Give me the first charge [hologram]

Bai Li looked at his expression carefully, and couldn't tell whether the people around him were joking for a while.

Although he is not very good at expressing, he can still detect the emotional changes of people who get along with him often.I always feel that no matter how much Wen Liangjiu runs the train with his mouth full, he seems to laugh heartlessly, but rarely is he really happy.

He's a bit of a loser.So even if a group of people are worried, they will still use a nonchalant attitude, trying to make people think that he is a person who "I am the most chic in the world, so how many lives do you want to bother me?"

But recently, he has become a little wilted.

In the past, Wen Liangjiu, although he had to pretend to be polite and honest offline, at least he could continue to be an arrogant slasher in the game and let himself go.But now, not only is he sluggish offline, but he doesn't even seem to be able to cheer up in the game.

The longer you spend with him, the clearer this feeling becomes.Especially in the last few days, he didn't even bother to pretend, the aura of "I don't care about face or anything, I don't care what others think, I'm so annoying to death" is looming.When I go to the gym together, I do two sets of bench presses less than before.

Baili saw it, and thought that playing games with him at his previous invitation would improve his state.But looking at the current situation, it seems to have had little effect.

Suddenly, I miss Wen Jiu's domineering appearance in previous live videos.

Bai Li asked, "Is there something on your mind?"

"What can you worry about?"

Wen Liangjiu didn't take it seriously, and simply sat down in front of the fence of the stairs.Two long legs protruded from the gap in the railing, dangling in the air, "You don't know about me? We meet every day, and we have to report to you twice about anything serious."

"So, well, it's fine."

Oh.

The rest of the people on the stairs were still researching clues, and some wandered in the lobby, which was some distance away.Bai Li imitated him and sat down by the fence, blatantly lazy, and chatted, "Auntie, how is your health?"

"...Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

There is a feeling of being caught for a heart-to-heart talk while playing a good game.Wen Liangjiu pressed his forehead against the railing, and his voice lowered involuntarily, "It's okay. We should meet soon."

"That's good."

Burry said, "But why, not happy?"

"Not unhappy."

He closed his eyes and shook his head, as if talking to himself, "It's a little... I don't know how to face her."

Bai Li thought for a while and asked, "Is it because of the postgraduate entrance examination?"

It was only after we talked in the cafe last time that he seemed to listen to his mother more, and wanted to be "excellent" in the eyes of the elders to reassure her.But my will is not very positive.

"There must be a reason for that."

Wen Liangjiu said, "There are other things like work, which also affect me a little bit."

Speaking of work, Baili observed the environment left and right, then moved to his side, and his voice was almost inaudible, "Do you want to keep it secret? Then you, speak in a low voice."

"..."

Wen Liangjiu laughed, stretched out his hand to rub his head, stretched it halfway, then retracted it to rub himself, "It's not a secret."

"I'm actually, not sure if I can continue to do this."

Recently, his work status is still very unsatisfactory.

After hearing Baili's words in Angel Amusement Park last time, I felt lit.But what came with it was not a sudden burst of inspiration, but self-questioning.

Maybe it’s because he’s used to watching the plot from God’s perspective, no matter what kind of reversal he encounters, he feels unremarkable. He seldom feels the excitement when he saw his design being applied to the game.Gradually, I began to worry that other players would feel the same way.

Will others be bored too?

Although he always disliked this confident appearance when he was outside, in fact, when he got home and closed the door, his hands would shake when he went to the official website to check the players' comments and comments on the game plot.

If the game is meaningful.Then... is the game I made meaningful?

"If it really doesn't work."

Wen Liangjiu brushed his hair again and again, faintly wanting to retreat, "Why don't I listen to my mother and get a diploma... What do you think?"

It wasn't until he finished speaking that he realized that Baili was only a freshman now, and he was still far away from the life-choice question of "postgraduate entrance examination or employment".

"I'm not very smart, and I can't compare with my brother."

Wen Liangjiu said, "If you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination, you have to put down your work and start preparing now."

After the last incident, it is impossible to ask for a postgraduate study.NTU Graduate School has always treated the admissions of students equally, and there is no special preferential treatment for the students of NTU.If you take the exam by yourself, you will need at least a few months of quiet review time, and there is very little share that can be allocated to the game.

By that time, he may not even be able to squeeze out the time for the live broadcast, let alone get in touch with the more core content production in the group.

In the past few years, the cooperation with Fuji was a part-time job, and the time was fairly free.After the summer vacation, when I arrive in my senior year, it is time for me to go to practice. If the working hours do not increase but decrease, it is still unknown whether the contract with Fuzhu can continue.

After all, Fuji has a lot of talents inside, and he is not short of him.

"……Hold."

Wen Liang has never been idle for a long time.After plucking his hair, he covered his face again, as if he was ashamed of his long speech, "Why do I talk so much?"

It's okay to say "nothing".Why in just one or two sentences, all the thoughts that he had been holding back and being depressed for so long were all hooked out.

Complaining about a big push in a cowardly manner here will too affect the excellent image he has painstakingly established before.

Bai Li didn't care about his image problem, he was seriously thinking about his troubles, "You don't like staying in school. Right?"

"...Is it that obvious?"

"It is clear."

Bai Li turned over the old score quietly, "Every time you go to self-study, library, you will fall asleep."

Wen Longjiu: "..."

"But every time, in the cafe, you design, you are very focused."

Burry said, "Don't do things you don't like."

"But I can't do well at what I like."

Wen Liangjiu was careless for a moment, ignoring such an important information point as "so he has been paying attention to me all the time", and continued to perform self-denial, "I seem to have nothing to do well except fight."

"It can be done well."

Burry said, "Did you forget? I read it. Your story."

"I feel good."

Speaking of this, he seized the opportunity to try again, "That rabbit, can you..."

"The rabbit is dead."

Wen Liangjiu announced cruelly.

"..."

"Besides, if someone else writes it, it might be better than mine."

"..."

"Look at your expression. You think so too, right? No wonder you always push me to change the ending..."

"Actually, he can fight, which is also very powerful."

Bai Li interrupted him, and decided to instill confidence in him from another angle, "I just don't know how to fight."

"Your live broadcast has so many viewers. They all think that you are very good. That's why they watched it."

"If you are willing to broadcast live, more people will like you."

"..."

Bai Li was completely helpless, looking at him helplessly, as if saying "I have tried my best".

"Don't act like you're going to give up on me, hahaha fuck!"

Wen Liangjiu couldn't help laughing, leaned over and bumped into his shoulder, "I think I can save it again."

"It's you, you have to fight."

Obviously did a good job.Bai Li heard that he was not really mourning, and threatened, "If you do this again, I won't want to chat with you."

"Okay, I'll stop making trouble, I was just teasing you."

Seeing that his attitude was about to change from caring to troublesome, Wen Liangjiu reined in the precipice, "It's rare to see you brag about me so much, it's a bit addictive."

"I know what you mean."

"Actually, I'm not particularly worried. I know that these problems will be resolved in the end, but the process will take a little more twists and turns."

"Sometimes when I think about it, I even think it should be a good thing."

He said, "Now that we're here, there should be some pressure. Is it abnormal to have no worries, no desires, no desires? Periodic anxiety may be regarded as an indispensable life experience."

"It's probably a period of burnout, and I can get up by myself after it passes."

After finishing speaking, he added, "But if you insist on caring about me so much, then I can just accept it."

Bailey: "...oh."

"Be mentally prepared."

He said, "Maybe when you are about to graduate, you will be more anxious than me."

Bai Li shook his head without thinking, "No."

"So confident?"

Wen Liangjiu knew that he was not a reckless person.I look forward and backward in everything I do, and to be able to say something like this seems to have considered this issue more than once or twice, "I have already thought about the future, how will I go?"

"Think about it."

"When?"

Bai Li looked at him with an overly sincere expression, "Fifth grade primary school."

"..."

Wen Liangjiu was frightened by this too distant date, and asked cautiously, "Hasn't it changed in all these years?"

Bai Li continued to shake his head, his tone was extraordinarily firm, "It won't change."

"..."

What the hell is that.

Wen Liangjiu put his troubles behind him for a moment, and was so curious about the content of his life plan that he had made so many years in advance, but he didn't dare to ask it immediately.

His intuition told him that at this moment, even if he asked, he would not get an answer.

Every time I get rejected, I feel like I have been stabbed in the heart.

Forget it for now.Remember it first, and find a chance to inquire later.

"Don't you yourself, have already thought about it, do you understand it very well?"

Seeing that he didn't speak, Baili changed the subject again.Sure enough, he was still reluctant to take the initiative to bring up his own affairs, "Now, do you want to be happier?"

"happy."

Wen Liangjiu said, "Especially after chatting with you."

Sometimes the mood is down, and it's not really that you can't make a choice.I just want someone to affirm myself, and it's the right thing to do.

And this person, preferably him.It happened to be him.

Suddenly feel a little happy.

Wen Liangjiu followed the trend and took a tentative step, "Even if you don't chat, your mood will automatically improve when you see you. It's amazing, right?"

"Xianxian, I said so."

Bai Li didn't have any special reaction, and even suggested, "Then you can, look at me more."

Thinking about it, it seems a bit strange to say this, and I added, "If you...are unhappy again."

...you are really self-sacrificing.

He didn't think in the direction he expected at all.After being frustrated for a long time, Wen Liang asked aggressively, "Then can I give you a hug?"

Bai Li was stunned by his sudden request, "...huh?"

"Take a hug and try."

His tone was more serious than his mental activity, "I think it's more useful than chatting."

Bai Li looked at him suspiciously, envious exhortations sounded in his mind.

"When you don't know what to do, just treat him as me."

Xianxian... I have hugged him many times.

He looked down at his fingers and suddenly felt inexplicably nervous.The moment he raised his eyes, he heard He Ji's loud voice approaching rapidly from the end of the stairs.

"We found Ah Ruan's room!"

"Jiuye, let's take a look, pick the lock or smash the window?"

"..."

"Wow, these two people really are."

He ran up to him, and felt that the atmosphere was abnormal at first glance, and he said dissatisfiedly, "Everyone worked so hard to find clues, why are you two just slacking off on a date here!"

"..."

After a while, other people will also come over, and it is really hard to explain when they hear him yelling like this.

Wen Liangjiu raised his arms and was forced to put them down. Grinding his teeth, he pulled his legs out from the gap in the railing and sat on the spot hugging his knees. "Wait a minute, my legs are numb."

Bai Li stood up first, and when he heard the words, he extended a helping hand to him enthusiastically, "I'll pull you."

"...No more."

Wen Liangjiu said euphemistically, "I can take my time."

"How about sitting here for the elderly?"

He Ji urged, "Okay, Master Jiu, don't delay the matter. Can't you just turn off the sensory simulation? I don't think the room has been opened yet, so let's rush to the first wave to avoid being destroyed by others."

Bai Li nodded, but instead of retracting his outstretched hand, he bent down again, "Come on."

So earnest.Wen Liangjiu couldn't find an excuse to stay where he was for a while, so he bit the bullet and handed him his hand.

Bai Li thought that his legs were really numb and had no strength at all, so he squeezed his hand and pulled him back vigorously—Wen Liangjiu, who had just stood up and stood still, was brought forward and fell down on his stomach.

Nose to nose, he felt that this scene seemed familiar.

...How many fucking times do I have to fall on him? !

He Ji: "...Fuck."

"You get up first."

Bai Li turned his head away, and said calmly, "It hurts me."

"Excuse me."

Wen Liangjiu propped up his body and apologized, "We single people are more impulsive, please understand."

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Ji: You are talking nonsense that we single people are not like this

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