martyrdom

The work of changing the dressing starts from the injured waist.The medical tape pulled the slightly red skin around the wound, and the blood-stained gauze slowly tore off the flesh and blood underneath. The stinging pain made Yuan Fei clenched her hands on the pillow in her arms, pursed her lips and endured it.

Yu'er glanced at her whitish fingertips, quickly stopped, took the iodophor, and first soaked the layer of gauze that was stuck to the wound.This time, the bandage was finally removed smoothly, and the black sutures interspersed and overlapped at the wound was exposed to Yu'er.There was a long scratch, and there were several short ones around it. The pink flesh was turned outward, and a deep red was oozing from the collision not long ago.

Although I was mentally prepared, it was not the first time to treat Yuan Fei's wound, but last time it was just a neat knife wound that was not too serious, and she only re-bandaged her, and did not really bring her unbearable pain. .

How could she be willing to hurt her.

Already uneasy, seeing the scene in front of her again, Yu'er felt that she was firmly controlled by the suffocation, and her eyes even turned red unconsciously.

The hand holding the cotton swab tried hard to restrain the trembling and wiped the wound. She heard Yuan Fei take a light breath, and then forced her to speak, as if trying to comfort her: "You are much gentler than the doctors and nurses in the hospital. You are not at all... ...it doesn't hurt."

The trembling ending, the disordered breathing, and the greasy and cold sweat on the skin due to the severe sting are all revealing this unreliable lie.

However, Yu'er still took a deep breath, and cooperated with her: "That's good."

"Your hands... are beautiful and dexterous."

Yu'er suspected that she didn't even know what she was talking about.While continuing to wipe the wound with difficulty, she exhaled slowly to calm down, and replied softly, "It's not the first time we've seen each other."

At this time, Yuan Fei can still smile lightly, which makes her admire: "Yes, I have seen and seen, and I have bitten, and I can't put it down with these hands and this person."

The movements in Yu'er's hands stopped.The fingers holding the cotton swab seemed to have exerted great strength, and the knuckles were turning blue and white, as if they were trying to suppress their emotions.After the suppression failed, two drops of clear tears fell, and she caught them with her hands in time to avoid contaminating the wound.

"Yu'er...?" Yuan Fei called her in a low voice, and used the tone of a child who did something wrong and was afraid of being punished, but this time she couldn't laugh.

He raised his head, stared at Yuan Fei's white lips, and said in a trembling voice, "You don't have to do this."

Yuan Fei looked back at her quietly with innocent eyes.

"I know you have been enduring. Is the pain you endured more difficult than the pain itself? You really think I'm a fool, and you don't even realize that I'm riddled with holes. Is it?" Yu'er's tone was very light, with a tear-stained smile on her face, as if she was blaming her for pretending to be indifferent when she was obviously in unbearable pain a moment ago, or as if she was implying something else, "Yuan Fei, I hope You show me your truest feelings, and I will try my best to be someone worthy of your honesty."

Yuan Fei's hand touched her face, affectionately caressing, with gentle strength reaching to the bottom of her heart: "You are so smart, but there are some things that are subversive, weird, and incomprehensible. For example, let me tell you, everything you see is nothing but Dream once, and you will wake up the next moment; for example, if I say that the person in front of you is just a phantom, your sight, touch, and all senses are deceiving you, will you understand? If these are your demons , how do you get over it?"

Yu'er was stunned, and the cotton swab in her hand fell to the ground.

Seeing her reaction, Yuan Fei lowered her eyes and smiled, pinched her face, and said in a relaxed tone: "Look, I can make such a terrible hypothesis, am I almost a lunatic?"

"...If this is your current thinking," Yu'er held her hand back, her expression still not fading from shock, but she still wanted to comfort her, "Dreams will not wake up, phantoms will not disappear, I will Sincerely by your side. You have come, but you are uneasy, looking forward to the future while worrying about losing, isn't it very contradictory?"

Probably because she didn't expect that Yu'er would fully enter into her logic, and could use her logic to say words of comfort, this time Yuan Fei looked dumbfounded.

Yu'er had already adjusted her mood, took another cotton swab, and planned to continue applying medicine to the wound.Before taking the medicine, she warned: "Don't be hard on yourself anymore, let me know the pain."

After wiping it off with a cotton swab, there was finally no more disordered panting and suppressed whispers in my ears, but a soft hum.The sound was soft and true, without concealment or contradiction. Although it was distressing, it was better than the torment of each other's pretending.

The dressing changes on her waist and arms were successfully completed, Yu'er knelt on one knee on the sofa to get closer to her, and began to remove the bandages on her face.Yuan Fei became visibly nervous, her drooping eyelashes couldn't help trembling, and even moved back the moment the gauze was lifted, almost pulling the wound.

"Don't move." Yu'er clasped the back of her neck, concentrating on applying the medicine while joking, "It's not the first time I've been so close, I'm still nervous."

A soft sound escaped Yuan Fei's nose, Yu'er raised her eyebrows, and continued to speak slowly: "I think this wound stretches from the corner of the eye, and its shape is charming. If there is a scar in the future, I will use it as a branch and outline it with powder. Decorated with flowers on top and green leaves on the bottom, you are guaranteed to be unparalleled in coquettishness, making people unforgettable."

Yuan Fei took another breath, goosebumps appeared on her body, but it wasn't because of the pain in the wound: "Where did you learn such nonsense words?"

Yu'er glanced at her, the corners of her lips slightly raised: "You taught me, Teacher Yuan."

"...When did I teach you this?"

"The School of Graceful Ci, the content focuses on the style of children, the structure is deep and meticulous, the rhythm is emphasized, the language is mellow, fresh and beautiful, and it has a kind of soft beauty. Isn't this what you taught?"

Hearing Yu'er reciting the book verbatim, she laughed out loud, and stretched out her hand to embrace the girl kneeling in front of her.

"I teach you these, not for you to use them here."

Yu'er simply straddled her with long legs, avoiding the wound on her waist and sticking to her arms, blinking innocently: "Why not apply what you have learned?"

Yuan Fei smiled and tried to kiss her eloquent thin lips, but she nimbly avoided her, and pointed her fingers on her lips that wanted to make trouble: "I'll be shameless if I can't say it, I should seal it up with tape."

Yuan Fei bit her fingertip again.

She withdrew her hand quickly, and really took out the medical tape, ripping it off, while looking at Yuan Fei with threatening eyes.The threatened person hurriedly acted obediently, but the tape was only pasted to the corner of the eye to fix the newly changed gauze.

After changing the dressing, they were still reluctant to leave each other's arms.Yuan Fei wrapped her hands around Yu'er's slender waist, buried her face in her warm and fragrant chest, and said sullenly, "By the way, when are you going back?"

Yu'er's heart softened after being rubbed by her, and her mind didn't turn anymore: "Where to go back?"

"Go home." The reluctant tone made Yu'er smile again.

"I come back this time, and I don't plan to go back again."

Yuan Fei raised her head from her embrace, with a pleasant expression on her face, but she still confirmed with her: "Aren't you going back for the Lantern Festival?"

Yu'er just smiled and shook her head.

"You didn't go back until school started?"

"Yes, I won't go back."

Yuan Fei seemed to have guessed something, and became nervous again: "Your parents...can you agree?"

Yu'er pressed her head back to her chest, and said lightly: "The married daughter splashed water, they naturally agree. I heard that you took me in, and they are very satisfied."

Sure enough, Yu'er confessed their relationship to her parents.But what she didn't expect was that there would be such a good result.Yuan Fei's head bounced off her chest again, looking at her in surprise, almost speechless.

This time, Yu'er held her restless head with both hands, pinched the smooth and tender flesh on her face, and said in an ambiguous and soft tone: "They heard that Teacher Yuan is very talented, has a charm like blue, and is unparalleled. She is beautiful, and she is very envious in her heart, thinking that their daughter has the blessings cultivated in her previous life, so she can have such a wonderful person who will never abandon her, accompany her by her side, naturally comfort her and support her wholeheartedly."

Yuan Fei struggled to hold back the twitching of the corners of her mouth, and rolled up her cuffs to show her the new goosebumps on her arms, which made her bend over with a smile.

It is easy to say a few jokes, but the truth is often not beautiful.Yu'er's parents agree that their relationship is true, but their attitude will never be calm and indifferent.This is the normal feeling of being a parent, and it is the helplessness left by thousands of years of secular vision.In exchange for a non-objectionable result, a price must be paid.Yuan Fei's price is the Spring Festival couplets that she regards as a treasure, and Yu'er's price... She only hopes that this price will not make the girl feel too painful.

As night fell quietly, Yu'er, who had a private space, did not snuggle up to Yuan Fei as usual, but locked herself in her room.

Turning on the computer, biting his lips and thinking for a moment facing the search box, he typed a few key words "delusion", "fantasy" and "paranoia".A series of seemingly messy but clearly directed sub-links immediately popped up on the webpage. She clicked a few, captured important information, and entered the information into the regular data search database as proof, and found an authority that could clearly answer her doubts. Word.

Outside the room, Yuan Fei began to circle back and forth uneasily.This time when Yu'er came back, even though she had her own room, it was the first time that the door was closed to shut her out.The behavior of Yu'er sticking to her side last night even though she had an independent space had touched her for a long time, she never thought that loneliness would come so quickly.

She knew that the inseparable state in the past was not a healthy couple relationship, and she really wanted Yuer to have her own space by arranging the guest room, but habits are often difficult to change.This difficulty even made her doubt the correctness of this move.She wasted time and effort, and in the end she just found herself... unhappy?

After turning around for a while, I found that I couldn't comfort myself to accept this scene and do my own thing as if that person didn't exist.So she couldn't bear it anymore, and started to take action, using a plate of cut fruits to trick Yu'er into opening the door.

The people in the room seemed a little cramped, avoiding her gaze and leading her in, but as sensitive as she immediately realized what Yu'er was hiding, she forced her shoulder to look, and sure enough, she saw the tear stains on her face.

"You cried..." He murmured in disbelief, followed by deep doubts, "Why?"

Because she had just educated Yuan Fei in the afternoon, Yu'er didn't force a smile, but just lowered her eyes quietly, and after a while, tears fell again, this time, Yuan Fei reached out to catch her.

Their tears were too much.

"What are you looking at?" Noticing the computer presenting the main screen, obviously a cover-up by someone before she came in.A question was not answered, Yuan Fei first took a tissue and stuffed it into Yu'er's hand, then sat directly in front of the computer, and clicked on the open browser in the taskbar.

After wiping away her tears, Yu'er saw this scene, and it was too late to stop her.

The author has something to say:

This is actually a very sweet chapter...

I hope you don't forget the sugar in front of you after eating a little glass...

To discover more beautiful...

muah!