I have the beauty of the villain's love

Caesar stayed on the first planet for two days, and he saw with his own eyes that the population of the first planet flooded beyond its capacity, and there were people everywhere, people who had lost their homes.

Troyer is getting busier, but he needs to appear in the public eye every day. He is the current spiritual pillar of the empire. Even if he himself is desperate, he still needs to appease his subjects.Caesar saw the pale Troyer on the big screen in the city center. Although he tried his best to straighten his back and put on a confident look, his constant movements of straightening his clothes had already shown He is extremely disturbed right now.

Caesar left the first star when the people on the first star began to complain about Troyer's current predicament.

He couldn't stay here anymore, and he couldn't watch Troyer become the target of public criticism.

People from other stars would be grateful to Troyer, but the first and second stars that the military department tried their best to protect would not. Now that the entire empire will be overthrown, the fault will be attributed to this person who stepped on the bones to succeed to the throne.

When he saw Jess, Caesar's trembling heart calmed down a little. He grabbed Jess's hand and begged him, "Brother, let's leave. Get out of here."

Jess is already awake, he can pretend he doesn't know anything, anyway, he will never return to the first star, just pretend he doesn't know anything.

After a long period of time, Caesar did not inquire about any news about the empire. Now the Zerg has not really threatened the first star, so they don't need to go to a new galaxy for the time being.The starships are drifting in the eternal galaxy, and those starships that used to travel on the channel have all disappeared.The civilization of the empire seems to be slowly being devoured by the Zerg.

Until one day Garris broke into the conference room and told Jess, "The fourth star has fallen."

Caesar, who was sitting with Jace, shuddered.

Jace glanced at him and put his hand over the back of his hand.

Garris didn't notice Caesar's little move just now. He said to Jess, "I think we should get out of here. The surroundings of the empire are no longer safe."

Jess didn't agree, he waited for Caesar's answer.

Caesar curled up the hand held by Jess, "Then get out of here."

……

On the way away, Caesar had a dream in Jace's arms.He seldom dreams. Even if he dreams, they are mostly from the past, and it is difficult to connect them intermittently. But in this dream, a scene appeared clearly—he and Jess hugging on the ruins, Troyer The ruby ​​ring given to him really turned into a bloody heart.Then Jess also disappeared, and he walked slowly in this doomsday-like scene by himself. Those faces he once liked or hated no longer existed.The whole world was dead silent.

"Cesar! Caesar!"

Caesar's eyes snapped open amidst Jace's panicked yell.That scene stayed in his memory too much, bringing him back to reality vividly, and it took a long time before his eyes focused.

Jess was frightened by Caesar, Caesar in his arms suddenly trembled, and Caesar didn't wake up no matter how he called his name.

Caesar's forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his face was pale.

Jess hugged him tightly, wanting to pass some of his body temperature to him, "What's the matter, Caesar?"

Caesar tried his best to stop the trembling all over his body, "I'm fine."

The scene of the doomsday in the dream is vivid in my mind.He had seen that scene once on the Seventh Star. If the world had become like that, even if he was far away from here, he would still feel suffocated when he recalled it.

Seeing Jess hugging him desperately, Caesar finally touched a little truth, and he comforted him in turn, "Brother, I just had a nightmare."

Jess wanted to go over and ask about the dream, but seeing Caesar leaving from his arms with a dazed look, he still didn't ask.

Caesar spent a week in the torment that no one could understand. They had already left the empire, and after a while, they would be able to go to a new galaxy.The idle pirates held a banquet, and their relatives and friends were all their companions, so they felt that the life and death of those cruel guys in the empire had nothing to do with them.Jess drank a lot today, so he went back to rest early, while Caesar and Garris, who was already teetotal, stood outside chatting.

Gareth is not a talkative person. Although he appears treacherous and cunning, he is actually a sullen gentleman inside.They chatted a lot. Garris told Cizes that Jess had just come to this ship. At that time, because he was wearing the uniform of the military department, there was almost no one here to welcome him. In addition, he was seriously injured at the time. He was thrown from the starship, but the previous leader of the interstellar pirates kept him, but did not give him any treatment. Jess survived for a week and gradually improved. Garris went over to look at it curiously. He, hearing Jace in his sleep, was still whispering a name.

When he said this, Garister took a special look at Caesar, "I thought it was his partner at the time."

"But actually closer than a partner." Caesar knew who Gareth's unspoken name was.

Garris shook his head, "There is no existence closer than a partner, because he will enter your body, enter your soul, and enter your memory. Maybe a loved one can make you give your life for him, but a partner can make you live for him go down."

"Are you trying to tell me something?" Caesar was extraordinarily smart at this moment.

Garris smiled, "It's just a small suggestion. You have to know that this will definitely happen during the long wandering."

Caesar felt lonely when he heard about the long wandering, and he asked Garris, "Haven't you considered going back?"

"Go back? Where?"

"Go home." Caesar looked at Garris wearing glasses, all his expressions were hidden under the glasses, and he couldn't see everything clearly.

Garris pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose, "I have no home, no one in this world loves me."

"If so?" Caesar suddenly wanted to ask this question.

Garris' expression froze for a while, "There won't be any."

When he was still a clone, he used to have this emotion called love, but after losing everything, that emotion has been stripped from his body.

"I used to feel like no one loved me," Caesar said.

"How come, Jess..."

"A long time ago." The starry sky is outside, and they will wander in this star field forever.Caesar turned his head and saw Garris looking at him incomprehensibly. He knew that Garris couldn't understand, "A lot of people loved me back then."

"Wait—" Gareth felt as if he knew some big news, "Is it Omega?"

Caesar thought for a moment, "You can understand it that way."

Garris already planned to pass on this important news to Jess immediately.

"Because it's too easy to get, so I always feel that it's easy to lose it." Caesar doesn't like to recall, but now, after he has gone through all this, he begins to accept everything that used to be, "I really hate it I would lose what was mine."

"Jace won't leave you," Gareth said suddenly.

Caesar originally wanted to express his feelings again, but when he heard this sentence, he suddenly couldn't continue.

"Believe me, even if you tell Jess now to leave all of us and leave with you, he will do so immediately." Garris said firmly.

"Wow, Jess isn't here again, why do you keep saying good things about him?"

"Because he's really good," Garris said.

Caesar and Garris said goodnight to each other, but instead of returning to the room, he returned to the place where the banquet was held. The pirates were all drunk, Caesar stood outside, and could smell the hot alcohol.This is a group of villains abandoned by the empire. The empire is hostile to them, and they also hate the empire.Some of them will live their whole lives in vagabonds.

If there is a chance, Caesar hopes that they can be pardoned by the empire, and they can set foot on the first star, soak in the sun and enjoy afternoon tea in the garden with fragrant flowers and plants.Don't worry about whether you will die tomorrow, you can sleep peacefully every day.

But all this is impossible.

Caesar walked away from the door and returned to the room.Jess was lying on his bed, with his head tilted from his drunkenness, and his cheeks were a little red.Compared with the usual serious and self-disciplined look, he was a little more angry.

Caesar sat on the edge of the bed, looked at him quietly for a while, then lowered his head, and kissed his wine-smelling lips.

There is no better brother than Jess, even though he knows that the feelings he gave will not be reciprocated, he is still giving desperately.

Tears rolled down his cheeks and dripped onto Jace's lips.

"Brother, I am very grateful to Troyer for saving you."

Caesar wiped away his tears, sat on the edge of the bed, and quietly looked at Jess who was frowning because of anxiety.

"I should go back and help him."

Caesar smoothed Jess's frown with his palm, "If I can come back, I will try to accept you."

Jess opened his eyes suddenly, and Caesar's heart trembled in shock, but Jess's misty eyes showed that he was not conscious at the moment.The drunken headache made Jess close his eyes quickly, and he kept pressing his forehead with his palm.

Caesar was about to leave, but suddenly he heard Jess call his name.

There was an extremely vague sound.

Caesar turned his head to look at Jess, and suddenly bent his lips into a smile.

"Good night, brother."

The lights went out, the door opened to let in some light from the outside, and when it was closed again, everything fell into darkness again.

……

A miniature starship left quietly, going in the same direction as it came and went.

Caesar's purpose is simple, he is willing to participate in the war for the empire, for...

Caesar couldn't tell why.Maybe it's just to repay Troyer, maybe it's because I don't want to see those people who I like a little bit die.

What a bad guy, Caesar.

In his heart, he said to himself.

Because I really made a decision, my heart, which had been heavy for a long time, suddenly became lighter.

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