soft hedgehog

"Don't be in a hurry." Wu You pressed his shoulders to make him calm down, "He is going to be an interpreter, not to fight, don't be in a hurry."

But Ji Tong lost three souls and two and a half souls just by hearing the word "fighting war", so how could he not be in a hurry?

He pulled Wu You and asked, "What else do you know? Where did he go? When did he leave?"

Wu You saw his elbows moving back and forth, almost touching the hot soup pot a few times, the first thing he did was to hastily turn off the gas, and then he explained to him one by one.

Liang Yuchen set off more than a month ago, together with Steve.The place I went to was the old French colony of Livia, which spoke both Arabic and French, and the peacekeeping force mainly spoke English.The reason why Ji Tong is not in a hurry is because although the situation on the front line here is not yet clear, the hatred value of people with yellow skin and black ties is relatively low, and the Security Council has passed a resolution last month to ban military aircraft and build a safe zone in the bombing area , the situation has become relatively stable.

The two of them are fluent in both English and French. They went there through the channel of the Security Council through the channel of Professor Xu. They mainly serve engineers and peacekeeping force officers. It's just life inconvenience.And not only them, except for the employees of the four major banks who are equipped with security guards when they are on the job, the employees of iron towers and communication companies all hang their badges and run around the streets, with their heads pinned to their waistbands to earn foreign exchange.

There are too many professional words, and Wu You stumbled when he spoke.Ji Tong was very anxious at first, staring at him with a pair of streamer-like eyes, as if trying to snatch out all the words he hadn't finished speaking, but after hearing that, he gradually became silent, his body motionless, only his hands were holding The thighs were clenched tightly, and the fingers were twisted tightly together.

Seeing his facial features wrinkled like old paper, Wu You felt very uneasy: "I knew I shouldn't tell you, look, you are really worried after I told you, but he is actually safe."

Ji Tong asked, "If it's really safe, why did he hide it from me?"

"In case you worry."

"Why should I worry about safety?"

"Because...because..." Wu You couldn't argue with him, and began to give up on himself, "Forget it, I can't say no to you. In fact, he thought about it for a long time before going, but he said he didn't want to give up this rare opportunity."

Ji Tong's forehead felt tense, and he was anxious and angry, and said: "What kind of good opportunity is this? Going to be an interpreter in a war zone will cause you to lose arms and legs. Whoever likes it should let him go! And he doesn't want to Why can't you tell me when you give up the opportunity, do you think I will stop him from letting him go, or do you think whether he lives or dies has nothing to do with me?"

After venting, he couldn't bear it anymore, pushed away the dishes and fell on the table sobbing.

Wu You suddenly lost her mind, and patted him on the shoulder to comfort him for a while, but there was no improvement, so she picked up Ji Tong's mobile phone on the table and called Liang Yuchen, but it still didn't work, so he could only let him vent his emotions for a long time.

The reception banquet was interrupted by an accident, and neither of them had any intention of eating any more, so they had to end it hastily.Ji Tong wanted to pay the bill, but Wu You insisted on AA.

On the way back, the two of them blow the air silently, without saying a word.At the entrance of the hotel, Wu You asked, "Are you okay?"

He said, "It's better, sorry I shouldn't have lost my temper with you just now."

Wu You smiled cheerfully: "It's okay, I can understand."

The two made an appointment to see each other on the weekend and go to see the house together.

After parting from Wu You, it was getting late, the moonlight was dim, and the sky seemed to be a thick dove-gray cement collapsed. A hard blow with a hammer might knock out the slag, but no matter how comfortable the spring wind is, it won’t blow away This layer of thick mud.

It's not far from the family home, Ji Tong walked back slowly, recalling what happened this month while walking, feeling like it was so.I finally understood why Liang Yuchen only said that he was busy but didn't say what he was busy with.Busy with saving his life, he naturally couldn't figure it out to explain.

But there was still something he couldn't figure out.I can't figure out why Liang Yuchen is already with me, why he still ignores his feelings and insists on going to a dangerous place, don't he know how much he cares about him?Or maybe he doesn't care about it.If this is the case, what is his position in Liang Yuchen's heart, is it a icing on the cake or a icing on the cake.

The invisible and intangible sense of nothingness in the morning gradually became stronger.He could feel that the balance between the two was gradually becoming unbalanced, he cared more about Liang Yuchen than Liang Yuchen did for him, the balance was tilted up, one side was hanging in the air and the other was on the ground.

Before he could figure it out, the phone vibrated in his pocket. He took it out and saw that it was Liang Yuchen, so he walked to the side of the road and sat down on a bench for pedestrians to rest their feet.

"Tongtong, sorry, I was busy when you called just now."

Liang Yuchen's first sentence was an apology. Obviously, the complaints in the morning had played a role, and he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed.

"What are you doing, are you busy dodging bullets?"

The other end of the phone was completely unprepared and immediately fell silent.

The car was speeding in front of me, and no one noticed it.Ji Tong was also silent.There was a gentle breeze and a faint fragrance. This kind of night was not very good, but it was by no means bad. Unfortunately, he only felt bleak and irritable in his heart.

"You knew already?"

He hummed: "I just found out. I heard that you are too good. You are chosen as one in ten thousand. You go to the war zone to be an interpreter for others. Will you be awarded honors when you come back?"

"Tongtong," Liang Yuchen said in a low voice, "if you get angry, you can get angry."

"Angry?" His feet were grinding forward inch by inch on the floor tiles, watching the soles of the shoes grind the vermilion bricks into loose mud, "Who am I, I have no right to be angry, if Wu You hadn't told me today, I would have nothing I don't know, why are you angry?"

"Listen to my explanation first. This period is only five months. I want to go and come back quickly. There is no need for you to worry about me."

Liang Yuchen spoke anxiously, which is rare.

"Oh," Ji Tong held an unsightly scar on his right wrist, which showed what he had done for their relationship.

"So you didn't tell anyone, and went to the most dangerous place in the world to realize your career ambitions."

When he thinks of Wu You's "a good opportunity that cannot be given up", his heart will inevitably be silted up.

"I just think this experience is rare and the pay is not low. This place is not as dangerous as you think. I still sit in the office and rarely accompany officers out. It is no different from when I was in Turner."

The army has its own full-time translators with military ranks, and the translators sent by international organizations are purely civilian. As a supplement to translators, there are still many things to see in the world.

Think about it carefully, if someone claims to be the champion of martial arts, he must not be willing to just be an instructor in a boxing gym, but hopes to show his strength in the arena.What's more, the remuneration is generous, and you can earn fifteen months' money in five months, just taking a little risk that can be controlled.

Liang Yuchen had Liang Yuchen's considerations, which made sense, but Ji Tong couldn't think of so much at the moment.He slowly lowered his head, buried his face between his knees, his eyes were close enough to the floor tiles to see every crack, and asked with his legs crossed, "So you want to tell me that you went there for money?"

That sounds even more absurd.

"Not at all."

"Then you never thought I would be worried?"

"I thought about it, so I didn't tell you."

Hearing this, Ji Tong straightened up, watched the traffic flow and argued with him: "Don't you think about Uncle Liang and me before you make such a dangerous decision? Whether it's for fame or profit, it's very important Take risks. We are still waiting for you to come back in the country, if something happens to you without our knowledge, who will tell Uncle Liang?"

When he was sad and sad, he could seldom say such clear words. After he finished speaking, he even surprised himself. It turns out that he now knows that he can't blindly lose his temper and get angry.

Liang Yuchen was inexperienced in coaxing people, and he didn't make sense of it himself, so he could only sincerely apologize again.

"I'm sorry, Tongtong, I shouldn't have made you worry about me."

"I promise you that I will pay attention to safety. No matter how busy I am every day, I will tell you that you are safe, take pictures of my office for you, and give you all the money I earn."

Ji Tong was so angry that his lungs ached, but he couldn't help but find it funny when he heard this last statement of promise, so he said in a stiff voice, "Who wants your money."

Liang Yuchen was relieved when he heard a smile in his voice, and teased him: "The money is for you, if you don't want it, I'll throw it away."

"Throw it away, no one cares."

"What should we do when we buy a house after throwing the two of us away? Where will the money come from?"

"You buy yours, it's none of my business."

"You don't live with me?"

"Bah, I live with the dog."

Liang Yuchen smiled: "Wang."

Ji Tong didn't expect him to be so shameless that he would even be a dog, so he was speechless, so he quickly changed the subject and asked him to talk about what happened this month.

Liang Yuchen sacrificed his rare lunch break to explain the details of life here in detail, just for Kuan Jitong's heart.

The wartime and the truce of Livia are two different worlds. The week before they came, the two sides were trying to sign a ceasefire agreement. Although there was an air defense siren in the middle of the night, they never heard a single gunshot. For handicrafts, it will become a little tense from the second week, and there will be a curfew at night.

But the work is indeed more onerous than at Turner.There is no commuting time here, and if you need a phone call, you will be summoned to the front.People with military ranks walk through guns and guns all year round, and the relationship between superiors and subordinates is inevitably serious and tense. It is not like in the past when you can make a phone call in front of your work partners and chat a few words.

Liang Yuchen has no military rank but is also under the control of the military. Naturally, his actions are not as free as before, but he still needs to rely on the protection of the military for safety.

After hearing what he said, Ji Tong finally stopped worrying so much, stood up and continued walking towards home.Liang Yuchen asked him where he was, and there was the sound of wind. He said that he was on the street, and there was indeed wind blowing.

"Brother, I'm actually angry not only because you went to the war zone, but also because you went there but didn't tell me. I know you don't want me to worry, but I still hope that you can discuss anything with me and put me... …see me as someone you can trust.”

He knew that his shoulders were not as wide as Liang Yuchen's, but with such shoulders, he was willing to carry two burdens.

Liang Yuchen said, "It's not that I don't trust you, it's because I'm afraid that I will be influenced by you."

"When I made a decision, I felt that I had thought it through. If I told you that you objected in the future, I was afraid that I would have concerns and overturn my decision."

Ji Tong paused when he heard this, and froze on the spot.

"So you don't want to be influenced by me?"

"Well, I want to be able to do what I want as long as it's safe to do so."

The amulet was still hanging on the backpack behind him. When Ji Tong heard this, he suddenly remembered what Liang Yuchen had said to him: "Don't worry about the loss of the pendant. You can do whatever you want or don't want to do." Don't think about me."

At that time, he was still debating whether to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and he couldn't make a decision because of his emotional entanglement, so Liang Yuchen said this.

This sentence also runs through their relationship.

"Tongtong, can you understand? It's not that I don't trust you."

He nodded involuntarily, and after nodding, he remembered that Liang Yuchen couldn't see, and said, "I understand."

It was vague when he first heard this, but this time he really understood.

In fact, they have always held the same idea with each other, that is, not to influence each other.Ji Tong didn't want Liang Yuchen to change for him, and Liang Yuchen didn't want Ji Tong to force him.When they met when they were young, they were more ignorant than mature. The two of them, one pure and affectionate and the other innocent and innocent, were already top-notch. It would be embarrassing for either of them to become restrained, worry about gain and loss, and lose their heart because of their feelings.So Liang Yuchen didn't want to give up trying because of him, and he shouldn't turn his feelings into shackles to hold this person.

Thinking of this, he seemed to have another understanding of the couplet in Zhai Qiuyan's courtyard.

There are people who know each other naturally, and there is nothing that cannot be done.If you put this sentence into the relationship, it would be very suitable for the current state of the two of them.They are people who know each other naturally, but there is no need to regard feelings as something that cannot be passed.In their lives, there are ideals, family affection, careers, and many other things that can complement their feelings. Together, they can be as brilliant as stars to form a wonderful life.

Walking past a willow tree, the wind blew the broken leaves whispering to each other, rustling happily, and I heard Liang Yuchen say: "I will return to China as soon as it expires here, you wait for me."

He pulled off a leaf, recalling the days when the two of them rode bicycles between wicker branches, and couldn't help confessing: "Brother, I miss you so much."

I thought I would receive a sentence that I miss you too or I miss you more, but Liang Yuchen was silent for a moment and said: "If you miss me, kiss the wind, I can feel it."