i want to break up with my boyfriend

I'm looking for a job recently. I haven't talked to Gao Mo about this matter yet, because I think I used to rely on him, but I never know how capable I am. If I tell Gao Mo , maybe he will open the back door for me again, I'm really not narcissistic, Gao Mo may indeed do this.

I submitted my resume to several companies, and I was waiting for their reply, but it has been a week, and I have not received any notification from them, which made me very unhappy and frustrated my self-confidence.

Gao Mo seemed to see that I was not happy in the past few days, and asked me while washing my hair while the two of us were taking a shower.Well, that's right, Gao Mo and I take a bath together, of course, just take a bath, okay? We used to take a bath together from time to time, but since we broke up and got back together, this has become the norm.

"What happened recently, are you unhappy?"

I know that Gao Mo can read my mind very well, I am still hesitating whether to say it, after all, it is not a good thing to say it, but I think I should not hide it from Gao Mo or something, we were originally because of this aspect Let's break up and learn a lesson.

"I, actually wanted to find a job before. But I seem to be very useless, and no company uses me." I honestly expressed my troubles, and Gao Mo seemed to pause when he stroked my hair.

"Why didn't you tell me about this earlier?" Gao Mo punched me with the shower head, and I put my head on his lap.

"I always feel that I can be very independent, and I don't want to always depend on you." I'm telling the truth, I've lived on Gao Mo for six years, and I don't know anything about it, although it's not because of my self-esteem, But, I want to get better enough to be worthy of Gomo.

I admit that after learning many things about Gao Mo, I feel a little inferior.

He is so good, I have almost no way to find out his shortcomings, or what is not good for me, even if I say that Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder, I still think he is too good.

If I am far away from him, then I should at least take steps to get closer to him.

But Gao Mo didn't seem to think so. He stroked my hair with his hands and carefully protected my forehead to prevent the foam from the shampoo from seeping into my eyes.

The hot air made the whole bathroom hazy, and I felt like Gao Mo and I were in the clouds.

Then I heard Gao Mo speak.

"You can always depend on me."

I was shocked by Gao Mo's words, I looked at Gao Mo blankly, I don't know why I was very moved, he has never been a man who can talk about love, but now he talks so much that I really want to kiss him.

Maybe I am such a person with no principles. One second I still want to be independent, but the next second I want to be under the cover of Gao Mo all the time.

Gao Mo's protection of me made me develop such a terrible bad habit, but I still don't want to get rid of it. I really am hopeless.

"Well, I see."

I straightened up and put my arms around Gao Mo to show that I knew what he meant. I thought, it doesn’t matter if I can’t find a job. With Gao Mo here, I can rely on him all the time. I’m not afraid of anything. of.

I hugged him for a while, Gao Mo's body seemed a little stiff, I thought he might have been touched by my trust, so I let go to see his expression.

It’s okay if you don’t watch it, but when I looked at Gao Mo, I knew that I must be finished tonight.

Gao Mo's eyes were dim, and his face was not very good-looking. He must be restraining some emotions.

It was only then that I realized that when Gao Mo and I embraced each other, my whole body was attached to Gao Mo's body, so we are almost inseparable now, and I have been immersed in Gao Mo's love words without realizing it, but Gao Mo Mo... well... I know that I am still quite attractive to him.

Then I was wiped clean by Gao Mo and carried into the bedroom, where I was kept like this all night.

Gao Mo woke up early the next morning, his movements were very light, but my sleep was very light, and I woke up at the slightest movement.

Seeing that I was awake, Gao Mo leaned over and kissed me lightly on the lips, which was regarded as a good morning kiss.

"Sleep again, I was too tired last night." It's okay if he didn't say it, but I felt ashamed when I said it. Let me go, although he didn't say anything about my unauthorized job hunting, it was obvious from his actions that he was not very happy, and then my ass suffered.

Now I still feel that my chrysanthemum cannot be closed tightly, and I feel pain when I move it.Fortunately, my chrysanthemum has long been able to bear it, and it will not prolapse.

"When will you come back?" I blurted out when he would come back. Now, Gao Mo goes to the company every day, and I stay at home every day. I can only see him when he comes home. I still miss him a lot.

Omg I feel like I'm really relying on Go-mok too much right now.

Gao Mo looked at me for a long time, I closed my eyes and thought he was leaving, but suddenly I felt a person appeared beside me, making the whole bed warm again.

When I opened my eyes, I found that Gao Mo was lying back again, and turned me over gently, so that my face was facing his side to sleep. He rested my head with one hand and hugged me with the other. The whole person fell asleep in Gao Mo's arms.

"what happened?"

I wonder, what does it mean to get up and lie back?

"I'm not worried. I'll accompany you today instead of going to the company."

Boss Gao has never seen such a self-willed person who refuses to go to work if he refuses to go to work. Don't forget that you are the boss.Although I don't quite understand why Gao Mo is so worried, I won't run around.However, I am still very happy.

How lucky I am to be hugged and loved by Gao Mo like this.

So I hugged Gao Mo, shrunk myself into a ball, catered to Gao Mo's embrace, and continued to sleep for a while.

We slept until noon, I was hungry, Gao Mo got up first, I used to cook, but now I was lying down, Gao Mo simply ordered takeaway.

Then I got up too. After sleeping for so long, although I still have a little back pain, my recovery ability is still good.

Sure enough, I think I can be worthy of Gao Mo in this respect.What a shame.

After I got up, I thought that I would not go out today anyway, so I simply took a shirt cover that Gao Mo put on the side. I put Gao Mo’s shirt on and directly covered my butt. Going out, Gao Mo has put the takeaway on the dining table.

Gao Mo raised his head and looked at me. I always felt that his eyes were very unusual. It seemed to be dimmed. Need to replenish energy immediately!

Although Gao Mo won't go to the company today, it doesn't mean he won't be working. I saw him watching with his laptop.

I know Gao Mo's work, running a whole company by himself, although it is said to have been passed down from his father's generation and has a great foundation, but when I think about the six years I have been with him, he has been handling it alone. When he worked in his company, he also knew that being the boss was not easy.

Suddenly I really want to share a little bit for Gao Mo, even if it is only a little bit, I also want him not to work so hard.

"In your original position, you hired new people after you resigned." Gao Mo put down the computer and concentrated on eating with me, and also talked about my job.

"Actually, I know how much I am. You don't have to open the back door for me... um..." I was a little embarrassed when I said that, after all, he has opened the back door for me for six years, and I am like this now Said that there is quite a feeling of being cheap and being good.

"It's not a question of whether the back door can be opened." Gao Mo gave me a piece of braised pork. I like it very much, so he would order it every time.

"I don't want to see you suffer."

Who will tell me, who is this man who is still talking about love that I have no resistance to?Is this still the Gao Mo I know?

Why do I feel that I love Gao Mo like this to death, I really do, I have no resistance at all.

We finished eating and sorted out the garbage. I really had nothing to do. Gao Mo was reading documents and dealing with some recent cases. I didn't turn on the TV. I didn't want to disturb him, so I took a book from the study to read.

I am not a person who loves to learn, nor do I like to read books, but Gao Mo was a decathlon student at the time, and I think I need to read the books he has read.

I sat on the sofa with Gao Mo, and there was a feeling of tranquility.

It may be because the two people after separation can understand how difficult it is to get along better.Even if we still haven't given up on each other and can be together in the end, the pain of separation will always remind you how happy you are now.

When I couldn’t read the book, I started to be in a daze. I played a few rounds with my mobile phone, jumped and jumped, and died at around 20 points in a row. , Watching TV, playing with mobile phones and doing housework, I am simply developing in the direction of sex, and I can't pull it back. Although it is very boring, I am very content.

I sneaked a glance at Gao Mo, and found that he was still looking at the computer meticulously, and I didn't want to disturb him because of unimportant things, so I just fell asleep on the sofa.

In a daze, I seemed to see Gao Mo, he was by my side, so I could just sleep like that without any worries.

Gao Mo looked at the sleeping Xu Yuqing, with an inexplicable light in his eyes, no one could guess what he was thinking.

Xu Yuqing fell asleep like that, very peacefully, Gao Mo didn't want to wake him up.Although Gao Mo has been looking at the computer, he is actually thinking about what job he will arrange for Gao Mo.

The original Xu Yuqing was a small office employee, but Gao Mo felt that such a position was too far away from him, and wanted to arrange for Xu Yuqing to be an assistant by his side, but Xu Yuqing knew that it would be very hard for an assistant to follow him every day, so he couldn't bear it at all.

The result is that Gao Mo himself felt that he was unreasonable, and racked his brains so much in order to keep Xu Yuqing by his side.

On the computer screen were a few lines of conversation records, which Xu Yuqing would never know.

What Xu Yuqing can see is always the gentle and strong self, which Gao Mo wants Xu Yuqing to see, and those dark and twisted ones, he will hide them, and will never let Xu Yuqing know.He has this grasp.

Gao Mo stroked Xu Yuqing's face lightly with his hands. It was almost the same as six years ago, and it was still his favorite face. This person belonged to Gao Mo.

[Boss, all the resumes submitted by Mr. Xu have been processed. 】

[Well, inform the logistics department, just say that the new employees I recruited in, they know how to do it. 】

[Okay, boss. 】

The author has something to say: Because someone read it and left a message, I wrote a special episode. They are all daily episodes. The writing style is too limited, and the sweetness varies from person to person.