The river is exhausted

The waiting time is always very long, and the concept of time is easily blurred.Shen Rujiang sat on the ground with his back against the wall of the hospital.His hands were still stained with some bright red blood, and he was holding the SLR that he had been carrying on his body before.

His eyes were absorbed in looking at the photos inside, as if he was flipping through them page by page, and he seemed to be thinking about something absently.

All traces of him over the years are here.He not only shoots scenes, but also takes portraits. He once took such a photo when he was in Syria, and after it was submitted to a publishing house, it was also listed on the headlines of the newspaper.It's just that he doesn't know these things. He travels around the world, and he has completely forgotten where those photos were posted, and no one will be able to contact him.

He also came across that photo by accident. At that time, Syrian officers and soldiers entered the more densely populated western urban area to check out extremists, because those terrorists would always have things like weapons tied to themselves. , and then suddenly detonated in a suicidal manner in a crowded place.

The streets were dilapidated due to the war, and the ground was covered with gravel and gravel. The two or three-story residential buildings on both sides had already been bombed, leaving only the spacious first floor.A civilian who was fleeing for his life was pointed at by soldiers from a distance, and was forced to take off his clothes to show that he was not tied to a parasol.

To prove that he is not a terrorist, the civilian held up his hands.The eyes of vicissitudes are full of despair and sadness, and the guns raised high over there project the defense and distrust between people everywhere.Shen Rujiang happened to be passing by at that time, so he raised his SLR and took such a picture.

In fact, in those war-torn areas in the Middle East, there are many such scenes, full of despair and sadness.

But the peaceful trip to Europe is like another extreme opposite, it is so rich and beautiful, full of mystery.Although they all exist on the same earth, the gap between these places makes people feel sad.

Shen Rujiang also secretly took a few photos of Jiang Yi, when she was standing in the yard or sitting in the house.Her movements and expressions are different, but these photos all have one thing in common, that is, no matter when she is, she always keeps gently stroking her belly.

These are the maternal love of human nature, revealed inadvertently.Looking at these photos, Shen Rujiang suddenly wondered what it was like when his mother was pregnant with him...

Shen Jinjiang guessed... It should be full of pain and unwillingness at first, because he didn't come under anyone's expectation.

After he was born, the meaning of his mother's existence changed.So there are still differences between human beings, and it is precisely because of these differences that all people are made into unique existences.

At first, it was only the arms that started to be paralyzed, and then it gradually spread to the body.During this period of time, he has even taken it for granted.He didn't know how long he sat there, when the lights in the operating room went out and the doctor came to him.It wasn't until Shen Rujiang realized that he supported the wall and struggled to get up from the ground.

A pair of eyes full of unease and caution stared closely at the foreign doctor in front of him.Then, he seemed to hear the doctor's routine and said such a sentence.

Sorry, the pregnant woman had a difficult labor and lost a lot of blood on the way.Then he bleeds again, and his life has already been lost on the operating table.Rescue failed... I wish the family members condolences.

It was like a giant lightning had struck his head, how could this be?How is this possible... This is simply impossible.

When Mingming went out in the morning, he still smiled and told him to be careful and pay attention to safety, and remember to come back early.So fresh life, now it is gone?

This is probably another dream.

Shen Jinjiang's legs suddenly lost strength. If he hadn't held on to the wall with one hand, he might have fallen... The doctor looked at the young man with a pale complexion and lips.He hurriedly reached out his hand to help him, but he didn't expect that the other party's hand had already tightly grasped his arm.

Like a drowning man grabbing a piece of driftwood.He saw the young man in front of him looking at him with red eyes, and asked him word by word where is the child?

Only then did the doctor have time to tell him about the child's condition.

The child was taken out, and it was a boy.Temporarily safe, but due to a week premature, so the situation is not so optimistic.It is best to go to a big hospital in a Norwegian city, otherwise there may be quite serious acquired diseases in the future.

Shen Rujiang followed the nurse to the place where the newborn baby stayed. He stood outside, pressed his forehead against the glass, and saw the small ball in the incubator through the double protection, which seemed to be no more than the size of his palm. .His eyes were tightly closed, looking defenseless against the world.

The little chest was heaving up and down, as if telling that his little life really existed.Shen Rujiang actually wanted to cry, but he couldn't.If you cry, you are too fragile. If you are too fragile, how can you support the future?

But who knows what the future holds.

This is probably the shortest but most brilliant dream in his life.In the dream, under that clear snowy night, there was a person who didn't understand himself at all but could see through himself completely.That woman who was born in the south of the Yangtze River sang a gentle song on the road leading to the North Country.

It's a pity that this dream woke up again.He had to keep walking back to the path he should be on... It's just that this time it was a little different, a small life suddenly appeared beside him.

Jiang Yi left in a hurry, and she didn't have time to leave anything behind.Maybe she was looking forward to that moment, because she still had to follow in her husband's footsteps after all.After all, he was a man who made her drop everything and follow her so far.

Everything after that needs to be handled by Shen Jiang himself. He first transferred the child to the best hospital in Oslo, the capital of Norway.Afterwards, he made arrangements for Jiang Yi's funeral. He asked the neighbors in the small village about Jiang Yi's husband...for example, where he was buried.

The villagers also told him a lot of things without hesitation. In fact, Shen Rujiang knew that place, which was near the snow lake.

It's just that he didn't find it when he went there last time... This time, a villager took him there.Following him into the river, he accurately found the tomb of the man he had never met before. It was a very secluded place.But it happened to be able to capture the scenery of Xuehu Lake. There are no photos on his tombstone.

Just write his name, and the date from birth to death.

His name was Ogg Carvey, and he was a policeman.

"Sorry for failing to protect your wife."

The villagers looked at Shen Rujiang standing in front of the tombstone, and said something he didn't understand in a language he didn't understand.

Later, after Jiang Yi's body was cremated, Shen Jinjiang returned with her urn and buried her in a nearby location with those kind neighbors.

Jiang Yi left in a hurry, and she left nothing behind... Shen Jinjiang could only bury her next to her husband so presumptuously.Maybe that's what she's thinking?But maybe... She might be more looking forward to returning her soul to her hometown?

All of them are possible. In fact, Shen Rujiang can only do the first one so far.Return to hometown, such three words.Even if he is alive now, he still can't do it.

Standing in front of her tombstone, Shen Rujiang said, "If you want to go back, you can tell me in your dream. If you think it's fine now...that's fine. The baby is a boy, he's still very young, I don't see who he looks like. I've never met your husband, but maybe he looks more like you."

"My life was picked up by you. Even if it is equal to this life in the future, I will let him grow up healthy and happy."

There was a gentle snow in the sky, and the surrounding villagers sank into the river in a daze.Tell him to go back quickly, otherwise it might be too late.Maybe it was like that night.

After dealing with everything here, Shen Jinjiang rushed back to Oslo.I don't know if it's his illusion, he seems to think that the doll is a little bigger than the one a few days ago... In fact, he doesn't know how to take care of such a big child.

Shen Rujiang went through the adoption procedures, and from now on, he will be the raiser of this little baby.Shen Jinjiang, who is only 24 years old, already has a sense of vicissitudes of being a father in advance.

The doll didn't even have a name, and Shen Rujiang tried hard to recall every detail of the time when he lived with Jiang Yi.I can't remember when she mentioned the child's name... Maybe she planned to wait until the child was born?

It's just that the person is gone now, even naming things.Let Shen Rujiang decide. To be honest, he thinks this kind of thing is quite unpleasant.Should he let the little baby take his father's surname and get a standard Western name, or should he follow his mother's surname and get a Chinese name?

Such a difficult problem led to... Shen Rujiang has been unable to make up his mind.So the doll has never been named, and he can't go back to Canada at the moment, because everything in Europe is the key now.It will take at least a year before he can bring the child back.

I just don't know what kind of expressions and moods the three brothers and sisters of the Yang family will have when they see this scene?

It has been a whole month since the doll can be discharged from the hospital.Being a dad for the first time, I don't really have much experience.

He doesn't know what to do, or what not to do.And after having this doll, he needs to stay for a long, long time wherever he goes. He has to find a house where he can live...and find a nanny who can take care of the doll for him when he is busy.

During that year, Shen Jinjiang's desk not only included books on market economy, world macro market, economic management, etc., but also some more... such as, how to be a good father, how to take care of a baby, you must pay attention Matters, let children grow up healthily, such books.