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It was already afternoon when Song Yu came back four days later, he dragged his suitcase back home, took the key and opened the door, and what he saw was Ye Yichen sleeping on the sofa drowsily.Song Yu sighed slightly, put the luggage at the door, walked over quietly, then stood still, quietly and tenderly looking at the person who was lying on the sofa and hadn't even turned off the computer screen.

The person on the sofa seemed to be sleeping very uncomfortably, and the glasses were still crookedly hanging on their faces, leaving light red marks on their skin.Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen like this, his heart softened, and he bent down and gently hugged him.

Ye Yichen became sober after being hugged like this, and struggled to get up, "Umm...why...you...back...come?"

Song Yu patted him on the back, but didn't let go, and said angrily, "You sleep on the sofa in such a cold day! I don't know how to bring a blanket!" After finishing speaking, he wanted to hug Ye Yichen to the bedroom.

Ye Yichen was so slapped by Song Yu that he woke up instantly. He struggled to get out of Song Yu's arms, stumbled to find his slippers, put them on, stood up straight and looked at Song Yu, "Hey? You Are you back? Are you tired?" He picked up Song Yu's glass, poured a glass of water for Song Yu and handed it over, "Oh, that's fine, don't talk about me, I'm just sleepy writing scripts... I don't even know what I am When did you fall asleep? Here, are you thirsty? Have a drink, Beijing is very dry.”

Hearing him say "Beijing is very dry", Song Yu grinned, "It's as if I have never lived in Beijing." After taking the water poured by Ye Yichen, the temperature was just right, and Song Yu continued to drink Drank half a cup.

Ye Yichen laughed, and he also felt that what he said just now was a bit silly.Song Yu grew up in the city of Beijing. When he was a child, he went crazy in the compound for so long. He only went to Chengdu when he was in college.Like him, he grew up in the south since he was a child, a native southerner.Thanks to his parents passing away so early, he was admitted to a good university in the end.After graduating, he followed Song Yu to Beijing. After all these years, no matter how he works in Beijing, he is used to it.

I still remember when he came to Beijing with Song Yu for the first time, the first day was fine, but he felt agitated.But when he woke up the next morning, Ye Yichen found that the quilt was covered with a layer of dark red semi-solid, he was stunned, touched his nose, tsk, after touching it, his nostrils seemed to be opened up, and the nosebleeds flowed down... The climate in the north is too dry for Ye Yichen who has been growing up in the south.

"Are you hungry? What do you want to eat tonight?" Ye Yichen lifted up his glasses, and then he saw Song Yu's handsome face clearly, "It seems that there are not many dishes in the refrigerator, what do you want to eat, I will go to the supermarket to buy one trip."

"Don't be busy. You sit and write your script. I'll put your luggage back. I've eaten too much for lunch. I'm not hungry." Song Yu walked to the door, pulled the suitcase into the bedroom, laid it flat on the floor and spread it out for preparation tidy.

Ye Yichen is also polite, the two have been together for so many years, and they are not hungry if they say they are not hungry. Now that Song Yu said so, he is not hypocritical.Rubbing his sore eyes that had been staring at the computer for too long, Ye Yichen continued to write his script.This time the script has been delayed for too long... For Ye Yichen, when writing the script, for a period of time, he really couldn't hold back a single word.Whenever this time, he wanted to smash all the things around him that could be smashed.But it's just thinking about it. For a child from a poor family, this way of venting is too pretentious, too extravagant, and he can't afford it.

The writing of the script is still a bit stuck, and Ye Yichen really doesn't know how to transition the emotions of the characters in the plot at this time... He is a little crazy.What kind of mood does a woman feel when she wants to leave a man?hate it?Is that love still there?At this moment, he really wished that he was a daughter, so he could feel it.

So, is love a momentary thing?

So, does the disappearance of love happen in an instant, or does it gradually disappear after time has passed?

Or, this kind of love that eventually disappeared was not love in the first place, but a farce triggered by hormones?

Ye Yichen couldn't figure it out.

Unable to continue writing, Ye Yichen put down the computer and pinched the knuckles of his right hand with his left hand.What is love like?So, what is his love for Song Yu like?What about Song Yu to him?

Ye Yichen sighed, and then took another long breath, only then did he feel that his chest was not as tight as before.Maybe Song Yu's feelings for him were not love in the first place?Maybe it's just that he feels so pitiful that he has no father, no mother, and no one to rely on, or he thinks that Ye Yichen is rushing anyway, so don't want it for nothing?Ye Yichen couldn't figure it out, but he knew that Song Yu definitely didn't love him as much as he loved Song Yu.

Hearing Ye Yichen sigh, Song Yu came out of the bedroom.He was already wearing home clothes, and the pure cotton fabrics were on his body. Looking at him, the whole person became gentle. The light from outside the window even seemed to put a layer of softness on his resolute and well-defined face. Guang, Song Yu at this time, to Ye Yichen, is a bit like a stranger, not familiar at all.

Ah Song Yu, what does the familiar Song Yu look like?When he was young, he was enthusiastic and crazy. For his hobby of basketball, he was boiling on the court day and night. In the summer, he didn't take it seriously when he peeled off a layer of skin, which made a lot of girls shout for him crazily.A period of time passed after graduation, and he seemed to have grown up again, as if he had become the unsmiling General Manager Song in the eyes of others in an instant.Thinking of this, Ye Yichen sighed again, Song Yu's change or not, it seems that it has nothing to do with him.

"Why are you sighing?" Song Yu picked up the cup, took a sip of water and asked Ye Yichen, then handed Ye Yichen something casually. "Here, I bought it for you."

Ye Yichen looked up, looking at a keychain that Song Yu handed him in a daze.A small cotton puppy is hung on the silver ring of the keychain.The little milk dog has a big head, opened a pair of innocent eyes, and looked at Ye Yichen aggrievedly, Ye Yichen's eyes lit up.

Smiling, Ye Yichen took it over, looking at the puppy's wet eyes, Ye Yichen pinched the little thing's ears, "Tsk, so cute." Ye Yichen looked down carefully, and there was still a little puppy hanging around his neck. The bell, when shaken, makes a "jingling, dingling" sound, which is too delicate.

Song Yu rubbed his nose in embarrassment, "Cough, I was just passing by. I thought it was fun, so I bought it." As if to ease his embarrassment, he lowered his head and took a sip of water.

"Well, I know," Ye Yichen bent his eyes, fingering the bell hanging around the puppy's neck, looking very excited.He felt that Song Yu probably wanted to do something to please him in order to alleviate the strange atmosphere at home during this time, although he was really happy to receive the gift, but that was all.

It is better not to be late than to be late.

I remember that when he and Song Yu had just been together for a year, he jokingly said to Song Yu one day, "Hmph, you just don't love me at first glance, and others give gifts to others, and you don't even give them a keychain. Me!" At that time, he and Song Yu happened to pass by a small stall, and he looked at the strings of cartoon characters on the ground and thought they were cute, so he yelled at Song Yu to buy them for him. all the way.In fact, he is not short of key chains, two yuan is not expensive, but he just wants Song Yu to give him something, a key chain or something, this kind of small thing that can be carried with him is enough.However, Song Yu dismissed his proposal with one sentence, "Aren't you naive!"

When he was young, Ye Yichen was a pseudo-literary youth who wanted to become an inspirational writer. He didn’t know where he saw a sentence: “If you think your partner is naive, then he must love you very much.” Ye Yi Chen secretly thought, he must love Song Yu very much.On the contrary, think about this sentence in reverse, that is: "If the other party thinks you are naive, then he probably doesn't like you much."

Well, if you don’t like Song Yu much, you don’t like it much, as long as he likes Song Yu, Ye Yichen comforted himself like this...At that time, Ye Yichen was like a child who just learned to walk, stumbling forward all the way, He thought, this relationship, he doesn't want Song Yu to repay him, he is willing to give, he is willing to give, he just wants to treat Song Yu like his ancestors, what's the matter!

The current Ye Yichen wished he could travel back in time, look at his former self, and said three words fiercely, "Big idiot!"

It turns out that people's hearts are made of flesh, and stones can't be warmed up.

Although it is true that he and Song Yu lived in peace, even in his opinion, they had a seemingly loving life, but it is also true that Song Yu does not love him.A stone that has been covered for seven years, Ye Yichen suddenly wanted to give up when he realized that his time was running out.

Ye Yichen rubbed the cute keychain, then put it aside.Glancing at the computer time, it was almost six o'clock, and he asked Song Yu: "Ah, it's so late. What do you want for dinner? I'll do it." Then he got up from the sofa and prepared to go to the kitchen.

Song Yu didn't answer Ye Yichen's question, he looked at the keychain that was put aside in a daze.

"Well, Uncle Song?" Ye Yichen shook his hand, not understanding why Song Yu was in a daze.

Song Yucai looked at Ye Yichen in a daze as if he had come to his senses, "Huh?"

"I'm asking you, what do you want for dinner, I'll make it. Hey, sir, are you stupid on a business trip?" Ye Yichen stretched his waist, and his eyes were a little foggy after he finished yawning.

Without answering Ye Yichen's question, Song Yu looked at Ye Yichen's watery eyes from yawning, and then looked at the keychain, looking very concerned, "You...don't you like it?" He clenched his fingers, seeming a little anxious and aggrieved, "You used to like such little things very much!"

Ye Yichen looked at Song Yu like this, and he didn't understand why Song Yu suddenly held on to this point.Ye Yichen shrugged, hooked the keychain with one hand, shook it in front of his eyes, and looked at Song Yu with bent eyes.

"No, I like it very much! Thank you!" Ye Yichen smiled.

"What about your key?" Song Yu still cared, "I can hang it for you..."

"Ah?" Ye Yichen looked at Song Yu with some doubts, Song Yu was not usually such a person who cared about trivial matters.

Song Yu took the keychain from him, "Give me the key, and I'll hang it for you." Then he looked at Ye Yichen seriously, even with a little expectation in his eyes.

"Oh," Ye Yichen didn't know what to expect after hanging up the key, he took out a key from under the coffee table and handed it to Song Yu.Song Yu smiled, looking very happy, and then carefully hung the key on the keychain, and pulled it reassuringly after hanging it, as if he was afraid that the key would fall off.

Ye Yichen watched Song Yu finish the job seriously, and raised his eyebrows speechlessly.

During the meal, Ye Yichen could clearly feel that Song Yu was happier than usual. He didn't know why, and he didn't really want to ask.On the other hand, Song Yu was very emotional and gave him food twice, "Eat more, why have you lost weight recently..."

Ye Yichen was so busy these two days that he almost forgot that he was about to die until he heard what Song Yu said.The mood is not so beautiful in an instant.

"Ah, when I finish writing this script in the past two days, I should be able to gain weight." Ye Yichen pursed his lips, pinched the little flesh on his stomach pretending to be worried, and asked with a frown Song Yu: "Hey, it is said that after seven or eight years of graduation, a man's belly will come out, and his top will be bald...I'm going to rejuvenate to God, tsk tsk tsk."

Song Yu gave him another dish with chopsticks, and said with a smile: "You are poor, you. When you were studying, you were as thin as that... After graduation, you raised it back, and now you have lost weight again. How much Eat meat." After speaking, he pushed the steamed pork ribs in the direction of Ye Yichen.

Ye Yichen ate a piece of ribs, and Ye Yichen wanted to laugh.He was really thin when he was studying, mainly because he had no source of income. Since his parents passed away, he lived on poverty subsidies in high school.When he was in college, he was better than before. He worked part-time after school, but he was not rich, and he only had enough food and clothing.But when I met Song Yu later, as soon as the small spark of love broke out, I couldn't hold it back, so I made a move. Only after I succeeded did I realize that it costs so much money to fall in love.

Although Song Yu doesn’t lack his talents, Ye Yichen just wants to give Song Yu the best. If he has no money, what should he do? Open source and reduce expenditure. If open source, he will take on a few more jobs, but reducing expenditure can only save a little from food. It's one o'clock.Song Yu didn't know about these things. Back then, Song Yu was still a proud boy. Like normal boys, he liked to buy expensive sneakers. When he saw an album he liked by a star, he would buy the genuine one and keep it in his collection.Most of his bunch of albums came from Ye Yichen part-time.

After eating another piece of ribs, Ye Yichen felt a little nauseous, and the symptoms of advanced lung cancer sometimes include this problem.Not wanting to eat, Ye Yichen held his chopsticks, stared at Song Yu, and gave a flattering smile: "Master, tell me, I've been working on this script for the past two days, and I think I can call it a day." .You see, I have been staying at home for more than a year, and the farthest place I can go out may be the corner where I buy yogurt in the supermarket downstairs..."

Song Yu put down his chopsticks, half-curved the corners of his mouth, and squinted his eyes at Ye Yichen, "Whatever do you want to say, continue."

"Okay!" Ye Yichen grinned, showing a mouthful of small white teeth, "Oh, I just want to go out and play for a while..."

"Go out to play? Where are you going? How long will it take?" Hearing that Ye Yichen wanted to go out to play, Song Yu thought about his recent work schedule and frowned, "But my work schedule is a bit full recently..."

"Oh, that's fine, how dare I let you follow me." Ye Yichen took a mouthful of rice to suppress the desire to vomit, "Let's go, I want to go out to play alone and collect some writing materials. This is the basic principle of a screenwriter. Literacy—well, this famous saying comes from Ye Yichen.”

Seeing that Song Yu was still frowning at him, Ye Yichen had no choice but to put down his chopsticks and made a gesture of begging for mercy, "Okay, let me tell the truth, I just want to go to Chengdu to eat authentic hot pot..." After staying in Beijing for so long, this The hot pot next to him is delicious, but I always feel that it doesn't taste that way. This is indeed one of the reasons why he wants to go out.

Hearing what he said, Song Yu was still worried.Song Yu put down his chopsticks, "Why don't you wait for me for two weeks, I'll finish my recent work and ask for a leave of absence, I'll go with you."

"Don't you!" Ye Yichen crossed his arms and made a capitalized rejection, "I can do it by myself! And it's quieter by myself, so I can write seriously!" Realizing that saying this seemed to dislike Song Yu, Ye Yi Chen immediately put down his hand again and said flatteringly: "Oh, I'll only go for three days, not even half a week! Three days, it's gone in the blink of an eye, really, there's no need to blink a second time! When I feel good, I will I'm coming here right away, is that okay?"

Song Yu frowned, "You..."

Seeing that Song Yu wanted to say more, Ye Yichen hurriedly made a decision: "Okay, it's settled like this, but you will be wronged to eat out in the next few days..."

Putting the last piece of ribs on the plate for Song Yu, Ye Yichen coaxed: "Hey, eat quickly, or it will be cold. Look, ribs, this is someone's favorite ribs~"

When Ye Yichen was with Song Yu before, he was well versed in the way of smoothing hair. Song Yu is actually very coaxing most of the time, as long as he says a few nice words with a gentle attitude, there is usually no major problem.

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The kid who said that the only requirement for the author is that "it can be finished" don't leave after school! !

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