that has been forgotten for thousands of years?

I put a photo of Xiao Yi in the car.On the day of Ah Liu's confession, Xiao Yi swept out many broken photos from his room.At that time, I knew that his photo should be hidden and he should not be seen.Now, the picture hidden in the car is a huge travesty to me.Yes, I should be ridiculed, I deserve to be ridiculed!

Unknowingly, the car drove to the deserted seaside.There was a familiar dilapidated log cabin there.At the beginning, Xiao Yi and I tied his friend in this log cabin in order to help his friend quit drugs.And we sat on the reef and stood firm all night.At that time, Xiao Yi was very guilty and helpless. I felt that I could support him and be his solid backing.

But now, he doesn't need me anymore!

I sat on the reef, looking at the boundless sea, watching the ebb and flow of the tide.It used to be two people who held hope no matter how long the night was.But now, there is only me, only me left...

Lei Yi

Back in the dormitory, I didn't expect that both Ajie and Adong were in the living room!

I can't face Yushan, and I can't face Ajie, I don't want to say anything, I just know I'm a jerk!

why?why?I thought it was Ajie... I put my head against the wall and slammed my fist against the wall. The metacarpophalangeal joints were soon damaged and bleeding, but I didn't feel any pain at all.Can you undo what you did wrong?

"Brother Jie, where are you going? Are you looking for Su Anran?" A Dong's shout came from outside the door.

Ajie went to find Su Anran again!I slumped on the ground, looking up at the ceiling, my brain seemed to have been frozen.A Dong called me to eat several times, but I didn't leave the room, so I shut myself up all day.Until the evening, Yushan came to see me.

"The company is very busy today... I thought you would call me." With a shy face and bags in both hands, she stood stiffly at the door of my bedroom.As soon as I saw her, I remembered the scene where the two faced each other naked/naked in the morning, and I quickly avoided looking at her, not daring to look directly at her.

"What happened to your hand?" She asked, taking my hand.

As if being stabbed by a needle, I hastily pulled away my hand and stammered, "I-I was drunk last night, and I-I didn't know what I was doing. I-I..."

She looked at me in surprise, the original joy and shyness in her eyes was gradually replaced by sadness: "You mean...you just had sex after drinking last night, and you just made a mistake that men often make?" Tears overflowed instantly. Her eye sockets soon gushed out. "I understand! I won't pester you!" She covered her face, turned and ran out of the door sadly.

I hurt her!I'm such a jerk!

"Yushan!" I chased her to the living room, when Ajie was opening the door, Yushan cried and squeezed out from beside him.Ajie looked at me in bewilderment, I opened my mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

"Your hand..." His eyes fell on my hand.

I put my hands behind my back and smiled bitterly.The moment I saw Ajie, I understood: I should chase Yushan back and love her unreservedly.Only in this way can I restrain myself and keep Ajie by my side forever.

Very sad!I glanced at Ajie again, and passed him...

Yushan took a taxi back home, and I drove behind her until I reached her door.The butler prevented me from entering, saying that he had never seen me, the "boyfriend of the lady".I had to stand under the tree outside the door and wait.The curtains on the second floor of the small building were opened and then closed. It should be Yushan, she knew I was downstairs.I remember that in "Blind Spot", Zhang Xia stood under the tree and waited for Tang Xin like this.Unexpectedly, this time the protagonist became me.It's just that in "Blind Spot", Chen Shou, played by me, drives a classic car by Zhang Xia's side.But now I am by my side, but there is no Ajie to accompany me.

The night is already dark, have you been waiting for six or seven hours?It seems to have to wait until dawn.I took out another cigarette and lit it, and there was already a pile of cigarette butts under my feet.

At this time, the lights on the second floor of the small building came on.Not long after, the door opened and Yushan came out in her pajamas.

"Why are you still waiting here?" There were tears on her face and her voice was a little hoarse, she must have been crying for a long time.

"Yushan, give me another chance!" I held her in my arms: "I want to love you with all my heart!"

She leaned on my shoulder and began to sob softly.After she gradually stopped crying, she raised her head and said to me:

"Shall we live together? I want to see you every day. I'll be very upset if I don't see you."

She looked up at me with teary eyes.My heart is heavy, heavy.Finally, I nodded and said, "Okay!"

Feng Xiangjie

When I opened the door, Lin Yushan ran out crying beside me.Xiao Yi chased him to the living room.

He looked at me, and I looked at him.

My heart is full of sorrow and grief.Are you going after her?Don't go, don't go!Please...don't go!

I kept shouting in my heart, but Xiao Yi still chased out the door and passed me by.

I wanted to reach out and stop him, but it was too late.

So what can I do to stop him?Could it make him love me instead of Lin Yushan?Thinking of him sharing the bed with Lin Yushan and embracing each other, my heart felt like it was about to explode!You are mine, you are mine!I don't want to see you belong to someone else...

"Move out! Why do you want to move out?" A Dong asked in surprise.

Xiao Yi is still immersed in eating: "I want to live with Yushan...she hopes to see me every day."

"I didn't expect... your relationship is so deep." A Dong looked at Xiao Yi, then at me.

I stared at the rice in the bowl and couldn't take a bite.

"The rental house has been found, and I will move tomorrow." He quickly finished cooking, put down the dishes and returned to the bedroom.

I was washing dishes in the kitchen, and A Dong came over and asked, "Brother Jie, are your... hands okay?"

"Hand? It's all right, what can happen?" The wound had scabbed over, and the scab was washed away by the water, revealing the bright red wound again.So what?I'm not in pain anyway.What hurts now is the heart, so what is the pain in the hand?

There was a thick black fog all around, and I couldn't see anything.It was getting colder and colder, and there were all kinds of strange and terrible sounds.Just like when I was wandering alone in the past, I was lonely and unable to find my direction. It seemed that the next step would be to go the wrong way and step into the abyss.Suddenly, I saw Xiao Yi walking in front.I catch up.I feel that as long as he is there, I am not afraid of getting lost and can find my way home.But he kept walking and kept ignoring me.

"Xiao Yi! Xiao Yi!" I called out his name and grabbed his arm.But he shook off my hand without even looking back.

do not go!do not go!Xiao Yi, I beg you...don't leave me alone...

When I opened my eyes, my eye sockets were actually wet!Really useless!Feng Xiangjie, haven't you sworn that no matter how hard it is, you will never shed tears?You used to sleep in an abandoned stone house, eat other people's leftovers, sometimes you were hungry for days in a row, and you were beaten black and blue by the gangsters. At that time, didn't you survive?Now, now it's just being discarded...

Lei Yi

In front of me were two suitcases full of luggage.I remembered that when I first moved into the dormitory, I only brought a travel bag with very few personal items.Now, in the suitcase are the souvenirs I bought when I traveled with Ajie, the martial arts magazines Ajie gave me, and the clothes, silk scarves, hats I bought for Ajie or Ajie bought for me... and Ajie Give me the bracelet.There are so many things!Some things, like gym equipment, can't be taken away yet.

Ajie went to invite Su Anran's parents to dinner, and only Adong saw me off.Look at the familiar furnishings in the living room, and then look at the bedroom, balcony, kitchen, bathroom one by one... I can't bear it, I really can't bear it!During the more than three years of living here, almost every day is so happy!When can I come back again?

Lucy was lying obediently in the doghouse on the balcony.I knelt down, stroked its fur, and said sadly:

"I'm moving out, and I won't be able to feed you or walk around with you in the future. Will you miss me?"

It gave a "woof", as if answering "yes".I laughed.Lucy is very spiritual, and I always feel that she can understand me.

"I don't want to move either, but Yushan insists on living with me. What else can I do? Rejecting her, will it hurt her? I said that I want to treat her wholeheartedly, so I have to give her a sense of security. ’ I paused and sighed.

"Lucy, do you like your master?"

It gave another "bark" happily.

"I also like your master. But because I like him, I have to stay away from him." I was sad: "Wait for the day when I don't love him anymore, I won't be jealous for him anymore, and I will come back. Now , you can accompany him well for me."

A Dong called me from the living room.I stood up slowly, looked around, and said silently in my heart: 320 dormitory, goodbye!

Feng Xiangjie

The meeting with An Ran's parents went smoothly. The two elders are relatively open-minded. I feel that I have gained their trust.An Ran joked that her mother immediately trusted me when she saw how handsome I was.I want to laugh, but I can't laugh.

Xiaoyi moved away, really moved away!

He will never box with me, ride a horse, or train Lucy with me again.He has obviously left, but I feel his shadow is everywhere in the dormitory.I think of Zhang Xia's lines in "Blind Spot": "I see you everywhere, I see you when I wash my face, I see you when I brush my teeth, I see you when I wear a tie, I see you when I eat, I see you when I read a newspaper..." I once put This line was recited to Xiao Yi, who also said it was too exaggerated and gross.

However, this passage is true!I literally see Xiao Yat everywhere.I saw him doing acrobatics with a seasoning bottle in the kitchen, somersaulting on the sofa in the living room, and saw him brushing his teeth with toothpaste foam in his mouth with half-open sleepy eyes in front of the sink.Even in the bathroom, I seemed to see him singing the ugly "Diamond" again. I asked him, "Are you still singing?" ?”

What can I do with you?I really can't do anything to you.The things I cherish are always easily discarded by you, but there is nothing I can do.

"I thought he would only abandon classic cars, but unexpectedly, he abandoned you too! What else can he not abandon? Now I am the only one who will accompany you to run the mountain." I stroked the horse's head, it There seemed to be sadness and silence in his eyes.

One person and one horse, set foot on the familiar hill along the familiar path.It seemed as if I saw Xiao Yi riding another horse in front of me. He turned his head and smiled so brightly at me!I stretched out my hand to touch him, but suddenly I heard a neighing, my eyes went dark, and I fell off the horse...