twin stars

Feng Xiangjie

I can't see Xiao Yi.I thought I could get rid of him, but now I realize that unless I lose my memory, unless I forget all the eight years I have known him, he is like an assassin hiding in the dark, who will jump out at any time and stab me in the heart, just like Zhang The same as asking for details.

what to do?what to do?Although he is not in Zhao's studio, there are his shadows everywhere in Zhao's studio, and almost all the colleagues and friends I know have intersections with him.Everything reminds me of his presence.

Maybe... changing his way of life, leaving Hangcheng, and not filming any more, can all his marks be erased? After "Chu Xiangshuai" was released, I told An Ran and my mother that I wanted to quit the film and television industry and study abroad to make up for the regret of dropping out of school when I was young.The dividends from the recent dramas are enough for our family to live abroad, and I can open a martial arts gym or do business abroad to make a living.I once wanted to take Xiaoyi to live such a life, but now that I think about it, it was just a big joke!An Ran strongly objected, she did not want to leave her parents, and she did not want to leave her familiar living environment.My mother didn't want to leave Hangcheng either.They think that I am popular now, how can I give up my great career and start over?I had to stay.But, I absolutely can't see Xiao Yi again!Only when life and death are gone, can I protect myself and my heart from being defeated.

Director Zhang hoped that I would star in a naval-themed movie——"Naval Assault" after finishing waiting for the island's company and returning to Hangcheng.I must accept his call, but Xiao Yi is another leading actor, so I cannot accept it.I couldn't play against him, Director Zhang had no choice but to change me into a cameo role.

I play the role of a captain who defends the warship to the death and lives and dies with the warship.When the warship was about to sink, I had mixed feelings. I only felt that my heart was also a sinking ship, and I no longer had the ability to ride the wind and waves and move forward with determination.At that time, I didn't realize that the big ship of Zhangjiaban was also slowly sinking. After a few years, the giant ship of Zhao Film Company will also withdraw from the stage of history...

Lei Yi

Few directors in Hangcheng can make war-themed movies, but Director Zhang still can’t forget about war movies after he finished filming "Badaolou". .

I thought I could finally see Ajie, but I never expected that he would only be a guest star, and after finishing filming his exterior scenes at sea, he left the crew, and I never had a chance to see him.Is this the same play on different stages? After "Shaolin" was finished, we haven't seen each other for more than half a year. Not only did he not forgive me, but he rejected me even more, to the point where he would rather change roles than play against me!why?why?

"I'm finally divorced, I'm liberated!" Azhi, who had just arrived on the island, stretched out his arms to me at the airport.

I helped him carry the luggage, and said with a wry smile, "I've never seen such a happy divorce."

"Oh, there are too many constraints in family life. I have to look at my wife's face all day long. It's almost suffocating. I like to be free and unrestrained. It's you, with a mournful face, as depressed as if you were divorced."

divorce?I thought of the bracelet, and my heart ached again.

"Hey, Xiao Yi, I, I was just joking!" A Zhi hurriedly supported my shoulder: "You have to hold on!"

I covered my chest, and when I slowly regained my composure, I frowned and said, "You're really divorced! What about the child?"

Azhi shrugged: "Leave it to my ex-wife, and I don't know how to take care of children! Give them living expenses every month to ensure their livelihood, what else can I do?"

I shook my head and said, "You are so ruthless!"

"I can't help it. I'm not a person who wants to be bound by the family. If my parents didn't force the marriage, I wouldn't get married, and I don't want to get married in the future. They want to have grandchildren, but I can't resist children. I Still want to be free!"

Gu Long invited me to drink again.Yushan doesn't like me drinking with Gu Long's group of friends very much. Now that she's back at home in Hangcheng, she's not by my side. She calls every day to supervise and check my whereabouts.I listened to her before and pushed Gu Long for many dinners, but today I was too depressed, so I took Azhi to the appointment.

The nightclub is full of feasting lights, dim and blurred.Gu Long invites a few dance girls to accompany him to drink, Ah Zhi is very excited, and praises that the companions are all high-end goods.I rolled my eyes at him, raised my glass, and stared at the amber-like red wine in the glass in a daze.

"Julie," Gu Long waved to Miss Wu sitting next to me, "You have an important task today, which is to make my friend Mr. Lei Yi drink to his heart's content and make him happy. As for how to make him happy, That depends on your means."

"Oh, what tricks does he have!" Zhu Li said coquettishly, "Mr. Lei Yi is a big star, and I am a fan of Mr. Lei Yi. I have admired him for a long time. Now that the opportunity is so rare, I can get to know him better." She Leaning towards me while speaking, her half-exposed breasts pressed against my arms: "It's too natural to be called 'Mr.', can I be called Brother Yi?"

I squinted at her and continued to stare at the wine glass, indifferent.A smile froze on her face.

Ah Zhi laughed and said: "He is strictly controlled by his wife, and he can't let go now. Take it easy, take it easy, hahaha!" After drinking for three rounds, he had already started to put his arms around Miss Wu beside him.

Mommy sitting beside Gu Long laughed loudly: "Looking at Mr. Lei Yi's rebellious appearance, how could he be a henpecked person? Julie, you must use tens of thousands of tenderness to melt Lei Yi." Sir." That "mummy" is very familiar with Gu Long, she is in her 30s, and she is graceful, talking and laughing, telling her own how to "entertain" guests.

"Oh, why do you want to get married?" Gu Long was already half drunk, shaking his head and said: "I used to think that I needed a home, but later I realized that my heart is only suitable for wandering and wandering."

"You are dead!" Mommy tapped Gu Long's forehead with her finger: "It is said that talented people are the most affectionate and ruthless. When they love you, they can hold you up to the sky and help you pick the stars and the moon; the enthusiasm fades Afterwards, you turn your face and deny people. Turning your face is faster than turning a book. Who doesn't know that you, a great talent, have lived with several women, gave birth to several children, and are still promiscuous after marriage. The four great talents in Hangcheng are the same, Either find a new love when his wife is pregnant, or continue to have fun after marriage. Even Cha Yong, who seems to be the most upright, abandoned his second wife who shared weal and woe and started a business together, and married a young man who was 20 years younger than him. Women. Wits, there is no such thing as a good thing, but women are still rushing into your arms like moths to a flame."

"This is our charm!" Gu Long pinched Mommy's waist: "Who made women prefer talented men and successful men? Who let them bump in? But, when I love them , I really love them. But, how long can a man's love last? After the breakup, I also paid the maintenance fee. You are different. When a man needs it, he will give him affection; when a man doesn't need it, he will Shut up and disappear. It saves us a lot of worry, so we like to find you."

Mommy smiled even more wildly: "A prodigal son like you, those women thought they could catch your heart, but none of them could."

Gu Long laughed loudly: "That's why I like Fengyuechang, everyone just wants to have fun, each takes what he wants, what kind of love is it, it's too troublesome!"

I was slightly drunk, without saying a word, my head began to flutter.There was a burst of fragrant wind blowing from the tip of my nose, Julie unbuttoned my shirt, slipped her bony and boneless hands into my shirt, and grinded slowly on my body.The delicate red lips pressed against my ears, and the tip of my tongue was licked lightly.Prostitutes are indeed more knowledgeable and interesting, knowing how to tease and seduce men.My eyes were drunk, and I suddenly thought that if it was Ajie at this moment, I would probably push her away in fright.Why do you think of him again?He doesn't even want to meet me when he's filming, and he's really on a different stage from the same drama as me...

"Men's world is bigger than women's!" Ah Zhi said loudly: "Women only revolve around their own small homes, how can they understand men's needs? Men want passion, adventure, freshness, and excitement, so they must not be in Hanging from a tree. Especially if you can't get married, you will tie yourself to death.

"Hmph, all men are bad at heart!" Miss Wu next to Ah Zhi named Lisa pinched Ah Zhi's ear and laughed.

"Oh, I can't say that. In the Vanity Fair of the entertainment industry, actors like us are used to seeing ups and downs, following the trend, and the world. When I am in trouble or when I am down, the only people who can help me are friends. Friends are the most precious and the most precious. Important, what role can women play? But women don't understand, and they blame me for having too many entertainments and restricting me from making friends, so I would rather get a divorce and be free."

"Actually, in the final analysis, you still blame your wife for not letting you have a good time?" Lisa pinched Azhi's nose instead.

"Hehehe, in our line of business, we have a lot of entertainment, who hasn't been divorced a few times?" Azhi touched Lisa's face and kissed: "Besides, if there is no man like us, who will take care of your business? ?”

"I know..." Julie whispered ambiguously in my ear: "You're a good man!" As she spoke, her hand began to slide down, towards my sensitive/sensitive parts.I grabbed her wrist, eyes half closed, and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth: "How do you know I'm a good man?"

She was a little dazed, and suddenly let out a coquettish snort, and fell into my arms: "Oh, brother Yi, your smile is quite sinister and unrestrained, it makes my whole body go limp."

Azhi clapped his hands and said: "Look, I said yes? Men are not bad, but women don't love them!"

Suddenly, a surge of hatred surged from the bottom of my heart: Ajie doesn't want me anyway, so what does it matter if I indulge and degenerate?I picked Julie up and kissed her smooth bare neck, shoulders and breasts.

Lisa's voice sounded next to her ears: "There are still good men, and Feng Xiangjie is one of them. His Chu Xiangshuai has fascinated our sisters. Everyone said that if you can sleep with him for one night, you will die." It's worth it. But he is a gentleman, and he is devoted to his wife, and other women don't even look at it."

"Yes, there are good men, but it's a pity that he is someone else's husband." Mummy lit a cigarette for herself and said unhurriedly.

My heart suddenly throbbed and I pushed Julie away and sat up.With an obsessed look on her face, Julie still wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed my face non-stop.

"Get out!" I shouted angrily.Probably because my expression and voice were too scary, the whole box fell silent, the girls did not dare to take a breath, and Julie turned pale with fright.

"Okay, okay, let's go out!" Gu Long waved to Mummy, Mummy understood, and took a few Miss Wu out of the box obediently.

He was mine!

There seemed to be a fire burning in my heart.I put all the wine on the wine table and drank bottle after bottle.At the end of the drink, my stomach felt like it was going to burst, and I had to rush to the bathroom to vomit, even the bile.Ah Zhi patted my back and said some comforting words, but I didn't hear them clearly.

so bitter!The mouth is so bitter, the heart is so bitter!

Why is Ajie willing to see me?How can a person have such a strong determination to hide from me to such an extent?If this continues, he will really forget me!Maybe back to Hangcheng, back to Zhao's studio, there is hope?

I can't indulge myself, I can't be depraved, otherwise I won't have a chance to meet Ajie.Ajie is an honest gentleman, so I will be an honest gentleman; if he wants to be a hero, I will also be a hero.I will do whatever he likes.So... maybe he'll accept me again?

Yushan had a big fight with me because I didn't answer her phone in time because Gu Long and I were drinking.The company that Huang Yu and I opened in Daidao also closed down. I proposed to go back to Hangcheng to renew the contract with Zhao’s company. This time Yushan agreed, probably because she was afraid that I would continue to communicate with Gulong.

After leaving for two years, I am very happy to be able to return to Zhao's company.Although after I came back, not many of the audience in Air City seemed to remember me, and the audience always liked the new and disliked the old, but as soon as I came back, I was surrounded by a familiar working environment and familiar people, and I was in a much happier mood.Most importantly, you can meet Ajie.Although on the set, as soon as he saw me, he immediately turned his head and pretended not to see me, but at least I could see him.

Yushan always questioned my whereabouts that night when I didn't answer the phone from time to time.

"Tell the truth, I kept calling you that night, why didn't you answer? Did you go to Gu Long for a drink again? Did he take you to find a woman?"

I was very guilty, but felt that if I explained it, it would become darker and darker, so I sighed and said, "You have to believe me!"

"Hmph, I don't believe it! I don't believe your cronies, and Azhi either!"

"They're my friends! Give me some face..."

"Friends? They are all people who abandoned their wives and children. I forbid you to associate with them again."

"No contacts?" I said coldly, "I don't like being threatened!"

"Threat? Do you think this is a threat? Well, if you think it is a threat, then it is a threat!" Yushan held her head up and her attitude was tough.

She refused to give in, and I also refused to compromise. The quarrel between the two escalated, and I moved to A Sheng's house temporarily in a rage.

Feng Xiangjie

Xiaoyi has returned to Hangcheng!

The air on the set seemed to be in danger.Every time I meet him inadvertently, I will set off a stormy sea in my heart.I tried not to look at him, but I knew he was there.Why... can't I avoid it?

I was sitting on a chair reading the script, and Ah Sheng was walking around beside me, as if he wanted to say something, but he stopped talking.Not long after, I saw him pulling Ah Qi and walking towards me, chatting while walking.I don't know if the chatting words reached my ears intentionally or unintentionally: "Brother Xiao Yi has moved to my house. He...cough, he had a fight with his wife."

"Snapped"!The script in his hand fell to the ground.There was a panic in my heart: Is he...unhappy?

Since breaking up with Xiao Yi, no one in the company will take the initiative to mention him in front of me.I also tried my best to restrain myself from seeking out his news.

In order to restrain myself, I often practice boxing crazily in my own gym.I wanted An Ran to practice with me, but she said that I punched too hard and with too much force, she couldn't stand it, so she gave up.Later, I asked Ah Sheng to practice with me. Ah Sheng was very diligent and willing to endure hardships.It's just that he often went to Daidao to film, leaving me alone.If there is no one to accompany me, Xiaoyi's voice and smile will appear in front of my eyes.During the years when we lived together in the dormitory, we practiced boxing together almost every morning.He imitated my posture and posed with a smirk on his face. He practiced against me provocatively and teasingly, and sometimes he was indomitable, stubborn and fearless.I pretended to be defeated by him. He saw through my tricks, but instead of poking me, he took the opportunity to sneak up on me. I quickly used my real skills to defend.Sometimes it's like practicing boxing, sometimes it's like playing around, but it's full of fun... Now practicing boxing alone has become lonely and painful.

Why is it so difficult to forget him?

And now he...is not happy...

I can't care about it, I can't care about it.Everything about him has nothing to do with me!

"Ajie, I value your friendship more than others! If you ignore me, I'd rather not have this actor!"

This sentence popped out of my memory suddenly, and my heart was severely pinched.It seemed as if I saw that happy young man again, wrapped in a warm wind, smiling heartily and saying: "What is the actor? Of course you are more important!"

How can I resist him... breaking into my heart?

Even though he doesn't love me, I can't repay his friendship to me.Can't pay back, can't pay back!Even if he is unhappy now, I can't ask...

Feeling so depressed, I dragged Asheng to drink with me, and we were staggering.An Ran didn't like me drinking, and said that every time I got drunk, she wanted to wash me up, but I struggled and refused to obey.She couldn't carry me, she couldn't help me into the bedroom.

"Send me to your house!" I drunkenly said to Ah Sheng.

I know Xiaoyi is there.I hope I can get completely drunk, but although my head is groggy, there seems to be a bright mirror in my heart.

I was placed in the guest room of Ah Sheng's house.Asheng covered me with a quilt and closed the door to leave. The room was very dark, with only some faint light that allowed people to roughly see the outline of the furniture.

Does he live in the guest room too?Which one do you live in?Am I very close to him now?Is he depressed?Are you sad?I'm most afraid of seeing him depressed, I'm afraid I can't help but go to him, accompany him, and comfort him.This has simply become an instinct and conditioned reflex!

"Lei Yi, do you have something to do?" Asheng's sister Qinglan's voice suddenly came from outside the door.

"Oh, it's nothing. I lost a button on my clothes. I went out to look for it and found it."

It's his voice!His voice!There was a loud bang in my heart like a gong!I turned over and got out of bed, walked lightly to the door, and listened to the sound outside the door.

"Are you used to living here?"

"Oh, get used to, get used to! Eat and drink every day, and my uncle and aunt are very warm and kind. Of course I'm used to it!"

"So, you are really a bit fat. I was so thin before, I didn't expect to gain weight one day!"

"Oh, it's because you have a big heart and a fat body, hahaha!"

"When you say 'beside', you don't mean fat!" Qing Lan said with a giggle.

Didn't Xiaoyi quarrel with his wife?But now chatting with Qing Lan so happily!

He is fat?I didn't even notice... After he came back, I didn't dare to look at him.

I used to cook for him, and I joked, "I'm going to feed you fat and make you a pig!" You’re as thin as a monkey, so I’m still jealous of you? But monkeys run fast, pigs run slowly. Feed them into piglets, and if you provoke me later, I’ll catch you easily!” He crossed his legs, triumphantly He said with a smile: "Hey, you are 'daydreaming', I advise you to die!"

Now that he is really fatter, he is still so smug, and he can't hear any depression.I'm still worried about him!

"Lei Yi, are you busy now?" Qing Lan continued to chat with Xiao Yi.

"Oh, it's okay, I'm free."

"I have some paintings to send to my friend's art exhibition, can you drive me there?"

"Huh? Oh... oh, good, good!"

The footsteps got farther and farther away, and the two went downstairs talking and laughing.

He wasn't depressed at all, I was stupid enough to try to comfort him!After arguing with his wife, he is still in the mood to strike up a conversation with other girls!Hmph, I've been a fool again, a complete fool!How many times will I be stupid?

Lei Yi

Asheng helped Ajie into the house.Ajie's eyes were closed tightly, his cheeks were flushed, he should be drunk.I watched him nervously, my eyes glued to him, and I couldn't get enough of him.If it wasn't for being drunk, he would never have let me get so close to him.

"Ahem, it's in the second guest room on the second floor. I'm going for a drive." Ah Sheng grabbed his coat, whistled and drove out the door.

I scrambled to the door of the second guest room and stood outside Ajie's door.Did he fall asleep in it?Is the quilt covered?Does your stomach hurt from drinking so much again?Lately I've had a stomach ache from drinking too much hard alcohol.

A door separates the two worlds.I'm outside the door, he's inside; I can't see him, and he can't see me.Ajie, I miss you very much, do you know that?Can I open the door and see you?

"Lei Yi, are you okay?"

Qinglan's voice came from behind me, and I was so frightened that I quickly squatted down, unbuttoned my cuffs, and pretended to grope around.

"Oh, it's nothing. I lost a button on my clothes. I went out to look for it and found it."

I stood up, made up excuses to perfuse Qinglan, tried to pretend nothing had happened, and chatted with her with a smile.She said I was fat.Yes, I haven’t practiced boxing or horse riding with Ajie for a long time, and I seldom even race cars, and my activity level has decreased. I am not picky about my food, and sometimes I don’t know what I am eating. The more it is, the fatter it is normal.Qinglan wanted me to send her to the art exhibition, but I hesitated, but she was Ah Sheng's older sister, so I couldn't refuse.

I thought that by sending it to the art exhibition, my mission would be over, and I would be able to return to Asheng's house to see Ajie as soon as possible.But Qinglan held me back and asked me to accompany her to help her friend decorate the gallery.By the time everything was over, it was late at night.When I returned to Asheng's house, the maid said that Ajie woke up from a sleep and left.

And... did you miss it?I'm so frustrated.But on second thought, there is hope, right?Meeting Ajie this time shows that there will be opportunities in the future.Don't be discouraged, continue to wait for the opportunity, you should be able to wait, you will definitely be able to...

However, I didn't expect that the next day, there would be gossip news in the newspaper, saying that Qinglan and I were chatting happily, having an ambiguous relationship, and looking for a new love behind my wife's back.Qinglan explained to her family, but Ah Sheng still looked at me strangely.Qinglan apologized to me, but the clearer will clear up by itself. Could it be that I ignored Qinglan because of the scribbles in the newspaper?

After seeing the newspaper, Yushan called and questioned angrily.I told her that Qinglan was going to study abroad soon, and I gagged her.But because my attitude and hers refused to soften, we are still deadlocked.