soft hedgehog

The distance is far, how far can it be?

Ji Tong was not reconciled.After he left the graduate school, he went straight home, even if the possibility was slim, he wanted to go back to the family school to try his luck, to see if Liang Yuchen went back to their home.

It's a pity that he rushed home by taxi, and there were no surprises waiting for him, only Hu Aihua, who had no class in the afternoon, was there alone.

"Why are you back at this time?" His mother came out of the kitchen wearing an apron.

Hu Aihua has nothing to do, and is learning how to make salted greengage following other people's recipes, holding a smooth plum like a marble in his hand.

Ji Tong walked over before he even had time to change his shoes. The first thing he did was to push the door of the small bedroom.

"Has my brother been back?"

"No," Hu Aihua looked unhappy, "Go change your shoes first."

Ji Tong was disappointed when he didn't hear the answer he wanted. After closing the door, he walked towards the hallway sullenly, but when he saw the fucking expression from the corner of his eye, he vaguely felt something was wrong.

He stopped and asked, "Mom, why don't you seem surprised at all, you know my brother is back?"

Hu Aihua turned back to put down the plums, scooped up the salt one by one, put it in a sealed jar one by one, and spread it densely on the green plums.

"I know, your Uncle Liang told me yesterday."

"I found out yesterday, why didn't you tell me?"

"There are too many things to do, so I forgot. Besides, you are still in the final exam period, and we don't want to disturb you. Your Uncle Liang also means the same."

Ji Tong was in a hurry: "I've already finished the exams. How can you call such an important matter my brother's return? Of course I should know as soon as possible."

Hu Aihua's calmness is in stark contrast to his excitement: "Why do you want to know right away, he's always back, it's the same if you see him sooner or later, why is it so urgent?"

Hearing this, Ji Tong froze in place.He finds it very strange that in the past Hu Aihua loved Liang Yuchen the most, and always praised him for being sensible and competitive, wishing to be closer than his own mother.Why has her attitude changed after only half a year of separation?When mentioning Liang Yuchen, the tone was less intimate and more unfamiliar, as if referring to someone irrelevant, even Zheng Beibei and Yang Xiao were not as good.

But thinking about it carefully, it seems that these changes are not unique to today.When Liang Yuchen left half a year ago, her mother's attitude was very strange.It seems that it's not that I don't want to part with it, but... that it's easier to leave.

He asked: "My brother is back, are you not happy?"

Hu Aihua retorted: "What are you talking about? How could I be unhappy when Yuchen came back? I just told you not to worry. Think about it, he must have a lot of school things to deal with when he comes back, and you are the thesis and defense Wouldn't it be more trouble if you got involved in it? After a day or two of busy work, I'll go home naturally, mom is the one who understands him and you."

Indeed, there are more real things to do than not being able to graduate at the end of the semester, and it makes sense to have time to spare.The little doubt that had just arisen disappeared, and Ji Tong was persuaded.

At least one thing he said was fucking right, he thought.Since my brother has come back, sooner or later he will step into this house, and he can't avoid it.

In this family, there is his biological father, his stepmother who always treats him like a child, and his younger brother.

The elder brother has a generous appearance, but in fact he is the purest, filial and affectionate inside.Parents are a lifetime responsibility to him, as for himself...

Ji Tong opened the shoe cabinet and saw two pairs of carefully packed shoes.One pair was bought by Liang Yuchen for him, and the other pair was bought by him for Liang Yuchen, and they were placed side by side.

Looking at them, he couldn't help thinking about the past, thinking of the sentence Liang Yuchen said in a hurry——

"The book of sages only teaches me to look up to heaven and earth, but it doesn't teach me that I can't love you."

Suddenly felt a burst of sweetness.

He was obviously afraid at the time, but for some reason, this sentence fermented in his heart for half a year, and slowly turned into honey, nourishing his dry heart during the time the two separated.

He thought his brother couldn't let them go.

Although Liang Yuchen didn't let Ji Tong go to him, Ji Tong couldn't help but think about it, he really wanted to see the person he was thinking about earlier.What's more, Liang Yuchen didn't let himself go to him because of a moment of anger, Ji Tong thought, as long as he went to see him, explained clearly, and apologized, they would always be able to reconcile as before.

Liang Changlei closed the stall very late at night and told Hu Aihua that he could go to the store later tomorrow, just to accompany her to the supermarket.

Ji Tong heard it, and felt embarrassed to ask directly, but he already had doubts and speculations in his heart.He walked to the kitchen and asked casually, "Uncle Liang, I don't know where the new store has been open for so long, or is it near the school?"

"It's not far away," Liang Changlei was wiping the range hood, "it's on Changchun Street to the east, and it's still with the steamed stuffed bun shop."

Ji Tong groaned, nodded, and kept it in his heart.

He quickly went to take a shower, went back to his room and changed into a brand new light-colored t-shirt and jeans, and put some money in his pocket.

Walking to the entrance, he took out the pair of sneakers that meant a lot to the two of them, put them on, and shouted to his mother, "Mom, I'll go to Yang Xiao's house."

Hu Aihua responded.

As soon as he left the house, he rushed downstairs, but he slowed down as soon as he ran out of Building 5.You can't run, you'll sweat when you run, and sweating doesn't look good.

After taking a taxi to the place described by Liang Changlei, he got off the car at the Baozi shop, and his heart began to beat uncontrollably when he saw the sign of Limin Fruit Shop.It's a pity that the two rolling gates are closed so tightly that you can't see what's going on inside.

He squatted down and looked into the crack.The light didn't seem to be on, and he felt disappointed but still didn't dare to give up easily, so he got up and walked around to the back of the street.I vaguely remember the structure of the old fruit store. There should be a small room where people can sleep in the store, and the small room should also have windows.

I hope the new store will be the same.

Sure enough, a half-open wooden window appeared in front of the back street, painted maroon, with orange light shining through the window.

There are people in the house.

Ji Tong's heartbeat went too fast, and he walked over excitedly under strong pressure. Before he could lift his hand to knock on the window, he smelled a cold and light smell of tobacco first.

Someone was smoking in the cabin, that's why the windows were open.

Intuition told him that Liang Yuchen was inside, maybe sitting by the window to breathe, maybe leaning against the table to smoke, as long as he called "Brother", they could meet each other.

But when things came to an end, he was rather timid.

On the phone call in the afternoon, Liang Yuchen just said that he didn't want to see him, and now he came to the door, didn't he deliberately make his brother feel disgusted?What should I say when we meet, will it be another unpleasant experience.

These problems always require a lot of courage to offset.

In this way, he hid himself behind the window and even hid his shadow. He didn't dare to scratch his calf when the mosquito bit him.

Not long after, the people in the room stood up, and their silhouettes were clearly reflected on the window.The forearm seems to be resting on the edge of the window, and the hands with slightly protruding veins are stretched out of the window, with a half-lit cigarette between the fingers.

The distance between them was so close that Ji Tong's heart almost jumped out of his throat. He watched the cigarette slowly burning, and watched the left hand next to him retract again, and there was the sound of talking on the phone.

"So early, what are you doing?"

It's Liang Yuchen, Ji Tong almost shouted.

He spoke in a deep, magnetic voice, with a little smile on his face.Ji Tong didn't mean to eavesdrop, but it was even more inappropriate to interrupt at this time, so he stood motionless behind the window, his heart pounding, and he held his breath involuntarily.

"Me? I'm resting."

"smokes."

"Today's first one."

Judging from his tone, the other party seemed to be abroad, otherwise he wouldn't have said "so early".The relationship between the two should be very close, otherwise the other party would not ask him which one he got.

"I'll go shopping tomorrow. I'm not free today. I'm going back to school to do some errands."

"What else do I need besides window grilles, and Chinese books? I'll buy them all at once."

"Then I'll watch and buy."

"Let me listen again, I don't know how to appreciate it."

After speaking, he smiled.

The air was quiet for a while, Ji Tong stood there in a daze, and even in the summer, he felt cold all over his body.

Who is Liang Yuchen calling, friend or lover?

He didn't have the guts to guess.

But after a while, God seemed to be interested in answering his questions.Liang Yuchen suddenly said "Okay" in a very accommodating tone, and put the phone by the window.

Soon, the sound of a guitar came from a short distance away.

He turned on the speaker, probably because he felt tired after holding it for a long time, but he didn't expect someone behind the window to listen with him.

The bright moon is like a spring, once inhabited in the eyes of the lover, but now there is no lover, so it hangs high in the sky.The chords of the acoustic guitar are lighter than moonlight, and a boy is on the other end of the phone, singing slowly about his love for another person.

hoouldyoufeel

ifitoldyouilovedyou

it'sjtsothgthatiwanttodo

i'takgyti, sendgylife

fallgdeeerlovewithyou

sotellthatyoulovetoo

thesur, asthelicsblew

bloodflowsdeeerthanariver

everyone that is end with you

eresatuonourbestfriendsroof

i had both of yars around you

oh

hoouldyoufeel

ifitoldyouilovedyou

it'sjtsothgthatiwanttodo

i'takgyti, sendgylife

fallgdeeerlovewithyou

sotellthatyoulovetoo

After singing a song for nearly 3 minutes, Ji Tong felt that there was not a single inch of his heart intact after listening to it.

"Tell me how you would feel if I told you I love you. It's something I've always wanted to do and I'll give it to the time and spend the rest of my life to prove it and love you more and more .”

"Just tell me you feel the same way."

This song doesn't look like it was sung to Liang Yuchen by someone else, but rather like it was sung by Liang Yuchen to Ji Tong. It clearly tells the story between the two of them.

After Liang Yuchen listened quietly, he said, "You sang very well." The cigarette in his hand just happened to burn out.

A joyful "really" came from the phone.

He stepped back and closed the wooden window tightly, so that Ji Tong could not hear the conversation behind him.

Maybe Liang Yuchen would say "really", maybe Liang Yuchen would say "I didn't lie to you".

Ji Tong was not reconciled, and at the same time he did not want to believe it.But it was only half a year apart, and the body temperature that was once given to him went to warm others.Liang Yuchen didn't wait here, was it because he was really disappointed in him or because his new lover made him let go of his previous feelings?

Once discarded like a pair of shoes, others picked up like pearls and jade.

There was still a figure on the window, but Ji Tong never had the courage to knock on the window again.On the way home, his legs were as heavy as lead, and his mind was full of thoughts, thinking about everything he heard with his own ears tonight like ants eating his heart.

Liang Yuchen has someone to accompany him, someone to keep him from being alone, this is of course not a bad thing.Ji Tong understands that he should be happy for his brother, the most important thing is his happiness, even though this happiness has nothing to do with him.

But Ji Tong can fool others but not himself.When he thought of others being by Liang Yuchen's side, seeing each other from time to time, and being intimate every day, his heart was like frying oil, and he never really let go of it for a moment.

happiness?Liang Yuchen was living happily with other people, Ji Tong really didn't know how to say his blessings.

This shows how bad he is. He walked on the road and smiled bleakly.

The vile man was frank to the night that he didn't want Liang Yuchen to have the happiness that anyone else gave him.