twin stars

Lei Yi

I tentatively asked Ajie if I could lean on his shoulder, and he agreed, and comforted me by saying "everything will be fine" while hugging me.Have you finally stopped hiding from me?Can we finally go back to the past?Just like that night in the dormitory, my family members were going to stay on the island. I felt abandoned again. You pulled me into the moonlight, and you hugged me, comforted me, and warmed me like this...

Because I was invited to participate in the beauty pageant award ceremony, Ajie and I returned to Air City.All previous interviews, press conferences, promotional meetings, film festivals... We almost all participated together, Jiaobulimeng, Mengbujiao.I often feel anxious and tense in crowded situations.But as long as Ajie is by my side, I have the backing and confidence, and I am not afraid of anything. He is my tranquilizer.But this time, I have to present the award alone.Ajie was sitting under the stage, and the stage was so dark that I couldn't see him at all.I couldn't help touching my hair and nose again to relieve my inner tension.

When the host asked me what kind of wife I wanted to marry, I had to say something against my will.I don't like this, I don't like deliberately covering up against my will.Ajie, if you can accept me, I can give up everything, and I will tell everyone: I want to be with you!The love I wrote about Ah Jiang for Ah Tan is my love for you, can you understand?Can you accept it?

"Brother Jie!" The awards ceremony was over, and Ajie and I were about to leave in the car when Su Anran suddenly appeared at the gate of the auditorium in formal attire.

"Why are you here? Didn't I call and say that I would go to your house to find you?" Ajie stepped forward quickly and pulled her to the corner.

"The company has a quota of admission tickets, so I'm here. I also want to see the beauty pageant with my own eyes. I couldn't find you just now, so I waited at the gate, and I finally arrived!" An Ran took Ajie's hand affectionately. hand, reluctantly said: "Brother Jie, I miss you so much!"

Ajie hesitated and looked at me in embarrassment.I forced a smile and said: "Let's get together, I'm leaving first." My legs were as heavy as lead, but I had to lift my feet and turn to leave.

No return to the past, no return to the past!There is another Su Anran between me and Ajie!I stepped up the accelerator and rushed forward. The car raced on the road and ran through several red lights.

As long as I can be with Ajie, I don't need anything, but what about Ajie?He has worked hard for so long and endured so much hardship to achieve his current results. With me, is he letting him give up everything for me?With such a sense of responsibility, how can he abandon his responsibility to his family?

Choose Su Anran, the future is a bright road; choose me, the future is a swamp of thorns.Am I still fantasizing?

Feng Xiangjie

Seeing An Ran made me feel helpless.She is a flower in the greenhouse, has been held in the palm of her parents carefree all the time, and has never been hurt.And now I'm in a quagmire of contradictions.Xiao Yi already knew what I wanted, and I also wanted to ask him.If he is willing to be with me, I will definitely hurt An Ran.I don't want to hurt her, but...but I can't live without Xiao Yi!I'm sorry, An Ran, I've tried, but I still can't control my feelings.Maybe slowly alienate An Ran, let her feelings for me cool down, and let her gradually forget me, so as to reduce the harm to her?But no matter what, I'll still hurt her, won't I?I am very troubled!

How to ask Ming Xiaoyi's mind?How can I bear all the consequences and responsibilities?The nightmare of the past few days still scares me, how can I protect Xiaoyi?How to give him a peaceful life?I can't think of an answer, and I can't even think about it.Coupled with the guilt towards An Ran, all kinds of troubles made me lose my hair almost every day.

When I was going back and forth in my heart, and I was about to become sick from thinking, Li Manman suddenly confessed to me.She told me she liked me a long time ago and asked me if I could accept her heart.

"I, I already have someone I love, sorry!"

"Is it Su Anran? I thought you always regarded her as your little sister..." Li Manman's eyes were full of sadness, and I didn't know how to answer her.

"Do you really like her? Will you marry her? Can you tell me clearly, otherwise I can't give up completely. "

"Yes... yes!" I had no choice but to lie to Li Manman, I couldn't tell her that the person I really loved was Xiao Yi.That's the only way to make her die.

"Okay, I understand! I...I bless you all!" Li Manman forced a smile at me, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.Watching her go away heartbroken, I was very annoyed: I hurt another girl!

Li Manman touched me deeply.I want to know Xiaoyi's mind, I want to know Xiaoyi's mind immediately!Even if he refuses, at least... at least I can give up like Li Manman.

In fact... In fact, Xiaoyi and I quit the film and television industry, left Hangcheng, and went to a place where no one knew us. Wouldn't he be hurt so much?Just like Feng Junjie wanted to take Lei Li out of the arena and seal the knife to go back to seclusion, we can go abroad to be a couple of ordinary people, live an ordinary life, and no one will notice us.As for livelihood, we can open a martial arts gym or a clothing store. Although we can't make a lot of money like celebrities, we should be able to maintain the lives of ordinary people.

I can get my mom and sister settled first.My mother is the softest and loves me the most. As long as I beg hard and tell her that I can't live without Xiaoyi, she should help us.I'll take her to take care of her when we get a firm foothold abroad.After ten or 20 years, the people in Hangcheng have forgotten me and Xiaoyi, and we will return to Hangcheng.

But not now, my financial strength is not enough now.I want to buy a house for my mother and younger sister, so that my younger sister can finish college, and I need to accumulate capital to open a shop in a foreign country.Five years, give me another five years, let me work hard for another five years, then I will be able to settle everyone.Xiao Yi, are you willing to wait for me for five years?Would you like to come with me?

Lei Yi

Ajie went back to the company dormitory to visit his mother and sister. I didn't want to accompany him, so I wandered alone on the set.Walking to the woods behind the mountain without knowing it, I suddenly saw Li Manman sitting beside the rockery with his head bowed and sobbing.

"Manman, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" I walked forward in surprise.

She raised her head, her grief-stricken appearance was like a delicate little flower being trampled mercilessly under someone's feet, and it could only make a weak cry.

"What happened? Who bullied you?" I knelt down and asked anxiously.

She choked and replied: "Brother Jie said...that he would marry Su Anran. Wait...when Su Anran becomes an adult, they will, they will get married..."

It seemed that there was a "boom" in my head.

"He, he said it himself?"

Li Manman nodded, tears gushed out again: "I confessed to him, but he refused... I asked him if he wanted to marry Su Anran, and he said 'yes'."

I can no longer hear what Li Manman is saying.Although there are countless speculations and imaginings, I still can't accept that these words are said by Ajie himself.

pain!Heartache!My whole body hurts!

I don't know where I am, and I don't know where I'm going.I left Li Manman behind and walked aimlessly forward, forward...

"Xiao Yi, where have you been? I've been looking for you!" A Jie appeared in front of me.When I look at him, I always feel that he is just a phantom, which will disappear at any time.

"I, I have something to ask you..." He frowned, his expression tense, and he seemed to be making a lot of determination: "Some things are very important and must be carefully considered and arranged properly. You can't take any action until the time comes. Xiao Yi, can you understand?"

I stared blankly at his pair of soul-stirring eyes.The person reflected in these bright eyes is now me, but soon it will be someone else.

"Do you understand?" he asked anxiously, shaking my shoulders.

I nodded mechanically: "Understood, I understand!"

I didn't listen to what he said.Whatever he says is what it is.

"Five years, can you wait for me for five years? Five years later, you...are you willing to leave with me?"

What?leave?leave the company?Job hopping?five years?You get married in five years, let me wait to be your best man?

Can I say no?If I say no, will you be angry and disappointed in me?

No, I can't make you angry, I can't let you down!As long as you can be happy, what does it matter if I am sad?

"Wait, I will definitely wait." I smiled absently.

What more can I ask for?I can only wait, wait to see him put on his gown, wait to see him exchange rings with others, wait to see him kiss and embrace his sweet wife.

And I can't do anything!

No, there is one thing you can do: smile!

Tell him with a smile, I am blessing him!Even if your heart is crying blood, you must smile and bless him!

"Xiao Yi!" He hugged me in his arms, and I could feel how happy and happy he was at the moment.

His happiness and happiness are more important than anything else, right?Everything I promised was worth it, right?

What am I worth?I am only fit to be discarded in the corner, no one cares about me...

All the movies that Ajie and I shot and directed by ourselves were finished.Zhao's company cooperated with a foreign film company to make a film, and we were called back to Hangcheng to participate in a joint film.

Another reporter interviewed today.We chatted and we talked about getting married again.

Why can't I always avoid this topic?I suppressed the pain in my heart, and said in a nonchalant tone as much as possible: "Many people get married, but in the end they become resentful spouses. I really don't understand what the purpose of marriage is? What can a marriage certificate guarantee?"

"People always want to get married and start a family. Is there anything more sacred in life than a wedding? Mr. Feng looks very happy. Have you ever thought about getting married?"

"Me? I'm almost there!"

"Oh? Really? When?" The reporter asked in surprise.

"Five years later." Ajie looked at me and smiled happily.He has been in a very good mood recently.

"Why... do you have to get married?" I tried my best to maintain a smile on my face.

"Only when you get married can you have children to carry on the family line! If you don't get married, the child will be an illegitimate child, which is not good for the child. If you don't get married and don't have children, you will be old and have no children to accompany you. How lonely and desolate!" Reporters talked endlessly about the benefits of getting married, as if they regarded themselves as matchmakers.

Ajie and I looked at each other, and there was a glimmer of light in his eyes.

child!Yes, Ajie's mother has been looking forward to holding a grandson, Ajie is also a person who loves children, right?So, he has to get married....

"Xiao Yi, we all have to take the plane, do you have to take the boat?"

I nodded stubbornly.

"Okay then! Let's go!" They pulled their suitcases and backpacks and turned to leave the pier one by one.

Wait, I don't want to be alone, who can accompany me?Mom, Second Brother, Xiao Er... Even if I have someone to accompany me!

I stood on the pier and waited, but no one came back.

"The boat is starting, can you still go?" Someone on the boat shouted impatiently.

No one cares about me, no one cares about me... I slowly turned around, ready to embark on a journey alone.

"Xiao Yi!"

Turning around suddenly, it's Ajie!

Ajie, you come with me, don't you?I knew it, I knew you wouldn't leave me.I rushed forward and grabbed his hand tightly: "Ajie, you take the boat with me, I don't want to be alone..."

"I'm sorry!" He pulled his hand away: "Xiao Yi, I also want to fly. I want to spend honeymoon with An Ran."

"No! No! Ajie, don't go, I, I need you very much! Can you not get married?" I grabbed his arm and begged.

"Brother Jie, let's go!" Su Anran suddenly appeared behind Ajie.Ajie turned around and held her in his arms, and the two were about to leave the pier cuddled together.

"No, Ajie, you said you would accompany me, you said it!" I shouted loudly, chasing after me in a panic.At this time, countless small stones flew in front of me and hit me like raindrops.

"Crazy, stay away from him!"

"Don't get close to him, dead 'rabbit'! Gay/sexual/sexual!"

A group of people formed a human wall, separating me from Ajie.They cursed and threw stones at me.

"Do you want him to be like you? Pervert!"

"Girl, do you want to kill him? Go away! Stay away from him!"

The stone hit me badly.I burst into tears and could no longer make a sound from my throat, so I could only call silently to Ajie's back, watching him drift away and gradually disappear in front of me.

Ajay...Ajay...Ajay...

I got on the boat alone and found it empty!This is indeed a journey alone!Where is this ship heading?I'm afraid it sank, and no one will care, right?I wish it would take me to a deserted island where I would be cut off from the rest of the world and left to fend for myself and never see anyone again...

The two co-productions were shot in different places, and Ajie and I couldn't see each other during this period.I wrap up my part and hang out with my brothers.

"Ah Zhi, I haven't seen you for a long time, I thought you were too sweet to hug your wife all day long, and you forgot about us." Ah Tim threw a bottle of wine to Ah Zhi.

"Oh, you don't know how terrible marriage is. It's almost like going to jail! You are not allowed to come home late, you are not allowed to drink alcohol, and you are not allowed to socialize. You must remember your wife's birthday, wedding anniversary, and all kinds of messy festivals, even the mother-in-law's birthday. Remember to pay birthday wishes. I also took time to sneak out today. Sigh, if this continues, I will get a divorce sooner or later!"

"You are in the midst of blessings and don't know your blessings! At first glance, you don't look like a good man who takes care of the family!" Brother Ma Wu teased.

Ah Zhi took a sip of his wine and clicked his tongue a few times: "A good man can only be like Brother Jie. I heard that he will get married in five years? He really can bear it for his girlfriend! Admire! Admire!"

"Snapped"!I kicked a wine bottle off the table, and it shattered and splattered.

Everyone was frightened, and the box was instantly silent.

"Ah, it's okay, it's okay! Everyone keep drinking, I'll ask the waiter to clean up!" Ah Tim winked at Ah Zhi, got up and called the waiter.

Ah Zhi laughed and said: "Ah, my head is a little dull recently, I need to drink to wake up my brain, haha! Xiaoyi, come with me to play mahjong in the chess and card room tomorrow? We haven't played tricks together for a long time, you win some for me How about money?"

The next day, Azhiqiang took me to a chess and card room.There are all kinds of people in the chess and card room.We came to the private room on the second floor, first invited a few people to play mahjong, and won a lot of money from the other party, but the other party lost his temper and almost turned the table.I wanted to take the opportunity to fight, but was stopped by Azhi.Ah Zhi looked around for a new target. At this time, Yu Shan and a friend of hers entered the private room.

"Hey, what a coincidence! We are just short of people, come and join us, let's make a table together?" Azhi smiled openly, his eyeballs rolled around, and I wondered if it was Yushan whom he specially invited.

I lowered my face and let him arrange.Yushan was also quite uncomfortable, playing a few rounds of mahjong was dull and boring.Not long after, Yushan's friend said that her boyfriend came to pick her up and that she could no longer be with Yushan.Ah Zhi took the opportunity to persuade me to send Yushan home.

"Go, go, be a little gentleman!"

Cars drive on the ring road.Since we broke up, Yushan and I haven't seen each other for four or five months.I used to talk less, and now I have nothing to say.Yu Shan twisted the handkerchief with her fingers, but said nothing.Halfway through the journey, the car broke down unexpectedly.My car has broken down before and I had to walk back to the set.At that time, I didn't repair the car for several months, just to ride Ajie's motorcycle.But now, he rarely drives a motorcycle...

I hailed a taxi and paid for the taxi to take Yushan home.After watching her leave, I climbed onto the roof of the car and looked at the place where the sea and the sky meet in the distance. I recalled the scene in my dream and the back of Ajie's departure, feeling lonely all over my body.Nobody needs me, nobody cares about me!Maybe, I should leave alone, go to a place where no one is there?

There was the sound of brakes behind me, and a taxi stopped beside my car. Yushan got out of the car, waved her hand, and motioned for the taxi to drive away.

"Why are you back?" I jumped out of the car and asked suspiciously.

"I...I'm worried about you!"

"Worried about me?" I sneered: "You really have leisure!"

Yu Shan changed color, turned angrily and ran towards the opposite side of the road.At this time, a large truck was driving over rapidly.

"Be careful!" I flew forward and pushed Yushan away, but I was caught by the impact of the truck and fell to the ground. I rolled several times in a row, rolled to the side of the road, and hit a big rock.

After the dizziness passed, I sat up, only to feel that my forehead and face were hot and sticky.Reaching out to touch it, it was covered in blood.

"Xiao Yi, how are you? You've lost a lot of blood!" Yu Shan was so frightened that she was at a loss, with tears in her eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay!" Girls seldom see bloody scenes, and they make a fuss about minor injuries.I covered my forehead and stood up staggeringly. There was a lot of blood on my coat, and I was a little embarrassed.

"I'll take you to the hospital!"

"No, I will be photographed by reporters when I go to the hospital. I want to go back to the rented room, where there is a medicine box to bandage the wound."

Yushan covered my head with a handkerchief, stopped a taxi, and rushed to the rented house.

After returning to the rented room, I cleaned the wound with alcohol and put gauze tape on it. Although my forehead still hurts faintly, it should be fine.This kind of minor injury is nothing compared to the injuries I suffered when I was filming with Ajie.Although Yushan always wanted to help me deal with the wound, I didn't let her intervene.

"You still have blood on your face!" She wiped my face with a towel, almost leaning against me.I grabbed her wrist and took the towel: "I'll do it myself."

She picked up my coat resentfully and said, "I'll wash it for you."

Looking at her appearance, I couldn't bear to speak coldly to her again.If she wants to wash, let her wash.

After washing the clothes, she still had no intention of leaving, but looked around the room reluctantly: "The rented house...you haven't returned it yet..."

"The rent is not due, I just come back to live occasionally." I was a little impatient: "You can call a taxi downstairs, and I will take you there."

Give a guest order, so that her heart can be cooled, right?I walked her to the door without the slightest hesitation.

"what!"

Just as the door was closed, there was a tumbling sound and a scream from Yushan outside the door.

I hurriedly opened the door and saw Yushan fell on the corner platform of the stairs.

"Yushan!" I rushed down the stairs and helped her sit up.Judging by her painful expression, she seemed to have broken her leg.I quickly picked her up horizontally, carried her back to the rented room, put her on the sofa, and checked her injuries.There were several scrapes and bruises on her leg and I asked her how it hurt while pressing on her leg to check for damage to the bones.

"The bone should be fine, but the hamstring is hurt. I'll apply the medicine for you."

I comforted her and prepared to get up to get the medicine.Yushan suddenly put her arms around my neck, cried and said:

"Xiao Yi, I miss you so much! I miss you so much! I can't live without you!"

She hugged me so tightly that I couldn't break free.I sighed, feeling helpless in my heart.

"...I don't deserve this from you!"

"I don't care if you are worth it or not, I just know that I need you, I need you very much!"

My heart seemed to tremble slightly.

"Do you... really need me?"

"Need, need! I never want to let you go!"

She was still crying.I slowly spread my arms and held her in my arms.

At least, at least Yushan needs me...

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This chapter is very tangled...