One by one

Yu Yiduan sat on the sofa in the studio, with his hands on his knees, showing a well-behaved, dignified and lovely image.If it weren't for his thief-like eyes, he always glanced at Luo Lian at the tea table.

Luo Lian brought over the milk after a while, put it on the coffee table in front of Yu Yi, and leaned against the wall with a cup, staring at him with a pair of dark eyes motionless.

Obviously he was the one who should respond at this time, why did he look like the one being audited?Yu Yi nervously took a sip from the white porcelain cup: "Well, don't you have anything to say?"

"In the middle of the night, it's still raining outside, how did you come here?" Luo Lian said in a deep voice.

When he spoke, the water droplets from his hair dripped down along the curly arc, landed on his collarbone, and slipped into his clothes unimpeded.Yu Yi's eyes seemed to be rolling down with the drop of water, his face was flushed, and he was dreaming.

Luo Lian had changed his clothes a long time ago, simple short sleeves, shorts, and slippers, but his hair was not dried. Seeing Yu Yi's gaze now, he squinted his eyes: "You didn't bring an umbrella?"

"I didn't notice it when I went out, but I just came here and didn't notice it was raining." Yu Yi touched his head guiltily, "Besides, it's raining so lightly, you don't see how wet I am."

"The hair is half wet." Luo Lian sighed after a long time, "What stimulated you, did something happen?"

"Please don't talk about other things, it makes me feel very embarrassed." Yu Yi crossed Erlang's legs and sank himself into the sofa, but his eyes were always looking at Luo Lian unscrupulously.

His eyes are too bare|naked, even if Luo Lian is not close to masculinity, he still thinks he is domineering and rascal enough. If his eyes have shape, Yu Yi probably will strip him of his clothes.

"Enough is enough." Luo Lian's voice contained a strong warning, "Even if you suddenly come to tell me this, I can't give you any response."

Yu Yi smiled, put down the cup, leaned forward, and forced Luo Lian to lean against the wall completely: "Even if I fell in love with you at first sight in the darkroom that day, it's not surprising that I fell in love with you at first sight. Besides, someone told me that you are not indifferent to me." interest."

Luo Lian's eyes couldn't detect his words, and the occasional eagerness to move subsided in an instant.He looked at Yu Yi calmly and contemplatively: "Because others may like you, can you easily express your liking?"

After being reminded by Luo Lian, Yu Yi felt that he was being too impatient, instead he seemed a little frivolous.

To be honest, the heavens can learn from him to Luo Lian, he was not frivolous at all.

He was just too impatient.

Yu Yi and Luo Lian held each other for a while, then laughed as if defeated, held Luo Lian's hand on his chest, and said softly, "I'm wronged, my heart is about to jump out..."

His soft tone was like a little snake, with a soft rhyme in its tail, Luo Lian felt that it was piercing into his heart, sore and itchy.Really unable to hold on, he withdrew his hand and pushed Yu Yi: "Go take a shower, you're going to catch a cold."

In the past, when they met in the darkroom for the first time, Yu Yi would never have imagined that such a man who was invulnerable to guns and guns and abstinence would relax one day, worrying that he would catch a cold.This contrast gave him a kind of mental stimulation, his earlobes were about to bleed, and he was short of breath.Regardless of Yu Yi's reaction, Luo Lian went to the bathroom and took a towel out to wipe his head, which meant that the bathroom was given over to him.

Yu Yi still smiled where he was, and went into the bathroom obediently.

As soon as I entered, my whole body seemed to be drained of strength, and I sat on the toilet for a while.He was only slightly drunk from drinking, and although his confession just now was sincere, it was by no means a long-planned accident, but an unexpected accident.Right now, he poured cold water on his face in front of the mirror to cool down, and the alcohol went down a little bit. Thinking about what he did just now, he suddenly felt dizzy, illusory and a little unreal.

Is this the confession to Luo Lian?

Outside the door, Luo Lian let out a long breath when he heard the sound of the shower in the bathroom after a while.On the surface, he seems to have no waves, even calm, but in fact, his heart is already turbulent, far from calm.It was rare for him to touch his body in a daze, and he didn't touch the cigarette case before he remembered that he had changed his clothes.

After lighting a cigarette, Luo Lian lay on the railing of the balcony, quietly blowing mist against the moonlight.The smell of cigarettes lingered around him, helping him clear his mind.

Yu Yi quickly took a shower and came out, only holding the clothes he had changed in his hands, and wearing another set of Luo Lian's bathrobe on his body without authorization.The neckline is loose, and the delicate collarbone can be seen, and the short hair sticks to the neck because of the humidity.

When Luo Lian turned around and saw him, his breath suddenly tightened, and his gaze stared at him as if with penetrating power, there was a hint of harshness in it, but that harshness was linked to depression.

Yu Yi ignored Luo Lian's high-pressure gaze, lifted the clothes in his hand, and shrugged indifferently: "I just took them off on the ground, but I didn't expect the door to be closed tightly, and it was all wet."

Sure enough, it was wet, still dripping through the fingers.

"I'll bake it for you." Luo Lian reluctantly went to pick it up.

Yu Yi followed him, walked through the film development room and the photography room, and found that there was still a room in the second apartment, a simple open kitchen connected to the bedroom, and a bathroom with a dryer inside. and washing machine.

It turned out that a simple residence was placed in the studio, but judging from the scale and layout, I am afraid that Luo Lian did not live there temporarily, but often lived here.No wonder there was a set of pajamas in the bathroom just now, this bathroom was used by Luo Lian.The tip of the nose was filled with a faint scent of soap locust, which was the scent of shampoo and soap Luo Lian used, as well as the bathrobe on his body.It also seems to have a faint smell of washing water.But after a while, Yu Yi felt as if he had become Luo Lian's belonging.This realization made his heart tense.

Luo Lian threw his clothes into the dryer, saw Yu Yi was still looking around his room, coughed uncomfortably, and Yu Yi came back to his senses.

The two went outside and smoked another cigarette each, their hair was wet.

"I've been inquiring about a lawsuit recently. But, well, how should I put it, it's a bit complicated. Now I feel that there is a big winner behind the scenes, so I plan to find him out too." Yu Yi naturally began to talk to Luo Lian. This matter, "If it is true in the end, and I am really targeted, that would be terrible."

Because Yu Yi spoke too secretly, Luo Lian frowned, flicked the cigarette ash, and did not answer.

Yu Yi saw the slightly confused look on his brow, smiled lightly, turned around and leaned against the railing: "To make a long story short, I just found out in the past few days that there may be someone I don't know who has been trying to kill him behind his back. Me. If it is true, the incident of plagiarism that was revealed at the beginning, and the fact that Dafei was almost "on-demand" by others a while ago, which led to plagiarism, were all planned by the person behind it. Sometimes I think People's malice always comes without warning, and I can't explain the reason. Although I have understood this truth for so many years, and I also know that the person is not my relative or friend, but when I am maliciously hurt, I still feel puzzled and feel sad."

Luo Lian did not speak quietly, looking at Yu Yi.

"But you may not understand. Sometimes I envy you. You can live a simple and direct life." Yu Yi smiled, "But animals with complicated human affairs have complex psychology, complex emotions, and complex communication. This society is also very complicated. It may be more difficult than anything else to be able to live simply."

"How do you know if you don't fight for it?" Luo Lian opened his mouth, finally turned his eyes away, and took a deep breath. The fiery red light flickered on his fingertips, "Everything has a reason for its existence, but you have to use a positive perspective to see it." Look at it. Politics, art, emotion, family, are all complicated, but closely related. But when you take them apart, you can understand their means by understanding their purpose. The problem is the essence.”

Luo Lian's reasoning was very obscure, but Yu Yi still listened attentively.He found that he liked Luo Lian to brainwash him more and more, even if he couldn't fully accept or understand, it would still make Yu Yi feel happy.

"There is no more than one hand who can listen to what you say so seriously?" Yu Yi suddenly laughed.

Luo Lian also lowered his head and smiled, and flicked the cigarette ash again: "Actually, the effects of film and digital are the same. Nowadays, digital has fully grasped the vanguard, and the works produced are better than film. It’s perfectly fine for me to play film and digital at the same time, but do you know why I’m only interested in film?”

Yu Yi thought for a while: "Because you are not a photographer, you are an artist. The work itself is a part of expressing the art of photography, but it is not the whole. For you, the act of film photography itself has a greater meaning, right? But why did you suddenly tell me this?"

"The charm of film lies in it." Luo Lian looked up at the starry sky above his head, "You have to take every photo with care, thinking that there are only 36 photos in a roll, and it will take you two hours to develop them afterwards .It burns money and time, and most importantly, because you can’t see what you just finished shooting, it burns your expectations for each photo. So every time you press the shutter, you cherish it and be serious , not random, can be deleted. Then during the waiting period, you will feel anxious and look forward to it, but sometimes the effect of washing out is not satisfactory, or a photo you took very well is washed out by you broken."

"There are always many accidents..."

"That's right, there are always many accidents." Luo Lian smiled softly, "The unknown is its charm. The same is true for you, Yu Yi. When the human affairs are exhausted, let's listen to the destiny. Everything that is important to you, as long as you do your best. It’s enough to work hard and have a clear conscience. Life is very similar to filming. You can’t change, delete, or go back, and you can’t even deny that it doesn’t exist. But as long as you keep looking forward, every picture you They will be filmed seriously, and everything will be done well, these processes are far more important than the ending."

It was almost morning when Yu Yi walked out of Luo Lian's studio.Calculating hastily, this is also the first time the two have had such a long conversation.

Standing under the dim streetlight downstairs, he slowly smoked another cigarette.The smoke passed through the lungs, and there was an indescribable dizziness.The heartbeat in his chest has slowed down, and the alcohol has long since faded away.He thought back to how recklessly he came to confess to Luo Lian today, but there wasn't much charming thing happened between the two of them, instead they were poured a bowl of chicken soup in a serious way, and he wanted to laugh.

At least, Luo Lian is not as invulnerable as he was at the beginning.Yu Yi could even feel that he and Luo Lian had no intersection at the beginning, but now they are slowly entering into his life, into a part of this man's relationship.He didn't shut himself out, and his words were not dull.Then it can be understood that he does not resist his liking.

In fact, how can it be just not contradictory?

Luo Lian stood in the high-rise apartment, opened the curtain with one hand, and looked quietly at Yu Yi downstairs under the light.Many sudden feelings slowly poured into my heart.He seldom thinks or pays attention because of one person.This feeling is not unfamiliar, and now it is pouring into his mind a little bit like power.

Yu Yi turned his head and looked at the warm yellow lights on the tenth floor, as if he vaguely saw a figure standing behind the window lattice.

He knew it was Luo Lian, but he wasn't sure if Luo Lian was looking at him.But Yu Yi still smiled, threw away the cigarette, waved his hand, and walked into the endless night.

Time to make some changes.

His life was too complicated before he met Luo Lian.But this man told him bit by bit that his heart had not changed.So he has to go back to basics.