soft hedgehog

Sleeping together, what kind of sleeping together.

Liang Yuchen wasn't rascal enough to let himself think about this problem, but he couldn't really get rid of Ji Tong's hand.They used to be so close, tonight they finally had the chance to relive their old dreams, even if they just slept together, how could they not want to?

He resisted everywhere, because he was afraid that he would fall into the abyss again.But there is Ji Tong in the abyss, it seems that it doesn't matter if you jump, at most it's just a life, if Ji Tong wants it, take it.

He finally stayed, but he didn't really hug Ji Tong.

The two were able to stick to each other very close like before, breathing so close, but at first they were still a little uncomfortable.I didn't know what to say, and I didn't dare to do anything, and no one even turned off the desk lamp.The distance between the arms was a punch, no one crossed the line first, only the heart was beating wildly.

After lying upright like this for a while, Ji Tong was unwilling to waste the night, and asked softly, "Brother, are you asleep?"

Liang Yuchen replied "no".

He can't sleep.

The alcohol has not passed, Ji Tong's mind is very clear, and there is no trace of drowsiness either.With a belly full of sincerity, he was about to continue talking when the phone on the bedside table vibrated suddenly, interrupting him directly.

Liang Yuchen's hand passed over him from above, as if hugging him, and left after getting the phone.

"Ah."

"Tonight is not over, you go to bed first."

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, the phone was placed directly under the pillow, refusing to hug it again.

Ji Tong knew who it was, but he felt uncomfortable.Now he is finally qualified to feel uncomfortable, and he must feel uncomfortable for a while.

His voice was muffled: "Wu You?"

Liang Yuchen hummed, and folded his hands behind his head, as if he was thinking about something.

"Calling you so late?"

"Ask me if I can't make it through."

He immediately turned his head away, put his arms under his face, and left his back to his brother: "You seem to be very close."

Liang Yuchen was silent for a moment, then said, "He is nice."

"Then you like him?"

"There's no connection between the two."

The jar of vinegar in Ji Tong's heart had already disintegrated, and the sour smell was pungent when it was sprinkled on the ground.

He knew he shouldn't bring up unpleasant things this evening, but he couldn't help himself.There is no way, people are greedy and greedy animals.Before coming here, he only wished to see his elder brother, and after seeing his elder brother, he hoped that his elder brother would forgive him.When he really forgave, he wanted to go back to the past, even worse than before.

He wants his brother to love him.

He looked at the shadow of the desk lamp: "I found something in your drawer."

There were many things in the drawer, Liang Yuchen didn't know which one he was talking about, so he checked it silently in his mind.

"what."

"Condoms."

Liang Yuchen finally opened his eyes.He didn't remember having such a thing in the drawer.

Ji Tong's whole figure stood on the roof of the building, and the wind could blow him off if it was a little stronger.With the mood of dying, he clenched the quilt tightly with his hands, turned his body back and looked at Liang Yuchen earnestly, and asked a blunt question.

"Have you ever used it with him?"

Even if they are not in a relationship, they may still use such a thing, and he cannot but rule out this one-in-a-million possibility.

The two lay facing each other, completely blocking each other's weak light, and they couldn't even see their facial features clearly.

Liang Yuchen's thin lips moved slightly: "Is this question important to you?"

Ji Tong moved his eyes away from his face, staring at his Adam's apple that moved slightly when he spoke, his heart beat faster than a rabbit, he was both nervous and anxious, and in the end he only hummed lightly, unable to say anything extra.

"What if I said I used it."

"Really?"

But he didn't wait for Liang Yuchen's answer, it seemed to be the default.

At this moment, Ji Tong finally understands what it means to have one's life played in the palm of one's hands.The person in front of him only needs to move his mouth, and he can make him live and die once.

He didn't believe it in his heart, but when faced with Liang Yuchen's reaction, he suddenly lost his confidence.Maybe I haven't seen each other for a year, Liang Yuchen has changed his mind, love and desire are divided into two, and he can only talk about bed with others regardless of feelings.

But he still didn't believe it.His eyes were stubborn, and he wanted to open his mouth to force Liang Yuchen to answer, but his throat seemed to be stuffed with a large ball of cotton, and he was too stagnant to make a sound.

Liang Yuchen also looked at him.

He was angry and refused to look away, but tears pooled in his eyes, revealing his hurt inside.

Facing this situation and scene, Liang Yuchen's expression was always grim, but he couldn't bear it in his heart.

But he did not act rashly in the end.He was afraid, and a person who experienced extreme pain would naturally develop extreme fear.

Pain triggers a person's instinctive defense mechanisms.

Ji Tong asked again: "Really?"

Tears are no better than him, they hang on the tip of his nose and cannot be shed.He rubbed his face against the quilt, wiped his tears and asked again: "Really?"

Liang Yuchen let it go: "Fake."

"The house is rented, and the things belong to the landlord. I have never used them."

Ji Tong was stunned when he heard this, and after a long time of silence, he began to cry slowly, with tears and snot flowing down his nose together, it was an indulgence of letting go and escaping from death.

Hearing the sobbing sound getting louder and louder, like a small train, Liang Yuchen couldn't laugh or cry: "What is this?"

It sounded like he was a little out of breath.

Ji Tong couldn't laugh.

He didn't even bother to wipe away the tears hanging on his cheeks, he suddenly rushed forward like a little leopard and hugged Liang Yuchen tightly, causing Liang Yuchen's body to thump and move back an inch.

"So you are okay, not at all?" He put his arms around Liang Yuchen's waist and stared at him with his chin raised.

"You can't say that, we are friends."

The corners of Ji Tong's mouth were deflated like an upside-down moon: "Then why did you scare me just now?"

Liang Yuchen supported the bed with his palms back: "I didn't scare you."

"Why not? You did, you did it on purpose, you know...you know..." I knew it for a long time, but I still couldn't figure out why.

Today he always speaks anticlimactically, with a bold beginning and a mosquito-like voice at the end.

"You haven't answered me yet," Liang Yuchen wiped away his tears with a hand, "That question was very important to you just now?"

"Of course." He escaped from death, without any cover, "Everything related to you is very important to me."

Liang Yuchen didn't seem to believe it, and kept silent and didn't respond.

Immediately, he was extremely anxious, and swore to the sky with the gestures he learned from Yang Xiao: "Really! Brother, you believe me, I have never cared about other people as much as I care about you, you don't know how scared I am." It's been a good time for you two. I just think it might be a good time for you two, and I—"

"Whatever you do."

"I'm dying."

Ji Tong knew that he couldn't speak nice words, but he knew how to express with body language.He tightened his arms, and the two of them got closer together, their whole bodies were like hot and hot coals, and he raised his head and said to Liang Yuchen: "Really, if you ignore me, I will die, and if you are with others, I will die." deal."

Life is one life, in the hands of others, his life this year is worse than death.

Liang Yuchen was amused by his serious appearance: "It's not dead."

"Really!" Ji Tong's eyes were real, and his tone was even more real, "I won't lie to you a word, brother, I can't live without you."

Liang Yuchen suppressed his smile: "Think clearly, aren't you afraid?"

Ji Tong nodded desperately.

He is not afraid of anything else, but he is afraid that he will not see Liang Yuchen.Now that they can hug each other again and let the elder brother only look at him, then there is nothing to be afraid of.The blood in his body was like a pot of boiling water, and even his body could break through. Looking at the eyebrows and eyes that he had missed for more than a year, he no longer knew how to be reserved, and he stretched out his neck and kissed him.

"Tongtong—"

There was a muffled sound in Liang Yuchen's throat, and the word Tongtong was held back in his mouth.Ji Tong didn't care, and pressed his thin lips to kiss very greedily and urgently.

"Brother..." he yelled vaguely.