martyrdom

The wound from the snake bite was not easy to heal, and Yu'er suffered a lot in the following days.Leaving aside the pain of flesh and blood, the systemic symptoms caused by the toxin entering the body made Yu'er's already restless stomach troubles every day. Although it was not a serious problem, it also made her live a very hard life, and made Yuan Fei's whole life even worse. The sky followed with fear.

In the second half of July, Yuan Fei's life theme was to take care of her little girlfriend.

It was almost lunchtime at noon this day, Yuan Fei put down what she was doing and went into the kitchen, and Yu'er wandered in after a while, watching her open the refrigerator, take out a piece of frozen meat, put it in the fresh-keeping layer, and wash it decently Picked up two eggplants.

Yuan Fei was not very good at cooking, but since Yu'er was injured and unable to cook, she gradually got used to putting ducks on the shelves.Every time she enters the kitchen, Yu'er is there to guide her, which makes her improve rapidly, reaching the current level.

She washed the eggplants and began to use the knife. Yu'er looked around for a while, but there was nothing to point out. She went to the refrigerator and brought out two cucumbers, and ordered: "It's hot, let's have a cold salad."

Yuan Fei didn't make a sound, after cutting the eggplants and cucumbers, she worked silently.

"You seem a little silent today?" Yu'er was very sensitive to her mood changes, and took advantage of her height of three or four centimeters to stand behind Yuan Fei and put her chin on her shoulder.

In this position, Yuan Fei could get in close contact with her by tilting her head, but she just lowered her head to chop vegetables, and said in a muffled voice, "No."

Yu'er kissed her on the cheek: "I say yes."

Yuan Fei narrowed her eyes resignedly, put the sliced ​​eggplants and cucumbers on separate plates, and started chopping onions and garlic.Yu'er lightly reminded: "Don't cut the green onion too big, it won't taste good."

Yuan Fei was very modest, and re-cut the chopped green onion twice, then remembered the topic just now, and continued to muffle: "July is almost over."

Yu'er reacted for a moment, not wanting to understand what this had to do with her depression.

"when are you leaving?"

Only then did Yu'er remember that she said she would go home in August, and now that August is approaching, Yuan Fei was thinking about it.

So he stretched out his uninjured right hand, hugged Yuan Fei with one hand, and said with a smile, "You don't want me to go?"

Yuan Fei put the cut vegetables on a plate in her hands, turned around and let go of her embrace, and she saw that she was about to walk towards the stove.Yu'er supported the wall with her hand to block her way, and raised her eyebrows in protest: "If you don't tell the truth, you won't let her go."

Yuan Fei was amused by her rich expression, then straightened her face again, practicing the teacher's majesty in advance: "This classmate, excuse me."

This sentence was meant as a joke, but Yu'er's expression froze when he heard it, and then his face darkened.Yuan Fei was confused, put down the plate on her hand, and asked her inquiringly, "What's wrong?"

Yu'er took the plate of cucumbers, turned her back to add seasonings, changed the subject and said, "Come home with me."

This topic was too shocking, and Yuan Fei was successfully distracted. She was shocked and said, "Is this... suitable?"

"Go play for a few days, and stay with me too. My parents are busy and won't spend too long with them. It's too boring for me to go back by myself."

Yuan Fei was a little hesitant about this invitation, which was similar to meeting parents: "Then how do you introduce me to your parents?"

"I learned a trick from the TV series before. I don't lie to my parents, but only tell limited facts. You are a senior sister, so you must be right." Yu'er turned her head and blinked at her, returning to her lively and playful appearance However, Yuan Fei noticed that the corners of her eyes were slightly red and moist, as if she had been soaked in some liquid just now.

Seeing that she didn't answer for a long time, Yu'er tempted her again: "There is a beautiful sea in my house, and there are delicious seafood in the sea."

Probably attracted by the second half of the sentence, Yuan Fei's eyes lit up.Yu'er strikes while the iron is hot: "There are also world-renowned beer brands. There is a beer festival in mid-August, which is very interesting."

Yuan Fei held back a smile and listened to her praising her hometown in a heart-wrenching manner, deliberately listening without saying a word.Yu'er seemed to be at a loss, she paused for a moment, her voice softened: "I don't want to be separated from you for too long."

Only then did Yuan Fei let go: "I'll go home with you."

The lunch of one meat, one vegetable and one soup was prepared quickly, and the two of them ate together and started packing their luggage again.Now that we have decided to go back together, there is no need to delay the departure time.Coupled with Yu'er's temptation, Yuan Fei couldn't wait any longer, so she simply booked a ticket for the next day.

After rummaging through the cabinets, they found a large suitcase, and the clothes of the two were entangled in it intimately.The cat had just filled half the box when the cat jumped in and refused to come out, its paws facing the sky, revealing its snow-white belly, and acted like a baby to them.

It was only then that Yuan Fei remembered that they were all leaving, so what about the cat.

Yu'er thought for a moment, and made a suggestion: "Send it to Qiao Bing."

Yuan Fei looked reluctant, as if she didn't want to mention the girl who was emotionally involved with Yu'er, and her cousin who was emotionally involved with him.Yu'er stretched out her hand and took the cat out of the suitcase, touched it twice and handed it to her: "Qiao Bing is on my side."

The cat stretched itself in Yuan Fei's arms, its little paws were still reaching Yu'er's hand, which meant to touch it.Yuan Fei grabbed the restless little paw and squeezed it, then sat down on the carpet beside the suitcase, one person and one cat stared at Yu'er quietly.

Yu'er sat next to Yuan Fei, grabbed Yuan Fei's hand holding the cat's paw, and gently squeezed it.Cat's Claw shrank back understandingly, and the palms of the two of them stuck together.

"Qiao Bing begged for my forgiveness, and promised to help us. I made a statement because of her, so I kept it a secret from Kang Yu."

Yuan Fei was slightly surprised, but quickly regained his composure, and asked her softly, "Do you not mind what she did before?"

Yu'er held her hand tightly: "I'm afraid you might mind."

Yuan Fei lowered her eyes and smiled, she didn't say she minded or didn't mind, she just stood up with the cat in her arms: "Help me give it a bath, send it over in the afternoon."

Yu'er froze for a moment, got up in a jerk, leaned over to look left and right at her, and asked suspiciously: "You... really don't mind?"

Yuan Fei looked at Yu'er's cute expression of feigned surprise, she was supposed to be amused, but her heart felt sour.In the bar, she understood Yu'er's disappointment with Qiao Bing, and according to Yu'er's behavior, if it wasn't for her, she would never have anything to do with Qiao Bing again.Of course she knew what Yu'er was thinking. Right now they were isolated and helpless, it was of great significance to get Qiao Bing's help.

She suddenly thought of Yu'er's pseudonym, humbled for her faith.Yu'er once again humbled herself for her.And is she really worthy of being Yu'er's faith?

Yuan Fei put the cat down, and suddenly hugged Yu'er: "I will treat you very well."

Yu'er chuckled softly in her ear, and murmured: "It couldn't be better."

That night, Yuan Fei woke up from a dream that had nothing to do with Yu'er, and suddenly felt a chill.

She saw a doctor's order, with her name written in the patient column, and the words in black and white on the white paper said "clear consciousness, intact intelligence, many delusions and hallucinations", and was diagnosed as paranoid schizophrenia.

Too often, she can't distinguish between dreams and reality, such as this moment.The contents of the medical certificate almost completely coincided with her. Maybe she really had a mental problem, which is why the deja-vu phenomenon occurs frequently.

The hands around her neck seemed to be a little uncomfortable due to the cold sweat from her. He curled his fingers and rubbed the crystal clear skin, gently wiping away the beads of sweat.She watched Yu'er opened her eyes in a daze, and when she met her gaze, she was one part surprised, but nine parts happy, and then gave her a doting smile.

Yuan Fei said apologetically, "I woke you up again." The last word was lost in Yu'er's soft kiss.

The girl's brows and eyes gradually became clear in the darkness, Yuan Fei couldn't help reaching out to touch, and when her fingertips touched Yu'er's cheek, she thought of something again, and the mood that had just calmed down was instantly taken over by fear again.A deeper fear than when he doubted his own mental state a moment ago.

Yu'er grabbed her trembling hand: "What's wrong?"

"In the kitchen at noon, why did you react abnormally to my joke?"

Probably because Yuan Fei didn't expect Yuan Fei to mention this suddenly, Yu'er thought about it for a moment, then smiled again: "What a joke, I forgot."

From dazed to laughing, the loneliness that lasted for less than a second was still captured by Yuan Fei.

Yuan Fei's voice cooled down: "Because I said 'borrowed', isn't it?"

Yu'er's smile froze on her face.

"What... did you think of?"

A distressed look appeared on the girl's face, she raised her hand to rub the center of her brows, and sighed, "I must have been infected by you, and I also have some weird dreams."

It's a dream again...

"Once, I dreamed of a scene, and I mustered up the courage to stand in front of you, but you just kept a cold face and said excuse me..."

Yuan Fei sat up, as if she had captured some terrifying details from Yuer's dream, she trembled even more, and asked her eagerly to confirm: "What scene did you dream about? Did we really experience it, or was it a stranger? ?”

Yu'er frowned and thought for a while, then shook her head: "I don't remember." Seeing Yuan Fei's expression of concern, she found it funny again, pulled her to lie down again, and comforted her: "It's just a dream, why are you always fighting with dreams?" .Sleep quickly."

Yuan Fei gradually relaxed her body in her embrace, and didn't make another sound.I don't know how long it has passed, and Yu'er heard her whispering in a half-dream and half-awake state: "I want to see a mental doctor."

She rubbed Yuan Fei's soft body into her bosom for comfort, her nose was full of elegant fragrance, which made her sleepy again.

I could feel Yuan Fei reaching out to hug her back, patting her on the back one after another.Under this extremely gentle movement, Yu'er finally fell asleep completely.

In the hazy night, Yuan Fei looked at Yu'er who was sleeping soundly in her arms, and felt soft in her heart.Just now, the more she thought about it, the more absurd she felt, and she even started to laugh at herself, what the hell was she thinking.Everyone has dreams, but she is just more frequent and closer to reality. How can it be that there is a mental problem?Dreams, this field that science has not been able to set foot in so far, even if something really went wrong with her, how can it be defined as a mental illness?

Probably because after getting to know Yu'er, his mood fluctuated too frequently, which disturbed the rhythm of Shendu for two years.Used to it.

It will be fine.