Devil [GL]

Metvia hasn't had a dream for a long, long time.

In the past, when she was only a little girl in her teens, she would often dream.

At that time, her dreams were normal, mostly peaceful and beautiful.Even if some strange and terrifying scenes occasionally appeared in the dream, it would not affect her too much.

But later, the responsibilities became heavier day by day, and she started to get busy. She needed to think every day, and there were too many things that she needed to deal with, which left her no time to rest or think about other things.

In order to ensure the quality of sleep, her body greatly reduced her chances of dreaming, making her feel as if she passed out every day when she almost touched the pillow.

However, on the night when she was 25 years old, she once again regained the ability to dream.

At the same time as the dreaming ability returned, there was also an unusually powerful force.

From the moment her heart was pierced by the devil, she could clearly feel the rapid loss of vitality, how her body gradually became weak with the loss of blood, and how her breathing became slow And useless.

Her heart was so calm and rational, as if she was just an outsider who stood aside and watched others die.

Metvia thought calmly in her heart, is she going to die in this state?

But she is not reconciled.

It is obvious that she has finally come to the present, and she clearly understands that there is already a more obvious friendship in the eyes of Wanwan looking at her, and she is only a little short of being able to live the beautiful life she has always dreamed of...

If she is gone, how will Bai Wanwan live?Will she know how to fight against the devil, will she live a better life, and will she... find another lover to walk with her?

The person who leaves is destined to be the one who loses, and the person who dies will be forgotten after all, so will she be forgotten by Bai Wanwan?Will she completely become a dispensable memory in Bai Wanwan's heart?

Bai Wanwan still has a bright future, without her, she can still live happily, no matter how deep the wound is, there will be a day of healing.The living can live happily after all, but what about the dead?

Thinking about all this, Metvia could hardly hold back the boundless sadness in his heart.

She really... really wanted to survive.

In the end, her breathing stopped, and everything fell into a dark abyss with her closed eyes.

The next moment, her eyes snapped open.

From then on, nothing but blood remained in her world.

No matter where she looked, no matter where she went, her eyes were full of desperate faces, and her ears were always surrounded by the screams of countless people.

These sights and sounds affect her all the time, driving her crazy, making her paranoid, and gradually making her feel that this world should actually be this crazy and dark, with no light and no innocence. beautiful.

She is a demon, she is a demon.

This fact was etched in her mind when she came to life a second time.

In fact, that night, when Bai Wanwan rushed to her side, because of the surge of recovery energy in her body, her wound had almost healed.The only thing that caused her pain was the dark emotions in her mind.

She is paranoid, crazy and gloomy just like "Iris" in the forged memory of the God of Light.

She looked around, and all the clean and empty corners were filled with the remains of dead people, with dark red blood stains on them.Killings are happening all the time, and dead souls are screaming everywhere. These things tightly occupy her brain and stimulate her fragile heart.

However, what makes her scared and happy is that she can clearly feel that she is very familiar with such a horrible scene like hell, and she likes it very much. She even wants to create more similar tragedies, so that she can always He was surrounded by this ferocious blood all the time.

Because she couldn't control the madness in her body, she seriously injured Bruno, who had been taking good care of her, so that he couldn't use his right hand smoothly for a long time after that.

But when she heard him screaming in pain, heard the flesh being torn apart, and smelled the warm fishy smell from the blood, she felt extremely happy.

And at the first moment when she saw Bai Wanwan who came, what echoed in her heart was not the joy of seeing her lover, but a deep fear from the soul——

"Did you see her? She is the reincarnation of Maha, she has the same devouring ability as Maha...she will devour you!"

Then what should I do?What should I do?

"Kill her," the demon whispered in her ear, "when she has no scruples and has no defense against the weak you...kill her!"

kill her...

"Kill her!"

Metvia's eyes darkened, and she couldn't help but read along.

At this moment, there was only this sentence in her mind, and it was recurring endlessly, which made her almost go crazy.

Her eyes were fixed on Bai Wanwan, seeing Bai Wanwan's hesitation, she even made a fragile appearance on purpose, showing her unrepaired wrist, trying to lure him over.

But once Bai Wanwan softened her heart and walked towards her, what awaited her would be a fatal blow from Metvia.

However, to Metvia's rejoicing and disappointment, Bai Wanwan didn't come up in the end, but ran away after struggling for a while.

In the following three months, Metvia managed to control his brain with difficulty, and began to follow his initial decision to hold the Demon King hostage and step into the power center of the Demon Clan's top ranks.

But since then, she has fallen into an endless nightmare.

She would often dream that Bai Wanwan died tragically in front of her. There were various ways of death and various postures, but the only thing that remained unchanged was Bai Wanwan's eyes that were widened out of fear.

Sometimes, she would also dream of her own corpse, dreaming that she was swallowed mercilessly by Bai Wanwan, leaving no trace.

Her mind was filled with all kinds of dark thoughts every day.

Seeing intimate couples, she would have visions of them killing each other.

Seeing the mother carefully protecting her child, she would look forward to the day when mother and child would turn against each other, fight and insult each other.

There are no clean and peaceful streets in her eyes anymore. No matter where she looks, she can only see countless negative scenes like purgatory.

When she stood at the peace conference and looked at the civilians who were crying with joy because the war was about to end, the first thing she recalled in her mind was not the hard-won peace, not the feeling of bitterness, but the extremely malicious speculate.

She thought, if at this time she suddenly repented and killed everyone present, killing all the common people in the imperial capital, how painful would they be?

Would the wailing be as tragic and sweet as she often heard in her ears?

Would that scene, which was like hell on earth, be as eerie as she often saw it in her eyes?

Metvia felt as if she had been split into two complete parts. One was the same as she used to be. Although she had a cold personality but was kind-hearted, she was extremely worried about her current situation, while the other half was Bai Wanwan and the God of Light. The feared and hated demon.

Her personality gradually became gloomy, paranoid, and irritable, and she often acted out of character.

The servants around were all respectful to her because of fear, and even the demon king who once held a grudge against her and was determined to be the devil king began to show unconcealable fear in his eyes.And during this period of time, she discovered to her great horror that she had already begun to get used to this kind of life, this kind of life.

Metvia's remaining rationality told himself that if he wanted to control himself, this would not work.

In the end, she chose to blind her own eyes so that she would not watch those scenes anymore.

After losing the light, she really felt that the impact on herself was reduced by more than half.

"What are you doing this for?"

The heart demon was puzzled by her behavior, and often appeared beside her when no one was around, explaining her in a relaxed and soft voice: "Isn't it good to live according to your own will?"

"You like to kill, you like darkness, you like to make everyone suffer...why do you suppress your own nature?"

Every time he heard these words, Metvia ignored them and would not reply a word.

She knew that when the cultivation of ability reached her or Bai Wanwan's level, no matter what kind of injury it was, it would be of little use to them.Her blindness is simply because she doesn't want to restore the light.

It's like she scratched Bai Wanwan's face, but it's actually not very useful to Bai Wanwan who is already a phoenix bird.

From the moment she met Bai Wanwan, from the moment she discovered that she was a "ghost-faced girl", a psychological battle against Bai Wanwan kicked off completely.

In these confrontations, Metvia advances and retreats in an orderly manner, using the relationship between them rationally and soberly.

From the moment Bai Wanwan stepped into the imperial capital, her every word, deed, and action were actually within Metvia's plan.

She said, "You once gave up on me and betrayed me."

She reminded Bai Wanwan time and time again, telling her that there was an irreversible fate between her and herself.

She knew that Bai Wanwan felt guilty towards her, so when she set up the magic circle to kill Bai Wanwan, she actually decided to let him go.

In fact, Metvia didn't know whether the life-and-death entanglement was motivated by emotion or just out of her own rational thinking, maybe it was both.

She only knew that she knew Bai Wanwan's character well, knew all her emotional loopholes, knew how to act, how to tell the truth from the false, and speaking with mixed feelings would make Bai Wanwan feel sad and guilty.

Only in this way can she get the result she wants from Bai Wanwan.

In the end, Bai Wanwan did not disappoint her.

"She is dead, finally dead, and you will not be afraid at last."

The moment she learned of Bai Wanwan's death, she heard the inner demon say this to herself.

When she agreed, she could feel very clearly that she relaxed instantly, as if some heavy stone that had been pressing on her heart suddenly disappeared, she was so relaxed that she almost flew up.

But at the same time, pain also follows.

For many days and nights since then, Metvia has resented the demon in her heart, and resented it for provoking her.

But she was very clear in her heart that the inner demon and her were one, and what she should hate should actually be herself.

Since Bai Wanwan's death, the voice of the inner demon no longer appeared, and she would never dream again.

She finally accepted herself as a demon, although in such a tragic way.

Metvia once felt that the dead are the losers, and the living will always leave the dead behind.

So many people have lost their lovers, but they can still fall in love with others, live happily and carefree.

Feelings will eventually be wiped out by time, and there is no wound that cannot be healed.

But it was not until a long time later that she suddenly realized that what she had thought at the beginning was actually wrong.

The author has something to say:

Thank you "Dan Qing.", "Yaoyao" for mine~

Thank you for "Mujiu", "Dyeing Green.", "Like Gouxiu Shocked (No, No, I'm a Squat", "56", "Three Kui Mouth Teeth" nutrient solution

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Metvia and Bai Wanwan are two different kinds of women.

Bai Wanwan values ​​friendship and is easy to act emotionally, while Metvia is rational and calm, and tends to rational analysis all the time

Bai Wanwan can believe that Metvia will not go bad for no reason

Metvia doesn't believe in promises, she can't be 100% sure that Bai Wanwan's feelings for her won't change