figure skating king

Victor and Yuuri, the young couple who have been together no matter what since they were together, finally had a fight after dating for nearly five months.

They had finally quarreled—that was the tone of the minds of everyone at Yubilene Rink.

You must know that in the St. Petersburg Sports Center, a group of figure skating teenagers with above-average appearance, under the influence of adolescent hormones, their relationship is messed up. Young people are relatively aggressive, let alone the national team. Or the talented athletes of the quasi-national team, all of them are full of personality, and they play off and on, which is comparable to the scene of a large-scale group idol drama.

A couple like Weiyong who have a stable relationship, get along harmoniously, and have very little friction, only needing to get a certificate on the spot is really rare.

Now when they quarrel, everyone says "ah, finally they have come to this time too", but they also think that Victor is invincible, so they quarrel, lose their temper, and reconcile in a few days, is it right to break up? Maybe they broke up, after all, they are serious about each other visible to the naked eye.

The theme of the quarrel was of course "Why didn't you let me accompany you to Sochi to participate in the Junior Grand Prix Russia", and "Why didn't you accompany me to Moscow to participate in the Senior Grand Prix Russia". , They will not be held together until the finals, and they will be compared separately before that.

However, neither Yuuri nor Victor are the ones who can utter bad words to the people they like, so their quarrel is to persuade each other, hoping that the other party can accept their own views and ideas, and the speed of speech is getting faster and faster. If you continue like this, maybe you will lose control of your emotions. After saying something hurtful, they unanimously gave up the argument, and the cold|war broke out.

They didn't speak for two whole days. This was an unprecedented scene. They still came to train together in the car. They didn't see each other when they looked up, but in the car, one was flipping through the book and the other was in a daze. Victor saw Yuuri flipping through the book, feeling in his heart He muttered aggrievedly, "He would rather flip through the book than take the initiative to say a word to me." Yuuri flipped through the book but rarely couldn't read it, thinking when will Victor calm down and talk to him?

Everyone in the ice rink is mainly responsible for eating melons and watching the excitement. They usually eat too much dog food, so it is interesting to change the taste.

It's cold and cold, Yuuri is going to Sochi to participate in the competition, and this time Victor really didn't tell Yakov that he would follow.

Yakov was also surprised by the temper tantrum of these two young people. He always felt that Yuuri had a good temper, and when he got along with Viktor, he always gave way to Viktor, even letting such a big guy hang on him without getting angry .

It is a pity that the old coach regards non-interference in students' emotional problems as a principle. No matter how fierce the gossip is in his heart, he can only say one sentence after boarding the plane: "Is your condition okay?"

Wouldn't it affect the game just because you quarreled with your boyfriend?

Yuuri smiled at Yakov: "Don't worry, Yakov, I can feel my status is still rising."

Yakov was relieved, generally Yuuri said so, it is really no problem, he is always very reliable.

In other words, the cold | war with Victor will not affect his continuous improvement in competitive status?Thinking of this, Yakov felt a little sympathetic to the silver-haired apprentice. Yuuri's temperament is not cold and ruthless, but it is indeed a bit too rational.

They leveled at Pulkovo Airport at 08:45, and arrived at Sochi National Airport at 12:05. It is worth mentioning that Georgy’s game has been completed. He won a silver medal and a bronze medal, respectively accumulating 13 points and With 11 points and a total of 24 points, it depends on luck whether he can enter the finals. If there are no more than 5 people who surpass his points in the future, he will be the last to enter the finals.

(The top 6 in each sub-station will get the corresponding points according to the ranking. The champion will get 15 points, the runner-up will get 13 points, and the third place will get 11 points. Decreasing according to the arithmetic sequence, the top 6 will advance to the final after calculating the total score.)

Both Yuuri and Anfisa have won gold medals in the US Grand Prix before, as long as they stand on the podium this time, it is a certainty that they will reach the final.

Anfisa kept sneaking glances at Yuuri, and finally tugged at the little junior's sleeve: "Yuuri, Victor didn't follow."

Yuuri looked at her suspiciously: "I know."

"You just... really don't care?"

Yuuri thought it wasn't that he didn't care, but he thought he and Victor needed a break.

Think about it, they started dating at the end of May, and now it's the end of October, isn't there a day when he hasn't seen each other?Almost everything Yuuri does, Viktor is by his side, Viktor does everything, Yuuri is by his side.

This is too sticky, Yuuri doesn't think so, of course he also enjoys being passionately loved, but they are not talking about fast-food love, if they want to have a long-term relationship, a proper separation is also good.

And Yuuri was a little more relaxed.

"I think it's fine."

He looked down at the palm of his hand, and repeated it softly: "It's good, the way we get along should have changed a long time ago, he'd better get used to the days when I'm not around him."

To be honest, Katsuki Yuuri accepted Victor's feelings in the ninth scene because he planned to eat the second source pearl, so he thought he was going to die, and when he found out that he still had some life left, he immediately died. I regret it.

He is not sure that he can handle and manage this relationship well, and this has a lot to do with his character flaws. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

Before the age of 5, Yuuri was brought by his mother, chasing her footsteps like a little follower. Even though the house is a hotel, there are always guests coming and going, but in fact, only his parents and sister are in his world , that makes Yuuri feel safe.

When his mother told Yuuri that he was going to leave this comfort zone to learn to skate, learn to make friends, and adapt to the outside world, the little Yuuri was very frightened, but he was very obedient and sensible, and after shedding a few tears Then he realized that his mother's decision was right, he couldn't always stay by his parents' side and trouble them, he had to grow up.

That's why Yuuri will always be grateful to Saijun and Yuko later, and remember the friendship with them, because when Yuuri first walked out of the house and contacted the outside world, they were the first to accept him.

After the age of 7, Yuuri began to face one disaster after another unprepared, lost again and again, met and parted constantly, and finally grew up, but his heart was actually very empty.

No one knows how many times Yuuri cried in secret when he first came to Russia because of the language barrier, uncertain life and death, and hopeless future. At that time, he felt that life was suffering, and he even wondered if it would be easier if he died.

He was helpless and afraid of being abandoned, so he was well-behaved, caring, and worked hard to win the favor of the adults around him.

Yuuri was really hardworking at the time, Anatoly said he should learn some melee self-defense skills, so he went to Kim to learn boxing and parkour, Andre said he should practice some track and field skills to facilitate his escape, he Also practice, Zhu Ling asked him to practice the opening to 230, he endured the pain to press his legs, Katharina said that he could improve his skating, he could slide until his toes bleed, even when Amy read French poems for him , Yuuri can also offer "I can learn French".

How can a normal child be like this?Is it because I am afraid of being abandoned or uneasy that I overcome my inertia and continue to show my diligence and value in this way to please the adults.

Yes, even as a child, when he first won the love of the seniors of the organization, it was not because he liked these strange adults, but because he was forced by anxiety. Don't abandon yourself or push yourself out when you encounter danger in the space.

Even after he got the love of his two mothers, he was still careful not to do anything wrong, for fear that they would hate him, and he didn't dare to be too obedient. Occasionally, he would cause some troubles to make them pay attention and worry, such as eating puffer fish .

In fact, they were all very busy. At that time, Katharina would occasionally accept commercial performances and jobs. As the successor of the organization, Zhu Ling also had a lot of work. They only appeared when Yuuri was training, and they were absent from time to time. Yuuri was sometimes injured. You can only go to the hospital by yourself.

The child lies alone on the hospital bed, except for reading homework, he just looks at the bottle, and then he will go to the doctor's office by himself, discuss when the wound will heal enough to be discharged from the hospital, when to stop taking anti-inflammatory drugs, and arrange everything by himself. When he was about to be discharged from the hospital, he notified them to come and go through the formalities for him, but as long as he knew that there were two adults there, and he could call for help whenever he needed it, Yuuri was no duckweed.

Yuuri is also thankful. Fortunately, he learned how to be a good child by his parents. Even if he is a good child by others, he can still do a good job. The role of a child is the social role he can most accept and manage with ease. .

However, the mountain falls, sometimes it's not that the adults don't want Yuuri to rely on them, but that they themselves will be powerless in the face of death, and in the end Yuuri is left with only himself,

No matter what he thought at the beginning, Yuuri really loved Katharina and Zhu Ling as mothers, and losing them was also heartbreaking.

Yuuri has to break away from the role of a child and become an adult who can be relied on. This road is more difficult and bitter. When he bravely walks through the rough and long road, Yuuri is grateful to the old self who persevered.

Holding the power in his hand, he feels at ease, the power has become his new reliance, and it will never leave him. The thoughts left by those who have left are the barrier of Yuuri's heart.

Originally, in Yuuri's plan for the rest of his life, he didn't plan to take on a heavy relationship, but Victor was just like any encounter he caught off guard in his past life, so Yuuri could only accept it.

Yuuri is worried, can a guy as bad as me manage this relationship well?Can I reassure Victor?If I die, can Victor go on on his own?

He treats Victor cautiously, considerately and patiently. Before saying a word, he will go through it several times in his mind. He is not used to having physical contact with people, nor is he used to being sticky with people, but he is willing to change his habits appropriately for Victor.

He also restrained all his fragility and anxiety as much as possible, communicated with Victor in a more outgoing appearance than his nature, taught him studies, and played games with him. Yuuri hoped that Victor would be happy when he was with him.

It is very tiring to do so, but there is also more popularity and noise in life, unlike the loneliness and desolation that made him tremble after losing everyone. Life and death.

Little Pumpkin didn't think about asking for anything from Victor, but Victor had already given him too much. He was very grateful and content, so he couldn't accept that he would affect Victor's figure skating.

He couldn't be the one dragging Victor down, absolutely not.

So after careful consideration, Yuuri thinks that he can be separated from Victor for a few days, so that he can rest for a while, and Victor can also "miss and yearn" for him.

He didn't expect Victor's reaction to be so violent.

At that time, Victor looked anxious and wronged, as if he would abandon him because he only won the silver medal, but how is that possible?Yuuri loves Victor himself, not that brand, and he firmly believes that even if they don't engage in figure skating, as long as they meet in a crowd, he still has a very high chance of falling in love with Victor.

This made Yuuri immediately realize that perhaps Viktor's sense of security was not as strong as it seemed, so his decision to separate from Viktor for a few days became even stronger.

Yuuri wanted to think about why he was so disturbed when he was already with Victor.

After putting things away in the hotel room, Yuuri took out his skates and said hello to Alexander: "I'll go to the nearby ice rink for a walk." @无限好文，在晋江文学城

Alexander nodded: "Remember to come back early."

Yuuri found a commercial ice rink nearby, paid them to allow him to go to the closed ice rink to skate for two hours, and when he was upset, he would do something to focus on, which Andre taught him.

At that time, Andre had fast forwarded 11 games. He took Yuuri to a low-level field, handed Gilwuza to him, and chatted with him a lot.

He said that the safety of Amy and Victor will be entrusted to you in the future, and he also said that I know your anxiety, but we will leave you eventually, so Yuuri, you have to get used to the days when everyone is not by your side from now on, and be independent Oh, mentally prepared.

Yuuri, who was still a little ignorant at that time, nodded obediently.

Andre said again: "When you feel lonely and uneasy, you can study knowledge exploration positions, or skate, do things that make you focus, and then have a good sleep. The next day is a new day. This is my goal. Speaking from experience."

Yuuri just smiled and asked, "Does the doctor get upset too?"

"Of course I will. For example, when the Soviet Union disintegrated, I was worried every day. I was afraid that I would lose my job and I would not be able to support Amy and Vicha, and I would not be able to let them continue to live happily. Fortunately, it is all over now."

Andre put his arms around Yuuri and said, "Now that you think about it, it's not a bad thing to let Anatoly train you, at least in this way you can gain the strength to live and survive more storms."

The boy didn't warm up, didn't jump, just gliding aimlessly on the ice, with complicated emotions.

What should I do now?Shall I talk to Victor when I get back?Should I coax him with gifts?Or perform skating for him?

No, that probably won't work, and even if Victor and I reconcile in this way, I still don't know where his insecurities come from.

And I'm a little tired.

Yuuri closed his eyes, opened his arms, and started skating Dandelion.

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Victor didn't say that he was going to Sochi with Yuuri, but in fact, Yuuri just got on the plane, and Victor bought the next flight after him.

Hmph, Yuuri doesn't allow him to follow, why can't Victor follow secretly?

People always spend their whole life to make up for their childhood shortcomings. If Yuuri’s shortcoming is that there is nowhere to turn to, Victor’s shortcoming is that his father abandoned the family for such a reason (although he later learned the reason, but the shadow has always been there).

They are all the type of artist personality, Yuuri is precocious, sensitive and thoughtful, after losing too much, he chooses to chase power and make money, and strive to acquire knowledge as his confidence, which makes Victor always feel that Yuuri is too perfect and strong, If Yuuri abandons him with the reason of "for your own good" in the future, maybe he won't even be able to catch up, so he will be very concerned and even anxious about Yuuri's words and deeds.

Viktor has realized that he overreacted in the past few days of the Cold | War, and Yuuri will never be the kind of person who abandons Viktor just because he didn't win the gold medal.

So the little pumpkin proposed to separate for a few days, probably purely because he wanted to help Victor find emotions related to the show. Victor felt that his temper these days was too childish, and now he wanted to surprise Yuuri and tell him Vicia The mood has been adjusted, so let's make up.

It was an accident to see Yuuri not staying in the hotel in the middle of the night, but instead ran to a nearby ice rink, Victor subconsciously followed and sneaked to the side of the rink to watch Yuuri skate.

Looking at it and still covering his face, he thought that even if the little pumpkin didn't jump, but just slid on the ice, his posture was still hot—so good-looking, he really deserved to be Yuuri.

But watching, when Yuuri started skating "Dandelion", Victor finally realized something was wrong.

A dandelion is floating around, exhausted, lonely and fragile, but these emotions are extremely clean, just like Lilia asked Yuuri, to be pure and touching.

Yuuri did it now.

After that, Yuuri skated "Moonlight" again, not the Debussy version of "Moonlight" he skated before, but Victor's short program this season, Beethoven's version of "Moonlight".

There is no music, but watching Yuuri's movements, the melody automatically appears in Victor's mind.

Yuuri, who was skating "Moonlight", was finally no longer lonely. Victor couldn't see his expression clearly, but felt that he must be very peaceful at the moment.

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A quiet and gentle thought slowly flows in his heart, the dandelion is no longer wandering and helpless, but falls on the ground, the moonlight falls, joy and warm emotions begin to grow, skating is always the best way to improve Yuuri's mood Way.

This is Yuuri's longing and moonlight, so beautiful and restrained, it will only bloom when there is no one around.

A light flashed in Victor's heart. He knew that he would never be able to perform such "Moonlight" on the field, but there must be something in common between miss and miss.

Victor left there silently, sat on a bench and thought for a long time.

He then secretly called Yakov and his rink mates, begging Yakov not to tell Yuuri about his sneaking to Sochi, then he wore a mask and hat, dressed like a weirdo, and finished watching Yuuri of the entire game.

Yuuri's condition has indeed improved. His quadruple jump quality is higher than in the US station. He fell a bit during the 3A+3T jump, and the rest of the technical movements have been completed. The arm posture is stretched beautifully. The pure and ethereal inspiration required by "Dandelion" Also showed some.

He won a gold medal again, while Anfisa won the silver medal, becoming the first two players in the Yakov group to participate in the Grand Prix finals.

But because Yuuri fell and jumped in both competitions, Victor saw some sunspots on the Internet laughing at Yuuri for falling all the way to the finals. Victor was so angry that he did Yuuri's Russian station status analysis overnight and sent it out immediately .

So what if you fall?Yuuri's condition has been improving. In the youth group, who else can dance such a high-quality quadruple jump?Who can have his deep expressiveness and p-points?

Under everyone's like-minded concealment, Yuuri really didn't know that Victor had sneaked to Sochi at first.

It’s just that after returning to St. Petersburg, Viktor took the initiative to talk to Yuuri, saying that he can go to the Moscow station alone, and then he will say hello to Amy on Yuuri’s behalf. Is there any gift for me to pass on to Yurachka and Niki? Grandpa Gula's?

Then he said to Kumar, please take care of Yuuri, and smiled with his arms around the inexplicable little pumpkin.

Yuuri didn't quite understand the change in Victor's attitude before and after, he raised his eyebrows, and nodded inexplicably, when the Russian Grand Prix of the adult group started, Little Pumpkin squatted in front of the TV with his classmates to watch the live broadcast.

Victor seems to be able to grasp a little performance emotion, at least much stronger than in Canada. Unfortunately, he ran into several strong enemies in this station, including George, Lambiel and Peter. After a fierce battle, He won the bronze medal in this station and qualified for the finals.

This time he still did not win the gold medal, but Victor has been able to accept this reality. In the final analysis, there are so many strong players in the senior group, and it is wishful thinking to sweep away like he did in the youth group. to the highest honor.

Back in St. Petersburg, Yuuri met Makachin and Viktor at the airport, and Viktor trotted over as soon as he saw them.

Yuuri gave him a high-five, blinked and asked, "How is it? Did this match catch the feeling of missing?"

Victor replied: "Of course I caught it. Not only do I miss you, but I also really want to hug you. Come and hug you."

Yuuri couldn't help laughing, he pushed Victor, "Go away."

Victor laughed, dragged Yuuri out of the airport, jumped on a bus and ran to the seaside in St. Petersburg.

St. Petersburg at the end of October is already very cold. It is not surprising that it snows and rains, but this day is unexpectedly sunny.

Two teenagers and their dog sat on the beach watching the golden setting sun. The sky was glowing red like flames, and the water surface at the junction of sea and sky was also dyed red.

Until the sun went down, Victor pulled Yuuri to stand up and prepare to go home.

Yuuri glanced at him, then knelt down to tie Viktor's loose shoelaces.

The young boy lowered his head and said calmly, "Victor, I've thought about it for a long time, what else can I do for you."

Victor whispered back, "Me too."

"So, I want you to know that I will support Victor no matter what, and I will never leave you."

"I know."

He took his boyfriend's hand and walked home: "Let's go home and make dumplings. Yuuri likes to eat fried dumplings, right? It happens that there is an electric frying pan at home."

He imagined the dumplings sizzling in the oiled pan, the aroma of the food immediately spreading through the house, the breath of life enveloping them.

The author has something to say:

I will go out to participate in an event at six o'clock tomorrow morning, so there will be no second update today (the angels will not leave comments because there is no second update, right...).

In this article, Weiyong is the type of unsound childhood. They are trying their best to fight against some negative psychological emotions brought about by their unsatisfactory childhood. Yuuri chooses to pursue strength to make himself feel at ease, but he has a pleasing personality, so he does one thing I went through it several times in my mind, thinking about whether I would be tired doing something, whether it is necessary to be so tired, and whether I need to take a break sometimes. Victor just felt insecure, but he also realized that some of his reactions were unnecessary. , At the same time, Victor began to be less clinging to Yuuri, giving Yuuri space, and Yuuri told Victor that no matter what you do, I will support you, and they are a relationship that heals each other.