Give me the first charge [hologram]

"If it doesn't work, I'll go out and find a buddy to spend the night..."

"no need."

Bai Li interrupted, "I'm going back to the dormitory."

The attitude is unshakable.Wen Liangjiu completely lost his mind, went to the bedroom to take out his schoolbag, "Check if there are any textbooks left behind."

"It's all there."

Bai Li glanced at it briefly, then carried his schoolbag and went to the door to change his shoes.Just as he was about to go out, he stopped him and threw a small paper bag over, "Medication."

"……thanks."

"polite."

Wen Liangjiu leaned against the door and looked at him, "Shall I see you off?"

"no need."

"Then give me a letter at the dormitory."

Wen Liangjiu said, "Don't sleep on someone else halfway."

"understood."

Watching him into the elevator, Wen Liangjiu closed the door.

"What's wrong with him?"

In the living room, He Ji was consciously packing up the takeaway lunch boxes, "I feel that there is something wrong with this little brother."

"Even you can see it?"

Wen Liangjiu fell on the sofa, with a rare depressed tone, "I don't know. I don't dare to ask."

"Anything else you dare not do?"

He Ji was happy, and threw the packed takeaway box into the garbage bag, "You two stick together every day. Because you don't know what's abnormal?"

"really do not know."

"That's probably not because of you. Doesn't he like being teased like that?"

"No. It's not the first time. He's not someone who can't afford to take jokes."

"It may also be that adolescence is a bit rebellious."

He Ji speculated, "How long has he been like this? I remember you two were still texting last night."

"Just today."

"Oh."

He Ji pondered, "Then I think it's probably because of you."

"...Because of me?"

"Think about it, the two of you have been brewing together for such a long time, and there are a bunch of us around to stir up the flames. But anyone with a little brain can think that you have evil intentions. Even if our little brother is a little slow, this It's time to react."

He said meaningfully, "In this case, there are only two outcomes."

At first glance, the analysis makes sense.Wen Liangjiu sat up, grabbed a pillow from the carpet, "Please continue to speak."

"One is that he likes you too and is waiting for you to confess to him."

He Ji said, "The other is that he doesn't like you, and he's thinking how to say no to you."

"Unfortunately, judging from tonight's situation, the latter possibility is more likely."

"..."

"Have you ever been in love? Just talk to me here."

Wen Liangjiu snorted, "A few blind analyzes."

"Hey, don't believe me."

He Ji spoke more and more vigorously, "Why do people who are really interested in you not seize such a good opportunity? They are all old men who don't know who, and they always have to be hard on the person they like ten times a day. Eight times. You understand this more deeply than I do, so don’t I need to say more?”

"If he also has the same idea, wouldn't it be a matter of course if you shut the two of you together and lit the lamp and lit the fire for one night. It's all in silence."

He Ji said, "But you see that he is so anxious to run away, how does he seem to want to develop an indescribable relationship with you?"

"That's because he's not feeling well today."

Wen Liangjiu said, "Need rest, need personal space. Is it difficult to understand?"

"Then we should take the opportunity to pretend to be weak and helpless and ask for love!"

"..."

"Why do you play so much?"

Wen Liangjiu was sober-minded, knowing that he knew Baili much better than him.After listening to a few sentences, I found it unreliable, so I no longer took this set of fabricated analysis to heart, and said in disgust, "Do you really think everyone is like you?"

"Oh. It's good if you are willing to comfort yourself like this."

I also think I play too much.He Ji curled his lips, "Then I'm off the assembly line, you can live with it."

"If you have any relationship problems later on, don't ask me to speak nice words for you."

"Thank you for your blessings."

Wen Longjiu said.

**

He hurried back to the dormitory before the entrance guard.After taking the medicine, Baili lay on his bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

Seems like the pillows were uncomfortable, maybe the mattress wasn't soft enough.Nothing was right anywhere, and it was harder than usual to sleep.

After lying down for a long time, he got up helplessly and spread the quilt on the ground.

The situation of not sleeping well in bed has been maintained for many years.That is the case, but the only beds he slept in were home and school.

Maybe it's really more comfortable to sleep in other people's beds?

Bury hugged the pillow, nostalgic for the feeling of lying in the clouds a few hours ago.

Close your eyes, and the sound of waves hitting the rocks can be heard faintly in your ears again.

The ceiling shook, now and then slowly.The bed board creaked, and the sound of the waves was mixed with vague and strange movements.

Bai Li turned over in shock and fear, and a pair of naked//naked men and women suddenly came into view.

The surrounding environment has changed.The room was dilapidated and narrow, with traces of paint smeared all over the walls.The big bed under him is the one he shared with his parents when he was young.The one that appeared in countless nightmares.

"good."

He is shaking.Found by his mother, she took him by the hand and led him to the closet, "Hide in, don't look."

"Don't make a sound. If Dad finds out, he will be angry."

"be good."

"Count from sixty to one. When you count to No.60 one, mom will pick you up."

The world is squeezed into a seam.When he immersed himself in the narrow darkness and looked out, there were still only shaking figures in the slit of light.

"Sixty, 59, 58..."

"Three, two, one."

Mom, I don't like this.

"Sixty, 59, 58..."

"Three, two, one."

No.60 again.Why hasn't anyone come to find me yet?

"..."

"Bad. Daddy is so bad."

"Is your Mimi dead too?"

"..."

Sitting up abruptly, Bai Li threw away the pillow and pulled the trash can under the table to retch.

I can't vomit anything, but my stomach hurts badly.

Probably the strength of the medicine is a little bit over the top.

He looked up and saw the wardrobe with the closed door one step away from him, feeling chills in his heart, he grabbed the pillow beside him and smashed it hard.

The pillow bounced back quietly, falling to his feet.

Bai Li took a breath, raised his sleeves to wipe off the cold sweat from his forehead, hugged his knees and leaned against the foot of the bed to calm himself.

After a while, he put his palm on his forehead.

The warm touch that landed in sleep is still vaguely there, and the feeling of nausea has not faded away.Completely different feelings are intertwined, contradictory, and strangely fused together.

As if they were born together.

Bai Li clutched the corner of the quilt hard, unable to fall asleep any more.

**

In the next few days, he really didn't meet Wen Liangjiu again.

But just relying on a few text messages a day to get in touch is more reassuring.Baili occasionally has the illusion that "maybe I am more suitable for online dating".

Until I met Envy in the dining hall.She expressed surprise that Baili came to eat alone, "Did Senior Brother Wen ask for leave today?"

"I do not know."

"If you're taking time off, maybe, there's work to do," Burry said.

The envious expression turned into doubt, "You don't even know? It must be a big deal."

"I didn't ask him."

Burry said.

During the time they didn't meet, the two had no way of knowing each other's whereabouts.

But maybe Wen Longjiu knew what I was doing.Bai Li thought that he was always well-informed, and he didn't mind being told that his daily schedule was lackluster.

But what Wen Liangjiu was doing, he had no idea.

He can actually ask, Wen Liangjiu will probably explain the report in detail.

It's not because you're not interested that you don't ask.On the contrary, he will inevitably think of another person when he is in class, when he is eating, or when he is taking the subway alone.

But he doesn't ask.Didn't ask.

"I don't want to make him feel that I am interfering with him."

"He's free," Burry said.

"You can't say that."

Envy said to his friend to wait a moment, crossed the bench and sat across from him, moved closer and lowered his voice, "Are you guys having a fight? Seeing that you don't look well."

"He's fine."

Bai Li shook his head, "It's my problem."

The companions in the same industry are urging.Envy is inconvenient to say more, leaving a sentence of "Go back to the dormitory to talk at night" and hurried away.

Perhaps it is easier to confide in sisters.Back at the dormitory at night, Baili confided his uneasiness to his best friend.

Envy pondered for a moment, then summed it up neatly, "You mean you are resistant to intimate behaviors with him?"

"……Correct."

"Does it hurt to even think about it?"

"It feels bad."

"But I don't want to, tell him."

"It'll make me, sound... abnormal," Burry said.

They have not yet determined the relationship between the two, and they go directly to others and say "I'm sorry, I don't want to be like you" like a mental patient with excessive imagination.

"To be honest, don't talk about him, I feel a little abnormal."

Envy was puzzled, "But why? When I was in a relationship, I was looking forward to kisses and hugs..."

Burry didn't know how to explain it to her.Even if you are always honest with your friends, it is difficult to say this.

"Why don't you go to Senior Brother Wen and have a try?"

Information asymmetry, envy can only rely on his own understanding to give advice, "Maybe you just think so. If you really do something, can you break this knot?"

"But what if it hasn't changed?"

"He's going to be upset," Burry said.

At that time, if he really made an obvious act of resistance.On the premise that Wen Liangjiu also likes him, it will be very sad.

Besides, what kind of identity and what kind of stand does he want to "try"?

"But it's a bit scumbag to run away after flirting."

"..."

"Or think for the better."

Envy's tone was cryptic and stilted, "Maybe Senior Brother Wen just happens to be good at that. Do you like Plato?"

"..."

Bailey was silent for a while.

"Just in case, I said just in case. If you don't think about that anyway, then tell him. Really."

"I see that senior brother Wen likes you very much. It's not good to hang on to him all the time. Didn't you also say that he is very special?"

Envy said, "Talk to him, maybe he can understand you."

"State in advance. If he can accept it, he can consider it together. If not, don't force him to know?"

Her tone suddenly became serious, and she seriously warned, "After all, you are in love. Your feelings are the most important. Don't wrong yourself too much just to accommodate others."

"I see."

"I will, think about it," Burry said.

In fact, it has been considered almost.

After dragging on for so many days, maybe it was just lacking the courage to be urged to take a step.

Baili looked at the familiar dialog box, repeatedly inputting and deleting.Want to find the most suitable opening statement.

It's really not that hard to say "I love you".Hasn't Wen Liang said it many times?

Only by saying the phrase "I like you" can he continue to speak and reveal the more difficult parts.

Surely he will understand?

He'd always understood, Burry thought.

Maybe it just takes a little while...

But as long as Wen Liangjiu can accept such an "abnormal" Baili, he will have the courage to find a better way, change or adapt.

Bai Li: "Brother Wen."

Wen Longjiu: "Speak."

Baili: "I paid my salary today."

Baili: "Do you want to eat something delicious tomorrow?"

Wen Liangjiu: "Are you with me?"

Bailey: "Yes."

Wen Liangjiu: "Okay, I'm free all day tomorrow."

Wen Liangjiu: "What are you doing now?"

Baili: "I just finished chatting with Xianxian, and I'm ordering milk tea for her to take away."

Wen Liangjiu: "I also want to drink milk tea."

Bailey: "No, you don't want to."

Wen Longjiu: "..."

Burry: "I'm just kidding. What would you like to drink?"

"Or don't order takeaway."

Wen Liangjiu thought for a while, and called directly, "I have a friend's party tonight, can you come with me too? Let's buy it at the store on the way out."

Unexpected invitation, Bai Li is not ready to meet him so soon, "Your...friends?"

"Yes, my former friends. Most of them are no longer in touch. Now there are only a few people left, and we have dinner together from time to time."

Wen Liangjiu's voice sounded very pleasant. "Do you want to see them? It doesn't matter if you don't want to."

Baili hesitated for a while, but said nothing.

"Shall we go together?"

Wen Liangjiu noticed that he was hesitating, so he continued to increase the intensity, "It just so happens that I have good news, and I want to tell you in person."

"Well."

Burry said.

I also have something to tell you.

The author has something to say:

Come to Liao

Today is Xiao Baili who is trying to confess first

and front row warning

Do you smell the smell of glass slag, everyone (cover your head and slip away