It's a pity that I am as beautiful as a flower [Quick Transmigration]

Chu Yan's smile froze on his face, and it was rare for Xiao Yunze to force him to ask him anything.

Chu Yan could only bite the bullet and explain: "The Zhou family also has a portrait of a person, which is quite similar to this one. When I was playing in the study room when I was young, I accidentally knocked over the candlestick, and the whole painting was burned. Chase and fight."

Xiao Yunze was still staring at him, with complicated emotions dancing in those eyes.

"So you're talking about the Zhou family's pair."

"Well, of course it's that pair, otherwise what do you think?"

Chu Yan's smile was stiff, and she lowered her head, neither daring to look at Xiao Yunze nor the painting.

"Why are you so nervous? It's just a painting."

Chu Yan pursed her lips: "This painting is considered to be a hundred years ago. The paint is not bad for a long time, and it looks like blood. I am not nervous, but feel that it is seeping."

Xiao Yunze put his eyes on the painting again, he touched it with his fingertips, and his heart ached.

"The paper has turned yellow, but the cinnabar and silver beads on it have not faded."

Xiao Yunze's words made Chu Yan focus on it.

It's not that this painting has no traces of burning, but the middle is preserved intact. After being obtained by Emperor Xiao, he asked the master in the palace to restore it.Chu Yan could still see how delicately the strokes were drawn on it, and there was affection everywhere.

He had seen countless paintings like this in King Ling's studio.

King Ling's paintings are unique in Lingji, and before he was imprisoned, they were hard to find. It's a pity that he only painted landscapes, flowers and birds, not figures.However, King Ling's paintings completely changed after he was put under confinement. He only painted figures, and all of them were of him.

For a long time, Chu Yan couldn't forget the appearance of King Ling before his death.

He was obviously haggard and thin, but he still wanted to approach him, like a moth to a flame.

Chu Yan looked at Xiao Yunze, knowing that he followed him in these worlds, with the same gesture of flying moths to the flame.

Thinking of this, Chu Yan felt very heavy.

"Your Highness..."

"Ok?"

"Your Highness likes this painting very much?"

Xiao Yunze put the things away, and couldn't help thinking: "Actually, I don't like painting, I always feel that these are dead things, not as exciting as living things."

Chu Yan asked in surprise: "You actually think so?"

"……Um."

He drew so many similar pictures, but he was doing something he hated.

When Chu Yan thought of this, her heart ached.

"You rest first, I'll deal with the Nie family's affairs first."

"Okay." Chu Yan squeezed out an ugly smile at him, and watched Xiao Yunze leave this place.

That night, Chu Yan had a dream.

This is the world that Chu Yan has experienced, and of course it is also his previous life.

He hid in the painting boat, with white walls and black roofs on both sides of the river, and vermilion buildings with flying eaves.

The moonlight shone on the lake, shimmering, and the shadow of the moon was lonely.

"Brother Sanhuang, we can't get used to that bastard so much, why don't we get him..."

"What do you know? Father hates brothers to kill each other the most, even if he is born of a court lady, he will still attract father's dissatisfaction!"

"He timidly follows us every day, it's really annoying. Why don't you... borrow a knife to kill someone?"

The third prince looked at him: "Do you have a good idea?"

"His Royal Highness has recently suffered from a strange illness, and sometimes he is unconscious. If you send that bastard to His Royal Highness, it will kill two birds with one stone!"

"This plan is very good!" The third prince's eyes lit up when he heard it. The prince has been gifted since he was a child, and his father loves the prince very much.If he wanted the throne, he had to wait for the prince to make a big mistake!

Isn't that little bastard an opportunity!

When Chu Yan heard this, he always felt that the prince was a cruel person who would kill him.

Therefore, after living in the womb of the crown prince, Chu Yan was always nervous and cautious.

After the prince was fed the cold stone powder, his temper became even worse. Sometimes he was like a warm spring breeze, and sometimes he was like a hell Shura, which made him afraid.

Maybe because of that painting, all the feelings in these memories made him empathize.

Chu Yan lowered his eyes, and a surge of grief welled up in his heart.

Too many images flashed through his mind, and he knew that this place was just a dream, but those fragments kept pouring out of his mind.

"Xiao Chen, I like you."

"They all want me to die, only you will stand by my side."

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to treat you like this."

These memories are too sporadic, and he clearly wants to take a quick look at the flowers, but he really stops.

The sky gradually became dark, and he remembered what Xiao Ling had said to King Ling the night before he was imprisoned by him.

He drugged Xiao Ling and handed him the cup with his own hands.

And Xiao Ling knew it clearly, but he still drank the contents of the cup in one gulp.

"I'll pay you back."

At that time, he didn't understand, and looked at him with a little surprise, as if asking, what should I pay you back?

But Xiao Ling didn't say anything, his eyes were gentle and doting, but combined with what he would do when he was crazy, it only made him feel sick.

Chu Yan's throne was the result of several brothers fighting each other to the death, and he just got a fisherman's profit.The only person he harmed with his hands was Xiao Ling.

Under the heavy snow, he finally took Xiao Ling down.

The white snow was still floating in the sky, and within just one night, there was already a beautiful scene of snow-covered buds and jade trees piled up with snow.

Xiao Ling's body was covered with blood, and his expression was not distorted because of the pain and his betrayal.

Xiao Ling smiled at him, as if relieved.

"Brother Huang, I have already won the throne, and it is time for you to pay back what you did to me before."

Xiao Ling looked at him: "How do you want me to pay it back?"

"I will imprison you for the rest of my life, and we... will never see each other again."

Such a decision is more uncomfortable than killing him, Xiao Ling suddenly turned pale: "Chen'er..."

"Don't call me that name!" Chu Yan heard himself say, "I hate you."

Xiao Ling was taken away by his people, but he refused to leave no matter what, hoping that Chu Yan would take another look at him.

"Xiao Chen, I just ask you to take a look at me."

Chu Yan lowered his head, and smiled palely: "Look at what you are doing? The emperor was born to be loved by the emperor, so naturally he didn't understand what kind of life I was living. At the beginning, I was looking forward to my elder brother Yes. My brother's future seems to be lost in my hands."

There was reluctance in Xiao Ling's eyes: "I don't have any future, it's just that I'm not dead. My life is not my life, it's an eyesore."

Chu Yan didn't want to hear so much, so he ordered Cheng Han to take him away.

Xiao Ling's voice was almost desperate, and he looked at him slowly: "So you have forgotten."

"Forgot what?"

"You saved me when I thought so."

Those words echoed in the overly frozen space around him. Bai Xue fell into his body, and when it touched his skin, it was as cold as a knife blade, and a bone-piercing pain surged up.

Chu Yan paused for a moment, and finally remembered what Xiao Ling was referring to.

His eyes were full of self-mockery: "It turns out that this evil fate started like this."

Many years ago, after the third prince said that he would use him to deal with the prince, Chu Yan was anxious for a few days.

What he didn't expect was that the third prince didn't do anything for a long time, it seemed that something happened in the previous dynasty.

The family of the biological mother of the third prince was ordered to be beheaded by his father because he found out that he was disregarding human life and corrupting the law.And the birth mother of the third prince, who was originally famous for a while, was also demoted to the palace, and the third prince was even ordered to be imprisoned for life.

It was the prince who did this.

On the same day, after Chu Yan heard about this incident, he found out by accident that the people under the third prince said that they wanted to avenge him and added poison to the prince's food.

As soon as he heard this, he immediately rushed towards the uterus with a pale face.

At this time, the palace man who delivered the tonic lied that it was sent by the imperial concubine.

Just as the prince was about to eat those, he rushed out and was stopped by the guards around the prince, still pale and shouted: "You can't eat it, it's poisonous!"

The bowl in the prince's hand suddenly fell, and he looked at the servants below with a solemn expression.

Their plan failed, and the crown prince dragged them all down.

When the prince remembered that it was Chu Yan who reminded him, he walked towards Chu Yan outside step by step.

In March, many white pears were planted in the Tai's womb.He was standing under the pear tree, with a few petals stained on his body, and the place where he stood seemed to be covered with pear blossom snow.

The crown prince is handsome, if people in the palace stare at him if they don't like it, even if someone stares at him for a long time, the prince will be displeased.

Seeing Chu Yan staring at him like this, the prince smiled instead: "I remember you, are you my seventh brother?"

The hand stretched out to him was clean and white, with warmth within reach.

"Why remind me? Isn't it better for you if I die?"

He hurriedly said: "You are my brother, shouldn't I remind you?"

The prince's expression at that time was touching and distressing.

That was their first meeting.

Dreaming of this, Chu Yan suddenly woke up, and in the dark night, she couldn't hold back her tears.

The lights in the house are fading and swaying in the wind.

Chu Yan couldn't cry, but she was afraid of waking up the guards outside, so she tried her best to lower her voice.

Xiao Ling was shot to death by his order.

"What I owe you, is it over?"

Thinking of how he looked when he died, it was like saying this to him.

He ruined his hopes, and so did he.

At that time, Chu Yan didn't care about his past life at all. He only regarded it as a mission world at that time. He always felt that his past life had nothing to do with him in this life?

But now, that portrait was a trigger, and he suddenly felt the same way.

In the dark night, Chu Yan managed to stop her tears, but her eyes were red from crying.

The palace people outside seemed to have noticed something, so they asked: "My lord? But what happened? Do you want to invite the eldest prince here?"

"I was just woken up by Yan, don't call him!"

"Yes."

Chu Yan sat by the bed for a while, but couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

Soon, Wei Ke hurried over with the palace lantern, and he stood outside very anxiously: "Young Master Zhou, can you come with me to see His Highness!"

Chu Yan hadn't recovered yet, thinking it was the palace man just now: "...I told you I won't go."

Wei Ke begged Chu Yan: "Your Highness is sick, and now no one can get close to him. Even if Mr. Zhou doesn't go, can you give me some blood..."

Upon hearing this, Chu Yan quickly put on her shoes from the bed and walked to the door.

Under the faint illumination of the palace lantern, Waco's face looked a little pale.Chu Yan hurriedly asked: "Take me there!"

Waco was very surprised: "But you just now..."

"I didn't recognize your voice, I thought it was the palace servant just now." Chu Yan didn't even put on his clothes properly, his hair was messy, and he asked Wei Ke to take him to see Xiao Yunze all the time.

Chu Yan's attitude before made Wei Ke think that he didn't like His Highness.

But now, Waco suddenly raised the corners of his lips and revealed a smile.

This feeling is warm and moving.

Chu Yan glanced at him in surprise, as if asking him what's wrong.

Wei Ke shook his head: "Young Master Zhou, please come here, and you will know when you go there."

Chu Yan could only go there with Wei Ke, his pace was very fast, he really wanted to see Xiao Yunze earlier.

When he came to that place, he saw that the house was brightly lit with candles, and the palace people knelt on the ground, but no one dared to enter inside.

Wei Ke took a hard look at Chu Yan, as if even he was hesitant to go in.

Chu Yan frowned, ignored these people, walked straight to the door, and wanted to open it.

Wei Ke was very surprised: "Young Master Zhou, you want to go in directly!?"

Those who are in good health are afraid that Chu Yan is weak and dare to go alone?

Chu Yan said in a hoarse voice, "If you don't go in directly, how else can you get in?"

Wei Ke was speechless by his question, and pulled Chu Yan: "Don't you know how... how..."

"I know."

Chu Yan smiled at Wei Ke, and finally pushed open the door, regardless of the stunned expressions of those behind him, and went straight inside.

When he was still Xiao Chen, he saw more. When others were trembling with fright, he was always by Xiao Ling's side.

He has seen that kind of scene before, and he is not afraid.

Half of the things in the house fell down, all were brought down by Xiao Yunze.

Chu Yan took a few steps inside, and soon saw Xiao Yunze, who was struggling on the ground, panting heavily.

"Xiao Yunze!"

His eyes were red, and he raised his head to look at Chu Yan.

Everything around was unreal, making Xiao Yunze feel like he was still in a nightmare.

Xiao Yunze felt the temperature, as if someone helped him up, he looked up, his head was in pain like a burst: "Really... really you?"

"Drink my blood!" Chu Yan handed over his wrist.

Xiao Yunze put him in his arms: "An'er Where have you been?"

Surprised in Chu Yan's eyes, he looked over at Xiao Yunze.

There is only one person who can call him Ann.

Yanqing?

Not long after, the words in Xiao Yunze's mouth changed again.With tears and remorse in his eyes, he said, "I'm sorry...Xiao Chen, I'm sorry."

Chu Yan felt a pain in his heart, knowing that he remembered.

He's glad he can remember.

But Chu Yan couldn't express anything, and could only smile palely: "Xiao Yunze, who do you think I am?"

Xiao Yunze's body was trembling, too many memories appeared in his mind at once, which made him unable to figure it out clearly, his head felt as if he had been hit several times by someone, it was bumpy and painful.

Chu Yan didn't want him to think more, so she bit her wrist and put it on Xiao Yunze's lips.

After tasting the blood, Xiao Yunze finally calmed down.

After being sick for a whole night, his hands drooped, and his eyes were tired.

"Do you know who I am?"

Xiao Yunze looked over, under the candlelight, Chu Yan's face was very pale, without even a trace of blood.

It looked like he was terrified.

"A Jue?"

Chu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, his wrist was brutally bitten by him just now, and now he felt the pain after relaxing.

Xiao Yunze stared at him deeply, his eyeballs remained motionless.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"I seemed to have a dream just now."

Chu Yan was still smiling at first, but after hearing this sentence, the corners of his mouth froze slightly: "What did you dream about?"

"I don't remember exactly."

For some reason, Chu Yan breathed a sigh of relief happily, but felt very regretful in his heart.

For him, wouldn't it be more helpful for him if Xiao Yunze didn't recover his memory?

Chu Yan fell silent.

It was already very late at night, when people outside heard that Xiao Yunze had stopped making trouble, they hurried in.

"Waco, bandage his wound, and leave the rest alone."

"Yes."

Xiao Yunze picked up Chu Yan and put him on his bed. The palace servant beside Wei Ke came over with a medicine box, and then began to bandage Chu Yan's wound.

Wei Ke saw the blood stains on it, and Chu Yan's complexion was fair. It really looked miserable.

He sighed: "I know Mr. Zhou wants to save His Highness, but don't be so impulsive next time."

Chu Yan smiled: "...I'm just too impatient, Mr. Wei, can I ask you something?"

"Master Zhou, but it's okay to say."

"I heard that Kuizhu is a magic medicine, and it can last for a long time in the body, but I'm also afraid that it will be completely absorbed by me. How about you take some more of my blood and refine the medicine for His Highness?"

Wei Ke was very shocked, he didn't dare to make such a decision, but took a look at Xiao Yunze.

Xiao Yunze's temperament seems to have changed, more alienated and indifferent, compared to the sharp edge before, now like a sword in a scabbard, hiding his coldness.

Even Wei Ke recognized Xiao Yunze's change, not to mention Chu Yan.

Although Xiao Yunze said just now, he didn't dream of anything.But Chu Yan couldn't believe his words, otherwise, how could Xiao Yunze become like this?

"Your health is not good, this matter is not busy for the time being."

But Chu Yan insisted: "It's just some blood, not drained. If you are really worried, then take some every ten days, I can bear it."

Xiao Yunze frowned, but couldn't resist Chu Yan, so he nodded.

He is too confused now, those two memories are still in his mind.

By the time Wei Ke finished dressing up Chu Yan, it was already very late at night.

Chu Yan was a little drowsy at this time, Xiao Yunze looked at him: "You go to sleep earlier, I'll go to the study."

Wei Ke was still surprised. With His Royal Highness's temperament, he should be inferior to Young Master Zhou in anything. Why did you say that suddenly?

Xiao Yunze walked out straight from the inside, Chu Yan saw that it was dark outside, and quickly got up from the bed.

"and many more!"

The night was dark, and the sky was covered with dark clouds, blocking the moonlight today.

The place Xiao Yunze left was obviously not the study, but the depths of the night where there were no lanterns.

Chu Yan didn't mind, but smiled at him: "Take a lamp and go."

Xiao Yunze was slightly startled, Chu Yan's body was very thin, and he only wore unlined clothing.But he smiled and handed him the palace lantern in his hand, and the candlelight shone on his face, making his heart slightly warm.

Xiao Yunze narrowed his eyes, because he had two more memories, he couldn't even tell whether the person in front of him was the one he loved.

So confusing.

Therefore, he wanted to escape.

However, Chu Yan chased him out and handed him a lamp.

The dark clouds outside gradually dissipated, and the blocked moon also emerged from the thick clouds.

Xiao Yunze didn't know how to describe his mood at this time, but when he took the palace lantern that Chu Yan handed over, his heart also became slightly warm.

He restrained the indifference just now, and smiled at him: "A Jue."

"Ok?"

"Take good care of yourself."

Xiao Yunze turned around and left this place, wanting to organize his thoughts.

How he wished that Chu Yan was the one he liked in those two lives.

Xiao Yunze only felt it was an insult when he faced him in this state.

He would rather avoid it.