The Records of the Library

There were countless laps, but He Ai just kept moving forward with his legs, and the time passed in the change of his left and right legs, until the headlights on the side of the playground suddenly went out, and the instant switching between light and dark gave people the illusion of blindness .

In the boundless silent night, he saw an empty figure reaching out to him: "I am here."

He Ai went as far as he could, only grabbing a handful of Ye Shi.

He woke up on the bed in the bedroom.The calf muscles that were overexercised were still throbbing and aching. He adjusted his breathing and stared blankly at the smallpox in a daze.

The room is very quiet, so the noise of the aging air conditioner is particularly harsh.

This may be his fate.He Ai was thinking at night when he couldn't sleep peacefully.He had learned to be smart, and he tried to be a trustworthy person who was willing to tell important things, but he didn't wait for this transformation to bear fruit in the end.He probably has a deceptive magnetic field in him, and people who say they want to treat him well end up hurting him the most.

As he thought about it, he heard sobs faintly, thinking that he was crying in a trance, but his fingertips touched his dry eyelashes.

It can only be the second person in the dormitory.

The cry was extremely low, short and slight inhalation, barely audible under the cover of noise.

How long has he been crying?He Ai couldn't help thinking, just took out her phone and looked at it, it was 4:02 in the morning.

But he didn't want to comfort him, they haven't gotten to know each other well, and the reason why Lan Ting chose to vent in the middle of the night might not want him to notice.

Lan Ting sat up suddenly, the cold light of the air-conditioning indicator light reflected on his face, revealing the red eye sockets and the tip of his nose, tears were scattered on his face, and he spoke softly.

A drop of water fell on the surface of the water, and there was a quiet sound, and the memories of the day You Wan left home flooded in like a torrent, and He Ai was at a loss for a moment, unable to react to what he said.

Lan Ting lifted the quilt, and climbed off the shelf lightly, He Ai only regarded it as nonsense, and heard Lan Ting went to the bathroom, the door was closed, and the crying became more presumptuous after a while.

It was dawn, and the light of dawn came in through the window, the sound of birdsong, and the crying in the bathroom gradually stopped.

He Ai held up her mobile phone, shut off the first sound of the alarm clock, neatly folded the quilt and got out of bed.Lan Ting just came out, and the two met face to face. Seeing that he was in a state of distress, with red and swollen eye circles, He Ai quickly missed his sight and went to wash himself.

After he put on his shoes, before going out for a morning run, Lan Ting was looking at the mirror, playing with something, but he didn't cry anymore.

He Ai went to the sports field near the living area. From yesterday to today, he went to and from the field several times, just for the dopamine produced after the exercise, which made him feel temporarily relaxed.

Today is the last day of the training camp, except that every time He Ai accidentally sees Mao Ziqi, Mao Ziqi yells that he wants to bite me, right? It ended smoothly.The coach explained the dietary precautions, and naturally there was no dinner party after the end. He Ai scribbled a meal in the cafeteria, didn't want to go back to the dormitory, and went to the library instead.

On the way, He Qishan suddenly sent a message, he said it was not Maomao's fault, don't blame him.There is also a video attached.

He Ai picked a stone chair and sat down, put on the earphones, the video showed You Wan with a pale face, she was wearing a woolen hat, he only took one look, then put the screen upside down on his lap, unable to see it anymore second glance.

There was a "buzzing" in his ear, only to hear You Wan choked up: "...you, how can I make my mother feel at ease. My mother doesn't want to make you sad, so I have to tell everyone not to tell you, and you must not blame them. Ai Ai has been with her mother for so long, and it ended up being so short. It doesn't matter if she doesn't see her again. You will be heartbroken after seeing her now. I still want to be the most beautiful mother in the world that Ai Ai said... "

She is so gentle and yet so cruel.

He Ai didn't have the courage to continue listening, put the phone in his pocket, and continued to walk towards the library, but his footsteps were heavy, his body had never been so heavy, like hundreds of millions of catties of sadness were on his shoulders.

He didn't know how long it took him to get to the elevator entrance on the first floor of the school map. The elevator went down, and the students in the room filed out. In his farthest corner.

It's Lanting.

He Ai casually pressed the button to the third floor, Lan Ting didn't make a sound, no one came in again, the door was closed, and the whole room went up in silence.

When the number was about to jump to 3, the lights on the top of the elevator suddenly went out. At the same time, both of them heard a loud noise above their heads, and the elevator stopped.

The microphone sounded at the right time: "There is a sudden failure of the circuit, students in the elevator, don't be afraid, wait a moment, we will help you out as soon as possible."

Lan Ting leaned in the corner and didn't make a sound from the beginning to the end. Except for the moment of panic when the elevator stopped, he was in a good mood now, but he didn't know what happened to He Ai, he was afraid of the dark...

Lan Ting pinched the skin on the back of his hand hard, not letting himself continue thinking.

"Senior Brother Lan." He Ai suddenly called him, her voice a little hoarse, "You owe me two hours, just five more minutes."

Before Lan Ting could speak, He Ai reached out and grabbed his arm.His palm was still warm, but his fingers were cold.

"I'm afraid of the dark, is that okay?"

Lan Ting felt the chill on his hands, as if it was winter.

"……All right."

He Ai took two steps closer, almost half of his body was close to him, Lan Ting could even smell the smell on his skin, and at the same time, he could feel him trembling more clearly.

Lan Ting's voice was still nasal: "Are you scared?"

"scared."

He Ai said.He was half a head taller than Lan Ting, and his breath was blowing against his ear.

Lan Ting fell silent.

He Ai didn't know what he was thinking, probably he was already impatient, but he suddenly understood He Qishan, people need warmth to live, if one day lose it, they will naturally get it from other places.After all, loyal and unswerving love is a minority in the world.

Lan Ting was moved by the arm held by him, and 5 minutes should have passed, He Ai let go of it tactfully, but before he could retract his hands, his arms, even his waist, were tightly hugged.

Lan Ting was also shaking, and He Ai felt that the front of her clothes was slowly getting wet. All Lan Ting's grievances seemed to have an outlet, and she buried herself in his arms and began to cry.

He Ai suddenly remembered You Wan's words, the sentence before all the words.

"Mom knows that you are not afraid of the dark, but you are afraid of losing and being alone."

I am not afraid anymore.He Ai thought.He understands He Qishan, but he is not He Qishan. He used to have light in his heart, but now that the light is gone, he will find it back.

He let Lan Ting hold him until the light came back on again.

That's all the hugs he offered.

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