Don't treat Omega as a man [Interstellar]

"When did you stuff it in my bag?" Ren asked in surprise.

"The first night you came here, you slept like a little pig, I couldn't wake you up at all." Sheng Qingyu joked, "I just threw it in your bag."

Ren was surprised and delighted, and almost turned off the video with shaking hands.As soon as he touched the button, he felt wrong, but he was not wearing anything!

Sheng Qingyu waited for a long time but the screen did not light up, so he asked him, "This is a new phone, is the video broken?"

"Probably not, I..." Ren said helplessly, "I just took a shower."

He was embarrassed to tell Sheng Qingyu that he was completely|naked now, so he could only put the communication device on the table and hurriedly searched for clothes to wear.Sheng Qingyu at the other end of the communication was silent for a while, and tentatively guessed, "Could you be..."

"No!" Renn quickly replied while putting clothes on his head, without turning his head, "I, uh... just came out of the wash!"

Sheng Qingyu laughed over there. Although Ren knew he couldn't see, he felt ashamed and annoyed for some reason. Coupled with his tired body, his temper became a little bit up.He grabbed the machine that was less than the size of a palm, threw himself back on the bed, and muttered softly, "You have learned to bully people now."

His voice was muffled, and Sheng Qingyu immediately heard something wrong with his tone, quickly suppressed his smile, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Ren told Sheng Qingyu about his training this afternoon. After the words fell, there was silence for a long time, and then Sheng Qingyu said, "Xue Li is very capable, you should learn more from her."

"I know that," Ren breathed out, "but that's too much."

The 1000-meter sprint race plus the 400-meter obstacle avoidance took just over 4 minutes. Sometimes Ren would forget that Shirley was a female Omega, and she was not much older than him.

He couldn't meet Shirley's request of him, which made Ren a little depressed.

Sheng Qingyu smiled lightly over there.

"You have to know that your foundation is different from hers." Sheng Qingyu said earnestly, "She and Xiu were brought back to the military headquarters by Ansel for training when they were five years old. Much better than you."

Ren sniffed, "But, I seem to be a little too far, and I always feel that she is very disappointed in me."

"Did she drive you away?"

"That's not it."

"Then it's fine." Sheng Qingyu comforted him and said, "Xue Li has a straight temper. If she thinks you're not worth training, she won't waste this time. She naturally has her reasons for keeping you."

Ren fell silent, seemingly unwilling.Sheng Qingyu smiled and said, "Lei, you have great potential, and Shirley must know this too. Her request to you is not unreasonable. Since she thinks you can do it, then you will definitely do more than what she asks." better. It's just a matter of time. Don't be impatient."

Ren turned over, "Am I a little ambitious?"

"No." Sheng Qingyu said firmly, "You are just a little anxious, which is normal."

Although what he said seemed to make sense, Ren knew that Sheng Qingyu was trying to comfort him. Ren knew very well whether there was something wrong with him. He just suddenly wanted someone's approval, but Just a moment, so he can have the confidence to reset his mood.Sheng Qingyu knew what he was thinking, and sincerely wanted to give Ren some encouragement.

Thinking of this, Ren grinned happily.Fortunately, there is no video now, otherwise Ren would definitely not want Sheng Qingyu to see him smirking like this.He buried his face in the pillow and laughed secretly, shrugged his shoulders, and tried very hard to lower his voice so that the other side could not hear him.Sheng Qingyu seemed to know what he was doing, so he also calmed down, quietly waiting for him to calm down.

Ren had laughed enough, and began to ask Sheng Qingyu, "What are you doing over there?"

Sheng Qingyu didn't reply.This is not something Ren can inquire about, Ren knows, but he still wants to ask.Can Sheng Qingyu say that this has nothing to do with Ren, he just wants to take the initiative to care about this person.

To Ryan's surprise, Sheng Qingyu actually answered him.

"Training," Sheng Qingyu said, "is similar to yours."

"Tired?" Ryan asked.

Sheng Qingyu hesitated for a moment, then laughed, "A little bit."

"It's hard work..." Ren sighed softly.He knew that he would work so hard in the future, even though he couldn't imagine what the future would be like at all.

"Just get used to it." Sheng Qingyu said, "Be a little tired now, and it will be easier and safer in the future."

Ren opened his mouth, wanting to say something else, but there was an unclear call from Sheng Qingyu, Sheng Qingyu responded, and said to Ren, "It's time for me to gather."

"Yeah." Ren said softly.He couldn't answer any other words except this one.

"Be good."

Sheng Qingyu cut off the communication after saying these two words, and the rustling sound of electric current echoed in Ren's bedroom for a moment, which made him feel itchy in his heart.

He forgot to ask Sheng Qingyu about what he said before they separated. At that time, Sheng Qingyu said that they would probably meet again, but Ren didn't have time to ask him how it was.Maybe it's because after being extremely tired, the whole body and mind will fall into a fragile mood. Now Ren can't wait to see Sheng Qingyu.But the fact is that he didn't even grasp the opportunity to start the video, so he wasted his time for nothing.

What troubled him even more was that today's training was far from reaching the limit of his body.

If you start to feel lonely now, it will be like admitting defeat to Ren.He didn't really want to admit that he was so not strong enough. He had never felt this kind of emotion in the past five years. Even during the two years when Sheng Qingyu lost contact with the front line, he was never so worried about gains and losses as he is now.Thinking about it, it should be because I have met more times recently, but an unrealistic fantasy has arisen in Ren's heart.

I want to stay with him forever and don't want to be separated.I hope he can talk to me more, I hope he stays...

Ren felt that what he said to Karas before, that he wanted to be with Sheng Qingyu, was not because of a hothead.He really wanted to stay by Sheng Qingyu's side.As for what kind of "together" this "together" refers to, Ren still needs to spend time thinking about it.

His most urgent task now is to adjust his mentality.

No one can be with anyone forever, Ren knows this very well.What's more, they are all soldiers, so it is even more impossible for them to hang out and mess around like they did when they were young.Sheng Qingyu's tenderness to him is true, but if Renn accepts everything according to the order, he will be too unmanly.

Many times under Sheng Qingyu's gentleness, Ren almost forgot that he had already passed.He's grown up, long overdue for independence and a mind of his own.

If Sheng Qingyu was here, he would tell Ren that the first step in growing up is not to worry his relatives.However, Rennes may not accept this statement for the time being.After being tortured by Shirley, all Ren thought about was to become stronger.

If he grows into a more powerful mech soldier, maybe he won't be obsessed with relying on Sheng Qingyu.No matter how he looks now, he looks like he wants to act like a baby, not to mention others, even Ren despises his fragile mind.

In order not to cause trouble for that person, he must work hard to change.

Ryan thought so.

He thought so, and he did so.Every day Shirley would set aside half a day for special training for Ren, and the remaining half day for him to familiarize himself with the mecha.Ren is doing very seriously. Although there are still situations where Shirley can't keep up with the rhythm, it is much better than the first day.

Although Shirley didn't say anything, Ren could tell that he had made progress.He is also very satisfied with his progress, and looks forward to discovering his changes when he meets Sheng Qingyu again in the future.

I thought so, but when Sheng Qingyu sent a communication again, Renn found heartbroken that he seemed to have turned back into the comforted child again.

This is like a man's self-comfort, and every time it will cycle repeatedly between involuntary and after-thoughts, Ren feels that his disappointment is really terrible.

He clicked his tongue and looked at Sheng Qingyu's face in the projection, and said in a dull tone, "Have you been so idle recently?"

There was a communication every three days, and Ren doubted whether the request of the troops he said before was a lie.

Sheng Qingyu raised his eyebrows slightly, and pretended to be surprised, "You think I'm annoying?"

"That's not true." Ren sighed.

Sheng Qingyu said, "I have the right to communicate between troops. Besides, the team already knows that I have relatives in the Omega army. They have specially taken care of me and can send private communications."

"..." Ren suddenly remembered what happened before, "Your comrades won't think I'm yours..."

Sheng Qingyu gave him face and didn't answer.

This person doesn't know how to avoid suspicion!Ren thought angrily.

When he was thinking wildly, Sheng Qingyu suddenly said, "Have you lost weight?"

Ren was taken aback.He has indeed lost weight, the amount of training Shirley assigns every day is not ordinary, and Ren is strong, if he can do it, he will never be lazy, so after a period of time, he has lost a lot of weight compared to when he was in the new barracks lock up.

He jumped up from his chair to show Sheng Qingyu.

"I have abdominal muscles now." Ren lifted up the hem of his clothes, revealing his flat belly, and stretched his muscles with a little force. "In another month, I will become eight."

Sheng Qingyu on the other side of the screen narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked for a long time, "How much do you have now?"

"Six yuan." Ryan boasted brazenly.In fact, he didn't know how much, anyway, he was much thinner than that kind of guy with tendons, but Ren was very satisfied with himself like this.

"Then lift up your clothes for others to see when you are eight yuan." Sheng Qingyu told him lightly, "Put down your clothes, you are a grown-up, don't be ashamed."

Ren snorted, tidied up his clothes embarrassingly, and cursed in his heart: I won't show it to anyone except you!

It's just that this is something Sheng Qingyu doesn't know.

The author has something to say: jj has been a little pissed for the past two days, and a comment at noon today was instantly wiped out~ TvT

I still want to thank the little angels for their messages~