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Ever seen the aurora? "

"no."

"I've seen it before, go north from St. Petersburg, go to the ice-free port, that's the place called Murmansk." Victor described the dream of the aurora to Yuuri, "I think Angel might like watching the aurora more .”

"I think so too."

"Let's go together when you have time later, I can be a tour guide."

"Okay."

They jog down the hill talking and laughing, Yuuri is not a talkative guy, but Victor is a chatty guy.He has seen a lot and experienced a lot, but most of the time he is more like a child, jumping up and down in front of Yuuri, and occasionally talking nonsense.

She does look quite like Angel, but it's a lively, cheerful and confident version of Big Angel.

The two of them ran back home, in time for a shower and breakfast, and then Yuuri sent Angel to a nearby kindergarten, and Victor was going with him, so he followed him.After seeing off Angel, Yuuri continued to do basic exercises and weight loss exercises, and even called Shang Xijun to time him.The West County knew that he might use the ice castle as a training place, and they were happy to help him, but Yuuri spent most of his time there as long as he wasn't in class.

Yuuri is a self-disciplined person. Even after retiring, he still insists on training and has good physical strength, so he can still do many moves.Yuuri knows his time is running out, and there's nothing he can do other than give it his all.During the day, he does all kinds of training, exercising his waist, abdomen and legs. In the afternoon, he will pick up Angel back, take a rest after dinner, and start running at night again.

Yuuri worked very hard, and the hardships and lengths involved were complex and inhumane. Anyway, after a few days, Victor knew that Yuuri's weight had completely dropped. After taking off his clothes, his stomach was full of firm abs.

"It's amazing, I've trained like this so quickly." Victor moved his fingertips on Yuuri's flat stomach, and then drew it along the line of the mermaid line. Yuuri felt a little uncomfortable, and moved his shoes toes, said: "Yes, after all, losing weight is my specialty."

"Okay, then we can start." Victor clapped his hands, and Yuuri tore off the hem of his clothes, "Yuuri, do you know what it means if you start?"

"I know."

"There is no turning back when you open the bow. You must understand that no matter what the reason is, as long as your physical condition does not allow it, I will not allow you to back down." Victor's expression is serious and serious, and he rarely shows such an appearance. Yuuri knew that the other party was not joking, and his whole body became tense.

"I hope to see your determination and fighting spirit. If you don't have these, there is no need for us to start."

"No, Victor, I know exactly what I'm doing." Yuuri exhaled, "I want to change, in the end, please help me fight until the last moment!"

Regardless of whether you have the opportunity to show yourself to the world or not, as a veteran, let's use your last strength to shine.

Victor showed a satisfied smile, and said: "Okay, I will teach you what I know, and let Yuuri play to his true level."

"Yuuri has an advantage in the content of the program. If he plays normally, he can get high marks. In terms of skills...except for jumping that he can't jump, what do you think is the reason for his failure?"

"That, that's because..." Yuuri didn't dare to look at Victor's face, so he lowered his head. He remembered the fear of being dominated on the field, the eyes of the audience, the outstanding performances of other players...these are the causes One of the reasons for his breakdown.

But in the final analysis, it was because he lacked confidence in himself.

"It's because of lack of confidence, right." Victor said calmly, "But don't be afraid, one of my duties is to give Yuuri confidence, do you believe I can do it?"

"I believe, I believe in you!"

Of course, this kind of trust is not innate, but gradually accumulated after Yuuri has paid attention to Victor for more than ten years, which is quite like a drop of water.After all, he is a fan of Victor, just like he believes that Victor will win the championship, so Yuuri also believes that he can change himself.There is no doubt about it.

Yuuri didn't even think about the possibility that Victor would betray his trust, and if so, he might break down, and that was the guiding light that had been in his mind for more than ten years, so Yuuri couldn't think about it, and didn't dare to think about it.

"You don't believe it yourself, but you believe me that much?" Victor smiled, "I don't know whether I should be happy or helpless."

"That's because it's different, Victor is Victor."

"What about Yuuri?"

"Yuuri...is just one of thousands of tonkatsu bowls."

"Then don't worry, the pork cutlet rice bowl selected by Victor will definitely be the best."

Yuuri looked at him and smiled, "Thank you."

Yuuri thought, even if Victor wanted to be his coach because of Angel, then he would agree.He really needed such a coach. From his own selfishness, he was using Angel in disguise to retain Victor.But at the same time, he is very contradictory and entangled. He doesn't know whether he should use this to pursue his own future.He has always been in a passive position, and as soon as Victor encouraged him, he surrendered without hesitation.

He felt quite ashamed in his heart, and he was not a great and selfless person.

Seeing that Yuuri didn't speak much, Victor guessed what the other party was thinking, but it probably wouldn't be a good thing, so he said, "Yuri, there's something I want to say in advance."

"Well, you say?"

"We will spend some time together in the future. I hope you can tell me whatever you are thinking, good or bad." Victor shook his head and said, "I don't understand what you are thinking, and I can't guess it." , if you believe me, then just say it."

"Eh, good."

"Then tell me, what were you thinking just now?" Victor asked with his arms akimbo.

Yuuri was stunned for a moment, unable to speak for a while, and Victor took advantage of the victory to pursue: "Remember what you promised me just now? If you have anything to say, just tell me." He poked Yuuri's chest, "Don't take it all to heart , you keep silent, no one will feel that you need help and need to be valued."

"Other people's admiration and love, you have to fight for yourself." He said softly, without any intention of blaming Yuuri, Yuuri hesitated for a while, and said: "Really want to say?"

"Say it, I'll be angry if you don't tell me."

"No, I'll say it now," Yuuri grabbed the hem of his clothes nervously, "I want to ask, is it because of Angel that Victor became my coach?"

"So you're struggling with this problem." Victor touched his chin and said, "Let me be honest, Angel does attract my attention, but even if I want to make it up, there are many ways, not necessarily being your coach. .”

"It may be a bit indifferent to say that. I think my time is precious, so I won't waste time and energy on unnecessary things." Victor looked at Yuuri, "And if I am willing to be your coach, I will only It's because you are worthy of me doing this and spending my precious time on you."

Yuuri's breathing was stagnant.He thought about many reasons why Victor would help him, but he never dared to think about it.

"Am I worth it?" Yuuri asked blankly.

"It's worth it, Yuuri, you don't know how good you are." Victor couldn't help but patted his head, just like stroking Angel, "Please like yourself a lot."

Yuuri suddenly felt his nose sore.It’s not that no one has encouraged him all the time. His family, teachers, and friends all said that Yuuri is very good. However, Yuuri in the arena feels that this is not the case. He feels that he is not good at all, but the encouragement of the people around him always It's a little painless.He wanted recognition, but more than that, the approval of his fellow high-caliber athletes.Now that Victor said so, he believed it. He knew that the figure skating emperor who had won five consecutive victories would not deceive him in this regard.So, Yuuri thought, he...maybe he's really something?

No matter what, Victor's approval really relieved the anxiety in Yuuri's heart. He knew that he was still not confident enough, but he was working hard to like himself and believe in himself.

"So, shall we begin?" Victor asked.

Yuuri raised his head, "Yeah!"

And from that day on, Viktor devoted himself to being Yuuri's coach.He is not the kind of harsh and harsh coach, but he is relatively gentle and kind. When Yuuri does well, he will not be stingy with his praise. If Yuuri does not perform well, he will point out the other party's faults and correct them, although occasionally the way of speaking is not merciful face, but as a grown man, Yuuri can still accept it humbly.But no matter what, Victor always encourages him more than criticizes him. I don't know whether he is intentional or not, but Yuuri is walking steadily forward step by step, even if the steps are still small.

When Victor was discussing the composition of the jump with Yuuri, Yuuri once asked if the other party could teach him to jump 4S.Victor was stunned for a moment, with a strange expression on his face.

Then he said: "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good state recently, I will teach you when I have a chance in the future."

Yuuri wondered if he was too stupid, so Victor refused to teach him, Victor rubbed his hair and said, "Don't think about it, you can just consolidate your quadruple jumps now, and you can