I say all wine is worse than you

I don't know if the rumors are too firm, or Du Shili has a prejudice against Na Lan, almost the moment she heard the rumor, she subconsciously concluded it to be true.

But gossip is just gossip after all, and it’s not illegal to fall in love, so everyone talks more in good faith, and no one pursues background information such as the man’s name, age, and geometry, and no one wants to take photos.

When it came to Du Shili, he needed evidence.

No matter how this matter will be resolved, the evidence is the most important part. It is impossible for her to make people believe herself with empty words.

It took Shili some effort before he saw the true master.

In fact, Na Lan's actions were not careless. When the man picked her up, he never sent her directly to the school gate, but stopped outside the park, and there was no intimate interaction, which made it impossible to speculate on the relationship between the two.If there hadn't been rumors first, Du Shili felt that even if he saw it in person, he probably wouldn't think too much about it.

Going back and thinking about this incident, she couldn't tell whether she wanted Na Lan to cheat or not.

She has always felt that Na Lan is not suitable for Ji Chunfeng, and even from her own selfishness, the separation of the two is the ending she would like to see, but it should not be done in such an unbearable way.Whether it's for her or Chunfeng, this result can only show that they don't know who they are.

It's fine with her, there's nothing to be sorry for if she's a roommate or more than a friend.But Chunfeng and Nalan are in a relationship. Once this matter is confirmed, the blow to her can be imagined.

But no matter what, Du Shili decided to investigate.

Thanks to the Internet age, there is a far more convenient and faster way to inquire about a person than before.After writing down the license plate number of the other party, Du Shili took a little effort to get his name, and then used the name to search and filter on the Internet, and finally found some key information.

This Mr. Zhang is not a student, he is already working, and he happens to be in the unit where Nalan's parents work.

The next step was very simple, Du Shili was able to confirm the authenticity of this incident with almost no effort.Marriage is good for two surnames. For Na Lan's parents and Mr. Zhang, this is not something that needs to be avoided, so it has already been spread in the unit, and there are even rumors that the two are engaged. There will be a wedding right after graduation.

This is no longer a simple derailment, but also involves more complicated matters such as fraudulent marriage.

Du Shili sat at the bus station for two hours, but he didn't think about how to tell Chunfeng about this matter.

In her heart, she has a responsibility to Ji Chunfeng.

In fact, the day I met Ji Chunfeng was almost the darkest moment for Du Shili in recent years.She realized that there was something wrong with her sexual orientation during her third year of high school.But at that time, there were so many things on her body that she couldn't breathe at all, so it was not worth noting.

It wasn't until she went to university and completely left the place that made her feel depressed, that she got some understanding of this matter through various channels.

Du Shili is originally a person with relatively calm emotions, and he is not full of yearning for love like ordinary peers, and has no desire to interact with others at all, so whether his sexual orientation is male or female, the influence is not great.

However, she still met some people on the Internet, and the feeling of being among "the same kind" can make her feel at ease.

Among these "similars", there is one person who has the closest relationship with Du Shili and the most frequent contact. They have many and wide-ranging topics, and their ideas are very compatible in many things, which is a bit like a confidant.

So when the other party showed intimacy and ambiguity, it was hard for Du Shili not to be touched.

During the winter vacation that year, when most of the south was frozen, she was not in a hurry to go home for the New Year, but went to Hangzhou first, just to meet him.Du Shili made a lot of preparations for this, and the bag full of food was all due to her sincerity.

It's a pity that I didn't know until after meeting that this confidante had already married someone else's wife.

She spoke very openly, but she just regarded Du Shili as a friend, after all, it was rare to meet such a compatible person.But I wouldn't mind having a romantic evening with her if given the chance.

But no matter how pleasant her attitude is, it can't change the fact of cheating.

This incident dealt a great blow to Du Shili, and finally made her give up on the so-called "love".It is better for people to consider more realistic issues while alive, only what they can hold in their hands is their own, and everything else is illusory.

Later, when Du Shili heard the word "thousands of miles to send" which contains countless meanings, he often felt that all the experiences in life may have been predetermined.

If she wasn't so stupid and traveled thousands of miles to Hangzhou, how could she meet Ji Chunfeng that day?

When lying on the same bed with Ji Chunfeng, Du Shili really wanted to indulge and do something to her.She was even sure that she wouldn't arouse Chunfeng's disgust after she finished it-it was not difficult to break a girl who was already very disgusted with men.

But she didn't do that in the end, maybe it was because Du Shili was not that kind of person after all, and he had no experience in this field, maybe it was because of other things.

When she let Ji Chunfeng go, she also let herself go.

That's why Du Shili cut off the contact with her directly, planning to use this method to end this inexplicable fate silently.She never expected that Ji Chunfeng would suddenly log in to the game a few months later and catch her.

What I didn't expect was behind.A few months later, Ji Chunfeng asked her, "Shili, how about I go to your school to sell cakes and pastries?"

Like a joke, she appeared in front of him again.

How much of this was for himself, Du Shili didn't know.But she knew very well that Ji Chunfeng chose to come to Beijing because he trusted her.So that day, when she hugged Ji Chunfeng in the square of Beijing West Railway Station, she told herself that she absolutely, absolutely must not live up to this trust.

She will not let Ji Chunfeng rush to a city full of joy like herself, and then leave in a mess.

Ji Chunfeng became part of her responsibility.

So Du Shili never thought of being with her by herself. If possible, she would still like Chunfeng to meet a reliable man, get married and have children, and live a life recognized by ordinary people, instead of embarking on this road with no future.

Whether she loves her or not, Du Shili has never thought about it, because the relationship between her and Ji Chunfeng should be closer and firmer than that illusory relationship.

Ji Chunfeng met Na Lan through himself, and then chose to be with her. This is her choice, and Du Shili has no way to say it.But if what Na Lan gave her was not love, tolerance and trust, but deception and fooling, she would never tolerate it.