bury my love with your smile

"He?..." Ye Chenxuan didn't understand Bi Sen's words.

"Lin Sen..."

"Lin Sen?!"

"Yes, brother, I... saw him."

Ye Chenxuan was overwhelmed by Bi Sen's serious but happy expression, what did his brother say just now?Lin Sen?Has he seen Lin Sen? !How can it be!

"Brother, don't..."

"Brother, do you think I'll make fun of Lin Sen?"

"..." The answer in Ye Chenxuan's heart made him speechless for a while.

Bi Sen stared at the deep blackness in the distance, and smiled a little bleakly and weakly...

Slowly closing his eyes, he fell to the lake outside the balcony.

At the very moment, Ye Chenxuan tightly grasped Bi Sen's arm to prevent him from falling into the water.Ye Chenxuan hugged the unconscious Bi Sen, unable to calm down any longer, violently shook Bi Sen's shoulders to wake him up, but Bi Sen seemed to be lost in the courtyard...

Looking at his younger brother's pale face lying on the bed, Ye Chenxuan's heart was in a mess.

"What's going on?!" Ye Hanyu also nervously grabbed Ye Chenxuan's hand and asked.

Ye Chenxuan shook his head mockingly and said, "Who knows what this kid did, it just happened like this all of a sudden."

Ye Hanyu walked to Bisen's bed, sat down, and stroked Bisen's forehead. "I have a little fever."

"Well, it must be a person who has been blowing the wind by the lake for a long time."

"Chenxuan, go buy some medicine and come back."

"Go and go yourself."

"Chenxuan..." Ye Hanyu was a little surprised to be rejected by Ye Chenxuan in such an emotionless voice for the first time.

"Just let him go, anyway, isn't this what he wants?!" Ye Hanyu's sudden anger made Ye Hanyu feel for the first time that the person in front of him was really the Ye Chenxuan he knew.

"Chen Xuan, are you going to give up on your brother?"

"Isn't that better for him?"

"Are you tired?"

"Yes! I'm tired, how could I have such a younger brother!!!"

Ye Hanyu frowned and stared at Ye Chenxuan, there was something silvery in his eyes.

"Chenxuan... how can you say that, I know, you are actually the most worried about your brother, aren't you?"

Ye Chenxuan just kept a cold face and didn't answer.

"Don't say these words against your heart, okay? I know you want your brother to be happy more than anyone else, but this dream is too far away, isn't it?"

"Maybe, but that was once."

Ye Hanyu shook his head fiercely and said: "No, I believe that your love for your brother will not be divided into the past and the future, don't lie to me, you think that if you are like this, Bisen can really... I think you understand , my brother is almost unable to support me, I don't believe you will deprive my brother of the time he has left."

Still no answer.

"My brother has always been too lonely...Chen Xuan, don't say such things anymore, can't we give my brother the last affection while we still have the possibility? I know you must think so, but it's very contradictory, isn't it? ?”

Ye Chenxuan still didn't answer, but just hugged Ye Hanyu tightly in front of him, probably acquiescing.

For Ye Chenxuan, there was nothing he could do.When he saw Lian for the first time, he had a little fantasy in his heart, hoping that Bisen could be Lin Sen's substitute, but he didn't expect Bisen to deceive everyone. The relationship is good, but only Bi Sen knows that no matter who it is, Lin Sen will always be a unique existence in this world, and no one can replace him.So Ye Chenxuan understands that fantasies are fantasies after all, he can no longer see his beloved younger brother suffer so much.

At this moment the phone vibrated, Ye Chenxuan went to the balcony outside the room, closed the French windows, and then answered the phone.

"Hey."

"Brother Chenxuan, did Bi Sen find it?" Lian's voice came from the phone.

"Well, found it."

"Where did you find it, is he all right?"

"It's okay."

"Wei will be very worried when he finds out. I'll go back tomorrow, and I'll look for you when the time comes."

"If you want to find us, come to China."

"how?"

"Beeson is here."

"Ah, so that's the case, then tell me the address so that I can find you when the time comes."

"En..." Ye Chenxuan hung up the phone and took a long breath.

"Why did you let Lian come?" Ye Hanyu asked.

"Let him meet Bi Sen for the last time. After all, he is also the one who loves Bi Sen, although he doesn't know how he loves..."

Ye Hanyu lowered his head without answering, looking at his younger brother who was lying quietly on the bed, the white who was close to death made his heart throb.

"Chenxuan, I'll go buy medicine first." Before Ye Chenxuan could answer, Ye Hanyu stepped out of the room first.

"Who is more selfish..." Ye Chenxuan looked at the sleeping Bi Sen and said to himself.

"People are selfish, aren't they?" Harajuku Hitosuke walked into the room.

"Hehe..." Ye Chenxuan continued with a self-deprecating smile: "I always selfishly hope that my brother can stay by my side forever. When Lin Sen appeared, I felt a crisis. Lin Sen, who is in love with me, will take my brother away from me, but my brother's actions have told me, and he also selfishly hopes that Lin Sen will always belong to him...

And now... Lin Sen is also selfishly hoping that his younger brother can go to his side.It's really a family... But the wishes of the three cannot be fulfilled at the same time. We all just want to be what we want, but in the end, one party will not be able to do so. Of course, I understand that it must be me in the end. wish in vain. ""I also understand that it's useless to say anything now, the matter has come to this point, we can only let nature take its course, we can only silently guard our brother until the end, right? Let's cheer up, I believe my brother doesn't want to see us too worried, Presumably he doesn't want us to see him like this, just because he can't be suppressed now..."

Early the next morning, when Bi Sen woke up, Ye Chenxuan saw Bi Sen woke up with a smile, and he knew what it meant.

"Brother, why are you here?"

"I just came to wake you up, so you just woke up." Of course Ye Chenxuan couldn't tell Su Bisen that he sat here all night.

"Well, I'll get up right away."

"Brother, what do you want to do when you come back here?"

"Well... I want to go to many places."

"Are you going to see Lin Sen?"

"En!" Bi Sen's smile prevented Ye Chenxuan from speaking harshly.

"Would that brother accompany you?"

"Okay!" Bi Sen, who was as innocent as a child, reminded Ye Chenxuan of Bi Sen when he was a child, how happy he was at that time, without any sadness or trouble, just looking at him made him feel cheerful, but now Bi Sen It makes people cherish it more than before, not only because of the signs that he is about to leave, but also because of how fragile he is now. Although he always smiles, everyone knows that it is a disguise, pretending to be crazy Until I don't even know myself anymore.

It was a journey only for the heart to find the long lost dream

My lonely soul won't wait any longer calling for my own breeze

A clear morning without warning, a dream without opinion, a void

It seems that the coldness in my heart has been washed away, and I have come to the city of premonitions

Can you let the dream in your heart win? In the dark, your eyes only follow your life

It was supposed to be a happy song, but it will be accompanied by a lifetime because of obstacles

I don't know what kind of dream this is, but it sinks my longing heart

No one will understand my heart, it's a wordless impossibility

Ye Chenxuan walked slowly with Bi Sen all the way, Bi Sen was jumping in front of him, as if he was about to see his treasure, suddenly, everything went back to the time when Lin Sen was still there, remember that time Bisen is what he is now, maybe because he walked in the same place and the same street, Bisen had such a reaction.

"Brother, where are we going to meet Lin Sen?"

"Lin Sen's home." c

"Oh." Ye Chenxuan replied simply, following behind Bi Sen, he couldn't figure out why he had to go to Lin Sen's house after such a long time, even if he really went, is the house really still there? ?

Walking to the gate of the community, the old man who guards the gate suddenly saw Bi Sen.

"Oh, why did Bi Sen come here today? I haven't seen you for a long time. You've grown up so much."

"Well, I went abroad before, so I didn't have a chance to see you."

"Really, I miss you a lot after you haven't come for so long, who is this?" The old man looked at Ye Chenxuan behind Bi Sen and asked.

"Oh, my brother, he came with me today."

"Well, then you guys go upstairs..." The old man understood very well and didn't say anything more.

"Well, let's go first, take care of your health." After speaking, he walked into the courtyard of the community.

Lin Sen's home was on the top floor of the West Unit. Walking to the door, Ye Chenxuan looked at Bi Sen and took out a silver key out of nowhere.With the sound of the lock turning, the door was instantly opened.

The house, which has not been lived in for a long time, is covered with thick dust. Walking into the house, the sound of footsteps on the wooden floor echoes in the empty and dead room, and there is an indescribable coldness.Ye Chenxuan followed Bi Sen into a room, which should be the master bedroom, and it must be Lin Sen's room. Looking at Bi Sen's back, Ye Chenxuan suddenly felt that this was where Bi Sen finally belonged. From the moment Bi Sen knew Lin Sen, Bi Sen no longer belonged to him.

Bi Sen opened the drawer on the bedside table, and carefully flipped through the contents, as if looking for something, Ye Chenxuan turned and left the room, and wandered around the house of his brother's favorite person.

"Lin Sen, I promise you to come to see you, are you happy?" Ye Chenxuan suddenly heard Bi Sen's words, and went to the door of the room to watch quietly, neither going in nor disturbing Bi Sen.

"Why did you stop talking all of a sudden and let me come to you by myself. Now I know what you are thinking, but I am angry. Why don't you tell me yourself? You didn't answer me when I asked you, did you?" Hate me? I know I won’t, but I really want to hear you talk, Lin Sen, I’ll ignore you if you don’t talk anymore, I’m angry! Don’t just look at me and smile, laugh again and I’ll leave Oh!" Ye Chenxuan suddenly listened to Bi Sen's words in surprise, Bi Sen was talking to Lin Sen?I can understand it when talking to myself, but the sentence "Don't just look at me and smile" made Ye Chenxuan's doubts to the highest point. Obviously, there was no one in the room except Bi Sen. Could it be that Bi Sen saw it? What is Lin Sen's soul?Impossible, how could there be such a thing in this world, or the hallucination Bisen saw?Is it Lin Sen created by Bi Sen himself?

Thinking of this, Ye Chenxuan didn't dare to think about it, he didn't want to see Bisen like this, obviously Bisen still knew how to get back here, remembered everything, and didn't even forget the past, Ye Chenxuan repeatedly told My younger brother is normal, but how can I explain this? !Is it possible that the soul really exists?

"Brother..." Ye Chenxuan suddenly said tentatively.

"En?" Bi Sen turned to look at Ye Chenxuan without much reaction.

"Brother, Lin Sen has come to see me."

"...!" What was Bi Sen talking about, what was he thinking and what was he seeing? !

"En..." At this time, I can only follow Bi Sen.

"But Lin Sen doesn't talk to me." Looking at Bi Sen's melancholy face because of being coquettish, Ye Chenxuan no longer knew what to do.

"Brother, let me live here today, okay, I want to accompany Lin Sen."

"En..." After Ye Chenxuan answered briefly, he turned and exited the room and closed the door, leaning on the door panel and listening to Bi Sen's continued muttering to himself in the room, what should he do now?Do you like Bi Sen just like this, but he can't accept Bi Sen like this...

When it came to what made Bisen become like this, he couldn't believe that it was only because Bisen was too depressed, there must be other reasons.

"Hey, Han Yu, please take all of Lin Sen's books that Bi Sen brought to No. 903, [-]th Floor, XX Community... Well, as soon as possible." After hanging up the phone, Ye Chenxuan looked at the ceiling, all he knew was Bi Sen I have been flipping through Lin Sen's books, maybe there are some clues in it.

Not long after, Ye Hanyu brought Lin Sen's books to Lin Sen's home.

"Why are you here alone, whose house is this?"

Ye Chenxuan didn't answer, but just winked at Ye Hanyu. Ye Hanyu followed the direction Ye Chenxuan pointed and found that Bi Sen was there. Looking back at the book she brought, she instantly understood where it was.

"Why did you suddenly ask me to bring all of Lin Sen's books?"

"Go and see what my younger brother looks like now." Ye Chenxuan showed pain on his face.

Ye Hanyu walked to the door of the room and looked at Bisen talking to himself, but he didn't have the same doubts as Ye Chenxuan. Maybe he had suspected it a long time ago, but he didn't say it all the time. He always felt that there was something else What they didn't know was that they knew that Lin Sen didn't know where Lin Sen lived for so long, and they didn't even know where Lin Sen was buried in the end.

At that time, Bi Sen was only allowed to handle it alone. Bi Sen told them that he wanted to send Lin Sen away alone to accompany him on the final journey.