I say all wine is worse than you

Parting is never a pleasant experience for any couple in love.

On the night Ji Chunfeng left, the two had dinner at home.There is only one meal for two people, but Chunfeng cooks a table of dishes, probably nothing more than a banquet.But facing the table full of delicacies, neither of them had any appetite.

But even if you are reluctant to part with it, time will not stop because of it.

After eating, it was past eight o'clock, and it was time to go out and wait for the bus, but Chunfeng hugged Shili's waist and said that he didn't want to leave.

"Hey, haven't we already agreed?" Shili kissed her hair and comforted her patiently.She understands that Chunfeng's attitude is due to lack of security, so she is willing to try her best to make the other party feel at ease.

The two dawdled stickily at the door for 10 to [-] minutes before finally going out.

When she got outside, Chunfeng didn't want to be too clingy, so she just hugged her before checking the ticket and entering the station.In a train station where parting is everywhere, such a hug won't even take a second glance.

"Go in." Shili handed her the suitcase in his hand, "Be careful all the way."

"Shili." Chunfeng called her, but when Shili turned her head, she had nothing to say, she just looked at her like this, and after a while, she whispered, "Thank you for still liking me."

Shili's eyes darkened, he raised his hand and rubbed her head vigorously a few times, and then showed a faint smile, "Don't think about it, wait for me."

"En." Chunfeng nodded. Seeing that the team was already walking in, she hurriedly followed her with her luggage. She turned her head several times on the way, and Shili always stood at the original place to watch her off, and did not leave.

Du Shili walked out of the train station against the flow of people. He didn't want to squeeze the bus for a while, so he walked back along the street in front of the station with his pocket in his hand.The weather in this season is still warm, but the wind is very strong at night, without that chattering person around, it suddenly feels a bit desolate.

This person casts a stone on the lake of her life, causing ripples round and round.It seemed that the water surface returned to calm after fluctuating for a while, but the stone remained in the center of the lake forever.

After walking for a while, the melancholy feeling in my heart was blown away a lot, and Shili raised her hand to hail a taxi.

When she got out of the car, she looked up and saw that the lights on the sixth floor were still on. She couldn't help but took a deep breath and walked upstairs.Just after opening the door and entering the house, without changing her shoes, Yu Xiuying came over and asked, "Did you take a taxi here just now?"

Shili changed his slippers silently, and heard her keep muttering beside her, "You really are, you are only one yuan by bus, and ten yuan by taxi! You are earning money now, but the money is not a big wind. It was blown up, can it withstand your making like this? You don’t even think about it..."

What else did she say later, Shili was a little dazed and didn't hear clearly, but she knew what it would be even if she didn't listen.

That oppressive feeling came from all directions, almost drowning her.Du Shili was a little surprised, and couldn't imagine how he grew up to such a size amidst such nagging. Looking back, he just found it incredible.

She sat down on the sofa, and her mind gradually cleared up again, just in time to listen to the tail, "And your house, is it necessary to pay rent again? I said that it is fine to live at home, it's not that there is no place for you. If you have to move out, which one is free for rent, water and electricity? It would be great to save it and use it elsewhere.”

Shili laughed, yes, it would be great to save the money and spend it elsewhere—that other place must have nothing to do with her.In this family, there is only one person who is worthy of such tight food and clothing.

She doesn't want to judge whether this statement is right or wrong, because Yu Xiuying is not only so harsh on Shili, she is also the same to herself, even worse.

When the chanting came to an end, a clear voice came from the room facing south, "Mom, I want to eat an apple!"

Yu Xiuying originally wanted to say something, but when she heard the words, she immediately got up and said, "Come on!" Then she hurried into the kitchen to peel apples.

Only when the sound of her footsteps disappeared, Du Changting opened the door, stuck out his head, and smiled towards Shili, "Sister, you are here. Do you want to stay here tonight? I will come out after I finish this set of papers."

Du Changting, the younger brother of her mother and compatriot, is a freshman in the third year of high school. He is burning ointments for the college entrance examination in June next year.This is also the most important thing in this home at the moment, and all family arrangements revolve around this theme.

In fact, from Shili's point of view, since Du Changting was born, the family has always revolved around him, but now it is more obvious.

Du Changting was seven years younger than her, and from the day he was born, Du Shili's childhood came to an end. There was almost no "self" in her life, only "brother".

Ten Mile Changting, she had thought before, whether this name has already doomed the fate of two people?Changting is the central term, Shili is used to modify his attributive, so it can only be used as a foil next to him forever.

As far as this small family is concerned, Du Shili is not the only one who has been wronged, and his parents also revolve around Du Changting, never thinking of themselves.In terms of the overall environment, patriarchy is nothing more than a normal thing.After all, the people of the country attach great importance to the inheritance of incense and fire, and the idea of ​​raising children to guard against old age is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

But living in such an environment, Du Shili felt depressed all the time, almost out of breath.

For a long time, Du Shili's only hope was to be admitted to a foreign university.At that time, she naively believed that everything would be fine after going out.But even now that she has understood that every stage of life has its own pain and helplessness, and there are always some things that cannot be solved, Du Shili is still very glad that she walked out.

At least she saw where the future was headed.

And now, she is going to try to withdraw from this depressing environment.

In fact, she had already given up, that's why she chose to return to Linzhou to work.But the sudden appearance of Ji Chunfeng, like a divine soldier, made Du Shili clearly realize that deep down in her heart, she was always unwilling.

In her life, she possesses too little and gives up too much, so she will hold tightly in her hands everything that can be grasped.

Ji Chunfeng stood within her reach, representing a brand new life, teasing her again and again, giving her the courage to hold it firmly in her palm.