Devil [GL]

It is exactly what she lacks, what comes.

Bai Wanwan just found this notebook when she was confused about her memory and was not sure whether her previous memory was true or not.

Although she didn't know why she didn't have this notebook in her memory at all, but she couldn't forget or recognize the familiar font on it.

This is her diary, a notebook that records her many days and nights.

Without the slightest hesitation, Bai Wanwan immediately began to search carefully, trying to find anything in this notebook that could remind him.

This diary looks very thick, and the date marked on the first page is five or six years ago, that is to say, when she started writing this diary, it should be the first and second year of junior high school.

At that time, diaries suddenly became popular. Bai Wanwan still remembers that many female students spent pocket money to buy all kinds of beautiful colored pens, and bought lockable or exquisite notebooks to record the day. everything that happened.

Children of that age are most susceptible to trends and follow the masses, and Bai Wanwan is no exception.

She will definitely buy a notebook as a diary, and because she has always been struggling in life, she always considers the cost performance and whether it can be used for a long time when buying things. In the end, she probably also chooses to buy such a thick and simple notebook. Let's keep a diary.

Moreover, as long as she buys it, even if this trend will soon pass, even if other little girls will immediately get bored and throw away their notebooks and start doing other things, but Bai Wanwan will spend money, I will continue to keep a diary.

Bai Wanwan knew herself very well, so when she saw this diary, she was not surprised.

She even felt a sense of relief in her heart, a kind of peace of "my memory has really been tampered with".

Without thinking too much, she immediately opened the diary and started searching.

More than half of the front is a very ordinary diary, write a date, write a paragraph, sometimes it is to summarize what happened today, sometimes it is to talk about your mood changes, and sometimes it is even just "nothing big happened, and it is the same as before." Same" is such a simple sentence.

Then when she entered high school and graduated from high school, the information in the diary gradually began to change with Bai Wanwan's memory.

In Bai Wanwan's own memory, after graduating from high school, she went to work in a nearby store just like before, and went to school after earning a few thousand tuition fees.

However, in the diary, Bai Wanwan did not plan to work part-time as she had thought before, because the small town she lived in was small, and she could only earn more than 2000 yuan at most after two months of part-time work, which was about half of the tuition fee.The money the orphanage provided her was gone when she was young, and she had to earn enough for her school tuition, car fare, and even living expenses and miscellaneous expenses for the first month or two.

Just at this time, a friend of the dean's wife who hadn't been in touch for a long time suddenly sent a message, saying that his mall had just opened and was in urgent need of help. The salary can be provided to [-] a month, and there will be bonuses if he does well.

Bai Wanwan would never let this opportunity pass by.

So, in the summer of her graduation, she chose to go to the distant city B by herself and started a part-time job.

Because she has long been prepared to live alone and be homeless, Bai Wanwan's life in City B is not bad—at least, Bai Wanwan has not found anything in her diary Feelings like complaining.

Her personality has always been very optimistic and cheerful. After all, in her situation, it is impossible to be unhappy. She must be optimistic, she must believe that hard work will pay off, and she must convince herself that as long as she struggles, she will not live well worse than others.

The environment of the dean's wife's friend's store is indeed very good, and the conditions provided are also good, but it is indeed much busier than before, and sometimes she needs to work until midnight.

Then, right here, a turning point in her life occurred.

In her somewhat dilapidated diary, she described her experiences in those few days in detail, and wrote that she met a man who treated her very well.

This man is very beautiful, although his temper is cold, but his temper is actually quite gentle. His appearance is [-] to [-]% similar to his own, so that many people have mistaken them for brothers and sisters.

For the first time in him, Bai Wanwan felt a kind of warmth similar to that of a relative, not the relationship between the dean's wife and her with a layer of barriers, but an equal and intimate relationship, where she no longer needs to restrict herself.

Even though she didn't know him, she subconsciously wanted to get close to him and talk to him like a real family member.

The man's name was a little difficult to pronounce, and in Bai Wanwan's diary, he was called "Mohe".

...that is, the transliteration of "Maha".

Seeing this, Bai Wanwan's eyes widened in shock.

What's going on, she has seen Maha in this world before?

In addition to being shocked, Bai Wanwan also felt a chill in his heart.

Could it be that besides the God of Light, the person who changed her memory was Maha?

When she recalled the previous episodes with Maha, she felt extremely uncomfortable.Although she knew that those "Maha" were just phantoms created by Maha with special means hundreds of years ago. What he did was to tell her what inheritance was, explain his memory to her, and teach her abilities.

But in Bai Wanwan's heart, Maha is also very important to her, even if they are actually the same person.

However, now it seems that Maha still had love for the God of Light back then, and following the God of Light's orders to do things, to modify the memory of his own reincarnation, it is really easy.

It's just that someone is really so ruthless...does he even plan on his own reincarnation?

Bai Wanwan sighed, her heart sank quickly.

Forcibly suppressing the various emotions in her heart, she continued to flip through the diary and read down.

However, the content behind it was far beyond her imagination——

It turned out that when school was about to start, that "Mo He" actually told her directly that he was her relative and her brother who was related by blood.

At that time, Bai Wanwan still had some illusions about the relatives who abandoned her, and Bai Wanwan, who didn't know her own background, believed the young man's words almost immediately.

There is nothing in her that he can plot. Not only has he helped himself a lot in life, but he also has an aura that makes her want to be close to her very much.

As early as a few days before meeting him, Bai Wanwan had guessed in his diary whether he was really related to him by blood, whether he was a relative or something.The acknowledgment by "Mo He" undoubtedly made Bai Wanwan very happy.

Immediately afterwards, this "Mo He" told her one thing.

"...He said that our family is far away, and that it is necessary to send me away, because there are people there who will persecute us. He said that people from our family have 'special abilities', very Strange, I thought he was joking at first, and I never believed in magic, but he turned into a bird in front of me! He turned into a bird! It was still a beautiful green peacock! He also said It will teach me this ability, which is simply too, too beyond my imagination..."

In the diary of that day, Bai Wanwan used a lot of exclamation points to express his shock and eagerness to try.

But now, Bai Wanwan, who was flipping through this page, was as shocked as he was back then.

She naturally knew about those special abilities in her body, but she never expected that Maha would teach her here.

And looking at the records in the diary, although this "ability" is not as easy to use as she was in Eswino, it is obviously magical and can bring unimaginable effects to the people around her.

"...I used it on Chen Shanshan. She has been unlucky recently. Her relatives passed away, her lover left, and she also had problems with her studies. Recently, she lost a lot of money and fell seriously ill..."

"...I can clearly see a black air ball coming down from her body and being sucked away by me. I can even feel the warmth of my body, and I can hardly use up all the energy from my body, and the expression on Shanshan's face Immediately, she became rosy, and she recovered from her illness that afternoon... In the following days, Shanshan suddenly became very lucky..."

In her diary, she once recorded the effect of using that ability in this way.

Perhaps because he was afraid that he would forget, in this diary, Bai Wanwan could clearly see the various steps of how to cultivate that he had recorded in the past, and even wrote some steps four or five times repeatedly, obviously remembering them in his heart.

These steps are slightly different from the steps she used to practice in the past. When practicing, she needs to arrange a special formation in a place where no one is around. It is estimated that it is to prevent being discovered by the world consciousness here.

Up to now, as long as she practiced according to these steps and combined with her experience in Eswino, within a few days, she would probably be able to regain the previous devouring ability.

Could it be that this ability that can be used under the consciousness of the earth, a world that advocates science and opposes magic, is Maha's so-called "fifth inheritance"?

Bai Wanwan was a little confused, but she still didn't pause much, and immediately continued reading.

Then, she saw the last diary, ten days before the earthquake.

"...He came again today. He said that I have done everything right and there is no problem. He looked very satisfied..."

"...It's just that I was at a loss. When I was leaving, he suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to the world where our family lives. For some reason, as a member of the family, I should inherit the family's 'wish' , It is my responsibility to help them complete a thing that has to be done, and this thing looks a little dangerous, and may even kill people..."

"...He said that I have been away from the family for a long time. There is no need to go there, and I can be irresponsible. After all, I can be regarded as not related to them. I should be allowed to have my own independent ideas. There is no need for generations to come. I'm bound by that kind of fate, but the people in the clan have already realized my existence, and I may have to be forced to go there soon..."

Her handwriting began to become scribbled, and in some places, obvious traces of ink pauses could even be seen.

"...He said that he left me something that would allow me to get rid of that unnecessary 'responsibility', and get rid of the fate of who must be against whom..."

"...He asked me, do I really want to bear that unnecessary fate? If I do, I can get many treasures left by my family, and a lifespan that is longer than I imagined. Possessing the superpowers of the gods in the legend, but because of this, I will suffer from enemies and live a rough and cautious life. If I don’t want to, he can help me escape my fate, but I can only practice slowly by myself. I will be just an ordinary person for the rest of my life. There will be abundant resources for me..."

To bear, or not to bear?

It turned out that she had to fight against the demons of her heart, but did Maha tell her from the very beginning?

Also, although the reincarnated self has the same soul as Maha, she is not the same person after all, and she does not love the God of Light as deeply as Maha.

Maha was willing to give everything for the God of Light, but he could not force himself to make a decision for the reincarnated self.Whether she wants to obtain those inheritances, whether she wants to listen to the God of Light, whether she wants to be an enemy of Metvia...that is what she has to do, and it depends on her own wishes.

From the moment Maha died and his soul was reincarnated, the events of his life should have absolutely nothing to do with him.

And how did you choose yourself at the beginning?

"...I finally thought about it for a long time," Bai Wanwan wrote on the last page of the diary, which happened to be the morning of the earthquake, and finally made her own decision, "I refuse to take those responsibilities. "

"Great wealth, long life, endless abilities, and it doesn't take me much effort to obtain them. Although these sounds very tempting, I can't wait to nod and agree to these conditions on the spot. Not a very greedy person, not a person with strong desires."

Bai Wanwan, who has been in an orphanage for a long time and grew up under difficult conditions, has long learned how to control her desires/desires, how to restrain her unrealistic fantasies, and act out the things that best suit her heart and make her feel the most. Free decision.

"Being enemies or something, I don't want to be like this, I just want... to live happily in the future."