twin stars

Lei Yi

Emperor Guangxu, played by Ajie, is gentle and elegant, with handsome features, full of youthful ambition and ambition, yet subdued by the empress dowager's despotic power, bowing his head and swallowing his tears.This is the first time for him to play such an aggrieved role. For actors, it is indeed a great challenge and training, which is conducive to the improvement of acting skills.But I can't bear to see the depressed Ajie, I hope he can always be high-spirited, even if this Ajie is far, far away from me...

He stood on a high platform in a red wedding dress, surrounded by concubines and beautiful women.He is the supreme emperor of the ninety-five years, surrounded by stars, and I am just a humble little eunuch, I can only stand far away among the crowd and look up at him.He is the brightest and brightest star, which I will never be able to pick.

Remembering that we lived in the same room when we traveled to Southeast Asia, I was too excited to sleep, and tried to disturb him, but he tied it into a spring roll.At that time, I jokingly asked him if he wanted to treat me as a concubine, but I didn't expect that he really played the role of the emperor now!Was the previous intimate romp just a dream of mine?

Ajie and Xiao Yao are going to shoot the big wedding scene.Standing together in costumes, the two are wearing yellow robes facing the crown, embroidered with golden dragons, and wearing coral beads on their chests.And the safflower on the chest representing happy events is even more red and eye-catching.

Even though I knew they were just rehearsing a play, I was still as sour as if I had eaten a basket of green plums.I rubbed my nose, trying to make myself more lively, jumped in front of Ajie, and said with a smile:

"The big wedding scene is not easy to shoot! Ajie, in order to let you enter the bridal chamber as soon as possible, I ran up and down, and I was almost exhausted!"

"Yeah, thank you for your hard work!" He gave me a cold look, as if he didn't like the joke very much.Could it be that he is still immersed in the role and has not appeared in the play?

Halfway through filming, Director Li started adding scenes to me.Towards the end, he suddenly came to me and said that he wanted to increase my role in the second "Yingtai" and promote me to the leading role.I'm surprised.I hope to continue filming with Ajie, but I will never agree to become the protagonist by taking the lead.After careful consideration, Director Li decided that it was indeed inappropriate, and decided to discuss it with the screenwriter and producer.

But I never expected that a few days later, Ajie came to me angrily with an anonymous letter to question my teacher.I was very angry. He blamed me, saying that I lied to him, and that I had trouble with him just because of a few provocative words from others!In the past few years, what kind of heart do I have for him, doesn't he know?

"What are you crazy about?"

"boom"!He was punched hard in the face.

He hit me!He hit me!He actually beat me because of someone else's words!I was so angry that I would give him my heart if he wanted, but he beat me!

Anyone can hit me, only you can't!Only you can't!My heart is all yours, how can you doubt me like this?

Grievance, sadness, anger, all emotions broke out at the same time, and Ajie and I fought with swords and guns.

Friends who came over heard the sound and pulled us away.

"From now on, I will never cooperate with Lei Yi in filming again!" His voice was firm and resounding.

What?Never cooperate again?Started talking harshly?Do you think you are the only one who can speak harsh words?Do you think I won't say it?

"There's nothing to befriend such narrow-minded people, let's part ways from now on!"

After these words were spoken, everyone fell silent.Ajie stood with his back to me for a moment, then strode forward.I looked at his back and saw that he didn't turn his head, and I felt even more angry.

After this conflict, Director Li deleted my role in the second "Yingtai" and transferred all my roles to the first one.In this way, Ajie has no reason to blame me anymore, right?But whether he was in the studio or anywhere else on the set, he ignored me!

I was angry and sad.Even if I said "parting ways" was a bit too much, but he also said "no longer cooperate" too much!Why are you still angry now?I used to say things that irritated him, but he got angry for a long time at most, and soon reconciled with me.What's going on this time?

After "Allure" finished, I didn't have a chance to meet Ajie.He ignored me first, and I also ignored him in a fit of anger.But after a long time, I couldn't help but want to go to the company dormitory to ask him to apologize.At this time, I heard that he bought a villa near Zhao's studio, and borrowed decoration money from Boss Zhao. He is currently renovating the house, so he is not in the dormitory.Why the rush to buy a house?

We can only wait for him to return to the set to meet again.I was very depressed, so I took Ah Chi, Ah Tim, and Ah Sen to drink together.In the middle of the drink, Ah Tim winked at Ah Zhi and called Ah Zhi out.I saw the sneaky appearance of the two of them, as if they wanted to hide something from me, so I followed behind secretly.

"I heard that Brother Jie proposed to Su Anran, and the wedding will be held at the end of the month!"

"What! Brother Jie is getting married!" Ah Zhi shouted loudly.

"Hush!" Ah Tim hastily covered Ah Zhi's mouth: "Don't shout!"

"Wait, isn't Su Anran still underage?"

"Stupid, she is 19 years old this year, past the legal age for marriage. Brother Jie is currently decorating the wedding room, and it is estimated that a wedding invitation will be sent in a few days."

"Ah, Xiao Yi..."

impossible!impossible!In the past, I always heard that Ajie was going to get engaged, but it turned out to be a false alarm.He said he would get married five years later, and now it's only been a year.He had to plan everything in advance, why did he suddenly get married now?Will not!Will not!

I pinched my trembling legs, trying to calm myself down.It must have been a false alarm, it must have been!

A few days later, Yushan went to have dinner with friends, and I took care of the children alone at home, and Ajie's wedding invitation was sent to my home.

"We would like to hold a wedding ceremony for Mr. Feng Xiangjie and Ms. Su Anran on *year *month *day. We respectfully prepare the wedding banquet. Please come!" Looking at the wedding invitation as red as blood in my hand, my chest suddenly felt cramped. , the heart seemed to suddenly shrink into a ball and stopped beating.It was as if a black cloth was covered in front of my eyes, and it was pitch black.

When he opened his eyes, he heard Xiao Nan's crying.It turned out that I passed out on the floor.Get up slowly and want to feed Xiao Nan, she is hungry.Numbly picked up the bottle, poured milk powder, picked up the baby to nurse.The whole body seems to be unconscious, only the heart is aching.

While drinking milk, Xiao Nan looked at me with innocent little eyes.

I don't know when, my tears flowed out, more and more, and I couldn't control it at all.Don't let the kids see it, don't let the kids see it!I put Xiao Nan in the crib, slumped on the ground, and wept bitterly in a low voice.

I knew there would be such a day, I knew it would hurt, but I didn't expect it to be so painful!Shaking with pain!Ajie's fist hit his body, and it didn't hurt as much as it does now.I would rather be beaten by him all the time than receive his wedding invitation.

His image is all in my mind.

When we met for the first time, he kicked me and felt very guilty. He cooked for me specially, and smiled while watching me eating. He smiled so beautifully: "I am very happy that you are willing to eat the food I cooked!"

I met Lai Pichang when I went out to buy a bicycle, and he and I fought off more than a dozen minions. The first fight was so enjoyable!

We went out for racing together, met a speeding gang, and Ajie raced against the red jacket. When he returned victorious, his whole body was glowing with golden light, like a triumphant warrior.

At the company's year-end party, I taught him the wrong dance steps, and he sighed helplessly: "Oh, why am I so stupid to believe you!"

I spent the New Year in the dormitory alone, and he rushed back to the dormitory on the night of the New Year's Eve and brought me a lot of food.I asked him, "Are you bringing so much to feed pigs?" He said, "Yes, who made you a pig!"

……

One piece, one pile, all replayed in my mind.Happy or sad, as long as Ajie is there, it doesn't seem to matter if the world falls apart.

I love seeing his smiling face!When he smiled at me, I felt as if I had everything and lacked nothing.

But now, he will belong to someone else!His smile also belongs to someone else, and I will never... never touch it again!

It's tiring to live!Maybe it's okay to die?No pain, no more responsibility!But if he died, he would never see Ajie again!I can't bear him!I used to be not afraid of loneliness, but now, I am very afraid, very afraid!

As long as he is happy, I should bless him, right?I should smile and bless him to make him happier because of my blessing, right?Sadness can be hidden, right?I have to hide it, and I can't let others see my tears if I die!

Yushan goes home at night. "The wedding invitation has been sent!" She took the wedding invitation in my hand and asked with a smile: "An Ran is getting married, what do you think my good sister should give her?"

I was silent and motionless.

She kissed me on the face and said with a smile: "I guess you don't understand! Well, I will be in charge of the gifts. You have worked hard to take care of Xiaonan today, and now I will take care of her. Go and rest!"

I locked myself in the study and took out a box from the back of the bookcase.Opening the box, I stared blankly at the bracelet Ajie gave me inside.Two bracelets together make a smiley face, right?Now, I'm going to practice smiling, practicing smiling at the bracelet...

The wedding day finally arrived.Adong and Axiu are Ajie's best men and accompany Ajie to welcome the bride.Although Yushan cannot be a bridesmaid because she is married, she, as Su Anran's good sister, accompanies the bride when she welcomes her and asks for red envelopes and profits.I did not participate in the welcoming ceremony and wedding registration ceremony during the day, but from other people's descriptions, I can imagine the festive excitement.Movie fans and the media all gathered outside the auditorium, the momentum was huge, and the entire Hangcheng was a sensation.

In the evening, Ajie held a grand banquet at Tianhai Restaurant, inviting relatives and friends, more than half of the stars in Hangcheng, including Boss Zhao and his wife, all came to congratulate.The restaurant is full of stars and guests.Director Zhang made a special trip back from Daido to attend Ajie's wedding.I was by Zhang Dao's side, and I always felt that I was safer with him around.

Ajie socialized among the crowd and couldn't help but be overjoyed. He was very handsome in a black suit.Is there a more handsome groom than him?I'm afraid of being seen by him, I just want to hide in the corner.

When the bride appeared in the restaurant wearing a white wedding dress, the atmosphere of the banquet reached its climax.With a smile on her face, she was shy and pleasant, and all the jewels and gold ornaments on her body showed how much the groom loved the bride.People swarmed in to persuade him to drink and ask for kisses, and Ajie hurriedly defended the bride.

My eyes are starting to blur and I can't cry!Can't cry!I drank a few glasses of wine violently to suppress the sorrow surging in my heart.Smile, smile!

After toasting for a while, Ajie still came to me with the bride.

"Where did you go? Why didn't you help me block the drink?" He smiled and handed me a glass of wine.

"Oh, I'm accompanying Zhang Dao! Wouldn't it be enough to have Adong and Axiu help you hold back the wine?" I toasted him, and the two drank it down in one gulp.

"I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years and have a precious son!" I can only say my blessings by pretending to be another person.Now I am acting, and I want to play this scene well.

He looked at me and smiled, and I tried my best to smile at him until the muscles on my face were sore and swollen.

"Can I ask the groom for a kiss?" Yu Shan asked softly, "Will the bride be jealous?"

"Don't be jealous!" The bride covered her mouth and smiled.

Yushan stood on tiptoe and kissed Ajie on the cheek, Ajie was still smiling.

"Oh, the groom was kissed, but we haven't seen the bride and groom kissing yet! Come and kiss one!" Someone booed from the side.The bride and groom were surrounded by the center of the banquet. Encouraged by everyone, Ajie held the bride in his arms and kissed her deeply.Everyone clapped their hands and applauded, and the flashes kept flashing.

After a while, the two parted with blushing faces, and Ajie said to Su Anran tenderly, "I will make you the happiest woman!" Su Anran's eyes were full of tears, full of love and joy.

At this moment, I just want to disappear from here, run as far away as possible.

Why should I come to the wedding?I'm afraid that if I don't attend the wedding, Ajie will be angry.But even if he was angry, I would rather not come.

I keep telling myself that I want to play this scene well.However, Ajie and Su Anran are not acting.They are really married!It's not acting, it's not acting!

Ajie never makes promises easily, but once he makes a promise, it means his whole life.

Why should I watch him make promises to others?Why don't I make some "accidents" and twist an arm or break a leg?In this way, you can justifiably not attend the wedding.

Could all this be just a dream?When I woke up the next day, I was still living in the dormitory. When I opened the door, Ajie had already placed breakfast on the dining table in the living room, and greeted me with a smile to have breakfast together...

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