I have the beauty of the villain's love

Jess, who came out of the bathroom, stared at the curtains blown by the wind and the empty room, and was stunned.

……

When it was dawn, Caesar quietly crawled back from the balcony.

The light was on in the room, and Jace fell asleep on his arm. After Caesar came in, he turned off the light, then took off the clothes that Troyer put on him, and lay down beside Jace.

Jess, who had been lying on his side as if he was asleep, suddenly turned around, causing Caesar's heart to stop beating in shock.

"Brother, are you still asleep?" Caesar asked.

Jess knew where Caesar had gone when he saw Caesar's coat hanging aside, "Yeah."

Caesar and Troyer didn't do anything, but just stayed with him all night, and now they are very sleepy.

"Do you want to stay here?" Jess asked suddenly.

Caesar woke up instantly because of Jess's words.

"Stay here for Troyer." Jess thought all night, he still felt that Caesar would leave him.

"Of course not," Caesar said, "I'll be with my brother."

Hearing this answer, Jess didn't show any happy expression, he just stared at Caesar, and after a long time, he sighed, closed his eyes and turned over.

Caesar looked at Jess's back with extremely complicated emotions.

In the next few days, Jace became more and more negative, and Caesar knew that the only way to appease him was to leave with Jess.Although he was somewhat reluctant to be the first star, he still made up his mind.

On the day of leaving, Troyer didn't come over, and Torrich gave Caesar a box, which Caesar didn't have a chance to open until he got on the starship.Inside is the ruby ​​ring that Troyer gave him twice. On Troyer's birthday, he also solemnly put this ring on Caesar's hand. After Caesar refused again, he gave it to him in this way again. come over.

Jess was sitting next to him, and Caesar only took one look before closing the box again.

……

Back on the starship, Jess's negative mood still didn't ease, and even Garris noticed it.

Due to the war between the Zerg and the Empire, the interstellar pirates also lost interest in plundering. Their lives are boring and boring, shuttling in the eternal galaxy without a beginning or end.Nishizawa occasionally pays attention to the outcome of this war. From now on, human warships are dominant. Although the Zerg race is powerful and constantly evolving, it is difficult for them to reproduce and is always a big trouble.

Jace didn't care about any of this, and neither did the pirates, they were all abandoned, forever wandering outlaws.

Although Caesar got along well with these pirates, Jess had always known in his heart that they were different from Caesar.

They really bowed to the darkness and were willing to endure this endless loneliness, but Caesar was not. He was more suitable to stay in a bright place, chatting and drinking tea with his friends in the sunny afternoon, rather than being like them.When Caesar heard Jace mentioning this from Garris, he couldn't stand it any longer and rushed into Jace's room.

After returning from the first star, there was a gap between Jess and him. He still treats Caesar as well as before, but the communication between the two is less and less. More often, he will let other people Stay with Caesar.This feeling of depression made Caesar very uncomfortable, but he couldn't find a chance to question Jess. What Jess said to Garris happened to be the fuse of this outbreak.

Jess was discussing with his subordinates what to do with the nobles who looted from the first planet, Caesar suddenly rushed in, he ignored anyone, and grabbed the hand of Jess sitting on it, "Brother, I have something to tell you."

Jess was dragged obediently by Caesar, and followed him into the room.

In the empty room, Caesar finally let go of Jess's hand, "Garis told me that you want to send me back to the first star."

Jess only had this idea at a certain moment because he noticed the difference between Caesar and them.But this thought was fleeting, because he knew that he couldn't bear it.

Caesar was a little angry because of Jace's silence.

"You want to send me away?"

"I don't. Caesar." Jess lowered his eyes, "We'll talk about this matter later, I still have something to do." After finishing speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave the room.

Caesar pressed down on the door panel all of a sudden.

Jace couldn't open the door, turned his head and saw Caesar staring at him closely.

"Since I came back from the first star, my brother has become more and more indifferent to me." Because he had enjoyed the meticulous care of Jess, he couldn't bear his sudden change of indifference, "Why, brother."

Seeing Caesar's appearance, Jess felt a pang in his heart.

"do you hate me?"

Jace shuddered because he hated the word.How could he hate Caesar, he obviously...

Caesar was already the same height as Jace, and he put his palm against the door, forcing Jace to look at him.

"Do you know how sad I was when I thought you were dead? Now that you're back, you want me to go." Caesar could not care about the lovers who come and go, but he couldn't care about his relatives, "You left me first Xing, because of my disability, I can't even leave the door, so many years have passed, and now we are finally together, you want me to go."

"I didn't!" How could he be willing to let Caesar leave him.

Caesar in front of him had red eyes.

"Then don't say let me go again." Caesar still remembered the great sense of panic in his heart when he heard Garris mention this.

There was never a time when Jess hated Garris, who was always by his side, like now. What he said to Caesar made him so sad.

Caesar also knew that his appearance was a bit self-willed. Jess was discussing important matters with them, but he dragged him out without saying a word. He withdrew his hand against the door, "Go and do your work."

"Caesar—"

Caesar was not a very weak person, but he was wronged to the extreme now. Jess's gentle voice would only make him feel more uncomfortable.He is willing to leave the first star with Jess. Doesn't this prove anything?

"Troyer can give you a lot, what my brother can't give you." When Jess said this, he tried to force a smile, "I've been thinking, are you willing to leave me, are you..."

"What is it?"

Jess didn't go any further, "Maybe it's better for you to stay on the first star, the war is coming to an end—you'll have a good life, at least it's better than staying here."

Caesar never thought that Jess would say such a thing, he stared blankly at Jess.

"Once the war is over, our war with the Empire will begin," Jess said.

From the day he left the empire, he knew that there would be such a day that he would not be able to return to the empire, and could only continue wandering like this.

"Can't you reconcile?" Caesar asked.

Jess shook his head, "As you can see, we imprisoned many nobles from the first star. Before me, other leaders did the same. There will never be a peaceful coexistence between interstellar pirates and the empire." Jess said After that, there was silence for a while, "Cesis, I can't be so selfish."

"So, you want me to leave?"

"It would be better if you stayed at the first star."

As soon as Jess finished speaking, Caesar rushed forward, Caesar pressed Jess against the door, and was so angry that he laughed instead, "I became disabled because you didn't hold on tight, and You have abandoned me for so many years, as an elder brother, you are not qualified at all!"

Caesar didn't say the more stinging and worse words, he knew that Jess had been trying his best to make up for him, and he could feel Jess's heart.

Let go of Jess, "If you don't want me anymore, send me back to the first star." After speaking, Caesar opened the door and was about to leave.

What Jess said just now was mostly driven by emotions. He was jealous of the intimacy between Troyer and Caesar, and he was also jealous that he could confess his heart without any scruples. Under self-abandonment, he said this kind of thing that is completely different from his own personality. If it doesn't match.But when Caesar found him, he knew he was wrong.

Out of some emotion, Jess grabbed Caesar's hand that opened the door and pulled him back.The two switched positions, and Caesar was pushed against the door.

A healthy Caesar is already as tall as him.

"Don't go."

The arm trapped Caesar in his arms, and the question that had troubled him for a long time was finally answered with his bare heart.

"It's my brother's fault, don't leave me."

Jess has never shown such a weak expression, but now he is pleading with Caesar in such a weak posture.

"I admit that I am not a qualified brother, because I have learned to be jealous." He lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Caesar's, his dark eyes reflected Caesar's still red eye sockets, "Because it's only me, I can't tell you that I love you."

The emotion that had been borne to the extreme finally broke out, and hot lips touched Caesar's lips.

Thinking of Caesar's kiss that made him happy and disappointed, Jess said, "This kiss is not as a brother, but as Jess who likes you."

Like kissing his forehead, this kiss is full of cherishment.

"Even if you don't accept it, I still want to tell you that this has been an emotion for a long time." Probably already thinking that he would be rejected or even hated, Jess even closed his eyes when he kissed Caesar.The trembling wet eyelashes made his handsome and extraordinary face look so gentle.

When Jess closed his eyes and kissed him, he heard Caesar's very soft answer.

"I know." He always knew.

The kiss that was not rejected slowly deepened with the acquiescence of one party.

Garris, whose expertise is a bad thing, is still trembling at this moment because of his 'informant', he did not pass on the hesitation and entanglement when Jess said that sentence to Caesar, which caused Caesar to leave angrily after hearing everything, now He was in a panic trying to find Caesar to explain to him.

Very smoothly, he found Caesar, and at the same time he found Jess who was pushed away by Caesar with a livid face.

At that time, Garris probably knew that he might be dismantled into a pile of garbage for a long time.

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Scumbag author: Is there any skill in breaking up a straight man?

Jess: Moisturize things silently~

Troyer: Tsk tsk, didn't you even climb up on the bed?

Jess: ...