Hard to be a gold master

Chapter 59 I Seem Not Me

Ai Xi seems to be more afraid of being in the crowd.

When going out during the day, you must wear a scarf, hat and mask, and the whole person is tightly wrapped.After being "repatriated" and returning to China, Ai Xi first went to the bank to check her fund investment, and determined that she had good income and sufficient savings, so she decided not to look for a job for the time being.

Her physical condition is bad, and her mental state is even worse, so she can only rest at home.

Staying at home requires eating. Ai Xi always goes to the vegetable market or when the supermarket is about to close, not because the price is cheap, but because there are the fewest people at that time, and she doesn't have to endure the disgust brought by the crowded crowd.

Maybe it's a loss of confidence in people.

Even if I can fall asleep at night, I will wake up in the middle of the night screaming because of the nightmare, and then hug the quilt until the sky is bright.Ai Xi meticulously cooks three meals a day for herself, and uses food supplements to save her physical condition. She takes medicine after meals, and doesn't turn over magazines after taking medicine. She just sits on the sofa in a daze, wrapped in a blanket.

She didn't know how the time passed, and she often sat for a whole morning, and when she came back to her senses, she found that it was time to make lunch.After eating at noon, she would fall into a drowsy sleep until it got dark in the evening. Ai Xi would have the illusion of "sleeping from dark to dark". Avoid places with a lot of people, but places with few people are not so safe. Sometimes when you meet a few gangsters who are about to make a move, you will be shocked by Ai Xi's fierce and stern aura.

It turns out that eyes can also be scary. Ai Xi didn't know what kind of eyes she had, she just glanced over them lightly, and the gangster who was about to charge up turned around and ran away.

What are you running, she is not a ghost!

Three meals a day, plus afternoon tea, eating nutritiously, skin care rests regularly, Ai Xi feels that her energy is slowly returning, so slow that she can count the seconds with the clock, counting the seconds and counting the days left How much time.I never felt that the days would pass so slowly. When I was working before, the time always passed by so fast that there was not enough time. This is the reason why she worked overtime.Later, I went to Los Angeles, and every day was peaceful and fulfilling, and the time passed quickly.

In the past, she could live well by herself, why not now?I don't even have the mood to flip through magazines, only the habit of tidying up.

The hidden fragrance in the bedroom also dispersed with the ventilation. Ai Xi packed Tong Ruiyuan's food and clothing in a box, sealed it and piled it in a corner, covered it with a bohemian blanket, and Think of this position as a small table, with a lot of magazines that you don’t want to read, and snack bags that you throw there casually.

For this person, Ai Xi has complicated feelings.Said to complain?It's not Tong Ruiyuan's fault.Say you understand?All the inhumanity she witnessed reminded her of Tong Ruiyuan's work and life, such cruelty and indifference... She couldn't continue to be friends with such a person.

People who are not from the same world will never be able to get together.She cherishes the warm friendship in the past, and now she can only go forward separately.

After staying in Ai Xi's house for a week, Lan Xiaoshi finally took time out from her busy work to visit her.When the young big boss saw Ai Xi after entering the door, he was shocked: "How did you lose so much weight? Where did you lose weight?"

"Los Angeles." Ai Xi answered truthfully.

Lan Xiaoshi likes hot pot, so Ai Xi prepared lamb and vegetables, and bought sesame seeds and sauces in the supermarket. Lan Xiaoshi talked about the bad things at work while eating, and she never forgot to eat. Xi kept picking meat and vegetables for her, responding with an "um" from time to time.After talking for a long time, Lan Xiaoshi asked tentatively: "Xiao Ai, you've only looked at me since I entered the door."

Ai Xi continued to eat vegetables with her head down, right?It seems so.

"Xiao Ai, what happened to you and Tong Ruiyuan?" Lan Xiaoshi put down her chopsticks, right now Ai Xi is more important than eating hot pot.From the moment she entered the door, she felt that Ai Xi was weird. Although she looked normal, she just avoided all eye contact and body contact, as if she had locked herself in a small cage, and dared not go anywhere.

Yes, I just dare not, when did my friend become so courageous? "Did you quarrel?" Lan Xiaoshi thought of the only possibility.

Ai Xi swallowed the cabbage, and the sesame sauce became tasteless in her mouth: "Do you know Lambert's house? I went to the base to stay for a while."

Lambert?Isn't that the opposite of Tong's family?The two families competed in the white way all day long and ended up fighting in the underworld, but they were evenly matched. The Tong family was still human, while the Lambert family was completely inhumane.Lan Xiaoshi had only heard of the base, and she could already imagine the hellish scene inside.What Ai Xi said was that she stayed there for a while, how long did she stay there?one day?two days?Still a week?

"Tong's family sent me there, Xiaoshi," Ai Xi paused, her eyes had no warmth, her voice had no emotion, "I seem to be not me anymore."

Lan Xiaoshi was dumbfounded, did the Tong family want to drive people crazy?What is Tong Ruiyuan doing!Also, is this a sign of madness?The thing she feared the most since she was a child was that Ai Xi was introverted to autistic and then committed suicide, so she invited a psychiatrist to cure her. A while ago, she became more cheerful, but after going to Los Angeles, she became more ill. ?Another one?Is this mental illness?

"Don't worry, it will get better, it will get better." Ai Xi murmured, as if talking to herself, without looking at her friend from the beginning to the end.