i am your dog

Mi Jing is his high school classmate, college classmate, and his attendant manager and assistant after graduation.

Back then, they just met the same girl by coincidence, but later they got together because they felt that the clothes were not as good as the newcomers.

It is difficult for Shen Jiuyan to explain the friendship between him and Mi Jing. The two can quarrel and go out to eat food stalls with their shoulders crossed, or they can have a cold war for weeks or months, or wear a pair of pants affectionately.

Of course, a person with a big heart can also contribute to a friend he just met, but Shen Jiuyan has a small heart.

He didn't know how that lunatic Chen Siqi felt when he heard that Lin Xuan was dead, and what it felt like to cut a hole in his arm to put the chip.But at that time Chen Siqi's consciousness had already dissipated, and no one could bring it back.

An Xian said that Chen Siqi was a gift he gave him, but he didn't think that Chen Siqi only lived for himself, at least he wanted those friends and Lin Xuan's grandma.

It's not that he has nothing to do with this world, it can even be said that he is almost like an ordinary person.

It's just that no one helped him, so he retreated silently.

Three years is neither long nor short. He got married and almost had a child. Later, his wife was murdered and died of a miscarriage.

Before he died, he said a word to him, which he will never forget in his life.

It's a pity that I didn't let you fall in love with me in the end.

This sentence sounded a bit bloody, but it was very unexpected when it came from his wife's mouth.

His wife is more thoughtful and confused than most girls, making him feel that marriage may be just two people playing house.Living together is more like two unweaned children who live in the same kindergarten and will go back to their own homes one day.

His wife's name is Baili Xiaran, who is a little fan of Master Jiu and the leader. When she has nothing to do, she will send some videos of their previous filming, and find Chen Siqi by the way.

The one who showed up at his wedding ceremony and then disappeared completely.

At that time, his eyes had recovered. Although his myopia became worse, he got rid of the fate of being disabled.

Chen Siqi also looked much more sober than before. He came to the scene and walked around, and said to him that he had a good relationship for a hundred years.

He looked very happy, the kind of happiness from the bottom of his heart.

Chen Siqi is a person who likes to belittle himself, he wants Shen Jiuyan to live a normal life.Of course he was also very happy about such a happy wedding.

After Chen Siqi's disappearance, he never forgot about this person, but would stare at the lonely ring on his right hand in a daze.

One year is not enough to make people unforgettable, but it is enough to make people get used to it.Get used to the bowl that that person put on the windowsill, and if it freezes, it means that winter is coming.But what's the point in how many more winters?

Winter is the same, only because the people who come to me are different, will I remember it clearly.

Later, the wife accidentally broke the bowl and cried for a long time.

He could have said generously that it was nothing but a bowl.

But that bowl contained their memories and Chen Siqi's dedication. No one knew how a lunatic played a normal person, but he must have worked harder than an actor.

Nightmares every night, unforgettable memories, the past that he doesn't want to be remembered, he is a very good pretender.

But his wife is completely different from him. She has no scheming, goes straight, and is used to trusting others. When she is hurt, she still has lovers, friends, and parents.But he has nothing.

Shen Jiuyan has always felt that his wife is a child who can't grow up, and the happiest thing is Si Qi's return.Sometimes he even doubts whether she likes him or Chen Siqi.

But even such a person left too.

During the three years they lived with their wives, they would go to the city where Chen Siqi was born every year, hoping to meet that delirious lunatic by chance.

It's a pity that meeting by chance is always the infinite efforts of both parties, otherwise they would not meet after all.

His wife died in the winter of the third year, and there was no snow for a whole winter in the north, but it happened to be very heavy that day.

He felt that there were two people standing in the ward for a long time, but there was nothing when he went out.

He felt that those two people must have been here, but they would not meet him.

Countless times I looked at the guard from a distance, and I didn't need to guess who that person was.

That year when he had just recovered his position in the entertainment industry, his position in the entertainment industry was indeed in jeopardy. The senior sister helped him a lot, and even didn't buy Chen Siqi's account and told him in detail how he went to intercede.

When he caught up with Chen Siqi's temporary hut, it was already empty.

It was like this many times later, and it didn't completely disappear until the second half of this year.

Shen Jiuyan guessed that he was sick, and weak people couldn't bear the perverted things of the senior sister.

Chen Siqi never paid attention to the Internet, Shen Jiuyan remembered that many people called him a sissy prostitute, a whore.That's because they have never seen the horror of this man who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside when he shoots him with a gun.

He later learned that there were four people in the room plus the one who injured him, each of them had a gun in their hands, but their heads were blown first.

Chen Siqi's skills and courage are honed out by abnormalities, even if he is an actor who deliberately learns, he can only feel ashamed of himself.

But such a brilliant person did not leave a good result.

After Shen Jiuyan buried his wife, even the little immaturity on his face faded away when he was over thirty.His senior sister helped him openly and secretly, but no one would carry shit like Mi Qindae.

They couldn't go back after all.

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Double update today ~ stop tomorrow and the day after tomorrow to sort out the previous content (?˙▽˙?)