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I think among all people, I who have experienced love should know how to respond to Zhou best.

Neither Yunxi nor Fanye, they couldn't understand it, and felt that everything Ying Zhou did was unreasonable, only I knew that there was no reason to speak of love.Falling in love is falling in love, and your giving becomes willing, even willing.

I used to think that Xu Boyuan, an ordinary person, was not worthy of Ying Zhou. Later, when I learned that Xu Boyuan died for Ying Zhou, I felt that God’s will is too tricky. There is no such thing as worthy or not. It is already so difficult for two people to meet and know each other in this vast world. , why bother to talk about good match?

After Nana was born, I don't think about the past very often, probably because my feelings for the emperor were not that deep. He is not the only woman, and what I am greedy for is just the presumptuous rights he gave me when he was gentle, and Staying with him can enjoy the wealth and wealth in the world.

The nature of the fox is passionate and greedy. I can feel a little love from him occasionally. I love this feeling of being in love. Over time, I even forget that I am a monster. As long as I think, no mortal can not love me .

But Ying Zhou is different from me.

In other words, he and Xu Boyuan are different from me and the emperor.

They only have each other, which is the most beautiful and most scorching affection in the world.

I sigh with regret for them.

I don't know what Ao Yuan thinks, but in my opinion, he is very similar to Xu Boyuan.

It is actually not appropriate to use the word like, because they are an inseparable one.But since Ao Yuan didn't think so, I simply looked at them separately.

I never thought Xu Boyuan was such a kind person, at least compared to Ying Zhou, he was more thoughtful and selfish.Being indifferent to the world is just the appearance of him pretending to be himself. In order to protect Yu Wangfu and Xu Jingluan, Xu Boyuan has a lot of worries. This is the most similar to Ao Yuan. They don't want to take risks.

I have known Xu Boyuan longer than Ying Zhou.

Long before I married the emperor and became a concubine in the harem, I noticed the dragon spirit in him.I have never seen Ao Yuan living on the bottom of the sea, but after living for so long, I have seen one or two dragon sons. I can clearly feel that the dragon aura on Xu Boyuan is different from theirs. Although it is extremely weak, it still overwhelms me. I can't help but want to kneel down.

That's why I hate Prince Yu's family very much. When I meet Xu Jingluan, I usually have to ridicule her.Now that I think about it, it seems like a lifetime away, and it’s also amazing. It’s unbelievable that I would have that little girl-like state of mind at that time.

Regarding Xu Boyuan, I have guessed for a long time that he may have some relationship with Ao Yuan, but when I left this world, I never thought that Ying Zhou would fall in love with him, and finally came to that situation.

I hoped that Ying Zhou would stay away from Xu Boyuan, and I mentioned something to Ying Zhou when I left, but Ying Zhou didn't take it to heart, and my hope didn't work, and everything went in the worst direction.I was surprised that Ying Zhou would love him, but I felt that it seemed reasonable, their fates might have been intertwined.

As for Ao Yuan, I have more sympathy for him.

Just like Xu Boyuan never thought that one day he would fall in love with Ying Zhou, I know he never thought about it either, that's why he was so indifferent to Ying Zhou when he was in the Nine Heavens, this point is exactly like Xu Boyuan.

How could they not be alone?And how could Ying Zhou fail to recognize him?

He will fall in love with Xu Boyuan who is only one soul, and of course he will love Ao Yuan who is more complete.

I think his deliberate alienation from Ao Yuan is a kind of protection.

There is one thing I haven't said, because Ying Zhou doesn't want others to know.

He didn't forget, he remembered everything.

At the beginning, I never doubted that when Yunxi came to tell me that Ying Zhou didn't remember, I believed it, or, at that time, Ying Zhou did forget for a short period of time.

Later, I realized something was wrong because it suddenly occurred to me that Ying Zhou had never asked us why he was injured and why he returned to the mountains.

He was supposed to be in the human world, even if he was injured, he should be by Xu Boyuan's side, but he didn't ask a single word. Of course, I was only skeptical at that time, but I was really sure that one day Ao Yuan was not around, and I turned into Xu Jing When Luan passed by his room, he inadvertently saw him staring at the white jade chessboard that Xu Boyuan gave him for a long time.

When I walked in, he looked up at me, pointed to a corner on the chessboard, and said, "There is a piece broken here."

"Perhaps the servants were not careful when handling it." After more than 100 years, no matter how strong things are, they will inevitably age. I don't know how to answer, and I made a very poor excuse.

"Well," Ying Zhou smiled, "I'm to blame for not watching."

I felt weird for a while, but I couldn't tell where it was. Ying Zhou stroked the scratch, with a little sadness in his eyes, "Lou Liuyi, thank you."

I looked at him in surprise.

If he was in his heyday, he would naturally be able to see through my transformation technique easily, but now that he is so weak, and I have regained the power of the Nine Tails, imitating Xu Jingluan can also learn at least Nine Forms, it is impossible for him to see through it. When he came out, the only explanation was that he knew that the real Xu Jingluan was long gone.

"Tiger...why?" I asked him.

Why do you pretend to forget when you clearly remember it?

He looked down at the chessboard, his brows and eyes stretched gently, but I saw endless helplessness from it.

"Because I... can't bear it..." He sighed softly.

What are you reluctant to bear?Ao Yuan?

"At least he can survive," Ying Zhou raised his head and smiled at me, "isn't it?"

I know why he told me.

Because only I can understand from his few words.

I can't bear to leave like this, I can't bear to leave him in the end, separated by heaven and earth, mountains and seas, we can't meet each other, but I hope he can live on, don't die, don't suffer, then don't love, don't remember the same life A vow to die together.Only in this way can Ao Yuan continue to live after he leaves.

But there is only one thing, they all misjudged each other, love or not love is so easy to decide, Ao Yuan will fall in love with him in such a short time, he must never have imagined.

Maybe it’s true that the authorities are obsessed, and the bystanders are clear. I can see that Ao Yuan has already fallen in love with him at this time, but they haven’t noticed it yet. As a bystander, I don’t want them to miss each other like this. I decided to help them.

I spread the news that Ying Zhou was about to fall. I wanted to take everyone else away and give them some alone time.Originally, I wanted to bring Yunxi back to the mountains, but she refused to leave no matter what. I had no choice but to follow her. After all, with her little skill, I can't do anything to Ao Yuan.

Ao Yuan lived up to my expectations, he accompanied Ying Zhou to the last stage.

When I saw Ao Yuan collapse in front of the tomb, I suddenly had a feeling that Ying Zhou had already seen through me.

It's like he took Yunxi to unravel the testimony of living together and dying together, and entrusted Xu Nian to Fanye. He made many arrangements before we knew it, and then waited for the destined moment to come.

Yun Xi and Fan Ye have obviously understood the arrangement Ying Zhou gave them, now it's my turn.

"Seal the tomb passage," I said to Yun Xi.

Yun Xi was taken aback, Ao Yuan raised his red eyes and looked at me, I felt his anger and pain, but what I'm going to say next may make him more painful.

"Mr. Long, have you ever thought about why the tiger told you in the end?" I thought of Ying Zhou when we first met, hiding behind Xu Jingluan at the bonfire banquet in Qiushui Mountain. In the end, when he left in Ao Yuan's arms, he also had that pure smile.

"...Why?" Ao Yuan asked me hoarsely.

I looked at the deep and dark tomb passage, "I just want to tell you that he loves you very much."

Ao Yuan's pupils shrank, I nodded to Yun Xi, Yun Xi gritted her teeth with tears in her eyes, and pressed the switch next to the tomb passage.

There was a deafening sound, and the huge tomb-sealing stone slowly fell under the traction of the mechanism, completely isolating the light from the outside.

"Doesn't Lord Long understand?" I smiled, even I understood, how could Ao Yuan not understand?

The estrangement at the beginning was to hope that he could live a good life, but later he pretended to forget, because he didn't want to be a stranger to him, but in the end he chose to tell him everything, just hoping that Ao Yuan, who was left behind, would have a better life.

"Tiger... he is reluctant." The moment the tomb-sealed stone fell to the ground, I said softly.

Even if the decision was as good as Zhou, he probably had countless hesitation and hesitation in his heart, and finally he gave the right to choose to Ao Yuan, like a gamble, betting on Ao Yuan, or Xu Boyuan's feelings for him.

If there is still time to fall in love, then love each other; but if not, then stop here, and there is no need to be reluctant.

Fortunately, in the end, Ao Yuan did not disappoint him.

Even if it is only for a moment, it is enough.