Don't treat Omega as a man [Interstellar]

Ren didn't know why Shirley wanted to tell him a piece of news that hadn't been fully confirmed, which made Ren's already frightened heart even more confused.He returned to the dormitory in a daze, and ran into Karas who hurried back from outside to get something.

Karas must have known the news, and even looked at Ren with a hint of comfort in his eyes.He walked back and forth in a hurry, and only had time to pat Ryan on the shoulder and comfort him, "Don't worry, you will be fine."

Ren wanted to say something, but looked at the back of Karas leaving, but couldn't say a word.

For special forces, an injury basically means the end of their career in the army. Sheng Qingyu will not fail to understand this truth, so he has been avoiding getting himself injured.But this time...

Ren came to the bathroom and slapped cold water on his face repeatedly until his head was slapped awake, then he straightened up and let out a long sigh of relief.

The news hadn't been finalized yet, so he couldn't think wildly by himself.Regardless of whether the person lying in the hospital is Sheng Qingyu or not, it cannot affect Ren's current training plan.

It's too ugly to make a fuss when something happens.

Ren thought so, but when he got to the training ground, he found that it was not the same thing at all.

He couldn't concentrate, because of this, he had already failed four times in just one hour, and the time interval between each failure became shorter and shorter. The simulated environment was turned off, and it was only when he got out of the mech that he was done.

Xiu gave Ren a bad face, and reprimanded him, "You are wasting time!"

Ren lowered his head, he didn't dare to look into Xiu's eyes.

Xiu angrily scolded him for a while, and finally twisted Ren's ears and threw him downstairs to the playground.

"You reflect on me on the runway this afternoon," Xiu said with a frown, "run until [-]:[-]."

08:30:10 is the time for closing meals in the cafeteria. Xiu gave Ryan [-] minutes for dinner, but Ryan felt that he might not be in the mood then.

Ren responded and walked on the runway obediently.I don't know if it was his illusion, but the moment he turned around, he seemed to hear Xiu's soft sigh, which was extremely subtle.

Ren knew that his condition was not good, which made the people around him worry about him.In fact, he himself wanted to adjust as soon as possible, but he couldn't find his way, like a passenger pigeon that had lost its purpose and could do nothing but hover in the air.

If Sheng Qingyu was by his side at this time, what would he say to himself?

……come on.Ren thought, Sheng Qingyu would say, just come on.

In contrast, Sheng Qingyu is really too mature.Sheng Qingyu knows that being a soldier is not a joke, if Ren chooses to stay in the army, then all he can say to Ren is cheer up.This doesn't mean that he doesn't care about Ren, it's just that he hopes that Ren can give up his beloved life and live a stronger life.

Thinking about it this way, I'm really fragile... Ren ran against the wind in a panic, and didn't know whether it was tears or sweat hanging in the corner of his eyes.Without Sheng Qingyu's life, Ren didn't know how to live.

But...why is he so attached to Sheng Qingyu?

Callas had asked him that question once.Ren thought for a long time, and said with some uncertainty, "Because I like him?"

"But you haven't seen each other for five years." Karas shook his head and said seriously, "You were a child when he left, and you lived these five years with only unrequited love? Do you believe it?"

Ren frowned, he didn't like others to refute his feelings for Sheng Qingyu, "He was the one who took me out of the shadows, and he was my second savior."

"Then you should think about whether your feelings for him are love or dependence."

"Is there a difference?" Ryan asked, "In the final analysis, I still like him..."

"Do you want him?" Callas asked without changing his face.

"I……"

Ren can't say it, he has never had lust|desire for Sheng Qingyu, and even rarely comforts himself, and he never used Sheng Qingyu as a side dish in the few times. Under physical conditions, am I yearning for Sheng Qingyu?

Perhaps Callas is right, his feelings for Sheng Qingyu are only limited to dependence.

But this doesn't mean that Ren doesn't like him. After all, if he didn't have feelings, he wouldn't wait for Sheng Qingyu's call for five years.Sometimes emotional matters cannot be explained clearly in a few words, and Ren felt that he also needed to find time to think about this issue.

The afternoon sun on the Katara planet was particularly bright, and it was a bit windy again. Ren ran for a whole afternoon, and in the evening, he was tired and paralyzed on the edge of the playground, and he felt a lot more awake in his head.

He couldn't continue to be so confused, Ren repeatedly told himself that if this continued, not only the officers would be disappointed, but even Ren himself would find it hard to justify.

And Sheng Qingyu, whether he is alive or injured, or worse, he certainly does not want Ren to continue like this.

Xiu came out of nowhere, kicked Ren who was lying on the ground with his toes, and asked, "Have you figured it out?"

Ren nodded, then shook his head again.Sweat dripped from his forehead, splashing a small flower on the ground.Ren felt that his vision was a little blurry.

Xiu ignored his contradictory thoughts, and threw a login card on him, "You have the key to the training base."

Ren was taken aback, quickly turned over and sat up, looking at Xiu in surprise.

"There's still one week left for the assessment. I think you may need additional training alone." Xiu stepped back and looked at him, with the corners of his lips curled up. "I'm too lazy to look at you. You decide the training time yourself."

"This……"

"Forget it." Xiu leaned over to get the card, but Ren snatched it.

Xiu pursed a smile of unknown meaning, rubbed Ren's head vigorously, and said softly, "Good boy."

Ren was stunned by his rubbing.

"Are you going to live in the base?" Karas looked at Ren as if he was mentally retarded, "Are you stupid?"

Ren shrugged, "Xiu said that the base is for me, so I won't go if I don't go."

"You couldn't even handle the basic training before, and now you're doing this?" Callas frowned, "I'm afraid that guy wants to kill you?"

Ren glanced at him, "You seem to have a problem with Xiu...?"

"It has nothing to do with what's in front of us," Karas rolled his eyes at him. "What are you doing there? Sleeping with your mecha in your arms? Think about it, those cold things won't pour water for you in the middle of the night!"

"...Are you lonely?"

"no!"

Karas jumped out of bed to beat him, but he dodged.Ren hugged his luggage and walked out of the dormitory with a smile. Behind him, Karas threw shoes at him, one at a time.

The reason why Rennes chose to live at the base was that on the one hand, he really wanted to train seriously, and on the other hand, he wanted to change his mood in a different environment.

There is no one on duty at the base at night, only soldiers standing guard at the gate, and the guard changes every three hours. Ren did not turn on the lights after he entered. The huge base is pitch black, and the darkness in front of him looks like a bottomless hole. Quite scary.He quickly walked into the mecha showroom, turned on the headlights, and shut out the darkness behind him.

At least looking at the twelve mechas who get along day and night, Ren will not feel afraid.What he brought was very simple, toiletries, a change of clothes, and a quilt. The No.18 mecha has the largest content space. Ren can level the seat and use it as a bed, so he doesn't have to sleep on the cold floor.

Before going to bed, he took a brief look at each mech.They have all gone through this period of training with him, and Ren can't help feeling a little bit for them. Thinking of the assessment next week, Ren is even a little bit reluctant.

Then he lay down in the eighteenth generation mecha, and fell into a deep sleep together with them.

This time Ryan slept soundly, and when the alarm clock rang in the morning, he even felt a little unreal.He didn't seem to have had a good night's sleep since the beginning of his internship.There was a little orange light coming in from the window, and the feeling of facing the morning sun with the mecha was amazing. Ren felt that after only one short night, he seemed to have fallen in love with the feeling of breathing in the mecha up.

Callas says the mecha is a "cold thing," but Wren doesn't think so.He believes that these mechs that fight with the soldiers are alive, they can breathe, move, and get injured. On the battlefield, they can create unparalleled achievements with the soldiers. That's when they grow old.Just like a human's life, a mech's life can also be short and brilliant.

Being able to have such an idea shows that Rennes has made great progress.Because Xiu once told him that he should treat the mech as his lover.

Ren is trying to love these big guys. During the few days he lived with the mechas, he summed up the characteristics of all the mechas, for example, NO.12 is small, NO.18 is tall, No.20 is good at running, NO.[-] has the most advanced flight system... He has no way to disassemble the mechas, so he can only guess the internal structure of these mechas from the outside.

Ren wrote down all the characteristics one by one and recorded them on his electronic screen.This is extremely useful information for mech soldiers, and Rennes thinks that he may be able to use it in the future.

Because he has been concentrating on studying the structure of the mech, Ren's mood is obviously much better than before, and some things that he couldn't understand before, or things that were too trivial, are gradually becoming clearer.

Callas sneered at his reluctance to leave, but Ren said to him very seriously at noon one day, "I think, I still like Sheng Qingyu, the kind of liking I want to be with him."

In a daze, Karas curled his lips, put his shoulder on Ren's chest, and said, "You just need to understand."

There are less than four days until the assessment.

Ren has already been able to skillfully operate NO.12 to dodge the flight, and sometimes he can also make effective counterattacks. This is a big step forward for him. Xiu will come and walk around occasionally. Ryan could tell from his expression that he had done a good job.

However, it is still not enough.

Just adapting to one mecha is not enough, so Ren changed ways to adapt to other mechas.There was not enough time, so he could only choose some mechas whose operation methods were similar to No.12 for training.

After training and training, I discovered a little problem.

The ignition device of Mech [-] is always self-starting.

At first, Ren thought it was just a problem with his own operation, but one night he found that the No. [-] mech, which had already cut off the main power supply, was glowing red in the middle of the night, and he no longer doubted his ability.

Because the No. 18 mech console where he was lying on was also lit with lights.The screen on the display screen was flickering, scanning a certain area non-stop. After a while, there was a beeping beep. Ren got up and looked, and found that on the dark screen, several red dots were slowly moving. moving.

Because of their extremely slow moving speed, Ren was able to immediately rule out the possibility of being humans. He bravely wanted to get off the mecha to turn on the lights, but he paused when he touched the console, and then became uncontrollably terrified. stand up.

He didn't feel for the hatch switch.

All the buttons that allowed him to leave the mecha were locked, leaving only a self-destruction button hidden in the crack, shining faintly in the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers.

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