i just like you

Before Xu Xiaoxiao got together with Zhou Shan, she asked herself more than once, when did she fall in love with Zhou Shan?

Was it when he told himself nervously that he liked him?Is it when you always saw Zhou Shan's excited face during the week of taking care of him with him?Was it when you learned that Wenmin was getting married and Zhou Shan hugged herself and told herself that it was okay and I like you?Or when Zhou Shan cried and felt sorry for Wen Min when she got married?

When she went to pick up Zhou Shan for the first time, Zhou Shan always blushed.In the past, Xu Xiaoxiao thought Zhou Shan was like this because he drank too much alcohol, and hated him even more because of it.

He hated them dudes who got everything without doing anything.

There are too many differences between Zhou Shan and Wen Min.

The Wen Min he knew was knowledgeable and sensible, and always looked like a good student.Wenmin is also pursued by many people, and Xu Xiaoxiao is one of them, but Wenmin always likes to talk to him, treating him like a good friend.At that time Xu Xiaoxiao always thought maybe he was special?

Like her carefully like this, Wen Min never refused his kindness, which made Xu Xiaoxiao think that Wen Min must also like him.

Finally, when he graduated from university, Xu Xiaoxiao plucked up the courage to confess to Wen Min, but Wen Min told him that he only regarded him as a friend.She already had a boyfriend, a rich second generation.

At that time, there was a popular word called spare tire.

Maybe it was him?

Although Wen Min rejected him, Xu Xiaoxiao still couldn't forget her, he even expected that Wen Min would suddenly tell him that she actually liked him.

But in the end, what we waited for was the news that Wen Min was with someone else.

Because of Wen Min's refusal, Xu Xiaoxiao decided to work hard to win Wen Min's favor, but the boss's son always asked him to go to the bar to pick him up.

At that time Xu Xiaoxiao always thought about it, so it is the most annoying thing to say.

What he couldn't understand the most was that Zhou Shan's eyes always liked to stare at him at that time, he thought at that time, maybe Zhou Shan was just watching him make jokes, as if he was saying, "Look, you just want to Serve me."

It wasn't until later that Xu Xiaoxiao was confessed by Zhou Shan that he realized it belatedly.That may be because Zhou Shan likes herself, so she looks at her.

He should have known earlier, he had also stared at Wen Min intently.

It is so affectionate.

That day, he seemed to see himself in Zhou Shan's eyes, and he rejected Zhou Shan.But from that day on, I gradually realized how stupid I was.

He used to expect Wen Min to look back at him all the time, but he never thought that Wen Min had already drifted away from him.

Wen Min's pursuit of things is different from his, and he doesn't blame her.

He has no reason to blame her.

Just after he rejected Zhou Shan, the boss asked him to take care of Zhou Shan for a week. He had no reason to refuse, so he had to agree, but he didn't think about how to get along with Zhou Shan.

After seeing Zhou Shan, Zhou Shan saw that his expression was a little cautious and a little nervous.

He didn't think about how to take care of him, so he could only go out after cooking the meal. Originally, he didn't have to go to work, which was what the boss said.

He told Zhou Shan that he would come back to cook for him at noon.

He didn't miss the joy in Zhou Shan's eyes.Heart, also a little throbbing.

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't go to work, but walked aimlessly on the road.

Gradually, there are pedestrians, or hurrying to drive the car, or walking together talking and laughing, there are almost no people walking as slowly as him.

He didn't know where he was going, no, or he didn't know what he was doing at all.

He was struggling in his heart, not knowing how to face Zhou Shan.

Before Zhou Shan, Wen Min was the only one in his heart.It is so beautiful.

But Zhou Shan broke into his life time and time again in his own way.He also gradually got used to Zhou Shan's existence, at that time he was filled with disgust.Thinking about it now, probably he still doesn't understand Zhou Shan's approach.

Unknowingly,

Went to the square.Looking at the time, it was past ten o'clock, which was the time when there were many people.When people come and go, most people walk together, and it is difficult to hide the smile on their faces.

Xu Xiaoxiao saw a scene that he couldn't accept.

It's Wen Min.

He saw Wenmin.There was another man on Wen Min's arm.

Just listening to Wen Min's words is one feeling, but actually seeing it is another feeling.

My heart is still aching.That is the woman I have loved for so many years.

Seeing Wen Min looking at that man, it was an affectionate gaze that he had never looked at himself before.

He knew that man, named Liu Mingcheng.He is the second son of the Liu family, a real playboy.

Xu Xiaoxiao stood where he was, and Wen Min quickly spotted him.

Xu Xiaoxiao thought that Wen Min would come over, maybe like an old friend.But Wen Min's gaze shifted quickly, even bypassing him.

Wen Min's gaze never stays for him for a moment, he should have understood earlier.

At noon, Xu Xiaoxiao returned to Zhou's house, and as soon as he entered the door, he met Zhou Shan's expectant gaze.This made him think of Wen Min.

He couldn't help being a little softer towards Zhou Shan.It was rare to tell him not to go to the bar after dinner, and to wait for him to eat at night.

There was another burst of delighted eyes, and he rarely looked at Zhou Shan a few more times.He found that Zhou Shan had delicate features, but his appearance was not inferior to Wen Min's, and he was a bit more masculine.It's also interesting.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiaoxiao was shocked by his own thoughts.He actually started to observe Zhou Shan.

So he immediately took the bag and left.Zhou Shan, who was left blushing, was stunned.

He wants to calm down, where should he go?Surrounded by Wenmin's side all these years, he has never made any friends.Now I want to talk to someone, but I don't know who to talk to.

In a daze, he walked to the bar where he often picked up Zhou Shan.

At this time, the bar has not yet opened, after all, the nightlife belongs to them.

He stood stupidly at the door, his mind kept intertwining the past with Wen Min and getting along with Zhou Shan.

The current weather, when windy, is still a bit cold.The wind blows towards Xu Xiaoxiao, but it doesn't seem to have any effect on him.

The memories of Wen Min and Zhou Shan filled his mind, contradicting each other.

Then he met Ren Qiuqi.

More precisely, Ren Qiuqi recognized Xu Xiaoxiao.

Speaking of which, it was because Zhou Shan always talked to Ren Qiuqi that the phone was full of secretly taken photos.It was hard for Ren Qiuqi not to recognize him.

"Xu Xiaoxiao?" Ren Qiuqi asked cautiously, he didn't understand why he saw Xu Xiaoxiao at this time and place.According to Zhou Shan, Xu Xiaoxiao is a workaholic.

Xu Xiaoxiao looked at Ren Qiuqi with a strange face, not knowing who it was, "You are?"

"I'm Zhou Shan's friend, and I often hear him mention you." Not only often, there is almost no other topic.Ren Qiuqi silently added a sentence in his heart.

Hearing the word Zhou Shan, Xu Xiaoxiao asked in a rare way, "Does he often mention me?"

Ren Qiuqi nodded, and also observed Xu Xiaoxiao.In Zhou Shan's words, Xu Xiaoxiao is a cold and unapproachable person.

"If it's convenient, find a place to chat?" Ren Qiuqi wanted to help Zhou Shan.

If it was placed before, Xu Xiaoxiao would definitely refuse it decisively.But today he said yes.

They found a nearby cafe with a quiet environment, suitable for them to sit down and have a good chat.

"After Zhou Shan got to know you, when he talked to me again, he couldn't do without the words Xu Xiaoxiao." Ren Qiuqi smiled and said straight to the point.

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't know how to proceed, didn't answer, just looked at Ren Qiuqi.

"Actually, he never went to the bar before. Don't think that he is a man who achieves nothing. He just wants to approach you in a clumsy way. I also understand that you may not be able to accept a man for a while. I can understand that. Just like when he first told me, I was also scared. Today I just want to tell you that Zhou Shan has no malicious intentions. He just doesn’t know how to express his feelings. Me and him I have known him since I was a child, he is a very persistent but also very simple guy, if you know him, you will definitely like him. Friends like him. Or, you will like him, it’s not certain, is it?” Ren Qiuqi After talking a lot, Xu Xiaoxiao didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but looked at Ren Qiuqi seriously.

"Don't tell Zhou Shan that I met you today. I don't think he wants to burden you." Ren Qiuqi understood that Xu Xiaoxiao needed some time to accept it.After he finished speaking, he left, Xu Xiaoxiao needed to think clearly by himself.

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't know how long he had been sitting here, but when he checked the time, it was time to go back.

After returning to Zhou's house, he plunged into the kitchen. After cooking, when Xu Xiaoxiao and Zhou Shan were eating together, he began to observe Zhou Shan again, and then thinking about Ren Qiuqi's words, he thought, maybe he should start over again. Meet Zhou Shan.

"How do you cook so delicious?"

Xu Xiaoxiao was still thinking about something, Zhou Shan's words broke the silence.Maybe Zhou Shan wanted to liven up the atmosphere, but these words went straight to Xu Xiaoxiao's heart.

When he was still in school, the cafeteria was always overcrowded. He was worried that Wenmin would not eat well, so he learned to cook by himself. Although cooking was not allowed in the dormitory, he always secretly used those small electrical appliances with low power. Delivering meals to Wen Min in different ways, he thought he could always move Wen Min.

Wen Min always said to him at that time, "Xiao Xiao, the food you cook is really delicious." Then she gave him a sweet smile.

That smile can always attack Xu Xiaoxiao's heart.But it is fatal now.

"Because I like it." There was some sadness in Xu Xiaoxiao's words, which made him think of Wen Min's hand on someone else's arm, which hurt him.

"Do you like to cook?" But Zhou Shan didn't seem to be good at observing, and didn't notice Xu Xiaoxiao's abnormality, so he still pursued and asked.

"Aiwujiwu." This time, there was no silence for too long, he answered Zhou Shan and himself.

He loved Wenmin so much, and now he is so heartbroken.

Zhou Shan also finally noticed the abnormality, and didn't continue to ask, Xu Xiaoxiao looked at him with a little uneasiness hidden in his eyes.

Finally, in great silence, they finished their meal.

Not long after, Xu Xiaoxiao received a call.

It was the phone he was so familiar with.Wen Min.

"Xiao Xiao, I seem to see you today." Wen Min's words are so hurtful.

"Really, I didn't pay attention." Xu Xiaoxiao pretended to be chic, as if it wasn't him who was staring at her today.

"I'm getting married." See, Wen Min's words can always sting himself.

"Then bless you."

"Will you come to participate?"

"I'll go when I have time."

After a short greeting, they ended the conversation.

But Wen Min's words still hit Xu Xiaoxiao.Wen Min, she is going to marry someone else.

He has no time to take care of Zhou Shan's affairs, he hides in the room and dare not come out.He didn't want others to see his vulnerable side.

There seemed to be scene after scene of getting along with Wenmin in front of my eyes.

Whether happy or sad.Those are precious memories that belong to both of them.But now, Wen Min is finally going to create their own memories with others.

It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly.The second half of the sentence was probably addressed to him, but it didn't reach the point of sadness.

He didn't cry when he was rejected by Wen Min, and he didn't cry when he saw Wen Min was with someone else.But now, he knew that it was impossible for him and Wen Min to be together again.

Maybe it was because the room was too quiet, but when he heard footsteps outside the door, he was anxious but cautious.He deliberately lowered his voice.

He wanted to hug Zhou Shan.He needs love so much.

"You..." Xu Xiaoxiao looked at Zhou Shan's dazed face, and hugged Zhou Shan.

He felt Zhou Shan's hand gently pat on his back, and the feeling of grievance in his heart seemed to be vented.Tears can finally flow freely.

After gradually calming down, he looked at Zhou Shan and said, "Zhou Shan, I can't like you."

Seeing Zhou Shan's face immediately changed, he said aggrievedly, "I... know."

Xu Xiaoxiao continued, "But like you, I am not liked by the person I like."

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't look at Zhou Shan again, he finally understood that he and Wen Min were finally over in his heart.

When the moment finally arrived, he felt a little relieved.It's sad, but I still have to live on.

He thought that he could tell Zhou Shan that he was going to give up on Wen Min about everything about her.She will never be his only one again.

Talked about Wen Min's memories with Zhou Shan.

After he finished speaking, he felt much lighter, and he said, "This will be, my last time, because she is sad."

Zhou Shan put his arms around Xu Xiaoxiao lightly, Zhou Shan said, "You still have me."

Xu Xiaoxiao looked at Zhou Shan again, "But Zhou Shan, I can't like you."

I can't like you until I completely forget about Wenmin.Xu Xiaoxiao said in his heart.

"It doesn't matter, I will still like you." You can clearly feel Zhou Shan's stiffness, and you can also clearly feel Zhou Shan's simple liking.

Xu Xiaoxiao thought, maybe this is what he wants, but he still needs some time.

On the second day, they all tacitly did not mention what happened yesterday.

Xu Xiaoxiao also began to seriously record what Zhou Shan observed in his heart, and it seemed that he was on the right track.

But Zhou Shan seemed a little flustered, especially after making a phone call.During the meal, Zhou Shan obviously had something to say.

"Tomorrow..." Zhou Shan hesitated.

"I'm going to a wedding tomorrow."

When Xu Xiaoxiao heard these words, he couldn't help but think of Wen Min.The movement of the hands also stopped, but soon returned to normal.

"Do you want to go together?" Zhou Shan's cautious voice was next to his ear.

Before Xu Xiaoxiao could say anything, Zhou Shan continued, "She married someone who didn't love her, and she was pregnant with his child."

Xu Xiaoxiao nodded, put the food into his mouth, and said lightly, "It's pretty good."

"I'm sorry." Zhou Shan suddenly said apologetically.

Xu Xiaoxiao looked at Zhou Shan, maybe he should thank Zhou Shan.

It was Zhou Shan who made him come out as soon as possible, and it was Zhou Shan who let him know that there were still people who cared about him so much.

"It's okay." There was no expression on his face, not because he was angry because he cared too much, but because he really didn't know what kind of expression he should use to respond to this matter now.

This matter has nothing to do with him.Wenmin should be a stranger.

After eating, he went back to his room.It wasn't long before he heard the sound of water coming from the next door.

Thinking that Zhou Shan's hands were still not healed, it would be very difficult to take a bath, so he went over to have a look.

When he passed by, he saw Zhou Shan staring at the shower gel in a daze, that cute look couldn't help but want to laugh out loud, he restrained himself from coughing lightly.

In a blink of an eye, Zhou Shan blushed and said, "You, why did you come in?"

"Can I help you?" Xu Xiaoxiao tried hard to restrain his smile.

"no need."

Xu Xiaoxiao ignored Zhou Shan's words, went straight to the shower gel, and helped him rub his body. Zhou Shan's tight body made him laugh unconsciously.

Seeing Zhou Shan's stunned look, Xu Xiaoxiao's smile deepened. He washed Zhou Shan and put on his bathrobe. Zhou Shan realized belatedly, blushing and whispering, "Thanks."

Seeing Zhou Shan's blushing appearance, Xu Xiaoxiao unconsciously stretched out his hand to stroke his head. The hair was soft and comfortable, and he said, "You are different from those dudes."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left. Zhou Shan's hair still remained on his hand, which seemed to be a good feeling.

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't attend Wen Min's wedding, maybe she couldn't smile and bless her, after all, she loved once, even if she let go, how could she be so quick and thorough.

He found a lot of things about Wen Min at home, and he sorted them all out, and he always felt that the house suddenly seemed empty.

It's time to find someone to fill the void.

He threw Wen Min's things into the trash can, just like throwing his memory into the trash can.

Thinking that it was almost time, he went to Wen Min's wedding scene, but he didn't come to find Wen Min, he came to find Zhou Shan.

Wen Min wearing a white wedding dress is a scene he has dreamed of many times. He has always hoped to hear Wen Min's answer, "I am willing", but now the scene has come true, and the people around Wen Min are not himself.

When he looked at Wen Min, Wen Min also looked at him with eyes that he couldn't understand.But now he doesn't want to understand anymore.He looked at Zhou Shan, Zhou Shan's eyes were still uneasy.

Zhou Shan ran to Xu Xiaoxiao, Xu Xiaoxiao said to Zhou Shan, "Let's go."

This wedding can be regarded as the end of Wen Min's drawing in his heart.He is about to start his new life.

"Aren't you going to have a word with her?"

Xu Xiaoxiao looked at Zhou Shan.Perhaps he should have discovered that Zhou Shan is so cute.

"No need, I said it, that was the last time I felt sorry for him." Xu Xiaoxiao pulled Zhou Shan away from the wedding scene.

But as soon as he got in the car, Zhou Shan began to cry, looking very sad.

Xu Xiaoxiao still remembers Zhou Shan crying and saying to him, "Xu Xiaoxiao, I like you."

In the next days with Zhou Shan, Zhou Shan will still say that he likes him.

But Xu Xiaoxiao didn't dare to respond, he said, "Don't like me anymore."

While taking care of Zhou Shan tenderly, he didn't dare to promise Zhou Shan at the same time.

Facing too many unknowns, he hopes to give Zhou Shan a stable and warm world, and he is also working hard in his own way.

A week together is too short, but we have experienced a lot.

After Zhou's father came back, he applied to study abroad. Perhaps after a brief separation from Zhou Shan, he could use this time to persuade his parents to accept Zhou Shan. He didn't want Zhou Shan to accept other people's strange eyes, although he couldn't Let everyone take it, but at least he hopes to be able to persuade his parents.

In the generation of parents, this incident is really unacceptable, it is simply ridiculous.But Xu Xiaoxiao resisted stubbornly with his own stubbornness.

Parents, after all, end up with their own children and finally nodded in agreement.

Xu Xiaoxiao also planned to return to Zhou Shan immediately and tell him well.

During this period, he received a call from Zhou Shan.

Zhou Shan was at the bar, he could hear Zhou Shan was very sad.

But without confirmation, he still couldn't make a promise to Zhou Shan.

"You really, don't like me anymore." Xu Xiaoxiao said this, he thought, even if Zhou Shan gave up because of this, he would admit it, he didn't want to give Zhou Shan an unblessed future.

But now, he can finally tell Zhou Shan what he wants.

But encountered some obstacles.

He met Wenmin.

He and Wen Min went to a quieter place, and he saw Zhou Shan on the way, but he wanted to make it clear with Wen Min before going to Zhou Shan, so he didn't go forward, he wanted to explain it to Wen Min as soon as possible.

"Xiao Xiao, I divorced him." This was Wen Min's first sentence.

"Huh?" Xu Xiaoxiao didn't understand what she meant.

"He didn't treat me well at all, and the child was miscarried because of an accident. I knew he didn't want my child. I found out that the person I like the most is you. Xiao Xiao, is there still a chance for us?" Wen Min pitifully The appearance, anyone who sees it will feel pity.

If it was in the past, Xu Xiaoxiao would definitely agree without hesitation, because he pretended to be Wenmin in his heart.But now, the person has already changed.He has no extra affection for Wenmin.What's more, he knew that Wen Min came to him only because he was dumped.His heart has long since run out of pity.

"No more. Wen Min, I'm in love with someone else." His eyes didn't give Wen Min any more attention, but when he thought of Zhou Shan, his face had the look that he only had when he thought of Wen Min.

Zhou Shan is still waiting for him.he thinks.

"Wen Min, take care of yourself from now on." He paused, and continued, "Wen Min, I don't love you anymore. Don't look for me again, there will be someone who needs me more than you."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left without looking at Wen Min again.He needs to explain to Zhou Shan, he doesn't want to make Zhou Shan sad anymore.

After waiting for Zhou Shan at Zhou's house for a while, Xu Xiaoxiao's heart ached when seeing Zhou Shan come back in a daze.

"Zhou Shan, can I talk to you?"

After explaining to Zhou Shan, I finally saw Zhou Shan's smile.

"Zhou Shan, I think I might like you."

"Thank you for liking me."

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Perhaps Xu Xiaoxiao's self-doing was wrong, but the final outcome was good.They are all interpreting the definition of love in different ways. After being together, they will always run in and learn from each other.It will get better and better.isn't it?

The author has something to say: more than 6000 words, I am too lazy to divide it into two chapters and post it, anyway, it will be posted in one day, so I will post it today.

Many places are abbreviated. After all, it has been written in the main text. Even if it is written from Xu Xiaoxiao's perspective, there will be different discoveries.

That's how it ends spicy~