One will not

After Ye Yichen finished speaking, he turned sideways and led Liang Qi and left.

Song Yu looked at the back of Ye Yichen holding Liang Qi, feeling sour and desperate.He watched the heavy snow fall on Ye Yichen's shoulders and head, Liang Qi stretched out his hand to gently pat it down.

He had had such an opportunity before.

But what was there, will never be again.

Song Yu pursed his lips, his eyes were deep and desperate, and suddenly he had more courage to break the boat.

-

Liang Qi was very happy holding Ye Yichen.Grinning all the way, I couldn't help smiling.

Today is really, very happy.

Riding the Ferris wheel with Ye Yichen, being with Ye Yichen all the time... No matter what you do, as long as you are with Ye Yichen, Liang Qi feels very happy.

Ye Yichen was led by Liang Qi, but he was a little absent-minded.

He kept thinking that the winter passed quickly, and he didn't know if he could survive until the spring of next year... What would Liang Qi do then.

Ye Yichen found that he suddenly regretted it.

At that time, he shouldn't have softened his heart and agreed to Liang Qi to be together.

Ye Yichen's face became a little ugly, he raised his head and glanced at Liang Qi on the left, Liang Qi squinted his eyes and smiled clearly.

Sudden pain in his heart, Ye Yichen held Liang Qi's hand for a moment, then he stood still quietly.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Seeing that Ye Yichen didn't leave suddenly, Liang Qi also stopped, turned around and stood in front of Ye Yichen, and asked him what's wrong with a smile.

Ye Yichen felt sore and uncomfortable in his heart, he took a slight and deep breath.In such a big life, it was the first time that he hated himself for being weak and unbearable.

Gathering up his courage, he raised his head and looked at Liang Qi's expression carefully and seriously. He felt that he should tell Liang Qi the fact that he was going to die as soon as possible, otherwise Liang Qi would definitely hate him when the time came.

And tell him now, won't Liang Qi hate it?

Ye Yichen smiled wryly, he didn't know, he really didn't know.

Liang Qi saw that Ye Yichen was just staring at him and didn't speak.Liang Qi panicked.

"What's the matter? Huh?" Liang Qi pinched Ye Yichen's cheek, and then said "tsk" with some dissatisfaction, "Did you not eat when I was away these days? Why did you lose weight again... "

Ye Yichen lowered his eyes, quietly letting Liang Qi pinch his face.

After a long time, Ye Yichen finally asked him, "Liang Qi, if one day I die, what will you do?"

After asking this sentence, Ye Yichen was a little uneasy. He gently held his fingers and kept rubbing them.

"What?" Liang Qi took a long time to react, then his face darkened, and he slapped Ye Yichen on the head viciously, "Can you stop talking nonsense?"

"You're such an adult, and you still say that I'm like a child. Look at what you said, don't you feel that something is wrong? Hurry up, pee, pee, this point is very evil!"

Liang Qi said fiercely about him, and fiercely pulled up Ye Yichen's collar, and then covered it tightly, for fear of getting a little bit of wind in.

Ye Yichen pursed his lips and remained silent.

Liang Qi had no choice but to shake Ye Yichen's hand, feeling that Ye Yichen's hand seemed to be frozen.He held Ye Yichen's hand tightly, thought for a while, and stuffed it into his sleeve.

Ye Yichen felt the warmth in his hands, but there was a vast desolation in his heart.

After Liang Qi stuffed Ye Yichen's hand, he tilted his head and thought about it for a long time.Then he asked, "Are you going to hear the truth?"

"Well, to be honest."

"If something happens to you one day..." Liang Qi doesn't like to talk about "death". This word is too heavy for him, and he feels that he can't afford it. "I may be very special at first." Sad, and later, I may forget about you, and after a year, or two years, I will find someone I like..."

Liang Qi said so sincerely, Ye Yichen wanted to laugh, and felt a little relieved.

What Liang Qi said was right, people, aren't they all like this?

Especially easy to forget, and especially easy to get over the pain if he wanted to.

Besides, Liang Qi is still so young and still has a lot of good times.With his character, it is actually very easy to let go of someone.

Ye Yichen suddenly felt relieved.

"Why did you ask this suddenly?" Liang Qi turned his head and asked Ye Yichen half-jokingly, "What's wrong, are you dying?"

"Yeah." Ye Yichen nodded.

The snow is getting bigger and bigger, and a thick layer has already accumulated on the ground.Pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, and some young couples were shouting, taking selfies, laughing, and running wildly in the snow.

Ye Yichen looked at these lively and enthusiastic lives, and he couldn't even sigh.All that remains is a slight envy, and a calm acceptance of death.

More than two months was enough for him to accept this fact calmly, enough for him to completely build up his mind and accept this fact that he had to accept.

People are mortal.

He just died earlier, in fact, there is no big difference.

"What are you talking about?" Liang Qi raised his hand to hold Ye Yichen's shoulder, his lips were stiff, and he smiled a little forcedly, "What did you just say?"

Unknowingly, his hand began to exert force, pinching Ye Yichen's shoulder and stomach pain.

Seeing clearly the panic in Liang Qi's eyes and his composure after suppressing it, Ye Yichen finally sighed.

Ye Yichen slowly raised his hand, and gently stroked Liang Qi's face, from Liang Qi's forehead to his tall nose bridge, and then Liang Qi's shiny black eyes.

It was these eyes that stared at him with love from time to time, making him feel a little hot in his heart.

"Liang Qi," Ye Yichen looked into his eyes seriously, "Do you still remember that time when I vomited blood?"

Hearing this, Liang Qi's expression changed.

"I'll do it," Ye Yichen said calmly, "I got a rather vulgar disease, lung cancer. When I first met you, I guess I only had half a year to live, and until now..."

"Until now, I guess, maybe, there is only one month left at most."

After finishing everything, Ye Yichen breathed a sigh of relief.

Then he looked at Liang Qi's face, saw Liang Qi's complexion turned pale, then turned pale, and finally trembled unconsciously, his lips moved, but he couldn't make any sound.

Ye Yichen felt a stabbing pain in his heart, he stepped forward and hugged Liang Qi, and gently patted his back with his hand, "Liang Qi, it's okay, it's okay..."

Liang Qi didn't speak, the two stood for a long time, Ye Yichen also hugged Liang Qi for a long time.Until the snow stopped, until the shoulders of both of them were slightly wet by the melting snow.

Ye Yichen heard Liang Qi's crying voice, "But, I have something to do with it."

-

After returning, Liang Qi lowered his head and said, "I'm going to wash up." Before Ye Yichen could respond, he locked himself in the bathroom and didn't come out for a long time.

Ye Yichen turned on the tablet, there was a movie on the screen, he didn't have the heart to watch it, he just stared at the pale wall in a daze.

He didn't know why many of the decisions he made during this time hurt people.

Ye Yichen stared blankly at his fingers, held them, then let go, let go, and held them again.

The faucet in the bathroom kept ringing, and Ye Yichen didn't know if Liang Qi was crying or doing something.After a long time, Ye Yichen opened the mobile app and ordered some takeaways that he and Liang Qi usually ate.

Originally they planned to go out to eat after they came out of the playground, but after Liang Qi heard him say that he was sick, he walked from the playground without saying a word for a few minutes, and walked to the hotel without saying a word... Ye Yichen He didn't dare to say a word, so he followed silently.

Almost an hour passed, and the takeaway food was delivered and cooled before Liang Qicai opened the bathroom door and came out with a straight back.Ye Yichen took a closer look, and it was okay, his face was normal, not too ugly.For some reason, Ye Yichen could see a bit of depression from his straight back.

Ye Yichen pursed his lips, sat cross-legged on the bed, watched Liang Qi walk from the door to the side of the bed expressionlessly, saw the unopened takeaway on the stool next to him, bent down to open the takeaway box, and warmed it up in the microwave .

Ye Yichen had no appetite for eating sweet and sour pork tenderloin and rice.

Seeing Liang Qi holding the bowl expressionlessly and eating mouthfuls, Ye Yichen sighed inwardly.Finally persuaded him, "Baby Liang Qi..."

Liang Qi didn't speak or look at him while eating.

"..." Ye Yichen also felt very uncomfortable, "Don't be like this..."

Liang Qi's hand holding the bowl paused, he took a mouthful of food mechanically without saying a word while holding the chopsticks.

Ye Yichen's throat was sour, and he felt a little wronged.

He put down his chopsticks, rubbed his fingers, looked at Liang Qi with a little uneasiness, and explained, "I didn't mean not to tell you... I just thought it was unnecessary... Later, I thought, I should at least give you a mental preparation ..."

After speaking, Ye Yichen frowned and glanced at Liang Qi.

Liang Qi was holding the bowl, and his hand holding the chopsticks stopped in mid-air.

He didn't speak, and Ye Yichen didn't say any more.

After a long time, when Ye Yichen felt that the air was about to freeze, Liang Qi opened his mouth.

Liang Qi put down the bowl and asked him in a low voice, "Ye Yichen, did you agree to be with me because you were dying?" No wonder Ye Yichen asked him at that time, even if he didn't love him in the end, he would with him?

How did he answer at that time?

Oh, yes, he was crying so embarrassingly at the time, he insisted on staying with Ye Yichen, and felt that everything else was fine and not a problem.

When Ye Yichen heard Liang Qi's question, he was stunned.

Seeing Ye Yichen's reaction, Liang Qi laughed lightly, a little self-deprecating and a little disappointed.

On the one hand, he thought that Ye Yichen just felt sorry for him at that time, so he agreed to be with him, and it was not in his heart that Ye Yichen might like him a little bit of self-comfort, which supported him to keep going.But now he understands, maybe Ye Yichen doesn't even feel sorry for him, maybe he just needs someone to accompany him to complete this journey, as he once said, it doesn't matter who this person is at all .

On the other side, Liang Qi didn't even dare to think about the fact that Ye Yichen was about to die.

Just thinking about it made him feel hopeless.

How old is he, just over 20 years old, can experience despair.

The author has something to say:

My style of writing is weird lately...if I still have such a thing as style of writing.

Changed the name back.

I'm going to take the hypocritical route before Ye Yichen dies hahahahaha.