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Liang Qi looked at the breakfast for two on the table, and was a little dazed.

He didn't know why Song Yu, who hadn't appeared for a long time, suddenly fell from the sky, and brought breakfast over without saying a word, so he looked at Ye Yichen a little helplessly.

Ye Yichen was a little tired and helpless.

As for Song Yu, what he said last night was all in vain, right?

He pushed the breakfast towards Liang Qi, "Baby Liang Qi, you can eat, I don't have much appetite."

When Ye Yichen said that he had no appetite, Liang Qi's expression changed, and he leaned over worriedly, "What's wrong with you? Do you feel particularly unwell today? I'll call the nurse!" He was about to ring the bell beside the bed .

Ye Yichen raised his hand to stop him, shook his head and refused, "No, I just don't have an appetite, the rest is fine, don't bother. Be good and eat breakfast, okay? I've lost a lot of weight recently..." He said no I felt Liang Qi's chin consciously. His chin was pointed, sharp-edged, too thin, and he looked like he was sick.

Ye Yichen really had no appetite, and other pains and weakness had already existed, so there was nothing unusual about it.Now just be quiet and wait for the moment of death to come.

Liang Qi saw that Ye Yichen was very persistent, so he took the breakfast and forced a few mouthfuls.

Ye Yichen squinted at Liang Qi, his heart was so soft that it was unbelievable.

He suddenly wanted to do something for Liang Qi.

"Liang Qi."

"Huh?" Liang Qi raised his eyes.

"Do you have any wishes?"

"what?"

"Do you have any wishes? The kind that can be realized in a short period of time. For example, want to own a cool car, or the latest electronic products?" Ye Yichen can't remember what he wanted when he was a child, but he knows now What does a boy of Liang Qi's age like?Most of them are cars, or laptops with high configuration.

"Huh? A wish..." Liang Qi lowered his head when he heard the words, and actually began to think seriously, and suddenly asked, "Can the wish come true?"

Ye Yichen also thought about it seriously, "Whether it can be realized or not, I will do my best?"

Liang Qi's eyes suddenly lit up. He grabbed Ye Yichen's hand and asked him, "Then don't die, okay?"

After speaking, Ye Yichen was stunned.

Liang Qi was also a little angry with himself.

Although deep in his heart he hopes for a miracle, he has always kept this hope tightly in his heart, and only releases it when he is out of breath, so that he has a spiritual support so that he will not be slumped.But he never said it, because he didn't want to put pressure on Ye Yichen and make him feel guilty... He has suffered enough.

After speaking, Liang Qi looked at Ye Yichen anxiously, he pursed his lips, trying to explain something, but he didn't know how to speak.

It was Ye Yichen who laughed first, and said, "I don't know about this, but I guess I might not be able to do it."

Ye Yichen didn't think much about the topic of "death".But he was even a little relieved that Liang Qi took the initiative to bring up this topic.

When a person starts to take the initiative to mention something, it can at least show that he has gradually accepted it.

This is good news for Ye Yichen.

He was actually very worried that Liang Qi would not be able to accept it, but now it seems that Liang Qi is really growing.

He was so relieved.

Really.

Liang Qi squinted at Ye Yichen's expression, felt that he didn't seem angry, and unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

And then endless disappointment...

"Oh, then I have no wish." Liang Qi pouted, tilted his head and glanced at Ye Yichen with disgust, "Why are you like this? The purpose at the beginning was to fulfill my wish, right? It turned out to be a death Liar hum!"

Ye Yichen also laughed, and complained after laughing, "You have changed! You don't love me anymore! You used to be not like this!!" After complaining, he folded his arms and looked angry, waiting for Liang Qi to please hug me.

He knew that Liang Qi was pretending to be relaxed, and Liang Qi also knew that he was forced to smile a lot of the time.But neither of them said anything, as if there was still room for turning around.

But what room for turning around?

Time, it will always pass.

The time with Liang Qi sometimes took a long time, and sometimes passed quickly.

When he was buried in Liang Qi's arms in pain and couldn't move his stomach, he wished that time would pass by immediately, but time just looked at him mockingly, and refused to go any faster.

And happy days are always short.

Ye Yichen also finally understood the true meaning of the saying "the dead are like gentlemen" in classic literature.It's a pity that it's a little late.

Some things can never be understood until the last moment.

noon.When Song Yu brought over lunch again, Ye Yichen finally became surprised.

He thought that Song Yu had already left in the morning.

Song Yu still didn't speak, he put his lunch in front of Ye Yichen with a sullen face, and Ye Yichen looked up, clearly seeing the blue stubble on Song Yu's chin.

Ye Yichen thought it was funny, seeing Song Yu was about to leave, he called to stop him.

"I said Song Yu."

Hearing Ye Yichen call his name, Song Yu turned around suddenly, with unconscious anticipation in his eyes.Maybe he didn't even know how pitiful his look was at that moment.

Seeing Song Yu turn around, Ye Yichen was a little dazed with a look of sadness and anticipation on his face.

Do people always know how to cherish after losing?

Ye Yichen never understood this sentence.

In his life, he cherished the time with his father very much, and he rarely regretted it after his father left.When I loved Song Yu, I also loved and cherished it well, so now I frankly refuse it.

The only one who owed something might be Liang Qi, and he would even continue to owe it.

And those things he lost, whether it was social, friendship or love, were his own choices, and he never felt regretful or precious.

So he really never understood the saying "people only know how to cherish after they lose".

But Song Yu understood completely.

From childhood to adulthood, life can be regarded as smooth sailing.

He has a good face, a good figure, and a decent family background. Apart from the college entrance examination, the biggest dilemma in life is the tormenting days of ordinary people who are looking for a job.

He has not experienced the pain of losing his parents when he was young, he has not experienced the despair of his entire life, and even ordinary people's "wondering" for their lovers is rarely experienced because of a good-looking face.

So he seldom thinks seriously about life, he is very immature inside.

At the age of 30 or [-], I feel that "love" is effortless, and work is also done smoothly.The only setback was when he came out because of Ye Yichen, and he still dare not go back home.

It may be because everything came so easily, so he didn't even know the true meaning of those things.It's like he always felt that if he separated from Ye Yichen, he would have someone he liked more, otherwise why would he separate.

But when they really separated, he began to regret it completely.

Not the same, not the same at all.

No one loved him unreservedly like Ye Yichen.

No one will treat him well for years.

No one is willing to tolerate his youth, self-willedness and immaturity anymore.

He is old, and he is no longer the boy who sweats freely on the basketball court.And Ye Yichen completely left him after witnessing his most brilliant and most unbearable time!

"I said Song Yu."

Ye Yichen looked at him expressionlessly, and pushed the lunch box forward, "Take it away, and don't come again next time. How many times have I said that I don't want to have any intersection with you in my life. I I don’t know and I don’t want to know how you found out about my hospital, but I hope we can respect each other, make each other feel comfortable, and stop appearing in front of each other. The breakfast you brought in the morning, I will treat it as if you treated me I accept the farewell. But after that, you stay away from me, okay?"

Liang Qi was still at the side, his words were too harsh and everyone looked bad, Ye Yichen could only rationally and objectively ask Song Yu to stay away from him over and over again.

Song Yu pursed his lips and did not speak, but his eyes suddenly turned red.

Ye Yichen was bored watching it.

He could not stand the pain in his internal organs, but now that Song Yu was doing this, he was so annoyed to death.

"Song Yu, do you understand?" Ye Yichen frowned, speaking maliciously, "Can you be more mature? Life is not a TV series, every time you act like a bloody series, is it interesting? Are you happy? Think Are you a lover yourself?"

Song Yu could see clearly the disgust and ridicule towards him in Ye Yichen's eyes, and he clenched his fists tightly, with his nails sinking into the palm of his hand, as if directly poking into the depths of his heart, causing him pain.

"Ye Yichen..."

Song Yu seemed to be choked up.He clenched his fists, trembling uncontrollably.

"Ah Chen... not everyone is like you..." Song Yu sighed, trembling uncontrollably, "You have been more mature than your peers since you were young, and you were chasing basketballs like a fool when I was young. At that time, you already have a deep understanding of human nature."

"But you never fought for it... When you left me, you knew I would regret it! You know! But you never really fought for it! Do you think what you did was so-called retention? No. You never asked me, when I was running rampant in the emotional world like a fool, you seemed to be very kind to me on the surface, and there was nothing wrong with it, but you were actually watching with cold eyes!!

"You're too calm! You're really too calm! You're just mocking me: Look, this fool thinks I love him, so he's doing everything right now, and it'll be nice if he kills himself one day !! And then I died!! I died!! Do you think that’s the case again? Sure enough, people like me always don’t cherish what we get, and only regret when we lose it?

"And then when I finally regretted it, you completely abandoned me again, not even giving me a chance! You didn't even want to see you!! Ye Yichen, you are so cruel! You are so cruel! Really!! Since I was a child, I have never seen such a cruel person...

As he talked, he couldn't continue, Song Yu closed his eyes, squatted on the ground, covering his eyes, but couldn't hide the tears that fell all over the floor.

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Today's shou is still not dead.