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During dinner, Song Yu was still very worried about Ye Yichen.While Ye Yichen was pulling the rice, Song Yu looked up at Ye Yichen from time to time, the tension on his face was clearly visible.

Having been glanced at by people like this several times, it is impossible for Ye Yichen to pretend not to notice even if he wanted to.He sighed lightly, picked up chopsticks of green vegetables for Song Yu, and said softly, "Eat the vegetables, you've already eaten more than half of the rice."

Song Yu was eating, hesitantly wanted to speak, but he pursed his lips and paused.

Seeing Song Yu like this, Ye Yichen put down his chopsticks and looked at Song Yu with a smile, "Do you still want to ask why I passed out silently?"

Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen and nodded.

"I've always had hypoglycemia, you know that?" Ye Yichen still looked at Song Yu with a smile.

"Ah."

"And during this period of time, because of the writing of the script, I used my brain too much, and my hypoglycemia was a little serious... Do you understand this?"

"Well...but..."

Ye Yichen pushed the dish towards Song Yu, "It's nothing serious, I'm in a normal state. Me, I've finished writing the script last time, so there shouldn't be any fainting from hypoglycemia in the near future. Now... calm down, OK?"

Seeing that Ye Yichen is in good condition now, and because he is eating, his face is ruddy, which looks good under the dim light.Song Yu nodded, expressing his understanding, but still worried and added: "Should I take you to the hospital? I have a familiar doctor in the city hospital...before..."

"Stop, stop, stop!" Ye Yichen rejected Song Yu righteously when he heard the word hospital, "Don't be like this! If you let me go to the hospital, I should go in crying and faint. came out..."

Song Yu saw Ye Yichen like this, and smiled: "You are such an adult, why are you still acting like a child?"

Ye Yichen also laughed, but his heart was filled with desolation.

Song Yu didn't know that since the night Ye Yichen's father died, Ye Yichen didn't want to go anywhere in the hospital anymore.Until now, he would occasionally dream of a person lying there covered in blood on a hospital bed... He walked over tremblingly, and lifted the white cloth covering the person's head, and what suddenly appeared was a scarred The face of the vicissitudes of life...

Ye Yichen would never tell Song Yu these things, it was the most secret, painful place in his heart, and the place he didn't want to be touched by others... It hurts when he touches it.And Song Yu never cared about Ye Yichen. He only knew that Ye Yichen's parents had passed away, but he never asked Ye Yichen how he felt.

After the two of them finished their meal, Ye Yichen scooped up a bowl of soup for Song Yu, and he scooped up half a bowl himself, drinking it leisurely with a spoon.

"I'll be in a few days, um..." Ye Yichen organized his words while drinking soup, "I should move out in a few days...after I find a house."

Hearing what Ye Yichen said, Song Yu was stunned.

Ye Yichen didn't seem to notice Song Yu's reaction, and continued to say flatly: "Leave the house and car to you. Our savings seem to be about the same, don't we? Then I will take away the one on my side."

Taking another sip of the soup, Ye Yichen felt that the bottom of the soup was a bit salty, so he silently put down the spoon. "That... the house and the car were bought by us together, you can give me half of the market price..."

Before Ye Yichen finished speaking, he heard a loud bang on the table—Song Yu dropped his chopsticks.

Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen with a red face, "What do you mean? Do you really want to break up??" Song Yu's eyes widened because of anger.

Ye Yichen was taken aback, he looked at Song Yu blankly, he thought Song Yu had understood his idea of ​​breaking up.

"Didn't you say it during lunch?" Ye Yichen frowned and looked at Song Yu, not knowing why he was so angry.

"But I also said it at the time! I don't agree!!" Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen angrily, and shouted loudly: "I don't know!! I don't agree!!"

Seeing Song Yu like this, Ye Yichen was a little annoyed.He seems to feel irritable very easily recently... Ye Yichen also noticed it himself. He pinched the center of his brows and rubbed them vigorously.

After rubbing, Ye Yichen watched Song Yu get angry quietly, without saying a word.

Song Yu walked around the chair twice, scratched his hair, then walked up to Ye Yichen with a frown, and said in a rough voice: "I said you at noon...I didn't mean that...I just A little angry..."

He clenched his hand tightly and looked at Ye Yichen with some anxiety, "I don't want to break up... If it's because of my attitude at noon today, can I apologize to you?"

Song Yu lowered his head and said seriously and solemnly: "Ye Yichen, I'm sorry."

After saying sorry, Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen with anxiety and expectation.

Ye Yichen didn't understand why Song Yu just didn't want to face the problems between the two of them directly.The problem between him and Song Yu was not because of Yang Qing, nor was it because Song Yu called him "hypocritical".Ye Yichen just felt tired, tired, he just wanted to embrace his new life a little bit before he died, is that all right?

"Song Yu..." Ye Yichen called Song Yu's name, with a slight sigh, "You know, I said breaking up, not this issue.

It's not because of your attitude at noon, nor is it because of Yang Qing. "

Ye Yichen looked at the leftovers on the table expressionlessly, pursed his lips, and said, "Why are you doing this...why? Interesting?"

Is this interesting?Song Yu didn't know either.

He knew that there was a problem between him and Ye Yichen, and he also felt very tired, but he was also flustered, he was helpless, he was even at a loss!

Ye Yichen talked about breaking up, and the two of them have been entangled for so many years. Perhaps it is the best choice for him to agree.But he doesn't want to, he can't, as long as he thinks of separation, his heart is torn and hurt... He seems to care about Ye Yichen more than he imagined.

Song Yu used his greatest strength to stabilize his body, he clenched his fist tightly, his nails sank into the palm of his hand, he looked at Ye Yichen with scarlet eyes, and said word by word: "I, no, same ,meaning."

Seeing Song Yu like this, Ye Yichen frowned tightly.

Ye Yichen felt a headache...

"Give me a reason not to break up?" Ye Yichen tapped his knuckles on the table and looked at Song Yu thoughtfully.

"I...I don't want to break up with you yet." Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen seriously, and said seriously, "I don't want to break up with you."

Ye Yichen continued to tap on the wooden table, and his knuckles made rhythmic and regular sounds on the table, which was clear and obvious in the entire quiet room.

"That's not a reason," Ye Yichen stopped tapping on the table and looked up at Song Yu.

There was no reluctance or unwillingness in Ye Yichen's eyes, he just looked at Song Yu with those dark pupils.Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen with nothing

The pupil of emotion suddenly panicked in his heart.

"And..." Song Yu seemed to be trying to grab a straw floating on the water, "Also! You once said that you would not be separated from me!! You said it!! And we are together For so many years, the names of both of us are on the real estate certificate, and the family property and so on are not easy to divide! So let's not break up!"

Ye Yichen wanted to laugh when Song Yu said so in a hurry.

He actually laughed too.

Ye Yichen once indeed said that he would never be separated from Song Yu.

At that time, he was still a young man who wanted to read thousands of books and travel thousands of miles. For his dream of becoming a screenwriter, he read a whole series of martial arts novels and scripts.After watching Jin Yong and Gu Long, Ye Yichen felt that the blood in his body was so hot that it would be impossible not to erupt.So he wore flip-flops and flowery underpants, and in that summer in Chengdu, he pushed Song Yu, who was still sweating profusely on the basketball court, to the side of the biggest and oldest tree in the school.

Song Yu was wearing a basketball uniform at the time, his face was almost red from the sun, and the sweat was dripping from his forehead.Under the tree, he looked at the fair-skinned Ye Yichen in a bewildered expression, and the sound of booing could be faintly heard from the basketball court in the distance... Song Yu was a little embarrassed.

Ye Yichen pushed up the black-rimmed glasses with one hand, propped his hand on the tree behind Song Yu, raised his head slightly, looked at Song Yu without blinking, and said, "Song Yu, I like you, my heart You are very happy. Don't panic, I will treat you very well, and I will be with you for the rest of my life."

Song Yu was still in a dazed state before, but when he heard Ye Yichen say this, his face turned red all the way to the ears.

At that time, he had not been with Ye Yichen for a long time. He had always been in love with girls before. After being with Ye Yichen, he didn't know what it was like to fall in love with boys, so Song Yu treated Ye Yichen always treats him in the same way as his previous girlfriends... It's just that Song Yu never expected that he would have a day of being "slapped" by others.

After being "tree dong" for the first time, I heard that person's tongue slightly rolled up, and his clear and light voice was full of ancient style confession... In that hot season, Ye Yichen brought some The shy and brave confession was deafening, like a thunder, and like a firework, it just exploded on Song Yu's heart, leaving his mind blank...

"撘,撘,撘,撘,......"

Song Yu's memories were interrupted by the sound of Ye Yichen's continuous knocking on the dining table. He looked down at Ye Yichen, because of the memory, there was still a soft light in his eyes that had not dissipated.

Ye Yichen looked at Song Yu in a daze, pursed his lips and smiled, he tilted his head and looked at Song Yu, "Song Yu, you are also a man, so have you heard a sentence?"

"What?"

"When a man makes a promise, he really wants to promise you. But when he can't do it later, he really can't do it." After Ye Yichen finished speaking, he laughed first.He looked at Song Yu as if he were looking at a naive child, and said, "Song, don't you be so naive..."

Seeing Ye Yichen smile so happily, Song Yu's face turned black, like the bottom of the pot.

"I don't care, anyway, you always boast that you want to unite your words with your deeds..." After speaking, Song Yu stared at Ye Yichen seriously, wanting an affirmative answer from Ye Yichen.

Ye Yichen pulled up a few strands of bangs that fell from his forehead, tilted his head, and stared back seriously.

Staring and staring, Ye Yichen looked at Song Yu's amber pupils under the lamp, and was a little dazed... That's right, his WeChat signature is even "integration of knowledge and action", which is to remind himself from time to time, Don't forget your original intention.When he was confused and in pain, he would look at the large characters on his phone, bite his finger, and tell himself that it was okay, as long as he did not forget his original intention.

It's just that these words are now being used by Song Yu to remind himself, which seems a little funny.Everyone in this world can point at Ye Yichen's nose and tell him to "never forget his original intention", but only Song Yu can't, he doesn't have the qualifications.

Ye Yichen came back to his senses, squinted his eyes halfway, looked at Song Yu, bared his white teeth, and then told him word by word in standard Mandarin: "Song Yu, my original heart, I didn't exist a long time ago."

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