Can't let go

Probably because a secret matter that was on his mind was finally uttered, his tense spirit suddenly relaxed, and his body collapsed accordingly.Geng Jie and Nanjin hugged each other and slept all night. Nanjin was the first to notice that Geng Jie's body temperature was not right, and he couldn't wake up. At this point, but the mental exhaustion is too much, it automatically enters a dormant state.

To put it bluntly, he fell asleep.

Now Aunt Hua had no choice but to rush over from home to take care of the two patients.Fortunately, this is an advanced ward, and the boundaries between departments are not as strict as in ordinary wards, so the hospital allows them to live in the same ward.

Compared with when Geng Jie was sick when Nanjin was sick, Nanjin behaved much better now that Geng Jie was sick.The nurse comforted him: "Don't worry, he is just too tired." Nanjin smiled and said, "I know."

Now no one insisted on covering his eyes, but when the nurse gave him an injection, he turned to look at Geng Jie.After the nurse said yes, he turned his head and said thank you gently.

The nurse couldn't tell, but she always felt that his temperament was different.

When Geng Jie woke up, Nanjin was beside him, his mouth was parched, Nanjin helped him up to feed him some water, and asked, "Do you want any more?"

"What's the matter?" Geng Jie was a little confused, he didn't understand what was going on, and he couldn't keep his voice out of his words.

Nanjin told him: "You are sick."

Geng Jie smiled and said, "Now you will serve me?"

"I can't serve you, Aunt Hua will serve you." Nanjin also smiled.His smile has always been very shallow, but very good-looking.

Geng Jie looked at him with good eyes, even though he was still muttering: "Little thing with no conscience."

But Aunt Hua had to go back to cook, and she didn't sleep in the hospital at night, and the two of them spent more time together.Geng Jie has always been in good health, but this time the illness really comes like a mountain and goes away like a thread. When people are sick, they tend to become fragile, even Geng Jie is no exception.When he was burning up at night, he held Nanjin's hand and said, "Ah Jin, it's not that you can't leave me, it's that I can't leave you."

"Do you know?" He also asked, "I only have you. If you are not by my side, what will I do? Maybe I am sick and lying on the hospital bed. I don't know who to live for. For Money?" He laughed at himself.

Nanjin stroked his palm, unconsciously wrote on it with his fingertips, and said, "I see."

When his fever subsided during the day, it was as if he didn't remember it at all.Nanjin didn't mention it either.

Finally, both of them could be discharged from the hospital. Geng Jie politely sent Nanjin to the small apartment building. Nanjin took a look at Geng Jie. Geng Jie smiled: "Why, don't you trust me?"

Nanjin shook his head and got out of the car with Aunt Hua.

Before entering the corridor, he couldn't help but look back. Geng Jie was leaning against the car door alone, smiling at him.Nanjin thought for a while, but didn't say anything after all.

No one has lived in this house for a while, but luckily Aunt Hua cleaned it before, and it was fairly clean.Seeing that the small flowers he bought were still blooming on the window sill, Nanjin couldn't help being a little surprised, then laughed, and finally understood why Geng Jie had to wait for a long time to be discharged from the hospital.

Geng Jie didn't realize until he was discharged from the hospital that Nanjin's family had flowers. This was the first time he had grown flowers. He smiled so beautifully when he bought them. The flowers must have withered by now.He didn't want Nanjin to be unhappy about this, so he asked someone to go to the flower market, take pictures for him to see, picked out a similar pot, and went to Nanjin's house to replace the dead pot.

But how did he know that the flower had died long ago, Nanjin wouldn't take care of it, and he didn't care about it at that time, even buying flowers was a temporary idea, just to show him for a laugh.

Aunt Hua passed by and saw him sticking there, she said, "What are you doing?"

Nanjin said, "Look at the flowers."

"I haven't seen you like flowers so much before." Aunt Hua looked at him, "Smiling so happily."

"Well," Nanjin gently touched the tender petals with his fingertips, "be careful, take good care of them, and don't let them die again."

Nanjin went to see Zhong Tong.

He was still carrying something, Zhong Tong took the box without knowing why: "What is it?"

"Pen." Nanjin said, "I took a pen from you last time, and I bought a new one and returned it to you."

While opening the box, Zhong Tong looked at Nanjin. She keenly felt that Nanjin's state was different, and she didn't have the feeling of being terrified at first sight.

"Take a pen?" Zhong Tong asked back.

Nanjin was silent for a moment, and said honestly, "It's stealing."

Zhong Tong was amused, it was the first time she felt cuteness in Nanjin, and she pretended to be serious: "Oh, is this a new behavior that has appeared recently and cannot be controlled?"

"No, at that time I..." Nanjin was silent again, and it took a while to say again: "I don't want to die."

The last time I asked "Will I die", this time I just said "I don't want to die", which is also an improvement.This was probably the most cooperative time after Zhong Tong took over Nanjin, which made her feel very good.As a result, the next person she consulted made her raise her eyebrows: "Mr. Geng?"

Geng Jie nodded slightly.

"You want to ask about Nanjin again? I'm sorry, I said..." Before Zhong Tong finished speaking, Geng Jie interrupted: "I paid the fee."

"It's not okay to pay."

Geng Jie shook his head: "I mean, I paid for the consultation."

Zhong Tong looked at Geng Jie for a while, then suddenly smiled and nodded: "Then let's start."

Nanjin didn't meet Geng Jie, he went to the orphanage, and Zhong Tong suggested that he could try to do volunteer work.After he inquired, he realized that being a long-term volunteer is a very formal thing, and he still needs to fill out an application form and have an interview. Fortunately, he has just had a medical examination, so there is no need to worry about it.

Nanjin didn't have much social experience, and he didn't have any relevant certificates, but he was highly educated, and he was born in an orphanage, so he was hired exceptionally.When Geng Jie asked him out for dinner, he told Geng Jie about it as a joke, and asked him, "Am I useless?"

"You should be more confident." Geng Jie said, "I think it's quite meaningful, and I can try it too."

He did go.

Now the two of them went to Zhong Tong's place together on Saturday, and volunteered at the orphanage on Sunday.After all, she didn't eat at home for the whole weekend, so Aunt Hua would inevitably have a problem, wondering what the hell the two of them were up to.Let’s talk about reconciliation, let’s go back to our respective houses every day, and say we didn’t make up, Nanjin hides in his room and calls people every day, and no one is there on weekends.

Occasionally, Geng Jie missed Aunt Hua's craftsmanship, and would come over for a meal—of course, this was an unspoken excuse among the three of them.

Aunt Hua was anxious, and after finally waiting for Geng Jie to come to the house for dinner, she always wanted to see the opportunity to ask him.If you call to ask, you will be prevaricated by him.

It's a pity that Nanjin took Geng Jie to tell him about flowers. Aunt Hua put the dishes on the table and said with a smile: "I'm playing with that pot of flowers again. It's like studying every day. It's not enough to study with a book. How much water do you pour every day?" I have to write down how long I’ve been in the sun, one by one, it’s more scary than doing experiments. The yard at home is so big, and I didn’t see you interested in flowers at that time.” Naturally, this family does not mean that this room has only two bedrooms small apartment.

Hearing this, Geng Jie knew that Nanjin really cared about growing flowers, so he couldn't help feeling rejoiced.

Nanjin looked up at him and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"You've said so much, why can't I be a co-author?" Geng Jie was very innocent.

Nanjin didn't speak, just bowed his head like a normal person, and laughed himself.

Geng Jie deliberately bent down to look at his face, and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Nanjin pushed him away: "Eat."