One will not

Song Yu pursed his lips, wanting to say something, but didn't know how to speak.

Ye Yichen once again interrupted the embarrassment, he said: "Song Yu, I don't mean anything else by saying this. I just..." He let out a long breath, "I just feel that since the two of us It's not as good as it looks on the surface, so can you stop acting like you care about me?"

"I, I'm not..." Song Yu was anxious and wanted to explain, but found that he couldn't explain anything.

"Look, you can't explain it clearly, and you think from the bottom of your heart that what I said is actually good, don't you?" Ye Yichen stretched out his fingers and squeezed the center of his brow, "Song Yu, do you feel , Many times, the relationship between people stays at the stage of joking and telling jokes, which is actually the most sensible and safe way, what do you think?"

"Ah Chen..."

"Okay, let's do this first, I'm hanging up," Ye Yichen didn't want to say anymore, he found that he sighed more and more recently, "If I have nothing else to do, I'm going out for a meal. Well, eat hot pot."

Song Yu's heart was hanging on his chest, feeling a little uncomfortable.He didn't know why Ye Chen went out, as if he was a completely different person, he felt extra panic, it was even more panic than the first time he cheated and came back home.Ye Yichen was not like this before, and Ye Yichen was still joking with him with a smile two days ago.

joke……?

The words Ye Yichen said just now hit Song Yu's heart viciously, and Song Yu was caught off guard.

Song Yu suddenly realized that Ye Yichen had indeed been doing this all the time: the relationship between the two of them had indeed been at the stage of joking... Except for joking, Ye Yichen never said anything to Song Yu honestly and carelessly. meaningful thing.

"Don't hang up first," Song Yu said anxiously when Ye Yichen wanted to hang up, "I, I have something to ask you."

"ask."

Ye Yichen didn't even want to say a word to Song Yu anymore.

"You...you, where did you put my allergy medicine?"

"Song Yu, the medicine is in the second small box on your bedside table in the bedroom." Ye Yichen shrugged, he had every reason to believe that Song Yu was just looking for something to say, he knew exactly where the ointment was placed!The last time he saw Song Yu got up in the middle of the night with red bumps all over his arm because he touched something, turned on the night light, and applied ointment on his arm.Ye Yichen was startled when he saw the figure on the wall when he was woken up.

"You should look for it when you go home. I remember it was put there." Before Song Yu could say anything, Ye Yichen hung up the phone neatly. "I'm dead, let's go out for a meal. Bye!"

Song Yu listened to the busy tone on the other end of the phone in a daze, with mixed feelings in his heart.I don't know why, when Ye Yichen heard that he was allergic but didn't respond at all, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, followed by a panic with nowhere to rest, a little helpless, and a little dazed... Things shouldn't have happened. It looks like this.

Ye Yichen hung up the phone, threw the phone on the bed, put on a T-shirt, brushed his hair twice, and dragged him out of the hotel with a pair of herringbone under his feet.

When he came out of the toilet of the hot pot restaurant, Ye Yichen looked dazed.And the little waitress opposite him was also stunned.

"I thought you left after eating..." The little girl looked at Ye Yichen who had just come back from the toilet in a panic, and even her voice sounded like she wanted to cry, "You didn't leave anything on the stool Come on, I really thought you finished eating..."

Ye Yichen looked at the quail eggs, potato chips and hairy tripe he had just laid in, all of which were taken out and dumped into the garbage bin. For the first time, Ye Yichen felt that his life was so gloomy and hopeless .

"So you just scooped up the quail eggs, potato chips, and hairy tripe that I had so hard to cook and threw them away...?" Ye Yichen looked at the waiter with a smile, and asked word by word.

"I... I really thought you left after eating..." The eyes of the new girl were already red with fright.

After taking a look at the table that had been cleaned up, and the waitress with watery eyes, Ye Yichen stroked his forehead.

"Okay. Oh girl, don't cry. If you cry again, people will think I'm bullying you." Ye Yichen sat on the chair and tapped the table with his fingertips. Give me the portion. I'm not full yet... Ah yes, I still want the spicy pot bottom."

The little girl's eyes were red, and she took the menu tremblingly.

Ye Yichen looked at the emptied oil dish on the table, and laughed at himself: Why is it so difficult to eat hot pot alone these days.

The pots and dishes came up one after another, and Ye Yichen felt that he was hungry again after waiting for a while.So I asked the waiter for two more beef parsley.

When he was cooking coriander with chopsticks, he still thought that it was a good decision to go out to eat hot pot alone. If he was with Song Yu, he would not even dare to order coriander, let alone put it in the pot.

When he and Song Yu were studying here, they would occasionally come out for a toothbrush.In Chengdu, there are hot pot restaurants everywhere.In summer, Song Yu was wearing white short-sleeved sleeves, and he and Ye Yichen were having a hot meal in the restaurant. The sweat dripped from his forehead, and the back of his clothes was soaked.At that time, there were not many air conditioners in the store, and they were all old-fashioned electric fans, shaking their heads and blowing from one side to the other, making a "woo-woo-woo" sound, and finally drowned in the noisy students.

At that time, Ye Yichen and Song Yu rolled up their sleeves and squatted on the stool, each holding a pair of chopsticks, watching the things in the pot eagerly to see when they were cooked.When the pot was opened, the two of them poked their chopsticks into the pot without even worrying about being scalded by the steam from the pot, and each took out a large piece of beef, mutton, wide noodles, and potatoes And duck intestines, once in the oil bowl, take a bite in your mouth.

The aroma of red oil mixed with the umami taste of meat, the feeling of chewing in the mouth is simply amazing.

Ye Yichen picked up the coriander and dipped it in the oil bowl, took a large chopstick and stuffed it into his mouth, chewed it twice, and felt that his life, because of this hot pot, was actually somewhat happy.

In other words, coriander is just like durian. Those who like it really like it, and those who don't like it can't even smell it.Song Yu is different from Ye Yichen. Ye Yichen likes coriander very much, and can even eat it directly in the pot.Song Yu can't do it, as long as Song Yu looks at the coriander in the bowl, he must frown and pick out one by one carefully. After picking out all the coriander, he will continue to eat the leftovers.

Remembering the way he picked out all the cilantro from the grilled fish for Song Yu, Ye Yichen smiled.In order to accommodate Song Yu, he never ordered coriander when ordering.But coriander, a spice, is sometimes used as a decoration. Even a bowl of small noodles should be sprinkled with a layer of chopped coriander to enhance the flavor, and the green one looks good.

Every time the two of them went to eat together, he had to remind the boss several times that there was no coriander on the other side of the noodles. Sometimes the boss forgot in a hurry, so he had to bring two bowls of noodles sprinkled with coriander, and Song Yu looked angry. Under his eyes, he carefully picked out all the cilantro that Song Yu had that night.And you have to pick all of them, otherwise Song Yu won't even eat them.

Ye Yichen once raised his eyebrows while picking coriander and asked Song Yu, "Hey, you said you are so picky about eating outside, does your family know? What do you do when your mother cooks?"

Song Yu just laughed, then raised his eyebrows and looked at Ye Yichen, with the little pride of a big boy, his eyebrows were flying, "My mother didn't believe that I didn't eat coriander before, she thought I was hypocritical, and then every meal Let it go. But, I just won’t eat it.”

"And then?" Ye Yichen kept working, picked out the finely chopped coriander roots, and looked at Song Yu with a smile.

"Then, after I was hungry for three days, my mother stopped cooking with coriander." After finishing speaking, Song Yu laughed loudly, and looked at Ye Yichen with some complacency: "This is called where is there oppression?" , where there is resistance!"

Ye Yichen still remembers his admiration for Song Yu's proud look when he mentioned his mother, like the kind of mother who obviously loves him, but deliberately sticks her neck to show disdain.

After cooking all the coriander and beef, Ye Yichen stirred the pot with a spoon, feeling a little uncomfortable.In fact, carefully speaking, he feels guilty towards Song Yu... Although Song Yu's family is not rich and powerful, at least it is a well-off family.Song Yu's parents are both working class. Although they bought a lot of luxury goods for Song Yu, casual clothes and shoes of normal brands are enough.

Before being with him, Song Yu's sexuality was basically straight... He was young and ignorant, and it was the first time in his life that he had someone he wanted to be with, so he was considered indifferent and shy in front of others, Exhausting all kinds of methods, he caught up with Song Yu in a shameless manner, and forced Song Yu, who was not straight, into a half-bend, and finally a complete bend.Even many years later, even Song Yu's current cheating partner is a pink and tender little boy... Before being with Ye Yichen, Song Yu's dating partners were all girls.

When he was with Song Yu, he didn't feel anything.It wasn't until later, when he and Song Yu graduated a year or two ago, when Song Yu and his family came out and were kicked out, that Ye Yichen realized how naive he was when he thought he loved so much that he would never look back and love so desperately.

He didn't even know what kind of courage Song Yu used to come out with his family...

Ye Yichen's mother left his father when he was very young.Later, his father raised him, and then died in a car accident... Although Ye Yichen is indeed much more mature than his peers in other aspects, his experience is particularly pale and weak when it comes to emotions. It's all from the book.

During the years of living with Song Yu, Ye Yichen thought that if he had been a little more mature, he would have tried his best to suppress his feelings for Song Yu... Song Yu was originally straight!Song Yu could have had a beautiful wife, and maybe even have children now... and Song Yu's parents are probably already grandparents at this time.

Ye Yichen didn't want to eat, so he put down his chopsticks.

Are people so sentimental when they are about to die?Ye Yichen has never dared to apologize to Song Yu because of this matter, he was afraid that if he brought it up, even if Song Yu didn't say it verbally, he would take it seriously in his heart.

He can only comfort himself, it's okay, one day, Song Yu's parents will forgive him, forgive Song Yu.Before that, he will definitely treat Song Yu twice as well.But Ye Yichen knew in his heart that love and family affection were always different.

Otherwise, he wouldn't cry until he fainted beside his blood-covered father, but now he can calmly face Song Yu who no longer loves him.

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