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Ever since Ye Yichen said that he didn't want to go to the hospital, Liang Qi suddenly fell silent.

After a long time, he raised his head to look at Ye Yichen, then took a step forward and hugged him tightly, with such strength that he seemed to want to embed the whole person in his arms.

"If you don't go, then don't go, anyway... Anyway, I will always be with you." Liang Qi buried his head next to Ye Yichen's neck, smelling his unique smell, his heart sank.

Ye Yichen also breathed a sigh of relief when he heard what Liang Qi said.

He doesn't know what it's like to die...but he really can't go to the hospital.

For him, the hospital was where his father died and where he felt abandoned by the world.He didn't want to go to the hospital last time as a parting, but this time it was still a parting.

After that, Ye Yichen's spirit seemed to gradually improve, whether it was because of his mood.His temperament also seemed to have changed suddenly, becoming...a little childish.

like now...

"Hmm... I want to eat egg tarts, and I don't want to drink millet porridge anymore. Hmm~" Ye Yichen hugged Liang Qi's waist and buried his head in Liang Qi's chest, "Little baby Liang Qi, I want to eat egg tarts. I want an egg tart!"

God knows that he has been eating a light diet for almost half a month. People like him who don't usually pay attention to their appetite are going crazy, and they don't know how those other sick people survived.

Although Liang Qi enjoyed Ye Yichen's uncommon acting like a baby, he still looked embarrassed.

"You can't eat now... your body..." Liang Qi frowned, paused, and then slowed down his voice to coax him, "Can you eat after you are better? Then you can eat whatever you want, every day I'll buy you all the shark's fin and abalone! Is it okay?"

Ye Yichen buried his head and did not speak.

Liang Qi rubbed his hair again and coaxed: "How about eating preserved egg and lean meat porridge tonight? I remember you said it was delicious last time? Eh?"

Ye Yichen still didn't speak.

Liang Qi was almost helpless.

Ye Yichen suddenly came out of Liang Qi's arms, pursed his lips, looked at the person in front of him, and snorted from his nose: "You don't love me anymore! You have changed! You used to be different!"

"..."

Liang Qi was speechless.

Seeing that Liang Qi didn't speak, Ye Yichen felt a little aggrieved in his heart, and now he was even more aggrieved.He picked up his phone from the side, and was about to order takeaway, twenty egg tarts!

Liang Qi saw that he had already clicked on KFC on the interface of his mobile phone, and felt a little funny, and a little sweet and sour.

In his impression, Ye Yichen rarely showed his emotions, let alone lost his temper like a child like now.

Although he wasn't serious about it, Liang Qi still felt that it was quite useful.

He stretched out his arms to embrace Ye Yichen, bowed his head and kissed him on the top of his head, "Be good, don't make trouble, okay? I'll steam an egg for you later, and add some sesame oil, it will be fragrant and soft, okay?" good?"

"Not good." Ye Yichen snorted again, "I want to eat egg tarts now, if I can't get them, it won't be about egg tarts later...Maybe there are hot pot potato chips Malatang."

Now it was Liang Qi's turn to laugh, "Oh, it's really killing our little Ye Zi! Isn't it?"

While talking, he pinched Ye Yichen's nose, and the tip of his nose turned red.Seeing his nose turn red, Liang Qi couldn't help but soften his heart, and lowered his head to gently kiss the red tip of his nose.

Why is this person so nice?

So good he couldn't let go at all.

I can't bear to leave this person even a little bit.

Liang Qi sighed in his heart, but also felt sad.But looking at Ye Yichen's radiant look, some hope arose inexplicably.

Miracles are not absent, but rare.

But what if?

In case God sees him as pitiful, let this person recover suddenly tomorrow, and then stay by his side for the rest of his life!

Liang Qi stood up suddenly, went into the bathroom with his mobile phone, and was about to call the medical expert his father had mentioned.

Seeing Liang Qi walking in a hurry, Ye Yichen felt a little puzzled.

He touched his nose, feeling a little embarrassed.

When she hugged Liang Qi and acted like a baby before, she didn't feel much, but after the act, she felt a little blush.

Ye Yichen, how old are you, tsk tsk tsk, why did you become like this at such an old age - he secretly despised himself, but couldn't help but feel happy.

This feeling is like a cat that has been strayed for a long time, found his little boy, has a support, and has a weakness.

On the TV in front of the table was a movie he had participated in before. The protagonist, the great monk, held a Buddhist bead and said that no one would be able to stop him from becoming a Buddha. Chen felt that it was a pity. He had written scripts for half his life, and most of them were about love or sadomasochism. But when he also experienced a good relationship, he seldom had the time and energy to write a new story. up.

With his hands behind his head, he slowly lay down on the bed, closing his eyes and recalling the past two years with Liang Qi.

When Liang Qi came out of the bathroom, he saw Ye Yichen lying horizontally with a pale face, and his heart was instantly filled with panic.

He walked over tremblingly, stretched out his hands to hold Ye Yichen's cheek, and whispered in his ear: "Little Ye Zi..."

The person on the bed didn't answer him.

Liang Qi's face turned pale in an instant, he suppressed the uneasiness and anxiety in his heart, and patted Ye Yichen's arm with his hand, but there was no reaction.

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When Ye Yichen woke up, the surrounding environment had changed.

There were no dark blue curtains bought by Liang Qi, nor the small tea table made of bamboo, only pale walls and potion bottles dangling in front of his eyes.

Ye Yichen sighed softly, and came to the hospital anyway.

Looking down, he saw Liang Qi lying on the edge of the bed with his eyes closed and his brows tightly wrinkled.

Ye Yichen didn't know what to say.

One of his hands was still held in Liang Qi's arms, so he had to gently stroke the child's hair with the other.

I don't know when, the relationship between the two of them changed from his guidance at the beginning to Liang Qi's unilateral care of him.

I don't know when it started, the child seemed to suddenly no longer be the proud and ignorant boy he once was, but suddenly became a responsible man.

His brows and eyes became firm, and his eyes were firmer than before.

Ye Yichen felt relieved and sad at the same time.

If possible, he would rather Liang Qi not mature so quickly.

Only pain and suffering can make people grow up quickly, and it was only at this time that Ye Yichen realized that he would rather Liang Qi was the child who was spoiled by adults, even a little bit spoiled.

It seemed that his face was itchy, Liang Qi woke up in a daze, and when he saw Ye Yichen, Liang Qi gave a big smile, just like the two met for the first time.

But many things are different after all.

Underneath the bright smile is the worry and despair that cannot be suppressed in the eyes.

Ye Yichen touched his face and chin with a smile, and teased gently, "Oh my baby Liang Qi, why don't you shave your beard?"

Hearing this, Liang Qi touched his chin in embarrassment, um, I haven't shaved it for two days, it's quite long, and it's a bit painful to touch.

But he didn't care, he just looked at Ye Yichen with wide eyes and asked, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

He was going crazy when he carried Ye Yichen into the hospital.

He had never seen him so weak.

It seems that if one is not paying attention, this person will disappear from this world.

The period of waiting outside the emergency room was Liang Qi's longest period of time.He covered his beating heart, and suddenly remembered what Ye Yichen asked him last time.

Ye Yichen asked him, what would he do if he died?

How did he answer at that time?

He seemed to say that he might be sad for a while, and then when he calmed down, he would be with other people.

At that time, he really thought it would be like this... Ye Yichen said that no one can't live without someone, and no one can't live without someone.

To be honest, although he didn't say anything, he agreed in his heart.

But...why, when the doctor said that Ye Yichen's condition was getting worse and his life was running out, he actually, actually wanted to die with him...

He had never felt this way before, his heart hurt so badly, he couldn't catch his breath, and he couldn't even cry.The whole world weighed on him, and he seemed about to be crushed by the whole world.

So, is this the feeling of parting?

Liang Qi felt that he even started to hate Ye Yichen.

Why let him fall in love with him, and why should he die?

Why, why can't I live a good life...?

Ye Yichen was also thinking, why couldn't he live a good life?

When I was alone, there was nothing to fear when I wanted to die.

Later, with Song Yu, I also felt that whoever leaves can continue well, so death doesn't matter.

Why did you start to feel reluctant at this point?

Is this life too good?

No, it's just because Liang Qi is so nice.

Neither of them mentioned Ye Yichen's condition.

Liang Qi didn't dare to say it, couldn't say it, and didn't want to say it.

Ye Yichen had a solid idea in his heart.

Liang Qi looked at Ye Yichen's slender and fair hand that was exposed outside the quilt, now it became pale, and it was even more slender due to thinness.He glanced at it reproachfully, then gently picked it up and stuffed it under the quilt to warm up: "It's such a big man, I don't know how cold it is." He didn't forget to mutter a few words.

Ye Yichen wanted to laugh, but he couldn't help it.

Not knowing what he was laughing at, Liang Qi looked at him strangely, and after a while, he couldn't help laughing too.The two laughed for a long time before stopping, looking at each other with endless sadness.

Since then, Ye Yichen has been living in the hospital all the time.

The doctor did not allow him to be discharged from the hospital, nor did Liang Qi, and the pain all over his body was even more unacceptable. It was like a sudden outbreak. The pain from the inside out could not be suppressed by the pressure of painkillers.

Ye Yichen was lying on the hospital bed in despair, with expressionless eyes pressed against the ceiling, thinking hopelessly that one day he wanted to commit suicide because of the unbearable pain.

It hurts so much...

It really hurts.

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